Miss Shimizu's perfect ending

She understood what Saki Love was saying—"Have you had enough trouble?"

Those eyes are too ruthless and indifferent, but they are also crazily fascinated.

When Aoi Ayase met Shimizu Sakiren for the first time, she had the same look in her eyes.

At that time, she was in the second grade of junior high school, and her classmates were afraid to talk to her because of her underworld background. She also felt that she didn't need any friends, and she always walked alone.

So every time after class, students always go to club activities or off-campus gatherings in groups of twos and threes, and she just watches silently from the sidelines.

Aoi Ayase doesn't feel sad, because she feels that loneliness is an eternal proposition in life.

One day, she was suddenly curious, just curious.She was curious about what it was like to go home with her friends, but she looked around and found that she had no friends, only a 1.9-meter-high bodyguard with inch-cut sunglasses and a driver with a square face who was always silent.

Fortunately, Aoi Ayase was born with a smart mind. She asked the bodyguard to stand ten meters away to protect her, while she followed an unknown blonde girl about three steps away.

The orange-yellow sunset stretched the girl's shadow so long that it seemed as if she was walking side by side with her. She carefully followed the girl's footprints and stepped on the girl's shadow.

In this way, she has a friend who goes home with her.

She followed the girl all the way. On the way, she saw a person walking a dog on a leash, but stumbling after the puppy as if being walked by a dog; The aunt who rushed into the supermarket to buy special eggs with the courage of a dueling samurai in the drama; saw the father riding an old bicycle, carrying the son returning from school singing out-of-key songs loudly on the bicycle path...

These were views she had never seen through the reinforced, darkened one-way windows.

Although she kept a good distance, the journey eventually came to an end. The girl disappeared after walking into a furniture store that was holding a sales promotion. Then stop.

The girl disappeared...

The crowd on the zebra crossing was going their separate ways aimlessly, and Aoi Ayase was standing beside the driveway away from the hustle and bustle, her heart suddenly felt empty like a hole had been opened for a leak.

She lowered her eyes, watching the driver slowly drive the lonely car, and watching the bodyguard respectfully open the car door in front of her eyes, her face showed an impatience that almost collapsed.

There is a pair of calligraphy hanging in my father's study, the purpose is to let myself learn to control my emotions. It says: Joy is shown in appearance, disgust is hidden in heart, not in action.

She has always been able to carry out her father's teachings very well. At this moment, she was thinking, the girl is just a passerby, why did she lose control of her emotions?

She thought about getting into the car indifferently, but at this moment she felt something and turned her head suddenly.

The blond-haired girl changed her uniform into a cheap costume at some point, and the inferior silver tinfoil set off her blond hair even more noblely.

The other performers all put on more or less dedicated smiles. The girl stood in front of the furniture store on the small, crudely built stage less than three meters long, with an indifferent expression, earnestly dancing a recently popular idol song.

At this moment, my eyes are only on the young girl who is like a spotlight.

But the girl seemed to be a wandering soul who watched all beings coldly under the sky, as if she had no connection with the world, and might turn into a wisp of smoke and leave at any time.

At the moment when the car door was about to be closed, the girl's eyes met Aoi Ayase for the first time. She saw the girl's face and those eyes clearly. She was indifferent and lonely, just like herself at that time.

She is of the same kind... The incompleteness of her heart is a huge piece of loneliness.To seek compensation is to get rid of loneliness. When one loneliness finds another loneliness, there is a desire to love.

Aoi Ayase's pupils widened in disbelief, and she clutched her chest as if she had been shot, and it was filled with a menacing heartbeat that was leaking just now, and it exploded with gorgeous fireworks in an instant.

boom.

The car door was closed tightly, blocking the last ray of sunset.Aoi Ayase thought, the sunset is golden, and so is her hair.

He used to be confused because of the loneliness and indifference in her eyes, but now because of the same eyes, he felt as if countless sharp ice cones pierced his entire chest.

"Have you calmed down?" Shimizu Sakiren said while hugging her, like a scumbag who apologized actively during the Cold War in morning dramas.

Aoi Ayase just felt tired, her whole body was like a deflated ball.

She tried her best to push Saki Koi away, and then nodded numbly with a "hmm".

I gave Shimizu Sakiren all the heartbeat and tenderness of my entire youth, and followed her like the most devout believer. How could I see her fall into the mire and be covered in filth?

To monopolize her and become her master is just a pitiful conjecture caused by anger, and I can't do this kind of thing.

Aoi Ayase finally calmed down, Shimizu Sakiren touched the painful and red neck from being strangled, the biting pain still remained on her lips, she didn't feel much relief.

Because she has to push through the plot and complete the ultimate be of the sunflower line—the death of the canary.

Aoi Ayase owns a large number of properties in Tokyo, but she prefers this place alone.

In this Tokyo business district where every inch of land is precious, she built this golden cage with extremely luxurious decoration and a magnificent view of Tokyo to raise canaries.

No one turned on the light, Shimizu Sakiren looked at the expressionless Aoi Aoi, the dim silver moonlight was reflected in her eyes, the tear mole under her left eye was very clear for some reason, as if she was about to cry.

"She also told you to go see it, right? Xiaokui, make up with her. After all, you were once a member of the band, weren't you?"

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Volume 5: Chapter 4 Chapter [-] Blasphemy

Anger will not destroy a person like Aoi Ayase. Instead, she will reflect after she gets out of the angry state. Based on the importance of herself in her heart, even if she makes a break at this time, she will come to herself after she regains her senses. summation.

Therefore, if you want to completely break her down and give up liking yourself, you can only slap her loudly with the most ruthless facts when she is most sober.

Shimizu Sakiren is very aware of this, and she also knows what she said - "be reconciled with her", what it means to Aoi Aoi.

Aoi Ayase is just a savage cat with teeth and claws, and she is a scum who wants to choke the cat by the throat and force her to death.

Out-and-out scum.

"Well, who are you referring to?"

Aoi Ayase pretended to be calm, and drew a classic idol business smile, which was the perfect angle she had developed in the entertainment industry for many years, as if she could put on a pair of smiles just like this Undamageable armor.

"You know who I'm talking about." Shimizu Sakiko stood in the middle of the glass door, blocking most of the neon lights and moonlight, and the elongated shadow enveloped Aoi Aoi in a shadow.

"I'm sorry, I don't know you." Aoi Ayase dodged her gaze, and finally chose to escape under the gaze of Sakiren Shimizu, and turned on the light in the room.

The European-style incandescent chandelier with intricate carvings instantly illuminates the entire room.

Aoi Ayase's room is based on the delicate and elegant medieval style. The whole room is magnificent, elegant and romantic, just like a gorgeous and solemn cage.

The stimulation of the strong light made Shimizu Sakiren close his eyes reflexively, and when he opened them again, Aoi Ayase had already opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out a half-drunk bottle of brandy.

Adult stress comes from all aspects, and everyone has their own way of decompression.For Aoi Ayase, Shimizu Saki's embrace is her decompression medicine, her fluoxetine, and alcohol is her tranquilizer, her Valium.

The brown-red wine was tumbling in the bottle as the bottle shook. She patted the bottle and changed the subject, "Want to drink?"

"Why are you doing this to her? Wasn't she once your friend as well?" Shimizu Sakiren continued to attack, unwilling to let go.

When people face things they don't want to answer, they will always find a new way to change the topic, and Aoi Ayase is exactly like this now.

Ayase Aoi ignored her, and slapped her head, "Ah~ I forgot, this bottle is a little bitter, Saki Koi, you don't like bitter things, I'll add some sweet Sprite, and then I'll take another one Here comes the glass."

Aoi Ayase put down the wine bottle and walked straight to the living room with a straight body, turning a deaf ear to Shimizu Sakiren's questions from the beginning to the end.

Because she vaguely felt that something seemed to happen next, which would change their current relationship.

But will change be a good thing?

A pair of slender but powerful arms stopped her, turned to the right, and pressed her shoulder with the other hand against the somewhat cold wall. Aoi Ayase blocked all escape routes and had no way to retreat.

"Do you have to be so indifferent? Don't you feel any guilt?" Saki Love asked with a tone that almost forced her to answer.

Aoi Ayase's eyes widened, she couldn't believe what she heard, her body trembled uncontrollably, "Miss Shimizu, you are the least qualified person to say such a thing.

It was you! ——Became the coward who couldn't accept his weakness and ran away.It's you! ———Studently dismantled the band.It's you! ———Say to Saori 'I hate homosexuality the most'.

You are selfish, indifferent, stubborn, and weak, and you are the one who hurt others unscrupulously! "

All the emotions she had accumulated for a long time erupted at this moment, and her voice of retort was affected by the emotion with a broken cry, crying blood every word.

That was too long ago, and time can settle everything in the adult world.

Nine years is enough to turn over the love and hate in the past, but for the person she likes, Shimizu Sakilian has to inflict the cruelest death penalty on herself, which is nine years late.

It's nice to be favored...

An extreme sourness welled up her nose, unwilling to let Shimizu Sakiren see her expression, Aoi Ayase resisted her grievance and turned her face to the other side.

Shimizu Sakiren forcibly straightened her face, looking at the tears in her eyes like a cold judge,

"But, you slapped her twice in front of everyone. To Saori, we are all perpetrators of school violence, aren't we?"

Shimizu Sakiren's eyes were almost so calm and indifferent to freezing point, she used to like such eyes so much, but now she hates them so much.

One knife after another hurt herself, as if she wanted to dig out her heart and let everyone humiliate and trample on her.

"Who are those two slaps for? Don't you understand?"

Her hands pressed against the wall and her knuckles curled up uneasily. Although Shimizu Saki fell in love with the wall in a small space, she only felt endless anxiety and torture.

After Shimizu Sakiren transferred to another school, Aoi Ayase slapped Amami Saori twice.

She still can't remember the burning feeling of burning palms.

But she felt that these two slaps were all slapped on her body, one slap broke her poor and pathetic crush fantasy, and the other slap broke up the band's summer.

She also had friends in the summer. They composed and performed together, went to the beach to sleep together and stepped on the waves, and watched the fireworks at the summer festival together.

And all of this fell apart with the departure of Saki Koi.

There is no trace of pity in Shimizu Sakiren's words, she can be extremely gentle to Saori, but she is like an executioner to herself.

She calmly said the most vicious words, "You always wrap up your malice in a high-sounding way. You use me as an excuse to beat her to vent your unwillingness and jealousy, and you also treat me as a toy to play with, don't you? Miss Ayase, you are so despicable."

mean? ——If falling in love with someone who wants to monopolize someone's love is considered despicable, then there will be no pure and good people in the world.

So tired, Aoi Ayase didn't want to argue any more, pain overflowed her undulating chest.

"Shimizu Sakiren," Aoi Ayase called out her name word by word, then took a deep breath, and asked solemnly and decisively, "Are you heartless?"

"You also have no right to judge me, Aoi Ayase. Didn't you and your father also regard me as a tool for reproduction? You are more selfish and disgusting than me."

Shimizu Sakiren refuted her with a sneer, then let go of Aoi Aoi and took two steps back, quietly watching her fall down as if her legs had lost strength.

Aoi Ayase half-kneeled on the ground, looking like a dog whose spine has been whipped.

I realized more slowly than my peers that children are born only when father and mother are together.

She had no mother, and her mother died of dystocia while giving birth to her, and her father kept silent about it.

Every time his mother was mentioned, his father's gloomy eyes would fall on himself and say: "How can a person who stands at the apex of the ultimate path focus on love?"

She thought her father was ruthless, the dragon of a gangster who only had power and money in his eyes.

Until one day, she saw her father sobbing softly into the silver pocket watch around his neck that he never took off. The pocket watch contained a picture of his mother.

The mother in the photo is holding her waist, her belly is slightly raised, and her eyes are full of joy for the upcoming newborn.

At this moment, she remembered that her father had never been in contact with any other woman in 15 years, even though he had already stood at the apex of the entire Japan.

After his father sobered up, he didn't say a word about his own gaffe. He only taught himself: "If you are not the one who decides to stay together for the rest of your life, don't give birth to a new life for him."

Now she has someone who wants to conceive a life together, even if Saki Love doesn't love herself, she still wants to have it selfishly, because this may be the only chance to have an eternal and unbroken connection with Saki Love.

She told her father what she thought, and his father gave her the first slap in his life with a straight face, and then slammed the door out angrily.

She knelt in front of her father's door for two days without eating or drinking. Her father scolded her severely and finally agreed.

But the father has been acting in a yakuza style for too long, and he directly finds Sakuren to force her to participate in the childbirth project.For this reason, she and her father had another big fight.

After the father stayed up all night and filled the ashtray with cigarette butts, he finally agreed to give birth to the child himself.

Aoi Ayase understands that she is a popular idol, what it means to have a child out of wedlock, and also understands what it means to conceive a life.

But she doesn't mind these things, if Shimizu Sakiren is a flame, she doesn't mind becoming a firefly that jumps into the flame.

Even though she manipulated and used dirty means to obtain Saki Love, she never thought about using Saki Love as a tool for childbearing.

Patta, Patta, the warm liquid drips to the ground.

Ah... it's tears.She has been fighting back the tears.

She looked at Saki Koi, the once tenderness had been covered by coldness.The scar on the heart was torn open bloody, scabbed, and repeated, and it could no longer heal.

Her heart was as empty as death, everything was hollowed out, and her soul flowed away with silent tears.

It turns out that the antonym of love is not hate, but indifference, and Shimizu Sakiren's eyes have always been indifferent.

Aoi Ayase looked dazed, but she felt that she had never woken up like this before. She wanted to cut off this painful relationship and give her back her freedom.

But before that, she wanted to do something she had never dared to do.

Aoi Ayase stood up, grabbed Saki Koi's hands forcibly, and subdued the frail her under Saki Koi's disgusted eyes.

Under the moonlight as clear as glazed glass, the light and shadow on the wall flickered and flickered, and the shadows closely fit together like two overlapping gray butterflies flapping their wings and flying together.

Shimizu Sakiren resisted fiercely with all her strength, and Aoi Aoi pressed her folded hands with one hand, and gently brushed her messy blond hair behind her ears with the other hand to comfort her.

"Just this once, and then never contact me again."

Hearing her proposal, Shimizu Sakiren immediately calmed down, watching Aoi Ayase's once bright red pupils lose all color, thought for a while in silence, and then agreed with a hum.