Mu Qiuyun was ecstatic.
He hugged me, his chest became hot all of a sudden, and he caressed my body tremblingly, that strange sensitive, tingling electric shock feeling, gradually smudged into a demon red, and his thoughts began to burn unrealistically, I I only vaguely remember being hugged to bed and slowly taking off the covering clothes...
After a certain depth that I don't want to be pierced is pierced, it seems that somewhere in the soul is really pierced.
The hot love pours into the body, transpires, sublimates, and disperses in the flower room that breeds life. The caves in Dunhuang are covered with sacred and despicable paintings, engraving traces, accompanied by quietly changing thoughts, eyes, and voices.
At first I was ashamed to speak out, but then it was too strong, my voice seemed to lose control, and when I was bumped, I basically called it anything.The one called the most is "Dad"...it's a shame.The feeling of the last touch miraculously lingers in the soul, and it is engraved in the depths without knowing it.
The last bit of stubbornness towards Mu Qiuyun completely disappeared.
Subconsciously, whispering softly, reluctant to let go, as if it was really knocked into a puddle of water.
Sure enough, that kind of thing will change a lot of psychology and reality.The relationship between Mu Qiuyun and I began to change drastically from the bright red dripping on the bed that night.
First of all, more and more proficient, "husband", this appellation.
And when he called, he was really thinking that way, treating him like that.In addition, she is becoming more and more dependent on his arms, always wanting to be hugged, hugged and affectionate all the time.Occasionally, I worry about gains and losses, and feel sad about stupid questions like "what if I don't want me anymore"-even though I know it's stupid, I can't help but think about it.
In terms of doing...it really is getting more and more casual.From the beginning, he had to coax him twice, to undressing naturally every night, to... actively wanting.After all, it is a very comfortable thing. The feeling of being petted and bullied is really addictive.
In school, Lao Zhao and the others always said that my eyebrows and eyes are wide open recently, and I am particularly coquettish, seductive, and have a strange and amorous temperament.It seems that there is indeed such a change.
Sometimes I also think, is this not so good, I haven't even got engaged yet.What should have been handed over, all handed over.But this idea is obviously meaningless.During the summer vacation in July, Mu Qiuyun was with me every day.In the middle, I made an appointment to go to Japan for a trip, but I didn’t actually go to any scenic spots at all. I basically traveled from Hokkaido to Tokyo, and spent most of the time in the hotel.When we were tired, we hugged and chatted together, talked about love, and talked about future plans.
I told him I didn't want to go to school.
He said yes, I will support you, you will accompany me to the imperial capital, and we will rent an apartment near the school together.Every day, I lead you to buy vegetables, cook, and play in the dark at night.
I laughed and asked him, are you not afraid of dying on my belly?
He grimaced and said he would.
I beat him and scolded him for being out of shape, but silently in my heart, I still considered restraint.Women don't have the concept of being tired at all in this regard, even if they are tired and hurt, they can basically come back after a rest.And my body, I know, is actually very tired after one session.
Resuming classes in early August can be a summer vacation and a drastic change in body and mind.I found that I had no interest in class at all.His mind was full of thoughts about Mu Qiuyun, about hugs, about lips, and about that bad thing... The teacher ignored it even when he scolded her.Xu Zishou came to look for him a few times, and he was quite indifferent to him, but his brother Xu Shigui met him occasionally, because he was rescued before, and he greeted him with a smile.
Xu Zishou once saw this kind of gap. That night, he sent a long, many long paragraph on WeChat, crying about his feelings, his pain, and his discomfort.I actually sympathized with him, but at that time my brother was hugging me from behind and making out with me. He saw Xu Zishou's long speech and got annoyed, so he directly recorded a second voice to scold me.
——After that, I never saw Xu Zishou again.
I think it's mainly because, that voice, it's inevitable, some voices were also recorded in it.I blamed Mu Qiuyun for being too ruthless and ruthless, but he mocked me: Why, weren't you crazy about spraying green tea on the keyboard before?Now I miss the tenderness of the spare tire again.
I am speechless.Can't answer.
At other times, he was very nice to me, trying to follow me, but in this kind of place, he didn't allow me to get in touch with any other men, and even women were jealous.And the more I obeyed him, the more domineering he became.You must use all his passwords, you cannot reply to redundant greetings, and you cannot stay alone with men.
I sometimes suspect that maybe he has played with other people's feelings in various ways, and has seen too many poor people caused by his own hands.That's why he was so afraid, "Those who doubt others must doubt themselves", this is his heart disease.
At first I tried to resist, but what the resistance brought about was his deliberate indifference—that attitude was enough to drive me crazy, who had already fallen deeper and deeper.So every time he backed down, he went too far.He even said that when he earns enough money, he will leave Li Fang, so that Li Fang will not be able to see me for the rest of his life.
I was so angry that I slapped him and scolded, Mu Qiuyun, are you a fucking human being if you do this to me.
He glared at me, and directly bullied me hard on the bed, wow, this bitch... eh~!
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On the day Mu Zhili went to school, our whole family sent him away together.I accompanied him on the Tsinghua campus, and he excitedly introduced me to many scenery that I once dreamed of but now dare not dream of.
After lunch, he took me by car to a small affiliated school not far from Tsinghua University, Sanben... He said that is your goal, stupid.
I suddenly felt a little sad.
Is this the future result?It turned out that this was the only thing I was entitled to ask for.I can't do anything except attach to Mu Qiuyun, and I can't even attach well.Never marry the initiative, always be played by others, always silent, always forced to smile, always secretly sad.
Until one day, as an old-fashioned abandoned woman, she complained about her fate—this kind of role I hate the most.Unknowingly, I lived like this.
I didn't show any unhappiness that day, and Mu Qiuyun didn't know that life had to go on. I hated all of this, but how could I change it?What's more, when Mu Qiuyun hugged me, kissed me, and licked my earlobe... I sweetly forgot everything.
It's like walking on a soft and fluffy tongue, one step at a time, sliding down the belly of a snake...
The third year of high school will start soon.
In the remaining year, the days without Mu Qiuyun are extremely happy.
I gradually kept up with the pace of my classmates and became a "college entrance examination fighter" who could endure a little bit of hardship. After a year, Li Fang helped me cook a lot of food and meat, but my stomach didn't adapt, and I often retched and wanted to vomit. , especially after eating meat for a day, I feel like vomiting.After passing out [-] times due to hypoglycemia during school review... I had to go home and continue my studies.
The whole person has lost a lot of weight, and has gradually grown taller, with a little less charm and a little more coolness.
But this is only in a natural situation... When emotional, the coquettishness in the eyebrows and eyes will be expressed in a more explicit way.At first, Mu Qiuyun would fly back once a week to accompany me and do things with me.That was the happiest time, he said that I laughed so hard that I wished I could strip me naked immediately, and his eyes were full of loneliness and coquettishness only for him.
But then, many things happened.Mu Qiuyun told me on WeChat that he joined the student union, the XX club, and the XX student organization... many, many, and he also joined the XX entrepreneurial project and XX political group.
At first I thought: "I, my brother is amazing, awesome~" "So happy~" But he became more and more busy because of this, and he stopped replying to my messages. All my words.Coming back is also getting less and less every day, from once every two weeks to once a month... During the winter vacation, he didn't come back at all... Said there was a bat opportunity over there, and if he did it, he might graduate directly to P8.I said to him here, "Yeah, brother, come on~"
While wiping tears again.
It can be shameful and disgusting to say it.But I couldn't help it.That kind of feeling is like a scar growing on your private parts, you can't see it, but you know it very well.
The scariest thing is not only the psychological loneliness, but also the physical.
I don't know whether it's the anxiety of the college entrance examination, or Mu Qiuyun was too frequent before. After a moment of emptiness, it seems that the building has lost its foundation. The bottom line and psychology are gradually collapsing and becoming more and more provocative.
Once in the room... was discovered by Li Fang.Li Fang went out with a blushing face, I was silent, but I didn't feel any shame at all. I put my things aside and called Mu Qiuyun, only to receive a "meeting".I suddenly felt angry, and couldn't help making continuous calls. He didn't answer more than a dozen calls, and finally blocked me altogether.I was stunned, dazed for a long time, and finally sent him a sentence on a trumpet with a self-deprecating smile on the corner of my mouth:
"Remember to wear a condom..."
Then he went out to play with Li Fang without looking back.
Li Fang didn't dare to look at me at all, he was still pretending to look at his mobile phone, while I was teasing him and playing with his hair.In fact, it wasn't intentional provocation, it was boring, boring, and I wanted to see Li Fang shy.
——I'm really sick, an old man, I'm so bored, I want to see him being embarrassed by me.
Zhao Mengjia said that I've been starving and dazed just looking at it for the past two days, maybe that's the case.Being watered more and more ripe, the peach-like body and eyes overflowing with juice, look at people with a little frivolity of scrutiny.Mu Qiuyun should guide me, but he is busy, so he won't.
He is a green tea that asks for money... I am different, I am more greedy and profligate than him, I want love.
That kind of warm, soft and intense "feeling".
Putting Li into the room, I laughed amusedly outside, and now Mu Qiuyun called back. "Hello?"
"Ah."
"What's the rush just now? You made so many phone calls all of a sudden, hello? Zhili, are you listening?"
"It's nothing."
"Nothing, did you send that text message?"
"Well. Just kidding, just kidding."
"But this joke is not funny, Zhili, you don't trust me? Do you think I'm outside... someone else?"
"Otherwise?" I raised my voice, and for some reason I suddenly wanted to quarrel with him on purpose, but I actually knew that he couldn't have someone else, because I went to their school and read the forum every day, and that place...no one beat me landscape.What's more, he is not the kind of emotional liar with smooth words and smooth tongues. He is a swordsman in this respect. He says one thing and another, he is very reckless. If he really likes someone else, he will tell me.
Unless...he likes a...man...
- Then he will never tell me.
Its thoughts are very complicated and ingenious, just a kind of difference between men's psychology and women's psychology.
"Stupid Mumu, can you stop making trouble with me here? I'm so tired every day, let alone looking for a woman, I'm very tired. You're coming this September. I want to leave Li Fang and give you To get a suite, I want to have money to find a servant for you, to take care of you, an idiot lady... Stupid Mumu, it is not easy for anyone to survive in this society, you are too, too..."
"Too childish, right?" I asked him with a sneer.
"A little bit." He hesitated for half a second before affirming.
I nodded, with subconscious contempt in my eyes, raised the corners of my mouth and said loudly, "Aren't you amazing? Mu Qiuyun, back then, you were like that. You went to nightclubs more than I did, danced more with gangsters, and smoked more. After a few cigarettes, a few more hangovers... You dare to call yourself mature. Okay, I will do what you did again, don't you think I'm naive? Don't you, don't Am I annoying you, annoying you like a little woman? I will never bother you again, I will ignore you, are you happy?"
"Stupid Mumu, can you stop going to extremes for me? Calm down, don't be so emotional. I beg you, please wait for me, we will be together soon, stupid Mumu I love you, don't you So, okay?"
"Come see me tomorrow night."
He hesitated for a second, "...I can't get away. I have a very important client and a party. I want to get his help. The relationship will be an important development path in the future."
"Are you going to drink with me?" I was keenly aware of something.
"No...just, let's talk." His tone was very ordinary, but I still noticed a little suspicious feeling from that ordinary.
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"Let's talk~" I sighed, "Men and women?"
"Don't worry, man." He said firmly.
rest assured?Should I really feel relieved?I finally understood what was wrong, why, a man, should I help him?The sense of competition between males, and his arrogant and cold personality, why is he helped and appreciated by Wuchang?
"I'm asking, your identity, man and woman." I asked him coldly.
"I..." There was silence for a long time, "Female." He whispered, "Don't get me wrong, stupid, I just use him, I won't suffer, I can check and balance very well in this respect, I love you ,you……"
"Tomorrow night I'll go to the bar and get drunk~" I smiled, "Either you take me away~or someone else takes me away~you choose~"
"Mu Zhili!!!"
hang up the phone.
Mu Qiuyun kept calling.Like him at that time, I pressed it again and again.Pressed thirteen times - he pressed the number of my phone at the beginning, and I blocked him.Leave him alone.
Not long after, he sent a WeChat message, "Remember to wear a condom..."
I replied: "Yes."
"Stupid Mumu, are you crazy?????"
I continue to pull black.
After waiting for a long time and no other trumpet added me, I know that it is very possible that he is also angry.I guess he's going to use the trick he used to be best at - cold war.
Skillful.
I'm also good at this.
He may think that he has his job and I must be able to hold back and bow his head before him... But he may not have thought that this is thinning my heart and torturing my feelings for him until the pain is unbearable When I was in trouble, I would bow my head, admit defeat, and go to him...but my feelings would decrease, my heart would become smaller, and I would become more and more intolerant of anyone.
In the end, of course, I didn't go to the bar. I lied to him, and I just wanted to force him to come back to see me.He knew about this, and a few days later he said to me triumphantly: "I knew you wouldn't go, stupid Mumu~ Hmph, it made me nervous."
"Hmm." I said lightly.
"Do you understand that you are not allowed to quarrel with me in the future? I am your husband. You should support me silently and don't cause trouble for me."
"Ah."
"Isn't it because of you that I worked so hard? I want to give you the best in the world, promise you wealth for the rest of your life, protect you, and no one can bully you. I want to be... the best, the best man. Hey? Stupid Mumu, can you understand me?"
"Yes."
"I love you. I'll make time to go back next week. Bear with me, I'll be together next year."
He finally said comfortingly.Made me a little happier.But some kind of melancholy, after all, still gather together.I gradually realized that he and I really had many fundamental conceptual surprises.
He wants to be what he considers a "good" husband.Powerful, rich, and wild, this is the man he had longed for and relied on.But that's not what I want, I don't want anyone to give me so many gems, so many delicacies, so many houses and cars.I have never suffered, I have never experienced daily necessities, and I have never had so many desires.
Carved and carved jade, green tiles and colorful pavilions, fine wine and gold bottles... I can't forget, but it was actually the beginning, the flowers and the moon.
"Brother, husband, come back and visit me more, okay?" I begged him on the phone.
He readily agreed.
On the weekend, he really came back, with romantic flowers, romantic candlelight, romantic gifts... After a crazy night, I woke up with a backache the next morning, as if asking him to pour me a glass of water, but he was not by my side.
It turned out that early in the morning, Mu Qiuyun had already caught the plane and left.
"Li Fang... Li Fang...?"
I had no choice but to ask Li Fang to come. He heard the voice, and he opened the door and entered soon after.But with a silly look in his eyes, he hurried out again.
It was only then that I realized that I hadn't put on my clothes... It was still the underwear that was torn when I was crazy with Mu Qiuyun yesterday. I felt helpless but shameless, so I wrapped myself in a blanket, showing my snow-white shoulders, "Li Fang, come in Come on." I called him.
Li Fang pushed the door, not knowing where to put his eyes.
"Pour me a glass of water~" I actually felt a little amused in my heart, seeing him like this, I deliberately played up his voice, and gave him sweet and glutinous support.He nodded and went away numbly.
After a while, he came back with a water glass.I reached out to pick it up, but the blanket slipped off, revealing half of my breasts. Fortunately, I reacted in time and pulled it back.I raised my head and looked at Li Fang's reaction quite playfully.
Li Fang blushed and breathed heavily, "Zhili...you..."
"Well, what's the matter? Give me the water first, I'm so thirsty. I cried all night yesterday." I took a sip of it, sweet, honey, and I glanced at him, "Did you hear that last night?"
He didn't speak.
With his head down, he looked like a little boy being molested.
Although I am indeed teasing...
——Why did you do such a thing?This intentionally provocative voice, this intentionally undefended posture and state, this intentionally leads to ambiguous topics.Disappointed and self-deprecating, I dug deep into my heart and suddenly realized: I was using an extremely boring and disgusting way to relieve the loneliness created by Mu Qiuyun.
"Li Fang, hug me and sleep for a while." I simply said to him.Then lie down.
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