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She put her hands on Nanako's back and closed her eyes too.

Really tired, feeling the softness of Nanako's hair and smelling Nanako's body fragrance at the same time, Li Zixi slept very well this night.

The first volume#I will eat the rice grains on your face

Although Li Zixi's father said that when there are guests at home, he should cook some delicious food, but as he is not a chef, he only cooks a few home-cooked dishes.

Li Zixi has long been used to eating, but Nanako eats with relish.

There is no way that she has basically never seen these dishes.

Nanako was not very polite, probably because Li Zixi's parents were very kind, Nanako, a foreigner, would not feel embarrassed at all here.

As she herself said, ever since her parents knew that she liked girls, they had a quarrel. Her parents were very opposed to it, but Nanako didn't intend to change her mind, so she hasn't talked to her parents for a long time. Good talk.

The family also didn’t contact her very much because of having a younger sister. After she left home after graduating from university, her parents would only make a phone call with her for no more than 1 minute when major events happened or during the holidays.

So now at Li Zixi’s house, not only is the food delicious, but Nanako also feels the warmth of the family. For a person who has not received warmth from home for a long time, the happiness he feels during this time is overwhelming. living.

"It seems that the rice cooked by my family is very suitable for your taste." Li Zixi looked at Nanako who had already eaten several bowls of rice, and smiled.

"Well, it's delicious!" When Nanako raised her head, there was still rice hanging from the corner of her mouth, Li Zixi helped her take it off with her habitual skills, and then put it in her mouth.

But in the next moment, she realized that this was in her own home, not in Japan. For China, such an action was simply too intimate.

Li Zixi looked at her parents in embarrassment, and her mother looked at her in surprise.

"The relationship between you two is really good." Father raised his eyebrows, "I didn't expect my little princess who doesn't like to talk to others to find such a good friend."

Then the mother also spoke up, "That is to say, when I came home, I saw the child sleeping in the arms of our little princess."

"Really?" The father was surprised, "If Nanako wasn't a girl, I would have thought you were in love."

Li Zixi smiled awkwardly. In fact, she was already in a relationship, and what her parents said was actually true.

Nanako was still engrossed in her meal, she seemed not interested in the conversation between Li Zixi and her parents, she guessed it was some common words, so she didn't care.

"Hey, what's the relationship between you two?" Mother ran to Li Zixi's side, put her mouth close to Li Zixi's ear, and asked her in a low voice.

"What does it matter?" Li Zixi knew what her mother meant, but she had already decided to play dumb.

"It's just that you two don't have that kind of relationship, right?" Mother asked in a low voice, still a little excited, but not angry, "It's that kind of love between girls..."

"What?" Li Zixi pushed her mother away. She didn't know why her mother asked such a question, and she didn't understand why her mother didn't get angry when she thought so.

"Actually, your mother has some special hobbies..." Father wanted to explain, but before he finished speaking, his mother blocked his mouth with her hand.

"You fart, you don't have any hobbies!" My mother seemed to be angry this time, and she was very embarrassed.

"Not yet?" Father pulled Li Zixi's mother's hand from her face, "I have seen all the things you wrote..."

"Shut up!" Li Zixi's mother's face turned red all of a sudden, she moved her face closer to Li Zixi's father's, stared into his eyes, and then told him viciously, "If you still want to go to bed tonight, just shut up .”

Li Zixi's mother was terrified when she got angry, and her father, who had a good temper, obeyed obediently. Li Zixi was very curious about what her parents said, but seeing her mother's distraught face, she still held back. The first time he was beaten, it was all because he made his mother anxious.

At this time, Nanako, who was already full, looked up at Li Zixi's family, and looked at the three of them blankly, not knowing what happened, but saw Li Zixi's mother who was blushing.

"Ah, there's nothing wrong with that..." Li Zixi's mother quickly smiled at Nanako, she didn't want to spread her embarrassing black history abroad, "Li Zixi quickly told her that there was nothing wrong with us. "

Li Zixi tilted her head to look at Nanako who was stupefied, shrugged, "What are you afraid of, she doesn't understand, and besides, I don't even know what happened."

"You don't need to know!" Although the mother said so, her embarrassment eased a lot. She wanted to get over this matter quickly, and she was afraid that her husband would say it suddenly.

In fact, Li Zixi's mother was a hopeless and severe lily addict in high school. There are a lot of lily comics and lily novels in the family, but the strange thing is that this severe lily addict actually likes men, otherwise she would not There is Li Zixi.

Li Zixi's father said that when he went to play at Li Zixi's mother's house in college, Li Zixi's mother asked him to help tidy up the bedroom. He found Li Zixi's mother's Lily novel written by Li Zixi's mother from the depths of the cabinet, and Li Zixi's mother came back after he sat on the floor and read it. , After she saw the novel that had already been read, she stood there for a long time without speaking or moving.

But fortunately Li Zixi's father didn't care about these things, otherwise there would still be no such person as Li Zixi.

It's just that Li Zixi's father would tell this incident from time to time to tease Li Zixi's mother. He always thought that Li Zixi's mother was cute when she was nervous.

These were all kept secret from Li Zixi, if Li Zixi's father told Li Zixi about this, he might have to lay the floor in the future.

So when Li Zixi's mother saw Li Zixi and Nanako who were so close, she saw the couple pendants on their bags and shirts similar to couple outfits. When she came home, she saw Nanako sleeping on Li Zixi's chest. Lily's hand was still holding this beautiful girl so naturally, and when she saw Li Zixi take the rice grains from Nanako's face and put them into her mouth just now, the soul of Lily, which had been dusted for a long time, awakened again.

She may never tell Li Zixi that there are photos of Nanako sleeping on Li Zixi's chest in her mobile phone, and there are more than one.

However, Li Zixi tried her best to deny what her mother said, and would not admit that she and Nanako had that kind of relationship, because even if her mother was like this, if she really let her know that her daughter is a person who likes her, what will happen to her mother at that time? think.

And his own father, he doesn't seem like someone who can support him, so this is definitely not the time to confess.

From the beginning, Nanako didn't know what they were talking about, but Li Zixi and her parents always looked at her from time to time, so Nanako knew that what they said must have something to do with her.

But Li Zixi never translated to her, Nanako was very dissatisfied, she tugged at the corner of Li Zixi's clothes from behind, "If you don't tell me what you are saying about me, I will pamper you here and act like a baby."

"Ah?" Li Zixi turned her head and glared at Nanako, which meant to tell her not to make trouble.

"Hmph, that will kiss you?" Nanako's small eyes froze, only Li Zixi understood what she said, so here she can easily threaten Li Zixi.

"Okay, okay." Li Zixi quickly compromised, otherwise she would be in big trouble if she really kissed her, "Look at how I will deal with you at night."

"Okay, please ravage me to your heart's content." Nanako smiled and raised her eyebrows.

"Shut up." Li Zixi pinched Nanako's thigh with the hand under the table, and Nanako cried out in pain.

Li Zixi's mother was taken aback, and then Nanako said that Li Zixi was pinching her down there.

But what Li Zixi translated to her parents was, "I accidentally knocked my leg."

It turned out to be an accident, Li Zixi's mother smiled and told her to be careful.

It could be seen that Li Zixi was talking nonsense, but Nanako couldn't explain to them because she couldn't understand the language, so she could only look at Li Zixi's sad face from the side.

"Bullying people..." Nanako muttered softly, then turned her head to the other side.

Li Zixi really didn't expect Nanako to have such a childish side, maybe it was because of her family that Nanako felt the warmth, thus shedding the hard and cold shell she had always had.

Gao Leng Yujie's Nanako is very charming, but such a childish Nanako is also very cute. Li Zixi thought in her heart that it would be good if Nanako was like this all the time. She could act like a baby when she was outside, and she could also act like a baby to herself when she returned home.

Li Zixi suddenly wanted to keep Nanako here forever, she wished she could tell her parents that she was going to marry Nanako right now.

Volume [-]#I'm back

Although many things in China are very novel to Nanako.

Even though there are many things that are somewhat similar to Japanese, they are completely different things.

But even though it was very novel, Nanako didn't propose to go out to play, she knew why she and Li Zixi came back to China this time.

Today Li Zixi is going to meet that friend who will sleep forever.

God seemed to know Li Zixi's mood, as if he understood what they were going to do today. Since dawn today, the sun has not come out.

Contrary to yesterday's sunny day, this morning has been cloudy and humid, but it hasn't rained.

It was early in the morning when Li Zixi went out, her mother asked the two of them to bring umbrellas.

Li Zixi was the same, completely opposite to her mood a few days ago, she didn't say a word, even if Nanako and Li Zixi's mother asked her something, she would only answer with "um".

Although Li Zixi's mood was very low, Nanako didn't make her happy, because it was useless, all Nanako could do about this matter was keep silent, and silently accompanied Li Zixi, walking by her side.

It was a weekend morning, and the people who had finally rested had no intention of coming out in the morning. In the autumn morning, they could already see breath. Li Zixi rubbed her hands, handed the money to the owner of the bun shop, and bought it for her and Nanako alone. Two buns.

Li Zixi ate the steamed stuffed bun in small bites, and waited for the bus with Nanako at the station.

China's cemeteries are generally located on or below the hills where there are few people, and you usually have to take a car to get there.

Today is completely different from when Nanako first came to China. There is no one else at the station except the two of them, and occasionally a few cars drive past.

While waiting for the car, the car didn't come. Nanako felt that China and Japan were the same in this regard. The two of them waited for ten minutes, but the car they wanted to do just didn't come.

Nanako had finished eating the buns a long time ago, and the good habit she had developed prevented her from throwing away the plastic bags casually. There was no trash can at this station, so she put the bags in her favorite purse.

Li Zixi stopped after taking two bites, she seemed very depressed and she didn't have much appetite, she would sigh occasionally, Nanako felt very distressed seeing her girlfriend like this.

The car finally arrived, and there was no one in the car, Li Zixi and Nanako chose the back seat, Nanako asked Li Zixi to sit by the window, and sat outside herself, holding Li Zixi's hand.

Li Zixi's hand was pulled, and her hand was very cold, but she suddenly felt the warmth that made her body relax.

She turned her head to look at Nanako, and forced a smile, "I'm sorry, I want you to come with me today."

Nanako shook her head, "Don't say such things, I know you are in a bad mood today, you see your hands are cold."

Nanako said, holding Li Zixi's right hand with some force, Li Zixi also leaned her body towards Nanako, trying to get some warmth.

The cemetery is not too far away, about half an hour by car.

Because there are some uninhabited wastelands and uncultivated fields in the middle of the road, the car will not stop at the cemetery, and drive all the way there.

As the cemetery got closer, Li Zixi became more and more frightened and nervous. Nanako could feel Li Zixi's body shaking, but Li Zixi still looked out the window, as if she didn't want Nanako to see her current expression.

Li Zixi still doesn't know whether her old friend who is already in heaven has forgiven her. Going to Japan is the wish of her late friend in this life, but because of Li Zixi, this wish cannot be realized in this life.

When she stood in front of her deceased's grave, it must have been a very clean cemetery, because her family often went back to visit her grave.

Li Zixi didn't know what to say. She went to Japan to help her friend realize her dream. Is this right? Because this is what she decided to do unilaterally. It was also Li Zixi, not her friend who was buried under the ground.

And after going to Japan, the things she met, meeting Nanako, Feng, Yui, and Ryoko, and meeting Jia Maimai, Li Xi, and Yue Caiqing in Japan were all for her own happiness. If her friends didn’t If you save her, she will definitely not be the one who feels this.

Maybe I won't know Nanako anymore.Li Zixi suddenly became a little scared when she thought of these things. Her life would definitely be different if these things didn’t happen. She thought it was a good thing to know Nanako, and she was glad that she went to Japan by herself, but she knew she couldn’t think so. Because all this is because of her friend's death.

On the one hand, Li Zixi was glad that she went to Japan, but on the other hand, she felt ashamed of her old friend. This kind of contradictory mood made her very uncomfortable.

The public cemetery could already be seen from the car window, Li Zixi's heart suddenly twitched.

It's not the kind of physical pain, but the kind of despair in the dark, the kind of reluctance and shame for the person I will never see again.

Li Zixi's heart was tightly held by an invisible and cold hand, she could hardly breathe.

She felt dizzy for a while, and Nanako hugged her when she almost passed out.

The familiar feeling and smell woke up Li Zixi, who had sunk into the darkness of memories, and Nanako looked at Li Zixi who was sweating profusely with a worried face.

The air conditioner was not turned on in the car, and it was quite cold in the car with no one around. Li Zixi's sweating so much was really worrying.

Li Zixi grabbed Nanako's hand unconsciously, her nails had already left deep marks on Nanako's hand, but Nanako didn't say a word.

Li Zixi's breathing was very short, Nanako understood what was going on.

Li Zixi is really fragile in some aspects, this seemingly heartless little girl really has the darkness hidden in her heart that can really sink her completely.

The car finally stopped, and the driver understood what the people who got off at this stop were for, so even though Li Zixi was walking very slowly, the driver didn't rush her.

The dirge and music from the Chinese cemetery has been lingering in the ears of the two of them.

Nanako followed Li Zixi and walked up the steps.

Li Zixi stopped by and bought a bouquet of flowers, yellow and white chrysanthemums, which she held in her hands.

Finally Li Zixi stopped in front of a tombstone, and to her surprise, this tombstone was much cleaner than the one next to it.

There is no thick ash, and the surrounding weeds have not fallen on the tombstone.

It seemed that her parents came here not long ago, Li Zixi put the flowers down in front of the tombstone, staring at the black marble slab motionless.

Suddenly the wind blew up, and then the rain also fell, Nanako opened the umbrella, she tried to help Li Zixi open the umbrella, but she refused.

She shook her head at Nanako, it wasn't raining heavily, she didn't want to open an umbrella.

She just stared at the tombstone, her body was shaking because of getting wet.

"I'm back." Li Zixi said to the tombstone with a trembling voice.

Volume [-]#She Can't Come Back

The rain hit Li Zixi's face drop by drop, and the cold feeling made her clearly realize that this was not a dream, but that she was doing something that she was least willing to face and accept.

The rain wet her hair, and the raindrops dripped down her bangs. The tombstone has been washed clean, and the black marble tombstone exudes a suffocating feeling.

The wind echoed in the valley, like howling ghosts, which made people shudder.

Normally Li Zixi would hide in Nanako's arms in fright when encountering such a thing, but today she kept staring at the tombstone, holding her hand tightly.

Today is the death day of Li Zixi's old friend. It's the sixth year. Li Zixi will come every year. Even if she lives abroad this year, Li Zixi will come back. This is what Li Zixi must do.

"I'm back." Li Zixi squatted down and removed the leaves blown by the wind from the tombstone with her hands, "Did you miss me?"