designer who lives in the next room

Li Zixi said it with a smile, but Nanako could tell that the smile was forced by Li Zixi. Although she was smiling, her face was full of pain.

Li Zixi asked, but there was no response, and it was impossible to respond.

But she didn't care about it at all. She put her hand on the handrail next to the tombstone, and stroked it gently like her friend's hand.

"It's cold, isn't it?" Li Zixi could see breathing when she spoke, "Isn't it lonely alone?"

The wind suddenly picked up, as if an old friend heard Li Zixi's call in heaven and responded to her.

But this was all Nanako's imagination, so she might be responding to Li Zixi, but she still hoped that Li Zixi would be responded to.

Li Zixi wiped the rain off her face, her smile gradually disappeared, and there was more helplessness on her face, "It must be very cold, and no one comes to see you often."

"I used to be able to come once a month, but not anymore."

"I went to Japan, the place you most want to go."

"Japan is so beautiful. The pictures and videos we see on the Internet are not comprehensive at all. The real Japan is much more beautiful than that."

"The people are nice, and the food is delicious."

"..."

"You hate me, don't you? I took away your chance to go to Japan." The smile on Li Zixi's face disappeared completely, and the tears and rain on her face fused together, "It should be you who went to Japan, it was you Tell me how good Japan is...but..."

Li Zixi covered her face and knelt down in the puddle, "Why did you save me! Obviously your life is so much more exciting than mine!"

"Why do you want to approach me? If you also find me, a quiet kid, annoying, then you won't die."

Li Zixi yelled heart-piercingly at the marble tombstone that would not respond to her.

There was no one else in the cemetery, at least not near them.

Li Zixi's roar echoed in the valley, but it would be covered by the wind within a short distance, so no matter how loud she shouted, it was impossible for her old friend in heaven to hear her.

Li Zixi knelt on the ground, crying on the tomb.

The wind is getting stronger and the rain is really hurting the face.

It was cold and painful.

Li Zixi didn't do this when she came to visit her friend's grave, but this time, after she went to Japan, she understood how much her friend liked Japan.

Although Li Zixi also likes Japan quite a lot, but it really doesn't make her obsessed with living there much.

Li Zixi is so obsessed with Japan now, so she understands how much her friend likes it.

This made her feel hopeless again, which should have been felt by her friends.

But it will never be possible.

The rain hurt her face, and Li Zixi felt that it was her friend's spirit in heaven punishing her.

She was shivering with cold, her body curled up together.

Nanako finally couldn't stand it anymore, she walked to Li Zixi's side and opened an umbrella for her.

Li Zixi glanced at Nanako who was standing beside her, and then continued to look blankly, "Leave me alone, let me stay alone for a while."

But this time Nanako didn't plan to leave Li Zixi's side, no matter what, she couldn't let her girlfriend get wet like this.

"She won't come back if you do this." Nanako wiped off the liquid, the mixture of tears and rain, from Li Zixi's face with her hands.

"I know." Li Zixi's tone was very weak, "This is punishment."

"You have been tortured for six years, and the punishment is severe enough." Nanako took out the towel in her bag and wiped Li Zixi's hair, "Your friend is not the kind of person who would have the heart to punish you, is he?"

That's right, this person who has been buried here for a long time is no less fond of Li Zixi than Nanako, but this person feels that Li Zixi is just taking care of his sister.

Li Zixi's clothes were soaked, Nanako took off her soaked coat and gave her her coat, leaving her short sleeves to stand in the wind.

Nanako also got goosebumps from the cold, but she insisted on Li Zixi wearing it.

"Come down with me, okay? Can you come up after the rain stops?" Nanako asked her, it's really too cold here, if she doesn't take Li Zixi away, she's afraid that Li Zixi will be hospitalized again.

Li Zixi was silent for a long time and finally nodded, with tears still in her eyes, she walked step by step with Nanako's support.

The ground was slippery, Li Zixi's feet were weak, and Nanako didn't rush her.

When the two of them walked up the stairs and were about to leave, Li Zixi saw the person she least wanted to see, or who she was most ashamed to see.

her parents.

Volume [-] #warm wind blows through the valley

Li Zixi froze in place, she had been hiding from her parents for so many years because she had no face to see them.

She killed someone who was much better than herself, but she was still living in this world.

Her parents were really sad when her friend died.

Today is her friend's death day, and it's normal for her parents to come here.

However, Li Zixi had already chosen a long time ago, and she did not expect to meet her friend's parents here.

And her friend's parents were also standing there, obviously they didn't expect to meet Li Zixi here.

My friend's parents were dressed in black, which is a common color when visiting the cemetery, as were Nanako and Li Zixi. Although they were not wearing black clothes, they were also dark plain clothes.

They also seemed a little surprised to see Li Zixi, after all, they hadn't seen her since seeing Li Zixi at their daughter's funeral six years ago, they seemed to be ashamed and avoided them all the time.

But my friend's parents knew that Li Zixi often came to this tombstone, almost every month.

When they came to visit their daughters, they could often see fresh bouquets and wiped tombstones.

They also asked, but the staff working in the cemetery didn't know Li Zixi either. They only said that a girl who looked very sad would come to them almost once a month to buy a bouquet of flowers.

It should be Li Zixi, my friend's parents thought so, but they haven't seen it for a few months, because Li Zixi went to Japan.

This time it was finally confirmed that the person who kept sending flowers to his daughters and helping them sweep their graves was Li Zixi.

This daughter's best friend during her lifetime, the person she often talked about during her lifetime.

Just as the friend's mother was about to speak, Li Zixi hid her body back, but it was Nanako who held her shoulders and prevented her from hiding behind her.

Li Zixi looked helpless, she was like a frightened cat, desperately trying to break free from Nanako's grasp.

"I...I..." There was no way to hide her eyelids, Li Zixi's body softened, she drooped her head and said in a not-so-loud voice, "It's all my fault..."

Even though it was not loud, in this cemetery, on such a morning, her voice could still be heard by all four people present.

Li Zixi held the corner of Nanako's clothes with her left hand, and bit her lips tightly, as if she was waiting for scolding and judgment.

She had been hiding from her friend's parents for so many years, and she couldn't face them.

She's afraid of being scolded, she's afraid of being blamed, even though it's what she deserves.

"I caused her..." Li Zixi continued, these words would torture her in her mind almost every day, "If she didn't know me, it wouldn't be like this..."

I am tortured by these things every night. Although Li Zixi is heartless every day, after all, after eleven o'clock in the evening, when I sleep, my ex or other things that I am desperate will come to me. Every night In my mind, I will never let you go.

"If I hadn't pestered her to accompany me, it wouldn't be like this..." Li Zixi, who had finally calmed down a little, broke down again, this time crying even more cruelly than just now.

Nanako couldn't understand, but from Li Zixi's trembling body and tears welling up in her eyes, she understood how deeply this incident hurt her, and how this child's heart was entangled after being tortured by herself for six years.

Li Zixi was so crying that she couldn't open her eyes, she was hugged by Nanako so she wouldn't fall down, her tightly clenched fists had nails piercing into her flesh.

She heard her friend's mother approach her in high heels.

She was ready for a good slap.

But she never got the slap. Instead, she was pulled into her arms by her friend's mother.

Li Zixi was very surprised, she looked up at the tearful friend's mother in her arms, unable to speak.

"It's not your fault, it's not your fault..." The friend's mother comforted her with a choked voice.

"Thank you very much for coming to send flowers to my daughter every month." Her mother continued, she let go of Li Zixi, wiped her face, and then handed the coat she brought to Nanako who was shivering beside her.

Nanako nodded her thanks, she didn't know what to say as she didn't know Chinese.

"But..." Li Zixi didn't know why her mother wanted to thank her. If it wasn't for herself, their family would definitely be having breakfast happily this morning.

Her mother covered Li Zixi's mouth with her hand, "Stop talking, I want my daughter to choose again, and she will save you, because she likes you so much."

"And in turn, you will save her too, because you like her so much."

"It's been so many years, I haven't seen you, I know you are very sad, this torture has lasted for so many years." Her mother put her hand on Li Zixi's head, stroking her wet hair, "She doesn't hate you at all. Yours must be like this."

"She is very grateful that you can be her friend. You are a quiet person who has no friends, and so is she." Her mother continued, "My father and I are busy with work and have no time to accompany her. She will not treat us Laughing, but ever since I met you, ever since you pestered her to let her play with you, she really laughed happily."

"That was the first time I saw my daughter smile so happily, she wouldn't be able to do this without you."

"She would always mention you and say how cute you are." Her mother knelt down and took Li Zixi's hand, "She said that she would be willing to die for you."

Li Zixi opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make any sound.

And the wind around her also stopped, unlike before, the gentle breeze seemed to be caressing her face.

"You have been tortured for six years." Her mother continued, "I treat you as my daughter too, and I can't bear to let you be tortured like this."

Li Zixi, who was going to be slapped severely and then scolded severely, was warmed up. She never thought that her friend's mother would say this to herself.

The tears that were finally stopped flowed down again, unable to stop, but there was no feeling of despair.

She was still heartbroken, but not so desperate.

The friend's mother also cried, it was from her heart, she seemed to really feel sorry for Li Zixi.

I feel sorry for this little girl who has been tortured for six years because of her daughter's death, and feel sorry for her daughter's best friend.

She seemed to be able to see Li Zixi's heart full of holes. Although her daughter was lying in the tomb, she couldn't bear to hurt Li Zixi's heart anymore.

Li Zixi looked at his friend's father, who also smiled warmly and nodded at Li Zixi.

Tell her what he wants to say is the same as the mother.

But he couldn't speak, so he had no choice but to give Li Zixi a heartwarming smile.

Suddenly the sun shone down and a rainbow appeared in the air.

The sunlight found his friend's tombstone impartially, and the light reflected from the marble slab fell on Li Zixi's body.

In a daze, she seemed to see the figure of her friend, waving at her in the sunlight.

Under the warm sunshine, the figure was just in a trance, no matter how hard I searched, I couldn't find it.

Li Zixi's tears never stopped.

The sun has never been blocked by clouds.

The sound of the warm wind blowing through the valley seemed to be saying goodbye to Li Zixi.

It sounds like "bye bye".

Looks like her best friend responded anyway.

Volume [-]#I love you

Because Li Zixi's body was wet, the friend's mother was really worried, and insisted on driving Li Zixi home even when the sun came out.

The friend's father turned on the heater very thoughtfully, and Nanako also took off the coat, folded it, and put it on the back seat.

Li Zixi's heart knot has been opened up a little bit. It is impossible to say that Li Zixi's heart disease is completely solved, but it is better than before. Although her friend's death is extremely sad, but she also learned from her friend's parents. Poured a little redemption.

Li Zixi looked very tired, she was always like this recently.

She leaned her head against the car window, and the sun outside the car window shone on her face. Although she didn't feel sunburned, it was the sun after all, so she couldn't keep her eyes open.

The friend's mother handed Li Zixi and Nanako a bottle of water each, then turned to look at Nanako who was sitting in the back seat but remained silent.

Then she patted Li Zixi's head, trying to wake her up from her contemplation.

"Who is this?" the friend's mother asked her, because Nanako was so quiet, it was really hard for her to believe that Nanako would make friends with someone who didn't like to talk.

Li Zixi used to be a very quiet person, her personality can be said to be a bit withdrawn, always staying alone, neither talking nor playing with others.

The change in her was because she met her friend who had passed away. After meeting her, Li Zixi began to love to laugh and talk to others.