Longmen Memoirs

[It is often things that change people, but people cannot change things...]

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I occasionally think of some things from the past, but when I really want to think about those things, I find that I don’t remember much of them. But the strange thing is that I still remember the things that happened many years ago clearly, and they are so close. However, most of them started to become blurry.

Amiya just left the barracks.

Chen Mo was the only one left in the conference hall again. He turned his head and glanced at the desk filled with documents. The scene from yesterday seemed to be still appearing in front of his eyes, and he could hardly tell whether he was in a dream or reality.

The cold wind is howling outside, and the flags are ringing.

The room became quiet, so quiet that one could clearly feel the slight tremor of the earth as the huge battleship passed by.

Amiya pushed back the tent and came back, causing Lin Guang and Huang's conversation to stop. They both looked at Amiya who came back, including the King Wu's guard who sent her back.

"Thank you for sending me back, Mr. Konoe."

Konoe shook his head slightly and said semi-seriously: "There is no need to thank you, girl. Your Highness has already told you that you can act on your own, but even so, I must remind you that you have no official positions, so as not to cause trouble, nothing will happen." It's better not to walk around casually. After all, this is an important place in the military and there is no room for any negligence. "

"We will remember it." Amiya nodded.

"In that case, I won't bother you anymore."

"and many more."

Just when Konoe was about to turn around and leave, Amiya suddenly called her and Konoe turned around.

"What's the matter?"

"That...the lady and the little girl who came with us, they..."

"You are talking about the white-haired lady and her daughter. Please rest assured that they are safe like everyone else."

"That's good, when can we meet them."

"Regarding this matter, I'm sorry that I can't answer you for the time being. However, since His Highness has not banned you, I will surely arrange a meeting with you soon." Konoe said, and added: "Before that, please rest assured." Don't be impatient, then I'll take my leave now."

Amiya didn't ask any more questions. After the guards left, before Amiya could speak, Linguang and Huang couldn't wait to speak at the same time.

"Amiya..."

"Amiya."

They looked at each other, and Huang seemed to remember Lin Guang's proposal before.

"You go first." She said.

"No, you should say it first." Lin Guang shook his head, "There is no need to ask what I want to ask."

She wanted to ask Amiya if she had encountered any danger. To be honest, Ms. Knight Rider really couldn't let go. After all, the place they were in now was not an ordinary scene. Although there were no changes for the time being, If she was a little careless, even Linguang herself wouldn't be able to pat her chest and say that she would ensure Amiya's safety.

But now Linguang has been confirmed.

At least Carters was still standing in front of her intact.

"Okay." Huang didn't shirk anymore, she looked at Amiya: "As long as you are not in danger, Amiya, to be honest, you really met that person, what did you say? What should we do next? what to do?"

Amiya was stunned for a moment.

Huang's series of questions made her not sure where to start answering.

"How can Amiya answer so many questions as soon as you open your mouth?" Linguang said.

"I'm anxious." Huang replied.

"It's okay, don't worry, Miss Linguang, Miss Huang, I'm fine. Your Majesty, he didn't mention anything, he just asked some questions about our presence here."

"You told him, I mean, why we're here?"

"Ah."

"Does he believe it?" The person who asked this question was Linguang.

"Maybe, believe it." Amiya said uncertainly: "I'm not sure. His Majesty said that we can solve things one by one. He said that if he didn't believe it, we wouldn't be here. He also said Mentioned Miss Nian."

"What do you mean?" Huang said doubtfully.

"Amiya means that he has already guessed that this incident is related to Nian, so he must have heard or experienced these things before. Alas, didn't you just say that there are many strange people and strange things in Yan country? You should be able to think this through."

"I also said that I only heard about these things when I was a child, so how could I imagine that such a thing really happened." Huang answered matter-of-factly. "I haven't seen it with my own eyes."

"Then you see it now."

"Yes, I have seen it, but what should we do next?" Huang asked: "To be honest, if I stay here and do nothing, I feel that my body will definitely get rusty, especially after seeing those people outside. Soldiers and land-ships, I’m afraid that if I stay too long, my hands will itch and I won’t be able to help but spar with them.”

"Restrain and don't cause trouble." Linguang reminded him seriously. "If you want to practice, I can accompany you."

"It's better to say goodbye, I just want to say it." Huang replied, then looked at Amiya: "What happens after that? What is his attitude?"

Huang also wanted to know if it was really possible to try the one Linguang proposed just now. Although he didn't have high expectations, he was here after all, and Linguang asked her to mention it herself. I also feel a little bit unable to let go, always feeling that if I do nothing, I won’t be able to settle down.

She has always wanted to know what happened more than ten years ago to make her end up in Victoria. She wants an answer, even if the answer is unacceptable, and even if it is extremely difficult, she will figure out that tragic incident. The whole story.

"His Majesty said that we should think it over ourselves and tell him, but he will not put aside the war to cooperate with us, and let us temporarily recruit ourselves into the Guards."

"Do you want us to join the Yan Kingdom to deal with Ursus?" Linguang asked.Then he shook his head and said, "Based on what I've seen since I came in, the Yan Kingdom's army doesn't need our strength."

"That's not what you meant." Amiya shook her head and said, "I think your Majesty's idea is to let us stay here temporarily, because it is safer here than outside."

"I noticed that you seem to have been speaking for him." Huang looked at Amiya curiously, and the latter was stunned for a moment. "Is it my imagination, Amiya, but I remember that you have never met before. As I said before, you seem to have known him a long time ago." Ah. "

"I'm not asking you to explain, Amiya." Seeing Amiya's nervous and stunned look, Huang touched his cheek and said hastily, and added: "I'm just a little curious. After all, you two don't seem to have anything to talk about. A place for relationships.”

"This is because I have met him a long time ago." Amiya said, looking at Huang, and noticing that Lin Guang's eyes were also looking at her, she breathed softly.

"I didn't mean to hide it from anyone, but I was still very young at that time and I don't remember it very clearly." Amiya said, "I remember the first time I met His Majesty, it was in His Majesty's office. That evening, the dim sunlight fell into the room from outside the office, and His Highness was processing the documents on the desk as usual. I was sitting on the sofa, and not long after Sister Askaron left, His Majesty came in from outside."

What Amiya remembers most clearly is that scene, when the evening sunlight slanted into the room through the large lattice window behind the desk, the thick blue curtains were dyed crimson by the setting sun, and His Highness's figure was bathed in the setting sun. It was so clear in the dusk.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and when the young Carters looked over, he saw a model boy in military uniform. He just glanced at her, and his indifferent gaze made Amiya feel a little scared.

So when Amiya subconsciously looked in the direction of His Highness, His Highness was also looking at the door and saw that person walking into the room, so the corners of His Highness's lips also burst into a smile as he appeared.

The smile was warm, but different from the smiles Amiya had ever seen. Amiya couldn't describe the feeling, but she knew that His Highness was very happy at that time.

"Your Highness has always said that Your Majesty is the hero of Kazdaele, but Your Highness made a mistake. She said that she drove Him out of Kazdare with her own hands. His Majesty did not get everything he deserved for his efforts. Obviously all Sakaz should remember that there was once such a person who fought for Sakaz regardless of everything, but all his achievements were attributed to His Highness, and in the eyes of all Sakaz, he became a heinous villain. and criminals.”

Amiya said, shaking her head slightly.

"Since I can remember, the education I received in Kazdaele has told the same thing, a thing that is completely opposite to what His Highness said, but I believe His Highness, and I also believe the doctor and Dr. Kelsey, If they all think that the incident is different from what I know, then there must be some change that I don't know about." Amiya said: "After going to Longmen, I also believe that Miss Chen and Tallulah The lady’s feelings cannot be deceived, so no matter how His Majesty is portrayed, I always believe that he will not be a bad person, even if he has done many wrong things. "

Chen Mo failed to see Chen in the barracks belonging to Chen.

When he entered, only the silver-haired Draco was waiting inside. He seemed to know that he would come, so when he saw him appear, his calm expression did not change at all.

Gray eyes looked quietly in his direction.

Even if it is different from what he remembers, even if the person in his memory will never be dressed in such gorgeous and exaggerated clothes, he will always be miserable, and he has been like this since he was a child.

He hasn't changed his clothes for a long time. From spring to winter, he has the same clothes every year. He doesn't care about this. He doesn't care about what he looks like in the eyes of others, and he doesn't care when other children get new clothes. He still looks the same, especially Chen and Tallulah themselves.

Will he sometimes feel inferior? At that time, they didn't think much about it, but maybe he would too.

They forget that they still have family members, and there are still people to care about, even though they don't want to admit it, even though sometimes they want to just not have it.

But there are still people who love them and care about them, even if that care is only reflected in their lives, but compared with him and other children in the orphanage, their treatment and life are already completely different.

He never seemed to mention it, although Chen often couldn't get used to his weakness and shamelessness, and even called him a soft-hearted Chen, and even looked at him with disgust.

What would he be thinking at that time? If he were still that old, would he not be able to accept it as calmly as he did, and he would definitely be angry.

But why wasn't he angry? He was even smiling and heartless.

Tallulah just thought of these things, and when he thought of them, he realized that he had never understood Chen Mo. When she was a child, she thought she knew him. When she grew up, she thought she had slowly understood him.

She knew what he was thinking and his character, but in the final analysis, it was just her own wishful thinking. If Tallulah really understood him well enough, maybe things like this wouldn't happen in the future.

Chen Mo was indeed a little surprised. He was surprised that Tallulah would appear in Chen's room. He was surprised that there were only two of her and him here. He hadn't figured out how to talk to Tallulah yet, even though Amiya had already told the story of the incident. I told Chen Mo, but Chen Mo was not ready yet.

Prepare how to contact this person who appeared in advance and was not in her plan. At this time, she should be in Chernobog with the infected people. At this time, she should be busy integrating the infected people in the southern city and establishing a It belongs to the communication network of the infected. At this time, they should still be in the dormant stage, exploring ways for the infected to survive and grow in the south.

Chen Mo's feet stopped.

He didn't take another step to go in, nor did he exit.

"Are you here to see Hui Jie?" Tallulah asked.

Just as Chen Mo was about to answer, his words stopped on his lips. He looked in the direction of Tallulah, and she was also looking at him. Her calm eyes were not disturbed by these words.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Tallulah asked again, "You didn't expect me to be here?"

"Aren't you happy to see me?"

"Why do you keep standing there?" She raised the corners of her mouth slightly, looked at Chen Mo funny, and then slowly added: "...Your Highness?"

She probably said that on purpose, without any good intentions, otherwise she wouldn't have shown an expression waiting to see Chen Mo's reaction after saying this.

It seemed that she wanted to know how he would react when she called him such words.

Occasionally, he would be as bitter and mean as he is now, and occasionally she would show this kind of revengeful mentality similar to that of a child.

It is better to say that she has been like this since she was a child, but I don't know when it changed. I don't know when, she has rarely done this kind of thing. It is like deliberately teaching Chen to make fun of the fat Ms. Lan Min.

Chen Mo finally reacted.

He looked in the direction of Tallulah. Maybe he had chosen to believe the story told by Amiya, but for Chen Mo, how could he believe a story of his own that was told by others but that he had not personally experienced.

In the story, he returned to Longmen from Northern Xinjiang. Outside the story, he was still on the battlefield in Northern Xinjiang. In the story, Tallulah was far away in Ursus. Outside the story, Tallulah appeared in a place where she shouldn't have appeared. place.

If he had expected Chen's appearance, Tallulah's appearance was an irrefutable fact.

To this world, to this story, and to Chen Mo himself.

Could this be a dream?

...if only it were.

Because in his own dream, the outcome was not so good.

Northern Xinjiang is dreaming, Beijing is prosperous ([-])

I have no illusions about you at all. Maybe I did have some luck. I know you are stupid, weak, and self-righteous. However, I love you. I know your intentions, your ideals, your selfishness, snobbishness, and vulgarity. However, I still love you.

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Drake looked at the man standing not far away.

Her words fell slowly.

Her long black tail was wrapped around the couch, with some ferocious barbs and thin black scales glowing dully under the gentle light. Two pairs of juxtaposed horns were exposed between her silver hair, which seemed to silently highlight the relationship between her and Chen. difference.

Chen Mo really didn't think about what he should say. He felt that he should come to see Chen and confirm the authenticity of Amiya's words from Chen. This was the first thought that came to his mind. It seemed that he did not consider it subconsciously. How to face Tallulah who appears here.

Chen Mo was a little surprised, but not caught off guard.

He gradually calmed down.

He felt that he could deal with it calmly. No matter how true or false what Amiya said was, or whether it was a false dream or not, at least in the dream and now, he was still the Martial King of Great Yan.

He is the person he thinks he has survived after countless changes over the years and reincarnations. In this life, he is only Chen Mo, and he will only become Chen Mo.

"You know it all?"

Chen Mo asked, and Tallulah looked at her.

"Which one are you referring to?" she asked.

"That means we all know it." Chen Mo said. "I already know what happened from Amiya and Chen."

"Well, so..."

The tip of her tail resting on the side of the couch swayed slightly. Tallulah put her hands in front of her legs together, looking at Chen Mo with her gray eyes, and there was a visible calm inside.

"It's incredible. I don't know whether I should believe it or not. My intuition tells me that what you are saying may be the truth, but it also means that I have to deny everything I am doing now."

"So you come to Hui Jie. You want to get answers from her. Even though you know how Hui Jie will answer you, you are still willing to believe her."

"Yes."

"So Hui Jie is already so important in your heart." Tallulah sighed softly.

She couldn't explain what she was feeling in her heart right now. She felt that she should be able to understand, but she still felt a little disappointed and regretful. She couldn't show such an expression because it seemed too weak.