After swapping bodies with green tea sister

The person who emphasizes the inability to accept and accept between men and women the most will be the first to be unable to bear it.

"Days of Being Wild" seems really boring, too bland, too boring, it's just about a snakeskin love story where a playful man bullies an infatuated woman and then dies, there may be a few lines that are very exciting, but it feels too pretentious Forced, half understand, specious.

Only Gu Jiaming watched it with relish, and even forgot the "click" potato chips at key points.

After reading it, "Let's go out and buy you some clothes." He finally agreed to look at me, and I groaned, but didn't say to go, or not to go.

This guy is also smart, knowing that I am sullen, subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch my head to comfort me, but when he stretched out, he hung in the air again.I gave him a cold look, and he shrank resentfully, leading me downstairs politely.

I really don't touch it anymore.

Heh, it's all about being in love and ending with courtesy... It's really well done, but I don't know why, watching him keep a certain distance the whole time, I feel a little uncomfortable.

——And what if he came close?

I thought about it, and found out in embarrassment that I still didn't get used to it...

To put it bluntly, it is contradictory and cheap.

There is a section of road in the underground parking lot without lights, it is dark and scary.I even took the initiative to grab his arm, but when he tried to pull me back, I avoided it again.When I got to the car, I habitually opened the co-pilot's door, but after a moment of hesitation, I sat in the back seat.

Gu Jiaming also sat still, did not wear a seat belt, and did not start the car.

There was a long silence.

"Come here," Gu Jiaming suddenly said coldly, "Go to the front."

I flinched, "Woo~ don't, don't... it's all about being in love... Brother Gu... I really didn't mean to hug your arm just now... I, I just... it's best to sit in the back... Old Gu, Brother Gu, I..." The explanation was a bit incoherent.

"..." Old Gu turned his head and stared at me.

Hmm, it seems that his face is getting darker, and he is developing towards Li Kui a little bit?

I resolutely and wisely went over by myself before he broke out and activated "Option D".

"Well, don't, don't do excessive things." After sitting down, I blushed and ordered.

The blush is because subconsciously thought of the sex scene that happened in the Porsche when we met for the first time, obviously it was only a few days ago, right?But I feel like it's been a lifetime...Maybe, he will come here again?

A little shyly sneaked a glance at Lao Gu.

Lao Gu seems to be normal, as if I sat next to him to satisfy him, I don't know what kind of psychology this is.

The car finally started.

Both of us were a little silent, he drove quietly, and I pretended to play with my mobile phone, but in fact I had nothing to do, and my heart was always in a state of confusion. It was not until the Beiguo shopping mall that my heartbeat gradually slowed down.

After parking the car, we all went down. He suddenly walked a little fast. I subconsciously ran after him, but when I got too close, I hurriedly stopped.He looked back at me deeply, with a strange smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Sure enough, you are like this too." He murmured a little self-deprecatingly.

"And what?" I asked.

But he shrugged and didn't reply to me.

Walking on the ground, he didn't hold my hand in the crowded crowd.

Time passed by little by little.

I have never visited a mall with such an odd atmosphere, such an awkward atmosphere, such an uncomfortable atmosphere.

To be honest, this place is very big, bigger than any shopping mall I have visited in the past, and the clothes, jewelry, and cosmetics around are all more expensive than I expected.Lishan is a poor land after all.

But something is wrong—and then everything seems to be wrong.I can't describe Gu Jiaming's state, no, maybe me, and I can't describe my current state either.Almost tacitly, we keep a subtle distance from each other.

Not too far, not too close; not too unfamiliar, not too intimate.Are you friends?But it's too strange, but if it's more than friends, it's too restrained from each other.

Yes, restraint.

Sometimes I was in such a happy mood that I would subconsciously act like a baby, hug me, and then slam on the brakes; sometimes his eyes were so gentle that water dripped out, and he subconsciously wanted to touch me, touch me, and slam on the brakes.We are all restraining each other, but when the other party restrains too much or is too far away, we can't help being sad or even angry.

This feeling is uncomfortable and depressing, and it keeps dispelling my joy from the new clothes.So did he, I guess.

When it was almost five o'clock, I passed by a newly opened Hanfu store. Jiaming scanned me, then stared at a chest-length skirt inside, and smiled imperceptibly, "Can I go in and have a look?" I asked him.Mainly I also suddenly fell in love with one.

He agreed with some expectation.

The shopping guide lady is very enthusiastic, but I like a double-breasted skirt from the outside.However, when Gu Jiaming was staring at that piece, I somehow stopped and said I wanted to try it.

After 3 minutes, with the help of the shopping guide lady, I put it on with a little rustiness.Lao Gu's vision is really good, the light color is just right, the tailoring is close to the body, and the chest part is unscrupulously puffed up, making the pure and pure clothes look a little tempting.When I am dressed, when I smile, I have a slightly astringent fairy air.

Out of the locker room he almost had his eyes on me.

But after looking at it for a while, he coughed, took the initiative to look away, and then he didn't dare to look at me at all, which was very problematic.Of course he bought the clothes, including the one I had originally chosen.Should I say moved?But I feel more that we are really awkward, terribly awkward.

It's as if I've been watching his gaze, obviously, obviously, he's been watching mine too.But they avoid meeting each other.

"I paid so much~ how many heartbeats~ in exchange for piles~"

The bell rang.Affectionate voice, eason.

"Hello? What's the matter? Isn't it the promised tomorrow? You guys...well, okay, I got it, I'll go back right away. Let Manager Xie resign on his own. The company doesn't want waste." He suddenly answered a rather austere phone call.

Turning off the phone, he took a deep breath to suppress his anger.Then he slowly turned to me, but his eyes still flickered when they touched my body.

"Qiu Yun, the company is in a hurry and we may have to go back. I'll take you home first. I'll have someone deliver your meal at six o'clock."

"Ah."

"I was very happy with you in the afternoon. In the evening... I shouldn't come back. There is a change of clothes in the room and a computer in the study. You play less and go to bed early. I will send you back to Lishan tomorrow morning. This week , should not meet again, next week, let’s talk about it.”

"Um……"

"Then take care, although it's a bit early to say." He forced a smile.

"Take care too." I nodded.

Then—we walked together side by side, and he helped me carry things.

There is nothing superfluous.

I also don't expect superfluous words.

The apartment is empty, it's big, it's scary, but it's definitely weird and transcendent for a boy to want company, right?I don't want to be that person who transcends, as Lao Gu also said, it's not right to be in love and stop with courtesy.

He knows I'm a man, and I know he knows I'm a man.So there is no room for this kind of emotion to cover up, and the big thorns expose its ugliness and madness.The mandala opens up, but no one likes it.

No matter how beautiful things are, being born in hell is essentially a tragedy.

In fact, we all understand.

From the time when he confessed to me that he "had a special feeling", from when I deliberately distanced myself and was angrily called to the co-pilot by him... some things still inevitably and miraculously grew, and the more restrained, the stronger.It's ironic to think about it, in fact, if he doesn't tell me, I won't wake up; and if I don't run away, he won't notice or care.

"Restraint"... Thinking about it, the restraint of the brain is nothing but an excuse for something that shouldn't exist, and a fig leaf to deceive the ears and steal the bell.

Fortunately, it is now coming to an end.

I bet he also understands everything I want to understand in my heart, and I also dare to bet that when I go back this time, I will never see each other again.

The boss "Gu Jiaming" cannot fall in love with a man, even the girl who is the man's soul.Self-esteem does not allow it, reality does not allow it.Before those things, he could easily tease me, but with those things, even my silhouette would become heavy.

I still don't understand why I am cuter than Mu Zhili, and I still don't understand what's so good about Gu Jiaming... Probably, this is the beauty and absurdity of feelings?

However, it is still over.Forget about the past two days, forget about the dream, Mu Zhili seems to not want me to stay with Gu Jiaming.How can a boy's soul love another man?He loves superficial beauty, so why don't I covet his superficial love?

Let's end it.

In that empty room, with the ghost of midnight, end the farce together. . .

Forever, end it. . .

...

……

.........

"Gu Jiaming."

"Ok?"

"Take me with you."

"..."

"Will you not?"

"No, okay, it's good to come here."

"And feed me potato chips."

"it is good."

"There's also shrimp to eat."

"Well, go to the company to make it for you, and make a big pot."

"It's such a joyful smile. You're so kind to me, isn't it more than polite?"

"Do you want to stop?"

"I don't know~"

"Not knowing is not a good answer."

"Anyway, you are not allowed to leave me now, it's so empty, so big, and there are so many ghosts, without you, I'm so scared."

"Then don't throw it away."

"Hmph, is it just lip service..."

"So what?"

The tall shadows suddenly covered the light and the wind and snow, the little hands were clenched, the fingers interlocked, the palms were filled with beating warmth, and the heart seemed to be filled instantly.Then, before he could react, his lips suddenly touched, so hot and determined.

I stayed there for a tenth of a second, and after a tenth of a second, I hugged his neck, poured all my weight into his arms, and responded with a more intense blazing heat...

043 Crazy

Author: ink dirty

I often think, why does one person fall in love with another person?

Biologically, everything can be attributed to the chemical collision of dopamine, and physics is the release of target receptors to scribble the reason. My favorite mathematics can use numbers to calculate love, while the literature I hate puts love and desire into the magic of heaven. The gate is turned over and over again and decorated with fairy tale interpretations over and over again.

But all knowledge could not explain that one thing—that sudden desire.Why did I suddenly stop him?Why am I suddenly saying those words?Why did Gu Jiaming suddenly agree?Smile at me suddenly?Suddenly kissed?

And, why do I kiss back so passionately...

Everything is like a dream.

Everything seems to be really hazy, under the lingering wet tongue, each other's hotness is intertwined into a dream, setting off the already blurred soul blooming and rising, I suddenly don't want to think of many things, just lower the bottom line again and again, Like a captured little woman.

Even the body is immersed in a warm and soft dream.

The dream of being embraced, the dream of being able to love frankly, the dream of being able to forget to change back and being a man... The hand he caressed was trembling, and so was he. Handed over each other's madness.

But at least for that moment... I don't hate going crazy.

"Hey, Jia Ming."

Tongue parted.

"Ok?"

"Want to 'eat' me?"

"think."

"Then, stay with me, stay with me all the time, I am very afraid of being lonely, and I am even more afraid after becoming a woman. You were leaving just now, and I was suddenly very sad and scared. If you refused, I really didn't know that I would change. What is it like... It seems that my feelings for you were not pure at the beginning."

"It's not pure. I know. Qiuyun, I knew it the first time I met. How can I look at a strange man like that? The bottom is still wet. The biggest doubt I had about you at the time was 'Mu Zhili' You will never be emotional with me. Touching the inner side of the thigh was just a test at first, but in the end you didn’t resist even if you resisted, it’s really like a canary in love, I almost couldn’t help but even pick off the stamens.”

"I, I was, I thought you were her benefactor, that's why..."

"My lord, it's actually more like a joke. She is very attractive to me. I dote on and respect her, but to be honest, I have never been frivolous. Zhili likes to create a blunt and ambiguous atmosphere, and I follow the atmosphere. Touching the legs and kissing the face is the limit. Others are really boring. As I said at the beginning, there is no desire to "eat". There is always a sense of, um, a sense of estrangement like a family, and a play like a close friend. It feels like..."

"Like a bad luck sister?"

"Yes, sister, that's the feeling. Maybe it's too similar? Some of her personalities are really similar to mine. Some of her thoughts are really exactly the same. After knowing that you exchanged with her, I even breathed a sigh of relief I'm a little lucky. I always feel that Zhili has become such an identity, which is easier and more suitable for me. Do you know why I said that I would never fall in love with her in my life? Because when I kissed her earlobe that day, my heart didn't Jump. She and I are attracted to each other tacitly, but we have no desire for each other."

"You are, really, really strange. Good girls don't like it. As a result, as a result, you exchanged it, but you returned it."

"It's really strange. But I often think: Why would a man fall in love with a woman? Admirable beauty? Noble and interesting soul? It seems that everything is a reason, but everything seems to be no match for the 17-year-old girl on the playground. It's not a delicate white dress. I think there may be no difference between men and women, in essence, they all like that feeling."

"I feel like a dream."

"Yeah," he leaned over gently, and smiled, "You are such an inexplicable annoying girl, obviously you were so repulsive and alienated at the beginning. You suddenly said 'take you away' to me, which scared me Big jump. Unreal, like a dream."