After swapping bodies with green tea sister

"That Mu Qiuyun...brother, Li Fang and I are fake, I'm sorry, that day... I lied to you in a fit of anger."

After a long silence, in the end, I spoke first and couldn't help explaining.

"Oh."

He responded lightly.

"Do you believe it?"

I'm nervous.

"Ah."

He nodded.

"Whoo~"

I was a little excited but quickly held back and forcibly became serious, "But, that, that, Lao Wang's matter, you have to make it clear, yes, yes, you are wrong, you can't green others so casually, you have to be right Lao Wang apologizes, but it seems very difficult for you to apologize, or you..."

"sorry."

He said lightly again.

I froze.

"You actually apologized..." No exaggeration, this is what I heard in my life, the first sentence my sister said: I'm sorry.

— but there was no real or fake on his face.

Maybe it's just his newly let go of his morals, or his newly learned city skills?

"A lot of things have changed," Mu Qiuyun suddenly said slowly, "I can't go back, and I'm getting farther and farther away. I dare not say that I am still the same as before, and so are you. These days, I have accepted a lot of things. Just like the thing that whipped you back then, I can't do it now."

"yes."

I lowered my head, and suddenly remembered the sudden and obvious change after I met Meng Chang that day.It's like letting go of a mind, and it's like accepting a "past".

When I woke up last night, I couldn’t even remember for a moment that I was Mu Qiuyun...

"If one day we have a chance to switch back, would you accept it?" He suddenly leaned over and asked softly in my ear.

I hesitated for a long time, "I don't know."

"Don't you feel bad after losing your Ya'er?" His voice was sly.

"Well……"

"Then you are a little shallower than me." Mu Qiuyun left his head and sighed slightly, "My answer now has become 'absolutely not'."

His words left me shocked and thoughtful.I always thought that I was the one who changed more, but now it seems that the one who has been changed the most unknowingly... Is it actually him?

"You are very surprised." He smiled, "Because you think I haven't changed much. You don't know what I was like in the past, and now you rarely pay attention to my heart. Since childhood, you have rarely, Communicate with me."

"It's the same after leaving home. At the beginning, I tried to spend more time with you, but after asking about your health, our topics became less and less, and all I could do was to buy things for you and a few superficial words of concern. You are not willing to tell me anything, even if there is something obviously wrong on your face, such as the day of the ninth day of junior high school - I might as well play WeChat. I hate the most when I spend time, effort, and patience, but in the end I only get this kind of low return."

"...but, sometimes, I really don't know how to say it."

Muttering, buried his head deeply.What he said was indeed a criticism of my existence.

That's why he came to me less and less then.

That's right, I'm not his everything, he's very busy, he has countless things, he's ten thousand times busier than me, he gives me time, but I don't give him anything but his attention and company.

"Mu Zhili," he said seriously, "You are not from the deep city, you can't do it."

"You have no experience in self-regulation and self-guiding. Your character is destined to make you happy, you are sensitive, and whenever something happens, you just think about it. I know your body best. Now you use your brain to forcefully suppress redundant thoughts. The ability is gone. Sometimes, you have to learn to say it..."

"No one has the responsibility to be the roundworm in your stomach, and no one has the ability. When you are jealous of Li Xiuyu, when you are angry with me, when you feel that I have neglected you, you have 1 opportunities to change things honestly Well, you just want to guess wildly in your stomach. It’s fine if you’re smart enough to guess, but you don’t have that kind of brain or experience at all... you just know how to guess more and more chaotically.”

"That's all for now. After all, some things can't be changed just by talking." He stood up and was about to leave.

I looked at him foolishly, he took two steps, then suddenly turned his head, opened his mouth, hesitantly said lightly: "Mu Zhili, if you really have any special feelings, I suggest you speak up directly."

After all, he went straight out of the cafeteria.I lowered my head, I don't know if I was thinking or in a daze, anyway, after a while, I saw Li Xiuyu was also preparing to leave from the corner of my eye, and my brain got hot, so I followed.

"Li, Li Xiuyu!"

He trembled, but quickened his pace.But I trot to catch up.

"Why are you hiding from us?"

I'm fine.

He bowed his head,

"Please, sister Zhili, stay away from me...it will cause you trouble."

I was at a loss for words, not knowing what to say.He wanted to get rid of me and hurried on, but I subconsciously chased after him.

Slowly he walked to an old ruin near the school. Not far away was the playground. The noise of children playing basketball was heard occasionally. Li Xiuyu found some rubble and sat down, staring intently.

for a long time.

"Two years ago, I was like this too. I was here, watching your brother endorse. He was sitting there." Li Xiuyu suddenly pointed to the corner of the lawn of the playground, looking brightly.

I couldn't help but say, "Back then he was stupid and weak and taciturn, what's there to like?"

Li Xiuyu turned her head and looked at me, propped her chin, looked at the corner where there was no one, looked at the figure that didn't exist, and smiled silly, "Stupid~ but very gentle, weak~ But doesn't this suit me? Taciturn ~ But I know what is said in his eyes. The little happiness, the little sadness, the little pride... I know it very well."

"He can grow more now." I also propped up my chin and kicked the stones beside my feet.

"Well, he has become very powerful, very strong, and very popular." Li Xiuyu nodded in agreement, hesitated for a few seconds, and said distressedly, "But I always feel that he is no longer the same as before."

"I still, prefer the little idiot from before..."

The heart suddenly stops suddenly.

And resume light jumping.

"Don't you like him now?" I cleared my eyebrows and asked with a delicate smile.

But Li Xiuyu murmured: "I like everything about him."

——A certain emotion suddenly broke through the defense line in my heart, and I couldn't tell what it was.Neither mercy nor beyond mercy, neither kindness nor kindness.At that moment, I knew very well: I didn't have any special feelings for Li Xiuyu because of this kind of confession, but I felt that I should give this confession, which was two years late and came to the wrong person, a grand explanation.

Among the Mu Qiuyun he likes, there is half of me.

Even though... no matter what angle I look at now, I am no longer worthy of or belonging to that "name".

I was silent for a long time.

"Li Xiuyu, why did you do that kind of thing? Is it because the family is difficult?" After a long time, I asked a very boring question.

Li Xiuyu's expression froze for a moment, and after a while he shook his head with a wry smile, mocking himself: "Sister Zhili...I really want to say that I can't live on because of my parents' serious illness...but...it's not like that. "

"Actually, 90.00% of the [-] people in the world are not at the point where they can't survive." He affirmed, "The [-] who really can't survive. Most of them didn't do this kind of thing." Qualifications, or ideas. The bottom line is lowered little by little, and it can’t be broken if it is touched. That kind of gradually accumulated thrust will eventually push a person into the abyss... and this path was chosen by himself at the beginning. He also knows the result. Do you understand?"

"Mmmmmmm!"

I nodded with a vague understanding.

No bragging or blackmail, in fact, I really understand a little bit what he said.For example, a book "Transformation" I rushed through, Xintang's classic work on drug rehabilitation, contained a kind of...accumulated thrust of fate.

Speaking of...

I haven't read the book for a long time... I want to read the fake girl's book...

How did you log onto the e-station...?

—the sack of the bridge,

What the hell am I thinking in this serious moment?

pia

I am toxic.

Quickly put on a dignified look of concentration:

"My father died very early," Li Xiuyu said lightly at this time, "I look like my mother, and there is no man in the family, so I have been more...beautiful since I was a child. The family was poor and lacked some material things. At that time, don't My children all have popsicles, toys, and new clothes, but I don’t have any. I’m so sad. I’m as self-willed as a girl. When I go home, I cry to my mother for it...but my mother doesn’t know how to make money, and she can’t give it to me. Ask anxiously Yes, she was crying too, beating me while crying..."

He suddenly smiled sadly, "Then——in a few years, my mother found a rich man."

"..."

"But that person doesn't love my mother, and my mother doesn't love him either. My mother is like a servant at home. Although that person is rich, he is very stingy. He even controls the amount of money for grocery shopping. Although I seem to live in In the big house, the clothes are bright, but there is something wrong at all. Every time I pay for books, tuition and miscellaneous fees, buy medicine... when I have to ask him for money...

I had to stand in front of him, with my head bowed, and there seemed to be a mocking black eye mocking me loudly on the ground.Laugh at every piece of clothing on my body, every inch of clean skin.And that person's eyes seemed to swim all over his body with some kind of viscous liquid, a kind of shame, you understand?The kind of shame that is difficult to describe, sprouting into barbed vines, tightening every inch of flesh, bloody pain, but also wrapping around, not letting me slip..."

Li Xiuyu became more and more trembling as she spoke, "Then, then, then one day...he suddenly smiled at me very gently and asked me to sit down. After I obeyed, he suddenly started to touch my legs, fondling them bit by bit , into the pants..."

Suddenly—the trembling stopped.

Li Xiuyun suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, "The vine broke off after that." He smiled strangely, "Do you know what my first reaction was? I was crying while thinking... I will finally be able to ask him for money with confidence. ..."

"After that, I started calling him 'Dad.'"

"After that, he started to spend the night in my room. My mother didn't say a word, and he became more and more happy to give money. After two years of 'good' life, he gambled red-eye in Macau, his capital chain was broken, the company went bankrupt, and he was infected with Addiction."

"My mother sued for divorce and refused to support me."

"Afterwards, life is easy to guess. I want to raise a drug addict and pay off my debts. How to make money, I don't need to talk about it. In fact, I can leave if I want to leave. I just feel that it is unnecessary. I have reached this point, so why bother to set up a memorial archway? What? The arrogance in the past was pretended, because I always feel inferior to you if I don’t pretend.”

"However, it's nice."

"Now there is no need to pretend..."

"No more, no more..."

TextChapter 99

Not long after Li Xiuyu finished speaking - a boy came and left with his arms around his waist.When he left, he gave a gift, which was a lucky star he made up over the past two years, and asked me to pass it on to my brother.

...In the end he refused to tell me how to help him.

But someone knows for sure.The next day, I found Mu Qiuyun, pulled him into an empty classroom, handed over half of the lucky stars, and said to him, "Brother, I want to help Li Xiuyu a little."

——Because Li Xiuyu is almost finished.

The person behind the scenes who wants to destroy Li Xiuyu is still spreading those "shameful content" and even using money to fuel the flames.The incident is still fermenting, and it has gradually left the school and spread to the district and even the city... The people behind the scenes really want Li Xiuyu to be unable to go on.

If the impact of the incident is too great, the school will have to expel him, and then he will really have no chance to stand up again.

Perhaps it was right for Li Xiuyu to break up other people's families, do this kind of thing, and end up with this kind of ending.But I can't bear it, it might be stupid to say it... I can't help but think: He was also forced, he shouldn't be like this, the stepfather who is the worst and the father of Qian Duoduo is not punished at all...

Maybe I'm really unprincipled, stupid, and ignorant...

Anyway, Mu Qiuyun scolded me after listening to me:

"Stupid, Mumu, are you crazy? Why do you care about this kind of thing? It's meaningless to make a show. You have to be responsible for everything you do. He chose this line, and sooner or later this day will come. He himself has You are ready. Do you think you are kind? Do you think that you are a saint? Do you think Li Xiuyu will thank you? Others will applaud you?"

"—Don't be kidding. Normal people will think you are stupid! People with brains will speculate whether you have any connection with him! Don't think that he can go ashore if you help him! Is he a good woman who was dragged into the water? He He walked this way by himself! He is used to it! He is not some stupid college student who was cheated by a naked loan! He is a prostitute! A professional prostitute! You can save a man who fell into the water! You can’t save a swimmer !"

"But he's your friend, isn't he? Mine too!"

I came out unexpectedly strong, and the rebuttal I blurted out surprised even myself, but the more I said it, the smoother it was,

"Brother, you have your principles, I understand. I have mine too, and my principle is that I can't watch my friends be completely destroyed. Li Xiuyu did something wrong, he took the wrong path, but that doesn't mean he It should be lost forever and go to the [-]th floor of hell!"

"Besides, he was punished. What about the person who betrayed the family? Why did he live in peace? Isn't this kind of argument the same as the one where the husband's prostitution is all the responsibility of the prostitute...Maybe you My indifference is to be responsible to the society or to justice and law. I don’t understand this. My principle is that I should at least be responsible for my friends..."

Mu Qiuyun was annoyed, "What kind of friends are you and him?"

"He liked me for two years!" I pouted, "And, he borrowed my notes, three times! Ah no! It seems to be four times! Anyway, it started yesterday! I regard him as a friend!"

"I really... ah, you still talk back to me for him... ah, I really... hum..." Mu Qiuyun was so angry that his chest heaved, and he lay down on the table and gritted his teeth extremely agitatedly.

After laying on the ground for a while, he got up and stared at me, "You are really stupid. Don't care about such crap."

"If you think it violates your fairness and justice, you don't have to worry about me." Secretly pouted.

Mu Qiuyun sneered and said, "Stupid Mumu, you're wrong, I don't have any sense of fairness and justice. My principle is to take care of myself and you idiot. I'm angry when you will learn the law of jungle survival! Li Xiuyu, you can't help, no matter how much you help, you will return to the original point sooner or later, instead you will be dragged into the water and cause a lot of trouble! From the soul to the past, he will not be able to land in the morning!"

"Then I, don't beg you..."

Instinctively lowered his head aggrievedly, turned around and wanted to leave.

I know he's right, I know I'm stupid, but in my heart...

Obviously, I came to him because I felt that he was the most dependable...

"return."

Mu Qiuyun reached out and grabbed it.

"Did I say I won't help?" He was even angrier, "Based on your experience, you will know what the result will be! Someone with your IQ can be tricked into sitting on the stage for ten years without giving you money!"

"..."