But if you don't go, it seems that there is nothing wrong at night?I happened to have a pen and a stack of paper on hand.Thinking of Mengshang's drawing board during the day, I thought to myself, why don't you try painting?
However, who to draw... The first reaction flashed past Gu Jiaming, and the second reaction flashed past my brother.
Just draw them both.
Draw freely with your hands.
Drawing is not easy, details are details, outlines are outlines, paint and change, before you know it, your heart has long left the brush and drifted away.
"Heart" passed by the Louvre Palace, and the oil paints and inks in the palace are all the memories of those years. "Heart" passed by and looked at it, and then I began to think about the questions that a girl would think about since she was born, and now I can't help thinking about it.
【Do they love me? 】
The tip of the pen first draws a sketch of a taller man, and the memory makes a real and false lead line.
First meeting, Brother Xun, Bar, Shicheng, Daji, Gu Lou... His outline is thin but clear, hazy but beautiful.I have confirmed his eyebrows and eyes, but I don't know his happiness and anger in the painting after parting.Perhaps for this dewy love, love or not is no longer important.
Because I'm trying to forget.
And he...presumably the same as me...
I painted out the drawn person and continued to write. The second person, with the pen reaching the neck, suddenly didn't know whether to wear long hair or short hair.
"He" has been painted by me for a long time, which is almost five times longer than that of the previous man.But this intention did not bring good results, "he" painted more and more chaotic, more chaotic and uglier, and finally it was almost like a fuzzy thread ball whose face could not be seen clearly.The nib of the pen is entangled with him, but the result has long been confused in the circle, blurred.
I care about whether the person's eyebrows and eyes are joy or hatred, but at the end of those balls of thread, I only feel contradictions and duality from this man or woman.He is mixed between loving me and hating me, and also between relief and entanglement.The only thing that remains constant is possessiveness, control, and... a vague dependence.
Everything is just like the dialectic between me and him: I am both his brother and his sister.We are both women and men.He and I are a pair, we were bonded together when we were just "born", and there are only two in the world, a special "monster".
——"He" was finally smeared into a whole group of random and round lines.Just like love and hate, men and women, chasing and fleeing, quantum entanglement questions that never have answers.
It is both all and not all.
TextChapter 97
Draw and draw until 12:30, wake up the next day, almost late.I was sent to school by the driver's aunt, and after ignoring a class, I learned from Zhao Mengjia that the school was bombed two days ago.
[Li Xiuyu, the former number one in the third grade of high school, was a close friend, was the third, and was taken care of. 】
And this is not just a simple text black!There are even high-definition nude photos on the post bar!It is said that there are strange little videos circulating in some groups!Makes me want a set so badly... Ugh!No, it's very embarrassing!
It turns out that this is what Li Xiuyu said, "the unsolvable trouble"?
——It’s more than impossible to solve!If it were me, I would go crazy!So is it really good for us to stop Li Xiuyu that day?Could it, on the contrary, have a more tragic end for him?
I was suddenly a little worried about Li Xiuyu's fate.
After failing to commit suicide, when he faced these overwhelming malice.his reaction.Um?Oh yes, and brother's reaction?They used to be "couples", brother should help him...
however.
After asking, Zhao Mengjia hesitated.
"Oh? You said your brother Mu Qiuyun? Of course he is alone. He is so beautiful, so he naturally has malicious speculations... But he suppressed him. His method of suppressing it is strange, and he directly finds the most vicious rumormonger. The two men flicked a bank card, 'you send each other, 50'. Then the two men thought about it... Then everyone remembered that his stepfather was Li Fang."
"But this way, there really won't be any successors for 50..."
"No, because he didn't give it. When those two people came to ask for it, he called his bodyguards and beat him up. He also said: 'Only people with insufficient IQ and level will do such things for money. With an IQ, he plays ten games a day.' This sentence almost clearly leaves Li Xiuyu aside."
"But, they are obviously very close." I still couldn't accept it.
Zhao Mengjia sighed a little, "I... understand a little... He is the same as you before." "A thorough and refined egoism, using everything that can be used, and integrating everything that can be integrated. Secular, sophisticated, good at acting, and know how to cooperate. He's dangerous and scary to anyone other than the people he really cares about."
"..."
Is that right?
I suddenly shivered with chills.
At twelve noon, I was still thinking about Li Xiuyu.Yes, I kinda pity him!Poor rival!I feel like I've got a hole in my head, but... I can't help feeling a little pitiful.
For this reason, I even ate in the cafeteria specially, because I kind of... want to see Li Xiuyu.
After a while, that beautiful boy came in, still wearing a loose school uniform, with a delicate and neutral temperament, but he lost the pretense of arrogance in the past, and replaced it with an intentionally ingratiating kindness.Even made light makeup.He came in alone, all eyes were on him, and what about him?Cooking without realizing it.After the fight, under the eyes of many unkind and malicious eyes, I found a corner where there was no one and looked after myself.
He was very close to me. Not long after, I saw a boy come up to him and mock him. Not only was he not angry, he admitted everything the other party scolded, and finally reported his contact information.
"If you look for me secretly, no one will know." Li Xiuyu said lightly.
The boy hesitated for a while, blushing and ran away.
He was actually interested in Li Xiuyu, not only Li Xiuyu as the object felt it, but I also vaguely sensed it from the tone of his voice.Presumably, Li Xiuyu is taking advantage of this to "solicit business".
Suddenly I felt pitiful for Li.
Suddenly, I felt that Li was indeed going to hell.
And this is just the easiest kind of "bullying" to avoid.
Although most high school children have learned to ignore adults, there are still many who have excessive interest and action in worldly affairs.This kind of person is easy to become a "team core", and it is also easy to become a "stupid~~" in everyone's eyes.After a while, after all, there were still such people who found trouble for Li Xiuyu.
And it's pretty overdone.
In the beginning, it was just a verbal insult. Although I felt sympathy, I also felt that after all, he broke up other people's families and he deserved some suffering.But later, it even developed to venting and molesting in the name of "punishment", kneading the body, and even stripping clothes, which I can understand... But when the perpetrator and his accomplices are going to drag Li Xiuyu to the toilet to do something more excessive When it happened, I couldn't help it.
Especially Li Xiuyu's unresisting puppet appearance made me feel a little unclear.Pitiful?Aggrieved?Hate iron but not steel?You are a biao if you step on a horse!You are a man too!Be a little manly!
——At that time, I stood up, threw the bowl and chopsticks, kicked the perpetrator with a jio, and looked around coldly... Well, the above are all fantasies, but the truth is, I buried my head and carefully said:
"That... no, don't go too far..."
Well, it feels like, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, yes, it's useful?
After all, the assailant is 1.8 meters five... As the saying goes, people must be self-aware. I feel that with my combat power, even if I kick him, it is like tickling.
Even spit again.
But I still underestimated the changes in the situation. As soon as I finished speaking, the perpetrator said "Yo ha", and I felt bad in my heart.This tone, obviously, is staring at me...
"Isn't this Mu Zhili?" The man simply sat next to me, "What, pity him?" He smiled like a cake.
"No, I, I, I mean, no matter how bad he, he, he is, you are like that, yes, no, no, how can you drag it to the toilet, go, go, (beep~~)." That As soon as the words were spoken, I blushed.
I also tried to reason with him, but it turns out that some people can't reason at all. Their reasoning is "I grew up on reasoning, and I am the reasoning".
In fact, it's not that I can't have a bad mouth with him. Mainly, it's a completely different kind of pressure to have a bad mouth with a little girl and a 1.8-meter five-muscular bully.
"If you speak for Biaozi, you must be a Biaozi too." He sneered directly.
I make it!I Buddha!This logic!I will speak for the cactus again!Then am I a cactus! TM I will change 72 is really right, no, start, it is!
Crazy in my heart, I want to complain and refute, but when it comes to my mouth, it becomes: "I, I, I am not..."
"Don't think that we dare not touch you because you are a woman. Everyone hates that person. If you speak for him, you are against everyone. Do you think we don't know about the good things you have done? I think you are afraid of losing your lips and teeth, hurry up Come here and pretend to be the Virgin, so as not to end up like this in the future." He was full of malice, and even wanted to reach out and grab my body.
I was startled, and hurried to hide aside, but accidentally knocked over the soup while dodging.The soup bowl fell to his trouser leg and spilled all over him.
"Isn't it..."
I just wanted to apologize, but he stood up with a "huh", interrupted me, and shouted:
"I saw it all! This biao poured hot soup on me first! She did it first! It ruined my clothes!"
The surrounding noise suddenly fell silent.
"Hey, I'm not..."
I must have panicked at this time, I could only subconsciously look at him and other people with pleading eyes. Fortunately, although the girls were watching the fun and avoiding trouble, a few boys had already stood up and prepared to help me.
"——It's not too much for me to tear her clothes too?" He was proud.
Then the boys were taken aback when they heard this, and then sat down silently, pretending that they hadn't gotten up.
I fuck.
Is it so real?
I can actually get that kind of mentality. It's not good to mess with that person, but I can't do anything with my conscience, but if there are tits watching... what conscience do I need?
I'm such a little genius!
I was really going to despair... But just after half of the tears were stored, the atmosphere suddenly changed again.
A small group surrounded a certain person who just came in and bullied me, his expression froze, and he was silent.And I can see that person's face clearly...Mu Qiuyun.
Emotions were raised in an instant, brother, has he come to save me?But he doesn't seem to be able to beat this bad guy...
I just worried about that guy for a while, and then we saw him walk not far away, find a table to sit down, and glanced at me and the bully who were obviously being bullied.Then—the friend helped him to order the meal back, and he began... to eat in silence.
It's like he doesn't care about me at all.
I was stunned.
Eyes astringent, and then I remembered, indeed, I haven't reconciled yet...
Or is he trying to force me to beg him?But I have already begged with my eyes, if you still force me to speak, it would be too much.If it's such a gesture, I'd rather he don't help me.
The bully also came to his senses, "You're so aggressive that your brother won't help you anymore?" He couldn't believe it.
"Tear it up." I bowed my head.
"No..." He still looked a little apprehensive, but quickly slapped his head, "Damn, I'm afraid he's going to die! A little weakling selling his ass to his stepfather."
"You are not allowed to call my brother!" I raised my head suddenly, and subconsciously said something hard...of course it was just this one.
"It's quite protective of him. He. Mom saw that you two were upset, did you sell it with him?" The man sneered.
I was even angrier, but I had no words and no courage.
How about... run?
I secretly looked at the surrounding terrain, but as soon as I looked away, he realized my plan, stretched out his hand and grabbed my arm, and said fiercely:
"Don't,"
"Zhang Minghua, right?"
Mu Qiuyun suddenly said something not too loudly, but at this moment, it seemed very abrupt.
Over the head, I saw him staring down at the phone, reading to the screen, keep listening, I understand. "...Native of Changping Village, Lishan City, student of Changping Junior High School, Lishan No. 12 Middle School, school-choice student. Father Zhang Aiguo, ordinary employee of Ligang, 18 years of service, [-] years of alcoholism, three crimes, and fights in the name of detention .Mother Gong Shunshun, an ordinary employee of the hotel, has no criminal history..."
"You fucking checked my house???" Zhang Minghua furiously walked towards Mu Qiuyun.
But I obviously feel that he is not so confident.Although his friends also surrounded him, they were all vicious and not like good people, and the formation was many times more ruthless than Mu Qiuyun's friends.
——As a result, Mu Qiuyun lowered his head and took a mouthful of rice.
"You... Mom..." Zhang Yu rushed forward.
"Don't worry," Mu Qiuyun raised her head sweetly, "Let's talk?"
"Talking about you. Damn?" He opened his mouth and scolded, "Don't he. Mom think that your stuff can be brought into school, this is a school! You have money to study so you can use it! You can still..."
"Move your hand once, to ensure that you won't come out of the detention center. I can't help hitting, if you move it, you will be seriously injured." I saw Mu Qiuyun calmly pointing to the friend next to him who was taking the camera.
After a slight pause, he wiped his mouth, "Besides, studying well is actually useful. For example, if I missed the college entrance examination, everyone from the principal to the teacher would like to kill you."
"..."
Mu Qiuyun patted him on the shoulder lightly, and said seriously: "It's not easy to get into No. [-] Middle School, don't waste it."
"..."
There was nothing fancy or passionate about it, after a few seconds of stalemate, Zhang Shunhua and his people finally left, or in other words, in such a situation, there was only such a choice.
I thought Mu Qiuyun would ridicule me.But he didn't speak, just continued to sit down.I was desperate and wanted to escape, but when I passed by his table, he suddenly asked softly:
"'That one over here' and 'that one over there', come and eat together?"
I, who was closest to him, froze for a moment, while Li Xiuyu in the distance trembled.
finally……
"This one over here" lowered its head and passed by.
And "that one over there" didn't move, just remained silent.
After a while, the stagnant atmosphere finally dissipated, and the surrounding noise returned, and I took the opportunity to take a peek at the person in front of me.Mu Qiuyun didn't eat, didn't look at me, and was playing with her phone with her head down.
His handsomeness is still the same, his expression is the same, even the faint smile on the corner of his mouth is still the same.Nothing seems to have changed.
But faintly.
It seems that something has changed...
TextChapter 98
Scattered voices were twisted into the brain, flowing under the skin, full of silence.
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