After swapping bodies with green tea sister

I also finally understood the biggest difference between me and "Mu Zhili": "she" is the queen, "she" controls the hegemony between the atmosphere and Meng Chang, and a look of "her" means It can make Meng Chang cry with joy or sorrow with joy, but it can't produce anger.I can't do this at all, not because I'm not tempting enough, but because I won't hurt people.

Push and pull game, indifference and seduction, "Mu Zhili" is a master, and so is Mu Qiuyun today.I'm the only one who hasn't learned yet.

Later, when it came to the most critical part of painting and modeling, I was seriously thinking about what kind of good-looking pose I should pose with my brother, when suddenly I was hugged behind my back, and then I lifted and pushed that hand, and I was completely powerless by him. Push down on the bed.She tightly entangled and hugged my body in an extremely ambiguous posture, and there was a seductive "suosuo" sound from the black silk rubbing against the touch. A jade hand gently raised my chin, and I raised it shyly, seeing her charm Looking forward in full bloom.

I blushed naturally, and thought too much.This look, do you love me?But her next sentence was very flat and said to Meng Chang: "Is this posture okay?"

Then it was Meng Chang who choked on his saliva, "Okay...okay...!"

I observed Meng Chang's gaze from the corner of my eye, feeling ashamed and apprehensive.Fortunately, Meng Chang didn't have the animal desires as I feared, and he didn't even have any extra color in his eyes.

He just observes, and the more he sees, the brighter he becomes, and the more holy he becomes.Then Seriously took a pencil and lightly sketched something on the drawing paper, it seemed to be a line?There was something in his serious eyes that I admired and envied, and for a moment I had a certain desire: I want, I want that feeling too.

I would also like to have... the kind of dream that is worth pouring your soul and heart into...

for a long time.

"Stupid Mumu."

"Mu Zhili" on her body suddenly blinked.

"Your heart is so light, can you let it fall? I see that you are tired, and I also see that you are tired from flying. Come into my arms and rest for a while, okay?"

"Is your place home?" I asked her.

"What do you think? If you want to be it, then it is. If you don't want to be it, it can only be your temporary foothold. But it will try its best to catch you and prevent you from flying away."

"I don't know if I want it to be my home." I subconsciously shook my head. "Flying in the sky, I always feel that I can create a cloud to hold myself. I used to be a star. The star is very bright, but also very lonely. Birds don't Loneliness, however, is getting closer to the frightening earth. I want to fly, whether it's a star or a bird, I want to fly..."

"Stupid Mumu, I'll help you fly." She hugged me harder and harder, and gently rested her chin on my head, and I heard him murmur, "As long as you don't fly away... Just don't fly away..."

I laughed at myself, "Actually, I don't know which tree I like. There will always be ash underneath, because I always feel that I am not a bird and have no right to fall on a tree."

"Mu Zhili" didn't speak any more.

Just gradually, the hug became tighter and tighter, and the exhalation became lighter and lighter.until he said:

"Then it will no longer be a tree, but also a bird. It will accompany you and always accompany you. Wherever you go, it will go wherever you go."

—Some things are still broken after all.In this non-romantic, non-absurd, and non-special moment.We hinted at each other a little bit of each other.Most of them are still filled with gray fog, but the core, the corner of the base, has been made clear to each other.

I thought there were five Scourges and two Frost Towers near the Frozen Throne, and he thought there were five Guards and two Ancient Guardians near the World Tree.But it was only at this moment that he and I realized that the opponent was defenseless at all... Everyone was waiting for the opponent to sound the horn to attack, and the result was that this game was almost suspended forever.

"Chirp."

I kissed her.explain:

"Mu Zhili, I like you."

He smiled and said:

"Stupid brother, me too."

Meng Chang didn't say anything, I just saw him concentrating on taking out his seldom-used set of oil painting tools, putting on a canvas, using his slender right hand to smear, and meditating most of the time.

Suddenly "Mu Zhili" kissed me lightly, resentful and dissatisfied: "Why do you always look at him?"

"No..." I scratched my head.

She snorted, "Still being silly." She patted my head lightly.After knocking, he got under his body skillfully and clasped my hands tightly.

It's hard to describe the happiness at that moment... Finally, I finally hugged her!I felt the long-awaited, really long-awaited warmth in her arms!Sweet thought: She confessed first...that's great~ she likes me too.

But, but, but...

There seems to be something, it seems, a little strange?

"Brother." She called softly again, "This time I confessed first." Then she rubbed against my chest like a little beast.

I woke up suddenly, and I finally understood the strangeness of this beautiful dream.She confessed first, yes, she confessed first, but the identity of her confession is still "Mu Zhili", the sister who likes me?Now she not only has a part of "Mu Zhili", but also a part of "Mu Qiuyun"...Does the man's part also like me?

Or, in my heart, I really look forward to the embrace that I really long for, and I am really addicted to it... Is it the tenderness of this woman, or the steadfastness of a man?

Her chest is also soft, but it is very fake, very unreal.

It doesn't feel much when you push it up, even if you put it on your head, even if you get close to feel it, there is no heat.It's not warm, it's something she pretended to be, a "Mu Zhili" that is exclusive to "this moment".

I have vaguely sensed his intentions and his emotions.

His bait has been cast, and he's waiting for me to take the bait.As for after the hook, is it a sweeter love or a fleeting knife, I can't guess.He has too much scheming and too many stories. I am afraid that he wants to retaliate against my previous disregard. He just wants to force me to bow my head, and then trample and throw me away, just like other people who were seduced by him.

And that's not the end either.What I'm actually more afraid of is that he really has some feelings, but not that deep.

The former only hurts me.

But the latter will completely destroy me.

Meng Shang didn't finish the painting for the rest of the day, but he also said: We don't need to be troubled to be models again.Because he has already firmly remembered that scene, every movement, whether it was "Zhili" caressing me or I kissing her, Meng Chang deeply remembered and savored what came out.

Meng Chang said: That is emotion and art.

Crazy emotion is art.

When we went back, it was raining, and "Mu Zhili" and I borrowed an umbrella and walked through the rainy lane cuddling - unfortunately, she was cuddling me, not me cuddling her.She completely treats, likes, and needs me as Mu Qiuyun used to be.I feel both deeply happy and deeply sad.

I suddenly understood that she was just satisfying something she didn't have at the moment, just like someone who never ate cake when she was a child, but would desperately eat it when she grows up.I am that sad and happy cake.Happiness lies in the fact that someone recognizes and loves me so much, but in sorrow, she will get tired of it soon.

Because she is no longer that child, she is already another guy who is now mature and gradually making up for the incompleteness.

Rainy night, like smoke like a curtain.

I can't count how many times I kissed on the road.

Countless words of love were spoken on the road.

But that part of the road will end after all, just like every road in the world will end.Some went to hell, some went to Shekou, and some went to the top of a deserted mountain.Looking at the world, only people on the road are mixed with happiness and pain, and will not be filled with emptiness.

I sent "Mu Zhili" back to the small hotel where she changed clothes, and I waited downstairs. Before she went up the stairs, she waved to me with great enthusiasm and reluctance.Sure enough, after a while Mu Qiuyun came down, dressed in men's clothes, very plain and ordinary.

"Sure enough, did she say that 'me too' to me?" I couldn't help asking Mu Qiuyun with a smile.

"Guess?" He turned his head and murmured noncommittally in a male voice.

He asked me to guess, but I didn't want to guess. Is guessing the correct answer?Guess the result, dare I say it?If I speak out, will he not be silent?I have already figured out me and him a little bit, and the whole process was suddenly so clear that it was boring.

"That's a pity." I shook my head.

Mu Qiuyun shrugged, stuffed himself with a piece of chewing gum, and chewed and chewed boringly, "Huh... you still talk about me, what about you? Your sentence 'Mu Zhili, I like you' is not just a complete treat for her." Did you say that?"

"Yes."

I can't deny that.Of course, the bigger reason is "Mu Qiuyun, I like you", such a straight ball, even if I understand that kind of heart, I can't tell it.

I was scared, really scared to death.He expresses his mind first, but his mind is also ambiguous.I'm stupid, I won't lie, if I say it, he will know it's true.But... what about him?

Couldn't his ambiguous intentions be casual teasing?

"She" likes me, such love words, he speaks naturally and smoothly.But does he like me or not?This question is still debatable.If I were a brave little woman, I would definitely give it a try.But unfortunately, I am just a crippled monster, and I am afraid that such a huge and important transformation will be easily plundered by deception.

"I would rather run away than fail." This kind of stupid and helpless poisonous thought, just like when I gave up Gu Jiaming that time, drove me to hesitate.Mu Qiuyun understands this very well, otherwise it would be impossible to use this to win Gu Jiaming.And what I doubt the most is this - if he really loves me, and knows that I am afraid of taking the initiative, afraid of failure, and easily wandering... Why didn't he take the initiative to take me down?

Maybe he was as confused as I was about the other party's intentions, or maybe he was the same as me today, thinking that "the other party doesn't like the good time just now and put on another identity".But I still wonder: why didn't he take the initiative?

I know that this kind of thinking is to shirk responsibility, but this kind of thinking is like a gangrene. Under my cowardice and fear, it has always given birth to infinite self-doubt and uncertainty, and that kind of doubt is unconsciously derived. out more, cowardly and scared...

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In the next few days, things suddenly became calm and a little weird.

Going to class, doing quizzes, and being played seriously by Mu Qiuyun as always, there is no .avi plot at all, disappointing...!An Jianchen also disappeared suddenly, there was no news from Meng Chang, Xu Zishou disappeared, Lao Zhao, Lao Wang and Lao Zhou were obsessed with fishing in bars, and life... suddenly became boring.

It's really not interesting, every night I secretly chat with Li Fang on the phone, the day he came, he was so enthusiastic in both emotion and behavior, which made Li Fang very strange and flattered, and then chatted with him and played games for a while , After hugging, they had to separate again.

Every encounter is always so short.

Anyway, the days are always so boring.I am slowly, but also quite satisfied.I can see people I like every day, have delicious food and a good bed to sleep in, and have male classmates who get along well... I learn to play, chat and read books every day. There are always boys who help me with difficult things. "If you can do this It’s going to be fine.” That’s what I thought in my heart.

However, things never seem to go my way.

A week later.

My brother found me suddenly.

"Stupid Mumu, do you want me to study abroad?" He asked.

I was stunned for a moment: "Yes, yes... But there are still two years, and then, go out, go out..." At this moment, I suddenly realized that once Mu Qiuyun goes abroad, it will be a long, long time before I can see him.

Then, Mu Qiuyun threw me even worse news.

"It's not two years, it's one year." He shook his head, "I will definitely go to Tsinghua University to fulfill my mother's dream. But... I'm thinking of recommending exchange students to go abroad in the first year, and then try to get a top3 doctorate ...may be a long time, at least eight years, usually around ten years."

ten years……

I will be 26 in ten years...

"No, no," I laughed in a panic, "Why, you have to take such a high exam. Anyway, you are so smart, and you can make money in China. It will definitely be easy. Why..."

But he interrupted: "Because I want to see a more distant and deeper world, I want to absorb more things, I want to be perfect, I want to be the ultimate, I want to stand on the top. Stupid Mumu, this is what I am very excited about after becoming you." Things that are seriously considered, since God has given me this opportunity, I will never waste it."

The language is dumb.

This is his future, the kind of future that I look up to rather cruelly.I suddenly felt aggrieved - he must know that I would be sad, so why did he still tell me?

"If you like foreign countries so much, then you can go. Go now." I whispered angrily.

He smiled, "If you feel unhappy and don't accept it, then you can say it, you can say it... What do you think of me?" I always felt that his smile was a bit inexplicable, and I always felt that there was something in his words. The words seem to be hinting.

Want me to beg him to stay?

Or, do you want me to cry and say that I can't bear it?

Is it useful to ask for it?He will never change anything for others, not to mention the ghost knows what attitude he has towards me in his heart. He has never been a fool who puts his feelings first... A fool is me, and a fool likes him and hates him...

I wiped the corners of my eyes, "I miss you, hurry up and get out of the country, so I can hook up with Li Fang and become a rich wife."

"Mu Zhili! You say this again, can you just joke about it? The relationship between you and Li Fang is already very strange, do you have a sense of proportion? Mom has already begun to suspect that there are people outside Li Fang. This kind of relationship between you guys has to end soon!" Who would have thought that Mu Qiuyun would be furious, with a serious and angry tone.

He was angry? ? ?He was angry? ? ?Whoever neglected me at the beginning made this happen.I admit that he is busy, he is tired, he doesn't like to call, he has his reasons, but the biggest reason, isn't it still,

You don't have me in your heart, don't you think of me?

"It's none of my business that Old Smelly Bi suspects. I'm not afraid of the shadow slanting, so what if I find out that Li Fang is raising me?" Subconsciously, his tone became hostile.

"But do you know what Li Fang looks like at home now? He looks like he's cheating! He's absent-minded, half-hearted, secretly avoiding the whole family to make phone calls, and he even forgot the third anniversary of his and his mother's acquaintance. This Two days is even more excessive! What kind of ecstasy did you give him? God knows what you were doing with him in that house!" Mu Qiuyun didn't know what memory he recalled, and suddenly became very anxious, even fierce to me.

"You doubt me too?"

I stare at him in disbelief.

"It's not suspicion. I understand your temperament. If you really have something, you'd be blushing and silent by now. I mean you should avoid, avoid, avoid! Li Fang is not your real father! Legally, it will be a few years You can marry him! You are naive and ignorant of worldly affairs, but don't be so stupid, okay? Can you guarantee that he has [-] percent nothing for you?"

"I'm sorry~~ That's really because you treat the belly of a gentleman with a villain's heart. He is really interested in me. Earlier, I had already become a mistress, and I wouldn't stand here to quarrel with you now, you It's none of my business to go abroad, and of course it's none of my business now...you can leave if you want, ask me why?"

"What do you mean by 'became a mistress long ago'?" Mu Qiuyun was stunned.

"I seduced him." I confessed, "After the quarrel that day, I went back to seduce him. He responded very decently."

"Huh—???" So Mu Qiuyun's eyes widened suddenly, and he couldn't shrink back for a long time. After a long while, he covered his head, "I really... admire you. You are jealous and quarrel with me because of unnecessary things If you want to fight, go and seduce your stepfather...?"

Naturally, I said, "Is it just jealousy? Don't you think? Were you very indifferent to me during that time?"

"It's you who are indifferent!" He angrily said, "When we met, what did you say 'just be an ordinary brother and sister?' When I asked you out, you agreed and sometimes you didn't. Sorry, I'm not Qian Duoduo's kind of licking dog. I have dignity and Proper, you don't need me, I'll go by myself...!"

"But before I said 'just be ordinary brothers and sisters', how long have you not looked for me or called me?"

"First, I've said it many times. I don't like to make phone calls, and I don't like talking on meaningless phone calls. Second... where's your phone? You miss me, where's your call? Mu Zhili, love It's not that you are a princess and I am a knight, I can take the initiative, or I can test you and wait for you to take the initiative, if you are not willing... then please go."

I stared blankly at his indifferent and complaining expression.

"Then... please go ahead..."

Muttering subconsciously on his lips, he handed out the last strong words.

Mu Qiuyun paused.

"Well," he laughed instead at this moment, "then, please go ahead."

I opened my eyes wide, and didn't realize the meaning behind his back for a moment, but there was no need to guess, because he had already taken a deep breath, and told me gently, gently:

"Mu Zhili,"

"It's really tiring to like you... really tiring... really tiring! It was before and it is still now." He said.

——This sentence clearly proved the thing I didn't dare to imagine before, but I couldn't feel happy at all. His tone was extremely disappointed, and the emotion was so strong that I could guess what he wanted to express next.

really.

"You are never willing to take the initiative, you can't learn to take the initiative, you are unwilling to express any intentions, you are unwilling to give any sense of security, and you are so affectionate that anyone wants it." He shook his head, "I used to think that I am a man now , Maybe I can take care of all your little emotions like Gu Jiaming, maybe I can stand your bad temper that is so annoying to outsiders but only runs away and is cold and indifferent... But, maybe I was wrong Bar."