my sister never called brother

The third is that my health is not very good.

I can't participate in many games with intense exercise, I can only watch from a distance.

So I really wanted to join that group, but I couldn't do it.

Also, when I was young, I... that... I... cough...

Wait a minute, I calm down the embarrassment.

That... When I was young, I looked a little fat... just a little...

Forget it..., I'll just admit that I got baby fat when I was a kid.

Because I had some baby fat when I was a child, it made me a little less confident.

I thought I would continue like this as a bystander.

But Zhou Han broke into my world like a knight.

That's right, the knight.

Because I read a lot of fairy tales when I was a child.

In my impression, that kind of brave and righteous person is a knight.

Holding a sharp long sword in his hand, he overcame all the obstacles and came to my side.

Although I don't think his jokes are funny, they have a different appeal to me.

Because of this, my attention was gradually attracted to him.

The time in primary school was considered the most comfortable period for me.

If he hadn't changed his temperament drastically...

I think I will confess my love and eventually become lovers with him.

do i like him

dislike.

I love him.

I am very clear about my emotions, definitely not liking this level, but reaching the height of love.

my feelings for him...

Don't know when to start

From concern to dependence.

From dependence to liking.

From liking to love.

When I realized that the relationship between my childhood sweethearts had long been no longer pure, it was probably the period when I separated from him.

I think he also realized that the relationship is no longer simple.

If you want to ask why... then I will talk about the abnormal thing.

I can't remember the exact time.

I just remember one time——

I noticed that his face turned red when he saw me.

When sitting and chatting with me, the behavior is a little stiff.

And in front of me, I began to care about my own manners.

All these differences are really too abnormal.

The only reason I can think of is-

He likes me.

If you don't like me, why do you do so many abnormal behaviors in front of me?

For this matter, I am still very happy.

Because I also have the same thoughts as him.

I don't know when he started noticing me, maybe because my baby fat is disappearing?

Although I understand that he doesn't judge people by appearance, there is nothing wrong with being a woman who pleases herself. I also dress myself appropriately, wearing short skirts.

But one day he was called a vixen by his sister.

I'm not too keen on this irony.

Because after all, I might become her sister-in-law, how could I be angry with her?

So I'm not angry when I'm called a "vixen".

She was satirizing me, proving that she had a sense of crisis.

I know how she feels about her brother.

So her sarcasm, I just treat it like a prodigal dog, barking at me after being robbed of its bones.

If I think so, I may make myself a bad taste.

But seeing her barking fiercely, she acted like I was helpless...

how to say?

I find it very interesting.

Although the relationship between me and Zhou Han is getting closer and closer.

But instead of confessing to each other, the two of us chose to hide our feelings until now.

And I know, his puberty is coming.

At that time, we were all more reserved, and we didn't understand what kind of mood it was like to like.

I just know it's fun to be together.

When we parted, I was sad and regretted a little.

I regret why I didn't express my feelings in the first place.

Up to now, I obviously like it in my heart, but I can't say it no matter what.

After junior high school.

I have completely completed the transformation.

Baby fat is only temporary.

It's gone now.

Not to brag, I don't like to do it.

I know that I am beautiful and lovely in appearance, noble in temperament, and intelligent in mind.

But when I receive so many love letters, I still feel a headache.

At first, I would put it in my schoolbag and throw it away secretly to take care of other people's mood.

Because if you throw it away in person, it will more or less hurt the self-esteem of others.

But as time went by, more and more love letters.

It seems that many people do not realize that they have made a mistake when they are not hurt.

That day, in front of the whole class, I threw stacks of love letters into the trash can.

Many people were dumbfounded by my actions, some couldn't believe it.

That's what I'm going to do.

I want them to know one thing -

That is, a sleeping cat, though peaceful, can also be aggressive.

There have been a lot fewer love letters since then.

In private, some people said that I was very proud.

But there are also people who seem very excited.

I don't know why.

If those boys would be braver, they would take the initiative to confess their love to me.

I may well reject it with words.

But if I send a love letter, I will throw it away without any scruples.

Because I don't like love letters.

This kind of thing happens to reflect a kind of cowardice and lack of courage.

Nothing good comes out of a crush.

Just like me and him.

If you like it, you should say it out loud as soon as possible.

When I was in junior high school, I always thought of his appearance from time to time, and it was difficult to fall asleep.

Especially, when I was isolated by girls, I wanted to talk to someone.

I'm nothing more than the average person, just a little bit better-minded.

This kind of loneliness... I can feel it too.

Faced with this situation, I understand very well that I am sick. It is a disease that only young girls suffer from, commonly known as lovesickness.

I wonder if he will forget me.

Or...he has another girl he likes?

Once this kind of thought appears, it is like a once-in-a-century flood, hitting the fragile part of my heart, and it is difficult to recover.

Separated for more than two years, now I want to see him.

Even if you look at him from afar.

It would be best to dispel that doubt in my heart.

That night, I deliberately came back in the rain.

Why should I do this?

Because my parents are strict, especially in my studies.

I had to get myself sick to have a legitimate reason to take time off work.

Things are going well.

I took time off work and got sick at the same time.

With a high fever, I forcibly pulled myself together.

I still remember that day.

It was overcast and gloomy.

It was still raining outside.

I dragged my tired body and held an umbrella.

Without telling the truth from his family, he secretly came to his school.

The wind gently blows my sick body.

Maybe healthy people feel nothing.

But at that time I had a high fever and my head was groggy.

His face was pale, and there was no trace of blood on his thin lips.

This gust of wind makes me feel cold.

The chill easily seeped through my sweater and pleated skirt.