He said: "In the past two days, it won't work. There will be a lot of examinations and treatments. He doesn't want you to see him in a mess."

I scolded him: "Fuck! An Jianchen, aren't you a goddamn cultivator? Are you ashamed of a cultivator who can't cure human diseases? Hurry up and make a furnace of elixir for me!"

An Jianchen remained silent.

for a long time.

"Ameng is genetic." Fists clenched, "I'm sorry, I'm useless, I'm useless, I'm useless..."

The blood from that hand overflowed intermittently, it was the wound he pinched himself, I stared at Lao An in a daze, of course I was venting my bullshit about cultivating immortals, but I didn't expect that he really took this responsibility on his heart.

"Old An... woo... I'm sorry."

With tears in my eyes, I hugged him, trying to comfort him.He trembled slightly, put his arms around my shoulders, and patted me lightly, once, once.In fact, rather than saying that I want to comfort him, it is better to say that I want to be comforted by him.

After Mu Jianhua died, I was so afraid of life and death. I thought, someone got into your heart and dug a lot of holes. Regardless of shallow, deep love or hate, at least that person exists, has memory, and a phone call passed. You can scold and chat with him for a while, but suddenly, before you have really seen it, someone tells you: he is gone.You will never have XXX again.

Memories of the past have become memories, and those dug holes have to be filled with soil and erected monuments.Sometimes when I think about it, I need to add an epitaph.When I dialed the number again, the number suddenly became empty, or an unfamiliar tone came.Only then do you discover that the traces of a person can be erased by the world so quickly, obviously he has lived, cried, laughed, walked through this life, or wasted this life, or as heavy as Mount Tai.He was part of you, but not now.

I was terrified of that feeling, even terrified of my own death.Dying is the easiest, but it is too difficult to bear the consequences of death.To the dead, death is just death, but to the living, death has too much meaning.So the most ridiculous dialectic in the world is: death is a deterrent to life, a proof of life, and an end to life.However, death is against death, just death.

The next morning, An Jianchen called me and said that Meng Chang was fine, but it had deteriorated a little.I asked him really?He said seriously: yes.

I breathed a long sigh of relief.I searched for "ALS" all morning, and the results were mixed. Some said that the average survival time after diagnosis was two years, but there was also an example of Hawking who lived for decades.No matter how long you can live, it will be very uncomfortable in the end, you can't move your whole body, and you need to use a breathing aid to breathe.

He didn't dare to think about what Meng Chang would look like after being paralyzed.Physical emotions were sentimental, and when I was called up in a class, I started crying straight away.Everyone in the class guessed that I was broken in love. After class, the table was piled up with snacks from the boys.I was dumbfounded for a while, then turned sunny and smiled, but then darkened:

"It's God."

God... the most heartless.

At noon, I continued to ask Mu Qiuyun to make up lessons, but I was out of shape the whole time. Later, he also noticed that, so he simply stopped explaining and told me jokes.Originally, I wanted to concentrate on the point, but this guy was so vivid, he discovered all my previous talent for beauty and funny, and made me laugh every 2 minutes.

Laughter and sadness are entangled together, and the expression must be super ugly.He quickly talked about his jokes, seeing that I was still dim, he gently came over and hugged me.The familiar embrace and familiar fragrance permeate my mind. At this moment, I am really getting happier and more concerned about gains and losses.

"elder brother,"

I opened my eyes and complained.

"Stay with me, stay with me all the time, okay?"

Without hesitation, he said, "Yes."

He added, "It's always been there."

I suddenly had an emotional breakdown, cried and scolded him for talking nonsense, and didn't call me back even after Chinese New Year, how long have I been waiting for you?Do you know that there is always someone waiting for you?Is he still my brother?Or is it my sister?and so on.

He didn't answer.

The hands behind my back suddenly hugged tightly, and then I kissed them lip-to-lip, abruptly blocking every Chinese character I followed, as if trying to get into my body.I didn't react for a while, until I was invaded, pushed away the white jade, and teased the red snake, and realized the current situation with a blank mind.In the first moment, I was addicted; in the second moment, I thought I should resist; in the third moment, I was reluctant to resist.

He tasted every ounce of taste excessively, then gradually let go, stared at me seriously and said: "I'm sorry." Then he said dejectedly, "I thought you wouldn't care... I really drank too much that day, I overestimated myself , wanted to get Li Fang drunk, but he was too ruthless and could drink too much. His face didn't turn red after a catty."

"Why do you want to get Li Fang drunk?"

"..."

Mu Qiuyun was silent.

Suddenly footsteps sounded nearby, and I hurriedly sorted out the traces left by my madness just now, pretending to endorse.Mu Qiuyun also turned serious instantly, pretending to supervise my endorsement.A couple passed by, saw us, were stunned, and left in embarrassment.

After being interrupted, I was able to calmly think about what just happened.Mu Qiuyun, kiss me.And it's a wet kiss... Does that mean I like it?I looked at him anxiously, with an aggrieved expression, but he didn't seem to notice it, or pretended to ignore it.As if the kiss just now didn't exist at all, I couldn't help but want to ask, but I stopped.

"Mu Qiuyun, do you... like me?"

In the end, I couldn't help but ask.

He was silent.

Ask back: "But...do you like me?"

I am also silent.

Don't dare to say, if you say it, it's a straight ball. If you say it, he has to make a choice, either to be together or not to be together.I didn't dare to put pressure on him, didn't dare to face the result of this choice, so I didn't dare let him... choose.

I'm afraid to hear no answer, wet kiss?Can a wet kiss represent love?No, not even in bed.He's too flirtatious and flirtatious, and I'm afraid he's just playing around, even with that wet kiss.Just imagine, in the past, he could have sex casually with his friends, let alone me?His state of mind has made me confused.

To put it bluntly, it means not having the courage to bear failure.

Nor did he face losing his courage.

Even just now, at the moment when I begged him to "stay with me forever", what I thought in my heart was the same, even if it was just to be my sister.

So the "opportunity" that was on the verge of piercing the window paper died in our mutual silence.I had very complete, rational, and classic reasons for not speaking, but after many days, I realized that he was exactly what I thought.

Unknowingly, each of us merged into each other's half, so it was like rock-paper-scissors, the "same" person with the same thought made the same fist.Both of them are cautiously testing and guessing each other. I am afraid that he will be "frivolous", and he is afraid that I will be "double-minded".Both of us are blind. Think, yes, we are blind.

after all.

No matter who's chest is not transparent.

After four or five hours of wet kissing in the afternoon, I felt like I was about to become a slut.After evening self-study get out of class, I received a WeChat video: An Jianchen.But after connecting, I saw Meng Chang.He leaned on the hospital bed, greeted me vigorously, and shouted happily: "It's okay! Zhili, I'm fine! Don't worry about me!" In my field of vision, I was slightly puzzled, but I didn't see An Jianchen.

——Then slap on the head, fool, An Jianchen is holding up his phone!

"By the way, Zhili," Meng Chang suddenly cried, "I'm angry. What the hell, I was checked by the arranged female nurse. She lifted her skirt and screamed in fright. Thirteen experts thought there was some disease and rushed around... ..."

"What did the experts say?" I suppressed a smile.

"Say... Buy looser stockings... Pay attention to blood circulation... Try not to use certain toys... And tell Lao An... Don't be too beast... If you are like this, you must cancel that kind of life...I..."

I couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Expert! As expected of an expert!"

I gave a big thumbs up.

Off the screen, there was a faint sigh.

The next day.

After Meng Chang finished all the examinations and took some medicine, he became more active and hyperactive than before.No matter what, I want to go to the playground.

— but Alexandria has a playground for balls!

It seems that the only normal playground that existed in the past has been demolished, and the rest are all ghosts and ghosts. I wanted to persuade it, but forget it.Because I don't really want to go out of the market.As a result, this time Lao An firmly stood by Meng Chang's side. He had no choice but to sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman.But I added a requirement: Meng Chang must dress as a woman.

Very important.

Because "one woman accompanied two men to play across provinces" and "one man accompanied two women to play across provinces", the focus of the two is not the same.

Once again begging Li Fang to ask for leave.At first, he promised well, but when he said that he was going out with two boys, Li Fang became uneasy for a moment.It was because I personally took An Jianchen to meet Li Fang, and then An Jianchen didn't know what kind of treaty "forfeiting power and humiliating the country" that An Jianchen agreed to, so Li Fang allowed me to go with them.

This incident also reminded me: Although in my eyes, it is common to go out with An Jianchen and Sister Meng, others don't think so.

The day before I left, I was doing self-study in the evening, and I said goodbye to my classmates, "I'm going out for two days to play." Everyone was envious.When a girl asks "who are you with?", I pay attention and say, "with my sister and her boyfriend." Then I took out a group photo of Meng Chang and An Jianchen in women's clothing.

Although Meng Chang, who is dressed as a woman, still has traces of masculinity left, but the gene of the noble son is enough to crush this group of ordinary bespectacled girls.When the classmates saw it, they all exclaimed, "This couple is a good match", and I was so happy when I said it, the more I heard it, the more I wanted to be a matchmaker for these two.As a result, a discordant voice suddenly appeared:

"Isn't this... Wang Xiyuan's boyfriend...?"

"..."

"So you were hooked up by classmate Mu and sister?"

"..."

"Sure enough, they are sisters."

I vaguely heard someone whispering something.

"Double income for sisters."

A boy muttered behind him.

"roll!"

I turned around and stared fiercely, and by the way gave the girl who was gossiping a hard look, and angrily picked up my bag and walked away.Although it is free and easy, but I also understand with sadness in my heart, I am afraid that a new wave of rumors will be inevitable.

Mu Zhili... my sister is also a vixen or something...

Although it is not wrong to change to the real "sister".

My "Sister Qiuyun" is a vixen~~

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Before leaving, I took a special look at my brother and Lao Zhao and the others.My brother has no objection to my going to Happy Valley with others. He said that Meng Chang is familiar with him. He has a heart but no courage, and his weak + stupid personality is comparable to mine.An Jianchen, I don't know him, but that kind of man is not the type I like, and he doesn't have much initiative, so I'm not afraid.

He said that he was only afraid that I would go out with one person: Gu Jiaming.Because that person is different from other people, too dangerous for me and for the world.

"Gu Jiaming won't come back anymore." I said regretfully.

"What if he comes back?" Mu Qiuyun said solemnly, "If he didn't give up, what would you do?"

Smiling: "Brother, you think highly of me, what can I do~ I'm just an ordinary girl, and half of them are men, who would treat me like a baby?"

"I."

"..."

"how?"

"No."

I'm embarrassed to say that my heart was beating super fast just now.

Saying goodbye to my brother, I found Lao Zhao and the others. I haven't seen me for a long time, and I almost threw myself on Zhou Nan as soon as we met.That pair of chubby D breasts feels so good when pinched.But I didn't dare to do it before, I always felt it was a sin.

But it's different now.I am a woman, and I am a woman. Is it right for a woman to pinch a woman's chest and ride a horse with hair?

As soon as I raised my head, I saw Lao Wang—the other party was staring at me with complicated eyes, but also a little timidly.I have seen the ugliest side of her, and the creators of that side are our brothers and sisters.

I blinked slightly.

"Old King~~"

She also pounced on her, and covered her dissatisfaction with fragrant flesh. This kind of enthusiasm that is not fake is the most contagious.

"Speak for my brother, I'm sorry..." I whispered in her ear while kissing the earlobe with my lips.

Letting go, Lao Wang's gaze became more complicated, with countless things mixed together that I can't explain clearly.I blinked twice, smiled softly, and turned to Lao Zhao, continuing to make out.

"I want to go out with An Jianchen and my sister for two days."

After making out, I took out the group photo and continued to fool around.Hearing the words "An Jianchen", Old Wang's delicate body trembled.

Zhao Mengjia came up, and immediately expressed his opinion after watching, "Wow! Your sister looks...much worse than you, are you a mutant? Or is she a mutant? Wait... Why is An Jianchen hugged by the princess? And that The tacit understanding in the eyes, the two of them are too close, right?"

nonsense!good pal!Can we not have a tacit understanding, can we not be intimate!

After hearing the words, Old Wang anxiously came up to him, looked at him, and was stunned, his eyes turned red immediately.

Although I feel sorry for Lao Wang, in this situation, in addition to mourning his misfortune, there is also hatred for him.

No matter how powerful Mu Qiuyun's methods are, she cheated on herself, and there is nothing to wash away.I am willing to still treat her as a best friend, and I am willing to understand her mental journey... But this does not prevent me from feeling sorry for her and worrying about her next "honest person".

Zhao Mengjia continued to ask me: "Are they a couple?"

"Ok!"

"What's the girl's name?"

"Meng Nishang~ from another school~~!"

"Love is not!"

"Extremely affectionate~~! Ah, let me tell you! Su Dao exploded hahaha! That day Nishang even cried and soaked An Jianchen's clothes~ An Jianchen kept helping him to pat his back to help him breathe~ and chanted 'Ah Chang is good' , 'Ah Shang, good boy', the scene is very harmonious~~!"

The more I talked, the more gloomy Lao Wang's face became, and after I said a lot, I suddenly realized this and shut up quickly.But it was too late, Lao Wang's expression changed from sunny to cloudy.

"Um...sorry..."

I feel sorry for her.

"No,"

Old Wang forced a smile, and said softly,

"I, I just suffered on my own. I'm not satisfied with Jianchen. I don't know why, so I was deceived by your brother. At that time, I only thought that Jianchen would not find out. Jianchen is very If you love me, you won't doubt me, that person is so interesting... just."

"It's my brother's problem too. I apologize on his behalf."

"The bees attracted by the flowers, do you blame the flowers? Actually, I took the initiative, and he didn't do anything. Your brother just struck up a conversation, and I suddenly, suddenly felt like... I know it's stupid to say it, However, at the time, I felt that it was so exciting, and the whole person became strange.”

The more Lao Wang talked, the more chaotic she became. Maybe she wanted to express: cheating is very exciting?That's why you cheated?

Forgive me for not being able to understand this kind of thinking... Alas, the heart of a girl like Lao Wang is probably very strange.

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