"You...you..." My eyes gradually became foggy.

Huang Mao teased again, "Hey, you just have a glass of wine, you're such a jerk, hurry up, in a society ruled by law, brother can still give you medicine? We just want a chance, come on, go in and chat a few words Dashan, if you don't want to play with brother after talking, let you go."

"Trash! Only ghosts can believe in you!"

I wiped away my tears and shouted angrily, ready to go, wanting to pounce on the clothes.

But the wind suddenly blew through, got into the skirt, and the lower abdomen was cool, and all the strength was taken away in an instant.I clutched my stomach, crouched down on the ground with pale lips, and there was another throbbing pain...

"Yo, what's the matter?"

Huang Fa smiled and wanted to get closer.

I watched in horror as this could not be stopped.

suddenly.

There was a thin figure standing not far in front of me.

Uh...Old Zhao...?No, Lao Zhao is not so thin, nor does he have long hair, this person is... ah!Mu, Mu...!

——Mu Zhili! ! !

"Give me back the clothes. You can't afford more than 4 yuan."

The wind blew through the corner of his shirt and fell between his black hair, only listening to his indifference.

It's still the weak tone, but the wind is blowing and it's as cold as ice.

A little handsome.

"Boy friend?"

The yellow hair approached provocatively.

Mu Zhili was silent.

The wind drilled away from the blue hair, and the plastic not far away, snapped, snapped. At this time, the yellow hair, who was a head taller than Zhili, hugged Zhili's shoulder maliciously, and even hooked his chest on purpose. jaw,

"Hey, the hero saves the beauty, isn't it good? You seem to be the same type as my girlfriend, what's wrong? Would you like to have a drink with me? She's leaving?" Huang Fa flirted flirtatiously.

Mu Zhili glanced back at me, "Okay." He had no expression on his face.

This answer made Huang Fa snigger wretchedly, his arms around his shoulders were replaced by his arms around his waist, he put his arms around Mu Zhili and wanted to turn around - then suddenly, he froze.

I clearly saw cold sweat streaming from the yellow-haired forehead.

"Immediately, pay me back. Then let your people go." Mu Zhili said softly.With his hand on the yellow-haired neck, there was a small piece of flickering thing, reflecting the dim light of the street lamp, dazzling in the dark.

"Cut it if you have one." Huang Fa suddenly had a grim expression.

"Okay." Mu Zhili moved her hand a little when she heard the words.

Something red came out, and the yellow hair instantly turned into a frightened bird. His eyes were round and his lips trembled slightly, "You fucking, you fucking..."

"I'm really playing." Mu Zhili's tone remained unchanged.

"You fucking killed me???" Huang Fa yelled again.

"Okay." Mu Zhili nodded immediately.

As a result, Huang Fa was stunned for a second—"Hey, don't, you have something to talk about, shit! Don't move at all! Don't move at all! Brother... Brother here, I call you brother, you really are him Mom isn't afraid of going to jail?" Huang Fa wept.

"Hmm." Mu Zhili said briefly and sullenly.

"Fuck, you're awesome, I'm afraid, I don't want to learn from Brother Long of Kunshan... Take the clothes away, hurry up, don't run into me again." Huang Fa didn't dare to move, but his expression was extremely rich, he said in pain In a word, I don't know which "lamb" is hurting.

"Money." Mu Zhili said coldly.

"What money?"

"Your life money."

"Ah??? You're awesome, it's worth your bail fee!!!"

"The money to buy your life is much more than the bail fee."

"Hastily, cattle X cattle X, do you want money, want life, have you..." Mu Zhili suddenly moved her fingers, and Huang Mao's face turned pale instantly, "Don't, don't, don't, I'm just kidding, You take the wallet, you take it, just leave the card to me."

"Yeah." Mu Zhili easily took out a wallet that was bulging, and he took out five pink ones from it.

"What the hell... a society ruled by law... wait... I'll call the police as soon as you leave..." Huang Fa muttered intentionally.Listening to that sentence, I suddenly felt that he was so ashamed. As a lawbreaker, he had to call the police to solve the problem.

Mu Zhili raised her head and glanced at the yellow hair.

——Resolutely returned the four pink ones, took another dime out of his pocket, and stuffed it in Huangfa's hand.

"Okay, you can call the police that you were robbed by minors for 99 yuan and 100 cents," Mu Zhili said leisurely, "and then guess how many police forces they will send to give you [-] yuan in this broken place without surveillance." run around."

"You... are very skilled at stepping on horses... do you often do this...?" Huang Fa was shocked.

"It used to be a lot, after all, I didn't have any money, and I only robbed boys," Mu Zhili silently stuffed the money into her pocket, "But then I stopped, because I found out that I would get more money by pretending to be pitiful to them, and I didn't need it." Afraid of the police."

"Cowhide." Huang Fa was dumbfounded.

"Heh." Mu Zhili smiled casually, as if she was an expert... Of course, I'm quite annoyed, Mu Zhili's professional experience is too rich, right?

However, my body was really unbearably cold, and my mouth was trembling, so I couldn't say anything.

Until Mu Zhili came over and helped me put on my clothes.

The next second after putting it on—he hugged her tightly, from the chest to the lower abdomen, and then to the legs.Mu Zhili's body was very hot, and it was only then that I realized that his face was a little flushed from drinking.I swallowed, and his temperature gradually warmed my stiff torso.

"Let's talk, stupid Mumu."

He said softly.

Then his voice trembled.

"Let's talk."

"elder brother……"

After the "brother" that shocked me so much, he hugged me very hard, very hard.But in my throat, seriously and somewhat weakly, it clung to my ear and spit out a "poem" that made me a little stunned and silent.

"elder brother,"

He was crying,

"I want to be a girl..."

060

Author: ink dirty

What is a girl?

What is a boy?

When I thought the only difference between men and women was the sword and scabbard.

—— From the poisonous pictures in the Shepi QQ group, I know that there is a creature in the world called Yaoniang.

And when I thought the only difference between men and women was orientation and soul.

——I suddenly became Mu Zhili, and under the sudden change of hormones, I experienced those emotions and experienced those changes.

Don't know, don't understand, don't know.Perhaps there is no clear answer in the world, just like the chaotic soul cognition and vague physical evil desires, the mixed emotions and the six impurities, kneaded together into balls, falling into the samsara river of the heartless.

It wasn't until the moment he got up that the body could see clearly: the ball, its blood pupils staring, its fangs open, and it was hidden in the blurry colored mist.

said softly:

"Mom, I want to be a butterfly."

Is its soul originally a butterfly, or was the butterfly once brilliant in its eyes?

Is it greedy for the beauty of the butterfly, or is the butterfly envious of its strength and freedom?

Zhuang Gong dreams of butterflies, and so do butterflies.Perhaps only countless wine bottles, loud jazz music, and lanterns dancing with demons can solve those deep and painful fateful doubts, even if they are only temporarily buried.

I hate the turbid smell of alcohol, but when all this anesthesia happens in my throat, I feel happy again.

One morning in the late autumn of 2018, the sky was as dark as ink, and the stars and the moon did not come.

The noisy bars are in stark contrast to the lonely streets. The people living here are nocturnal animals with black eyes and white skin.The loud and clear wine glass smears countless sorrows in the world; the twisting hormones make Qianfan's words bleak.

Before we knew it, Mu Zhili and I drank a lot of wine, and it was here that we said "Never come again".

The home may be warm, but it cannot accommodate my current body; there is a woman waiting anxiously, but who or whose soul is waiting?

Fortunately, there are always some lucky things in the world.For example: a certain "Little Butterfly" who is now in my spirit knows the boss of the mix, and "her" is free of charge here.

Of course, occasionally "she" has to sing a song or dance on stage, which is considered a reward.But this is very rare, after all, "she" can bring objective income by staying here.

I don't think it's too embarrassing or sad for a beauty like a beckoning cat.After all, tear off the cover of fairy tales, in the world of adults, there are always places where girls are commodities with clearly marked prices, or ornaments to decorate the facade.Even Mu Zhili secretly had a price in that brilliant world.

But——now all these dividends and sorrows have been quietly transferred to me, and it may have nothing to do with Mu Zhili, just like I lost my Tsinghua University forever.

Will he be lost?I looked at him quietly, but I didn't see the depression of "returning to the battlefield but unable to show off" from his face.Instead, he drank wine demurely and sat alone elegantly, as if he was enjoying the excitement of the world and this inch of loneliness.

What a gentleman.

Sometimes, I really doubt whether he is really the green tea that stirs up the situation in everyone's mouth.

"elder brother,"

"Let's talk, stop drinking."

When she was half drunk, Mu Zhili cleared her throat and opened her mouth.

"What are you talking about?" I also breathed out the alcohol.

"There are so many, what do you want to say, what do you want to ask," he paused, "how about I tell you a story?"

"Well." I said.

As a result, he began to talk about those bad things when he was a child, many, many, ironic, and complicated memories.

For example, in his vague memory, the image of his biological mother wearing heavy makeup and being taken away by a man;

For example, the happiness of being picked up by my father and having a hot meal for the first time;

For another example, when he was a child, his father loved him more and more attentively and indulgently;

And, what impresses him the most... At the beginning, I fell out of favor and was indifferent to him, but under his hard work, we gradually became enviable loving brothers and sisters...

He said: That was his happiest and happiest time.

"pity."

"It's very short."

Mu Zhili suddenly hesitated to speak, and I understood what he wanted to say but didn't dare to say, because I thought of it at the same time.

I quickly coughed and reminded him to stop.

Mu Zhili got what I meant, shut her mouth, smiled slightly, and didn't speak.Dark ink-colored slightly curved peach blossom eyes, men and women who fell into the dance floor to release their passion.

"Stupid Mumu."

He was suddenly excited,

"Go and dance with me for a while"

I blushed, "But... I can't dance."

"It's okay, it's very simple, I'll teach you."

"I really won't..."

"Let's go, let's go, oops, be a little bit tricky." Mu Zhili took my hand without saying a word, and pulled me into the dance floor.

The surroundings are instantly filled with greasy perfume and hormonal smells, a group of demons dance around, and the light and shadow are chaotic.At first I was too shy to move, but Mu Zhili gently supported me, making my body twist and sway according to his regularity.

The alcohol took effect, and my brain gradually became dizzy. I felt that some blood that had been boiling and agitated since I entered the "mix" gradually rushed into my soul, quietly surging, quietly unblocking some chains...

"Well."

The joints are gradually opened.

What to do in certain temperaments is almost an instinctive action, and you can do whatever you want.

"Here, it's very simple. I have practiced jazz for a month, and my muscles obviously still have memory. With this body, I have a very good dance talent." Mu Zhili said proudly.

"Then why don't you keep practicing?" I asked puzzled.

"I don't like it." He complained, "Dancing and dancing are for men to watch. I don't want to be a man's toy, I want to be more powerful."

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