After swapping bodies with green tea sister

"No...how can this be... Zhili, you..." Li Fang was completely flustered, but after a few seconds of panic, he took a deep breath and returned to seriousness. "Zhili, what are you doing?" He asked me a little angrily.

I didn't speak.

"Because of Qiuyun?"

I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, like poking the tear duct at the bottom of my heart, sobbing silently. "Li Fang... I... don't want to live with him... How is this different from being a widow?"

"But a man always has something he must do."

"Really? Then you can always spare a little time to accompany me a little bit? Or am I not worth mentioning in his eyes? Li Fang, do you know what I hate the most? He keeps talking about love, but he actually... ...just treat me as an embellishment in his pursuit of glory. If he wants money, he will be green tea. If he likes me, he will get me. If he wants the future, he will chase the future... You see, his purpose The sex is horribly explicit from start to finish...I don't want to...just an accessory to him."

Li Fang was silent.

a long time.

"Many people are like this." He shook his head bitterly, "Young people don't always understand the importance of feelings. They are immersed in desire and emptiness and prosperity, ignoring the important tenderness around them."

"Li Fang." I suddenly made up my mind, "I want to break up with him."

"...Have you thought it through?" Li Fang was surprised but not surprised.

"If he just regards me as an embellishment of prosperity, a vase that is attached to him and brought out to people to see-'ah, how beautiful my wife is'. Then I would rather not have this relationship." I said calmly .

I suddenly found myself becoming extremely ridiculous during this time.Obviously, I used to hate this kind of girl who was like a pet and was taken care of, but unknowingly took over the role and became a vase.

I don't think about tea, I don't want to eat, I just care about falling in love.Isn't it pitiful? ——Only for ignorant little girls who have experienced the stress of life.Anyway, I am also a person who has experienced hardships in life, but I still gave up my authority over life so easily.

Li put it there and thought for a while.

"If you really decide, Zhili, I support you." He said, "But I still hope that you can think about this matter carefully. Three days, at least three days. After three days, you can think about it. I Qiuyun will be notified."

"No, I'll inform him myself. He's very busy now, and I don't want to affect his mentality. Wait for him to settle down a little bit. Give him a chance to make amends, although it's deeply rooted, and he won't change it."

I squeezed the water glass, bit by bit, lowered my head and said softly to Li Fang.

Make a line 134 think

The process of thinking is naturally extremely difficult.

Although it was determined by emotions at that moment, but immediately after, scenes of getting along with Mu Qiuyun flashed before his eyes, and he began to have serious self-doubt and nostalgia.Especially thinking that after breaking up, he would go to someone else...even a man.In my heart, it was blocked and uncomfortable.

Fortunately, I figured out many important joints in the end.Life, future, world view.

Is it really the most suitable between Mu Qiuyun and me?No, not necessarily.I'm still young, and he's also young, and being young means... vitality, and I also think this stubbornness.No one can tolerate anyone, feelings are not about you and me, but about living.It is impossible for him to give up the stars and the sea for me, and it is impossible for me to really become that kind of lonely, resentful and virtuous helper in the deep courtyard of Wutong deep courtyard lock Qingqiu for him.

At the very least, I am clingy, and he is light on feelings.This is a completely irreconcilable contradiction.

I don't love him enough to give up all the possibilities of my life.

All the flowers before and under the moon, after all, still have to become flat, isolated by fate, honed by the lock of time.helpless.Maybe one day, we will smooth out the edges and corners of each other, and have a chance to meet again...but that's all in the future.

This decision was not intended for Mu Qiuyun for a short time. When he came back, he would still go to bed as usual, and tried not to show his appearance.Until he temporarily stabilizes, or I fall in love with someone else, although the latter may never be possible.After thinking about it, I talked to Li Fang and joked:

"I'm single now. If Mr. Li is interested, he should do it quickly."

He smiled and joked, "Okay."

Decided to feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, I suddenly wanted to drink, wanted to go to a bar where the light was so dark that only the curves of the flesh could be seen, and get drunk.But I would definitely not dare to go alone. After thinking about it, I called Lao An and asked him to take me.

At this time, Lao An's health has long been completely recovered. He is with Meng Chang every day, and still loses contact with him for a few days from time to time. When I asked him, he said, "Do something big." I know that Lishan is not peaceful at the moment. Still fighting, tit for tat, evenly divided, Lao An also told me the details of the devil, I gasped after hearing this: "I'll go. How did Gu Jiaming get it down? According to you, shouldn't it be over long ago?"

"The devil doesn't have all his strength, he doesn't intend to fight, he intends to talk business. And there are people behind Gu Jiaming to help." Lao An only briefly explained.

I'm still a little worried about Lao Gu.But I quickly changed my mind and thought again, why is it that I am worried about the important things that he is so careful about?

Drink a bar.

Wine is the easiest thing to make people happy.

Going back to Lao An's house after being drunk, I didn't know which string I was wrong when I was drunk, so I insisted on sleeping with Meng Chang.The next day I got up and scratched my disheveled hair, only to see Meng Chang blushing to the point of bleeding, with the expression of a young daughter-in-law being bullied.Clothes and skirts are rotten.

"Zhili, you are not human..." Meng Chang wanted to cry but had no tears.

"...?" I must be surprised, but no matter how I ask, Meng Chang refuses to say anything, and doesn't allow me to tell Lao An.

who cares……

To be honest, I don't really want to know.

As for what to say, Meng Chang's heart is secretly refreshed?Logically, this is impossible.After Yaoniang takes the medicine for a period of time, almost the vast majority of her sexual orientation will become male, and she will lose interest in women... a few will still be psychologically bisexual.

Looking at Lao Meng like this, it is estimated that, through and through, um...cough cough cough.

So at the end of the day I took advantage.

. . .

Soon the [-]-day countdown to the college entrance examination began. In the last three months, I calmed down and tried my best.

Although loneliness is common, but after no longer seeing Mu Qiuyun as a lover, his mentality suddenly changed a lot and calmed down a lot.More transformed into physical.Sometimes it can be solved by itself, sometimes it takes a long time to suppress the flame.When the loneliness is too much, it will become inexplicably flirtatious. If a boy with a good inner impression sends a message, the reply will be quite enthusiastic.

During the college entrance examination, Meng Chang was also ready for a "trip to Thailand".He said he couldn't keep up with his breathing.It is estimated that time is running out.So although the preparation is not enough, it can only be like this.

Send them to the airport security check, parting I said to him, come on.He smiled coquettishly, come on.

Probably because of this blessing.

I was so lucky that I ran into a big math problem that I was very proficient in before changing my body during the college entrance examination, which gave me a lot of blood for my weak math.The score of the college entrance examination was 525, barely keeping up with the first line of that year.

After Mu Qiuyun found out, he was very happy, and picked me another science and technology college in Beijing that was closer to him.

I responded superficially, secretly, and filled in my favorite universities in the south.Major in animation design.I like animation, and I also like drawing a little bit. This kind of major is the most suitable for me.

The only thing I'm afraid of is the south, where Li Fang can't reach it, and even Gu Jiaming is powerless.Everything there is unknown and a little dangerous, especially for beautiful girls. I know there are some places where I should slowly become vigilant and mature.He pestered Li Fang and talked about many scams and tricks he had seen.Search the Internet for safety common sense that girls should pay attention to.Maybe it's a bit late at this time, but it's never too late to learn to be a girl well.

Li Fang especially emphasized to me: Do not have superfluous kindness if you are not under absolute power and absolute security.Because that's the breeding ground for bad guys.The weaker you are, the more indifferent you must be.

I am willing to follow, but I do not want to agree.If there is a chance, or if someone helps others, I still hope that the sense of justice will be stronger.

In August, the admission notice came down.It is a university in Hangzhou.It just so happened that Mu Qiuyun came back and wanted to travel with me for a week.How many years are there in life for the long-overdue companionship after a year?The years are wasted, wasted, and you will grow old without knowing it.I walked along the streets of New York with Mu Qiuyun, and saw the petty bourgeois scenery and luxury goods that he liked.

In the junior suite at One Central Park, I listened to him finish his account of what he had seen during this time.Which big boss did I meet again, which company's interesting story, how much money did I make, how high was my status, and how many people were compared to the past.

I smiled and asked him, "Then how many times have you missed me?"

He stuffed it and scratched his head in embarrassment, "A lot..."

"How much is a lot?"

"Anyway, no other woman has more than you, stupid Mumu." He threw me down, I hugged his back, bit his ear lightly, and said after biting:

"Don't call me stupid, Mumu..."

"why?"

"I think it's ugly. Wouldn't it be nice to just call you Mu Zhili? Or, Zhili, Xiaoli, Ah Li, it's all fine." I stroked his hair, little by little, in a low voice.

He raised his head suddenly, "What do you mean?" He suddenly noticed something.

I smiled, "Mu Qiuyun. Let's... break up. Tonight is the last time. When you return to China tomorrow, you are... free. You don't have to deal with my nightly phone calls, and you don't have to say good morning to me. Good night, don't avoid those excellent girls for me...Excellent men, you can also get in touch with them... May you be happy in the future, may you always be loved by others, may you be forever young, always passionate, and always wanton years..."

As he talked, his nose was sore, and tears flowed uncontrollably. Although he had already decided to do this, but at this moment, his heart was still a little loose.

Make a line 135 break up

What is emotion?

When he was young, he was unscrupulously romantic; after falling in love, the daily itching became more and more painful; after marriage, the old days were completely gone, passion became blood thicker than water, and after family love, who was his white moonlight and his cinnabar mole?

The siege is a reincarnation and a curse.People outside the besieged city looked forward to each other.The people in the besieged city, the palace walls smoke willows.Look at the city full of flowers in full bloom, and wait for boudoir resentment to become relative hatred.

No one can be young forever, what we consume is just a firework destined to end.

And this is lucky enough, some people don't even have the chance to be brilliant, and they don't even deserve the qualification to ascend to the sky.The moment I blessed Mu Qiuyun, I suddenly understood the philosophy and meaning behind this body change.We have obtained the fuel that we are most looking forward to, and then we can use a self-created light and shadow to make up for the shortcomings of childhood.

He wants freedom, and power.

And I want to be loved.

. . .

"Stupid Mumu, what on earth do you mean?"

Examine the man in front of you with playful eyes, and you can draw a lot of interesting information from it.

He was sad, surprised, sad, and angry... Angry what?Did what I did not suit his wishes?In his eyes, I should be very obedient. If he says something, I will never go west... This is what he expects from me.

pity……

He doesn't understand, but what I gradually understand is: I am obedient because I think he loves me, and when he gradually can't satisfy that part, I don't want to be obedient anymore.

"Surprised?" I chuckled, "I thought, given your intelligence, you should have thought of it earlier."

"Stupid Mumu, don't make trouble..."

"It's not trouble," I interrupted him forcefully, earnestly, word by word, "I'm very sure, very sure, and, I've thought about it for a long time. We are not suitable, and you insist on a reason, and this is the reason. I admit that I have nothing to do with you The deepest feeling, but the difference in our concept can’t be made up, if we go on, it’s just you hurting, I can’t bear it anymore, hurting you...until it’s all destroyed.”

He looked at me stupidly, like a fool, like a dementia.Then, he started shaking slowly, first, questioning, questioning me why, questioning my psychological process.

I poured out my ideas for the past six months to him bit by bit.After listening to the silence, he cried again, crying for his tiredness, crying for me, or simply crying and pretending to be pitiful to stay... But I actually held on.

If it is true, when a woman becomes unfeeling, she is more ruthless than a man in killing people.

He finally knew that nothing could be done.

So, his final reaction was to be silent, and in silence, he cultivated and vented his anger on me like a giant beast.No matter how cruel it is, I will bear it, and I even like this kind of treatment a little bit. After two times, I finally appease and swallow his anger.Wetly hugged him who was already exhausted, and kissed him lightly until dawn.

The next day, he didn't talk to me for a whole day from the trip to the return home.

I went back and hugged Li Fang warmly, but he couldn't help it suddenly, stretched out his hand angrily, and separated me from Li Fang, trying to grab Li Fang's neck, but was restrained by Li Fang's backhand.

"You told him?" Li Fang was slightly taken aback.

"Hmm." I nodded.

He scolded: "Trash! Dog X! You attacked your daughter! Are you human? Why don't you go to hell!!!"

I went over and interrupted him. "Okay...Qiu Yun, don't make me look down on you. Li Fang knows it because I discussed it with him. It has nothing to do with him to break up. You know my psychological process. Calm down...we have each other. Wrong place."

"Woo~~~"

"Okay..." I hugged his head, placed it in his expanding chest, and stroked it gently, "Hey, in the future, we will still be brothers and sisters, and we can still see each other. You can be the best man, and I can also be you in the future." bridesmaid."

As a result, he cried harder.

I scratched my head, and then I realized that what I said, what kind of comfort is this... It's tearing open the wound again. "It's okay, it's okay, man, is it so ugly to cry?" I teased.

"What do you know!!!" He jumped up in anger, with tears still dripping down his chin, "Why??? I have been working so hard outside for so long??? Isn't it just to stop losing you idiot!! In the end you...! In the end you...! Huh~~~ But you said you were going to run away...just because, because I didn't accompany you...uh..."

"You are also half a woman, don't you think women need company?" I asked him.

"But companionship is the cheapest bargaining chip."

"However, everyone's heart is different. For you, you lack a sense of security, the freedom to dominate yourself, and strength. But for me, I only lack your company."

He wiped away his tears and timidly said, "Then... stupid Mumu, I admit my mistake and I will change it. Okay? I will accompany you every day from now on. If you don't let me go, I will never go. How long do you want me to hold you? Hold it for a second before letting go..."

"But that's you accommodating me." I shook my head, "Accommodating feelings won't last long."

"Then I want to save you, what should I do?" He was gloomy.

I thought for a long time, tilted my head, and smiled, "Look at fate...? Maybe, one day, I will change my mind and be suitable for you. Or maybe, one day, there will be someone who can meet all my needs. It's very suitable again, so I... get married. Calm down, look, I'm not very calm when you find other girls?"

"...you have been mentally preparing for half a year...!!!" He was angry.

"Then you also do it for half a year, okay?" I smiled, "Leave the sad time to the time ~ the joy to the mouth~ Isn't it good~?"

He stopped talking.

Perhaps, he finally understands that I have made up my mind, how firm this "decision" is at this moment.

I didn't sleep with him in the middle of the night, and when he came over in the middle of the night, I made up my mind not to let him touch him.He was stunned and angry again, and said: "You wait, stupid Mumu, I won't go to school, I will definitely go to the south with you, and I will never be a human being if I don't catch you again!"

I pointed at his nose, "How dare you...! How dare you drop out of school! I will sever any relationship with you for the rest of my life! Except mother and child!"

"I'll join you...!"

"If you don't want me to fight with Li Fang, you should be more honest." I snorted.Pat the bed, allowing him to sleep on the side.

He quickly lay down, hugged me and buried my chest deeply, "But I'm flustered, I'm uncomfortable." He said sullenly.

"Then I promise you, within three years, you won't be nice to others, okay? You'll come to the south after you graduate. Give me a few years to calm down, learn and mature." I said, stroking his back.

"But... will there be a bunch of men around you by then...you little bastard...and can you really hold back...?" : "Don't worry, you can't help but make a big deal out of Lily. When the time comes to marry me, you will get three or four first-class girls, isn't it very exciting?"

"...a bit excited."

"Get lost...the master of the harem can only be me..." I let go of his hand and let him wreak havoc, blushing, pulled up the quilt to cover my cheeks, and whispered to him.