my sister never called brother

I still remember An Lan's soft lips, warm body, and flushed face when she climaxed.

The moaning and panting still linger in my ears, stimulating me.

I asked An Lan to go to the roof of the building, and I had to ask clearly.

I still remember that day as a cloudless and sunny day, with the sun shining brightly.

I feel very irritable, I don't know if it's because the temperature is too hot or I'm angry.

An Lan's beautiful figure fell into my eyes.

Bright wine red hair, every time I see it, I can't help but touch it, but this time I hold back.

I tried my best to calm down, narrowed my eyes, and asked——

"Did you really sleep with senior?"

"Well, that's right." An Lan nodded.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you lied to me and treated me like a fool!" An Lan suddenly shouted angrily, like a mad lion cub.

"I do not have……"

"Stop acting, your appearance makes me sick, why did you lie to me? Do you know that you are like this... I will be sad." An Lan cried, her tears were like strings of pearls.

"What happened?" I was very puzzled by An Lan's reaction.

"Enough, you've always been like this..." An Lan lowered her head and said in a deep voice, "I hate you the most..."

Later, I knew the truth.

White Day.

The moment before Liao Meizhong and I were about to kiss.

An Lan was in the corner, watching quietly.

My momentary selfishness.

It seems casual.

But inadvertently pressed the quote button of the time bomb.

Scum heart

There was a guy who grew up with two beautiful girls.

This kind of childhood sweetheart relationship will make many people envious.

But he is a mediocre man.

This kind of person has a dreamy start like the protagonist, but there is no protagonist to close the ring.

Probably talking about me?

I still believe in fate.

Because for nine years, no one could be separated.

For me this is no coincidence.

I know many people envy me.

"Wow, this person is actually childhood sweethearts with two beautiful girls..."

I've heard a lot of exclamations like this.

To be honest, I'm pretty complacent.

The envious eyes of people around me satisfy my vanity.

To put it in layman's terms, the two childhood sweethearts are very beautiful, and I feel very honored.

But I don't want others to see that I'm getting carried away, and I always make fun of it with a haha, saying that I have a childhood sweetheart who is unhappy when I fall asleep.

I'm a very low-key person, and I don't want to be noticed by too many people, so I have very few friends, and I don't keep in touch with those in the lower grades.

Because many people didn't come to see me at all, but came to inquire about An Lan or Su Xiaowei.

I'm just a springboard for them, a way of curving the country.

I hate this kind of person.

I am not a tool for them to get close to An Lan and Su Xiaowei, let alone a carrier pigeon for love letters.

In fact, like them, I have a good impression of An Lan and Su Xiaowei.

My lady, my gentleman is good.

This is inevitable.

I am very selfish and greedy at the same time, I think An Lan and Su Xiaomai should fall in love with me.

I know that I am eating from the bowl like this, thinking that the way of cooking in the pot is wrong and scumbag.

But the ugly nature may only be clear to me.

Who doesn't want pretty girls to like themselves?

I'm just a person dominated by desires, and I don't really want to let go of any of them.

When it comes to falling in love with Su Xiaowei and An Lan, many people think that I am the most likely to succeed.

But only I know that my advantage is actually not that big, it's just that I'm familiar with the two of them, and I'm one step ahead.

I didn't like them both when I was little.

Because as a child, boys and girls were enemies and playing together was seen as a sign of weakness.

So I always avoid them both.

When I was in junior high school, my mentality changed, and I began to have some interest in beautiful girls. This may be a manifestation of growth, or a precursor to entering puberty.

I have fantasies about Su Xiaowei and An Lan to some extent.

I think this is not surprising, because the appearance of the two of them is the best among the girls in the same class.

I had sex for the first time at home when I was in junior high school, and that sex partner was Su Xiaowei.

I don't know why I took such an interest in her.

Maybe I like Su Xiaowei more than An Lan.

When exactly?

I'm also not aware of it.

But I remember that when I borrowed an eraser, I accidentally touched her hand.

Since then, that body temperature has been lingering in my mind.

Su Xiaowei didn't dislike me, she just smiled at me simply.

As for An Lan, when I was in high school, I already knew that she had a crush on me.

But I didn't respond to her, or simply rejected her.

I'm a greedy, bad-natured person.

I know that the behavior of stepping on two boats is disgusting, but I am selfish, and I don't hate myself.

I like Su Xiaowei, but I don't want to let An Lan go.

In this way, the stalemate continued, maintaining an unclear relationship.

In high school, I think everyone will mature.

But under the blooming bauhinia, I heard the most disgusting words.

I still remember that when the purple petals fluttered, Su Xiaowei was all smiles, and half-jokingly said——

"Then as a big sister, I can only wish you all the best of luck in finding a suitable lover..."

What sister?

What bless us?

I like it's you, it's not that you pretend to be a sister and avoid all questions.

Thinking about it now, it is very likely that someone alone told me this sentence. Maybe Su Xiaowei knew that I liked her at that time.

I was very unwilling and did not give up.

Even if Su Xiaowei has sent out an impossible signal, I still want to confess my love to her.

As for the promise of "be good friends forever", no one should believe it, even I don't believe in forever.

Friendship or something...how can I be satisfied.

Is there anyone who fucks with a friend and is willing to continue to be a friend?

I don't think it exists.

The time of youth is passing by gradually.

I still ignored An Lan's love, even avoided talking about it, and prevaricated with the words "isn't it good to be friends?"

It's not just that I'm not satisfied with the current relationship, even An Lan wants to cross that line just like me.

People have a common problem, the harder it is to get something, the better it will be, and the things that are close in front of them will be considered inferior and dismissive.

This common problem has been perfectly interpreted in me, even to the point of dying.

I think Su Xiaowei is better than An Lan, the more she distances herself from me, the more I like her.

I have been waiting for a reasonable opportunity to tear down the barrier between me and Su Xiaowei.

until one day--

I was working in the student union that day, but I received a task.

Said that a person from another school broke in and asked me to deal with it.

This work belongs to our Inspectorate.

I was not a minister at that time, and was pushed to work by my seniors.

It is normal for a small member to be ordered around by seniors.

With a hint of dissatisfaction, I went to the reception room.

I saw a familiar person, wearing a junior high school uniform.

Thinking about his age, it was also when he was in junior high school.

It's just that I don't have a deep communication with this boy who is younger than me in the grade. It's just a neighbor when I was young.

After I moved, I never saw him again.

When I was young, I only heard that he went abroad. I don’t know when he returned to China and went to junior high school.

His name is Mu Hanjun.

I don't like Mu Hanjun.

Because he was young, but his smile was too gloomy, and he always had an evil smell.

Although I am older than him, I still feel pressured and even scared.

I dare not look into Mu Hanjun's deep eyes, I feel that I will sink into them, or even be seen through, and become a puppet.

He has the skin and appearance of a girl, and his mind is extremely smart.

When I was a child, I always stood among the adults and received praise, saying that he was a genius and worthy of being the son of a scientist.

And I just looked at him from a distance, and even hated him.

This is my mediocre self-protection when facing the Muhan army.

Mu Hanjun seems to be very popular, he has many friends, and he is never short of admirers around him, he is very popular.

But I am against him, because I am too mediocre compared to him, and I am one year older than him.

It feels like you can't win if you start the game, it's humiliating.

In my memory, Mu Hanjun seems to have no parents.