Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

The lost and desperate love is stagnant and piled up in the bottom of my heart, and breathing becomes a nerve-breaking pain.

Hoshino feels the same way, so she doesn't hate Bai Zhouzi.

At least she still has the children of Abydos, and these precious bonds are her last line of psychological defense, ensuring that her sanity will not collapse.

But Bai Zhouzi, she has always been the lonely stranger,

Not of the Holy Trinity, not of Arius, not accepted anywhere, not understood anywhere.

Hoshino understands her and even wants to talk to her.

She looked up to the sky,

How long does it take for the sun to shift ten degrees in the sky?

half an hour?

Well they haven't spoken for half an hour.

Hoshino was the first to lose his composure, but she couldn't find a topic to talk about.

Chapter 054: Day 047·Intermission·10 minutes before the start of the mission②

Too bad, Hoshino imagined.

She raised her hand several times and tried to touch Bai Zhouzi's shoulder.

But her fingertips hadn't crossed half of the distance between the two, as if they had hit a transparent wall and were frozen in place.

(Talk...talk! At least say something...)

Hoshino pursed her lips anxiously, and the uneasiness in her heart forced her to urge herself, but her lips and tongue seemed to be frozen, unable to utter a decent word.

She felt that she looked a little ridiculous.

What to say?

"We can live with the death of the people we love most"?

Or "Time can heal all pain, and one day we can go out"?

Never mind, it’s ridiculous just thinking about it.

Kotori Yu Hoshino sighed softly.

He said it as if he knew a lot about this kind of thing.

"Well, although uncle, I did experience it once..."

But that's nothing to boast about, she shook her head.

She recalled walking with her husband on the quiet walks of Abydos during the night patrol,

Those times were full of laughter. She and her husband joked and tested each other, while carefully guarding their true feelings and preventing the emotions hidden deep in their hearts from exploding.

Probably because he lost an important person once, Hoshino's character has softened, but it is also more difficult to truly open up to others.

No matter how much her husband made her feel happy, she always guarded the last line of defense in her heart and always warned herself not to fall in love with this man.

Now that I think about it, I was really stupid at that time.

——The husband should have been forced to do it from the beginning.

I have lost once, but I still don’t know how to express my cherishment frankly. I regret it only after I lose it for the second time.

It sounds like I am not qualified to preach to Bai Zhouzi.

Hoshino rubbed his forehead and put aside the prepared sermon lines.

Many people have the illusion that the methods and lessons they have learned in life are the only truth.

They seem to have a strong desire to "become teachers" and forcefully share their methods and lessons with everyone who is willing to listen to them.

If the other party does not agree with their point of view, they will become angry and pretend to be calm, warning the other party that they will suffer in the future.

But really, everyone should find what works for them.This approach is unique.

It is not something that can be learned through preaching and indoctrination.

In the final analysis, 'Little Bird Yu Hoshino' and 'Hakushu Azusa' are different individuals.

Different experiences, different thoughts, and different choices.

Preaching?There are indeed some things that are unnecessary.

"Swish"

Hoshino unzipped his backpack, took out a piece of red packaging, and handed it to Bai Zhouzi.

"...?"

Bai Zhouzi slowly raised his head, his sight finally seemed to be focused.

She looked at Hoshino, who was facing her with a smile as lazy as the afternoon sun.

Bai Zhouzi's breath tightened, and the wound that had been frozen in his heart began to hurt again, as if it was being torn apart.

That was the most indelible of her countless sins.

She attacked Kotori Yu Hoshino, causing him serious injuries.

Obviously the other party is also Mr.’s most cherished student...

"I...I can't accept it..."

"Chocolate flavored energy bar?"

Hoshino tilted his head and asked with a smile:

"Uncle, I agree. The MX military rations are also designed to have an artificial chocolate flavor with no sweetness, which is simply anti-human.

So, what flavor do you like? "

"I like fruity ones...ah!"

Bai Zhouzi replied in a low voice subconsciously.

The moment she answered, a fruit-flavored energy bar was thrown into her arms.

There was no chance for her to refute, no room for her to refuse.

The angel of death, whose eyes were dull, looked at the fruit-flavored energy bar in his arms, and then at Hoshino.

The sea breeze carries the salty smell of lemonade, and the air is filled with elegant incense.

Hoshino's smile was too familiar, as if they had been inseparable friends from the beginning.

There was pain in Bai Zhouzi's eyes.

She didn't speak, just turned her eyes to the side and bit her lips.

"Want to run away again? Like the last time we fought?"

A cold question came to my ears.

Bai Zhouzi turned around and saw Xingye's unsmiling gold and blue pupils.

Just the slightest hint of the coercion on this battle-hardened senior was enough to make Bai Zhouzi breathless.

Even with his petite stature, Kotori Yu Hoshino is still one of the most powerful in Kivotos. Whether it is in terms of combat skills or psychological strength, there is nothing to fault.

Bai Zhouzi knew that she lost last time.

What she didn't know was that Hoshino didn't use his full strength from the beginning.

Now she feels it.

If it were Hoshino who ambushed her, she wouldn't even be able to call out for help at full strength.

Just when the regret in her heart was washed away by the sense of oppression and it became difficult to breathe,

The pressure on Hoshino suddenly disappeared.

Just like the huge dark clouds that swept across the sky, they dissipated overnight, leaving only a blue sky without a trace of haze.

She resumed her usual lazy demeanor, stretched out her slender fingers, poked the side of Bai Zhouzi's face, and whispered softly:

"Having said that...hehe, running away is not a bad thing. After all, running away is shameful but useful."

Bai Zhouzi's eyes were a little stunned.

The girl with pink hair and heterochromatic eyes didn't even have the slightest bit of hatred towards her in her words.

That tone didn't sound like the enemy who was still fighting for her life not long ago.

Rather, she is like an old senior who is worried about her juniors. She always shows a troubled smile when faced with the messes made by her juniors while solving them without leaving any trace.

A stream of heat flowed in Bai Zhouzi's devastated heart.

She seemed to have made a lot of determination, rubbing her hands slowly and hard, and finally mustered up the courage to ask:

"Although it is really shameless to say this, but...don't you hate me, Hoshino-senpai?"

Hoshino was stunned.

She looked at Bai Zhouzi's confused eyes,

She was so familiar with this look,

This is the look in Bai Zi's and Akane's eyes when they made stupid mistakes and didn't want to tell her.

"Well... there are so many things in life that make me angry.

For example, Caesar Group, I don’t know the so-called black clothes, and the teacher who always pretends to be gentle but refuses to teach me...

If everyone was angry, uncle I would have died of high blood pressure a long time ago. "

Hoshino stood up, walked slowly to Bai Zhouzi, patted her on the shoulder, smiled and gave a thumbs up:

"Anyway, if you want to make me seriously angry, Xiaozi, you are not qualified."

...I always felt that when Hoshino-senpai listed the things that made her angry, he mixed in some weird content.

But seeing the strong sense of oppression hidden under Hoshino's bright smile, Bai Zhouzi wisely did not complain.

The two were silent for a while.

Bai Zhouzi closed his eyes and thought for a while, then took a deep breath.

"What... do you think of sir?"

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"Sir? I like him."

Hoshino replied lightly.

Bai Zhouzi stared at the pink-haired senior, who had a relaxed expression on his face, without any confusion at all.

"Not only do I like him, I also want to cut off his limbs and blind his eyes so that he can never escape Abydos and can only stay by my side forever."

Hoshino replied calmly.

Her tone was too plain, as if what she wanted to do to her husband was no different than going out to buy a piece of cake.

"You... are you serious!?"

"hundred percent."

There was a permeable courage in Hoshino's calm tone.

That is the spiritual power that can only be possessed after complete awakening.

Bai Zhouzi even had the illusion that Hoshino could move mountains and reclaim seas as long as it was for his husband.

"But, Xiaozi..."

The pink-haired girl raised her head slightly, looked at the melancholy blue sky, and laughed softly,

"When I reach my uncle's age, I have to believe in fate."

Bai Zhouzi was speechless for a moment.

"...You are just speaking out of anger, right, Hoshino-senpai? Even if he doesn't object, you will not imprison him in Abydos."