my sister never called brother

Maybe... I didn't make up my mind at the time.

Or maybe I was really looking forward to something?

With the advent of puberty, friendship will slowly fade.

Many people become reality sensitive, and I am no exception.

The three of us joined the student union. Although we are in different departments, we are unexpectedly enviable because of our childhood sweetheart relationship.

I really don't think so.

But Liao Meizhong and An Lan took it very seriously and were very happy.

I have long felt that the friendship has long since faded away, without the original innocence, and with their own desires.

I was probably the first to see that something was not quite right.

Because Liao Meizhong looked at me abnormally and full of emotion.

I realized that at some point, he had a crush on me.

But I learned not long ago that An Lan likes Liao Meizhong.

I don't know that Liao Meizhong likes me. If An Lan finds out, what will she think?

I have to admit, I might be bisexual myself.

I like both boys and girls and feel strong emotions in my heart.

I like Liao Meizhong very much. I am very happy to play tricks on him when he looks silly.

I also like An Lan, every time she wears a shortened skirt, I want to ravage her, even force her to call me husband occasionally.

Many people regard it as a good relationship, just joking.

But the real me, only I know, right?

The Waking of Insects in March must be an eventful autumn.

This rotten relationship is bound to end in collapse.

Liao Meizhong gave me a movie ticket.

It was a very popular movie at the time, telling about beautiful love.

It's very to my taste and I enjoyed watching it.

I didn't get tickets to the premiere, but Liao Meizhong did.

Seeing his nervous appearance, it was clear in his heart.

He said he lined up to grab it himself.

I think Liao Meizhong thinks I'm a fool again.

I know that he used the convenience of his position to obtain this movie ticket.

Because just in the morning, I heard that idlers from other schools broke into the school. Liao Meizhong was responsible for handling it, but if there was no result, there would be no further action. This is very abnormal.

Not only that, Liao Meizhong also said that An Lan didn't have time to watch movies with him.

It's really funny, the joke-like words made me want to laugh.

I know that An Lan has a crush on Liao Meizhong, and it's such a sensitive festival as White Valentine's Day, she will squeeze in time if she doesn't have time.

I don't know how much Liao Meizhong likes me, and she doesn't hesitate to deceive An Lan.

I recalled what they both said again, "We'll always be best friends."

It's ironic, I suspect that Liao Meizhong has long forgotten this sentence, since they are good friends, don't hide it from each other.

He only has eyes for me, so he wants me that much?

I couldn't help asking myself in my heart, do I like Liao Meizhong.

The answer is yes, I like him.

But I also like An Lan, they are indistinguishable in my heart.

I hope to continue the friendship, but he wants to break this stable relationship.

I wanted to refuse at first, but when I saw Liao Meizhong's expectant eyes, I became a little soft-hearted.

Everyone is slowly assimilated by some kind of emotion, and I am no exception.

I don't believe in forever, but even if it is short, I will cherish it.

I promised Liao Meizhong to go to the movies on White Valentine's Day.

I made excuses for myself—

The movie is very good, and it is hard to get a ticket, so I want to see it.

Besides, only Liao Meizhong and I know, it's fine not to let An Lan know, nothing will happen.

This kind of speculative heart made me feel more comfortable, and it also became the fuse of all collapses.

Only now did I realize that there was no difference between me and Liao Meizhong at that time.

They are all people who break their promises and satisfy their own selfish desires.

Arbor Day is a festival worth celebrating.

That night, I kissed An Lan.

If I had been a boy, I would have pushed her down that night and impregnated her, right?

An Lan's lips were soft and sweet.

Even the shy reaction makes me obsessed.

I really like her, I want to kiss her from the tip of her toes to the tip of her hair.

I know I take advantage of her.

Take advantage of her liking for Liao Meizhong.

But what about that?

I just like to press An Lan down there, kiss her lips, and caress her secret forest.

Watching her climax makes me happy.

But after that time, An Lan didn't say anything and started avoiding me.

Deliberately avoid the time to meet me, and then talk to me very carefully.

The first time I experienced the sadness of a broken love was given to me by a girl.

I've always wanted to apologize to her, but I rarely run into her.

white day.

I deliberately dressed myself at home.

Because watching a movie this time is like going on a date, I can't let Liao Meizhong down.

I want to try out what it's like to date a boy, and besides, I don't hate Liao Meizhong.

The movie is good, I like it a lot.

During this period, Liao Meizhong wanted to touch my hand, but I avoided it skillfully.

It's not that I hate him, it's that I'm not ready yet.

Because I take him seriously, not kidding.

So I became a little reserved, and I had to think carefully about holding hands.

If I'm not serious, it doesn't matter who I hold hands with.

Because having real feelings and not having real feelings are two completely different feelings.

After the movie ended, Liao Meizhong and I walked home slowly in the sunset.

Looking at his preoccupied look, I already guessed that he was going to confess.

But I didn't drive him away, I wanted to reject him well, not just run away.

Seriously tell Liao Meizhong something.

Something that has been on my mind for a long time.

I still remember the beautiful sunset that day.

The blood red shone on my face, and it felt warm.

The evening wind is like a baby's hand, gently lifting my hair.

My heart is very quiet, even though I know I will be confessed, I am not the slightest bit nervous.

to the door.

Liao Meizhong and I looked at each other.

I knew he was nervous, but I didn't rush him.

At this time, I understand the fierce battle between heaven and man in my heart.

"Xiao Jin, I like you!"

Liao Meizhong finally confessed his confession stammeringly, and looked at me expectantly.

I didn't speak, but quietly listened to the wind passing by my ears.

Liao Meizhong seemed a lot more courageous, and slowly approached me, trying to kiss me.

When the lips were getting closer, I could feel Liao Meizhong's breath on my face, it felt pretty good.

The heart rate surprised me and made me a little dizzy.

I asked myself in my heart, is this probably love?

When Liao Meizhong was about to kiss me, and the distance between her lips was only as thin as a fingernail, I finally moved——

I put the useless movie ticket between the two lips and interrupted the kiss.

"Sorry, I can't take it."

I rejected Liao Meizhong without even giving a reason.

For me, this is fine now Why do I have to become lovers and leave the other person aside?

I did nothing wrong, this is the most correct choice.

In order to protect this precarious friendship, I have no other choice.

"We are best friend forever."

In the end, the one who disdains this sentence the most is the one who believes in eternity the most.

After I rejected Liao Meizhong, I rarely saw him.

It's not an exaggeration to say it's a breakup.

I suspect that Liao Meizhong is avoiding me, and she really doesn't want to see me, right?

Gradually, the three of us wanted to get together very much, and we seldom chatted, and became strangers.

Until one day, I heard rumors that An Lan was sleeping with senior.

I'm very angry that An Lan would have sex with her senior!

why!

why!

Why! ?

I'm the one who likes An Lan the most, and I can't tolerate her having an affair with others!

Even though I am a girl, I felt a hint of my wife cheating in my heart.

angry!

very angry!

very angry!