Aoi Ayase always felt that she was dirty, so how could she get close to her.
But this time, she will blaspheme her god, her sun.
Let's fall together.
Volume 6: Chapter 4.5 Chapter [-] It's not the end yet
Being an idol is not a simple job. You must pass on love, hope, and warmth to fans through your smile.
And while performing conscientiously, we must also maintain our perfect image.
Dedication and maintaining a clean interpersonal relationship are often the first requirements of fans for idols.
Obviously, as a popular idol, Shimizu Misaki has crossed the unforgivable red line of fans.
At one o'clock in the morning, she and Aoi Ayase were kissing on the bed, and at 04:30 Shimizu Saki Koi was going to the TV station to put on makeup and wait for the recording of the show.
"Well... stop, stop, I'm going to the TV station to play songs at four o'clock." Shimizu Sakiren begged with a sobbing voice, her voice was a little hoarse.
Obviously the one with the upper hand, but Aoi Ayase's eyes were as hollow as a spoiled doll.
She stretched out her index finger with a slightly moist luster to cover Saki Koishi's lips, licked her lips and said, "Shhh, it's not the end yet."
Shimizu Sakuko suddenly understood that Aoi Aoi seemed to have awakened her most familiar s attribute.
At this moment, the vertical pendulum clock in the living room is exactly at three o'clock.
The lights in the room were not turned off, this was the only thing Shimizu Sakiren knew through the slightly translucent black veil covering her eyes.
The buzzing sound of the violent vibration of the mobile phone came from the ear, and Shimizu Sakiren thought it should be a urging call from the manager, asking why she hadn't come to the scene to put on makeup and play music.
She struggled to raise her limp hands, and carefully groped from the edge of the bed trying to get close to the source of the sound.
The warmth on her body suddenly left.
The slightly chilly air in the autumn night made Shimizu Sakiren shiver involuntarily, which is unbearable for most people, let alone her who is weak and covered in sticky water stains.
She heard the vibrating sound of the mobile phone getting closer, and felt Aoi Ayase leaning down again, whispering in her ear:
"Do you want to pick it up?"
"Don't be so silent," she scratched Shimizu Misaki's heart a few times with her fingertips like soft feathers, and then sighed suddenly,
"Ah~ I see, you were just saying—I can't go, Mr. Broker?"
"But I don't know your manager very well, so you should tell him yourself~"
The sound of the phone being connected came from the ear, and the alarm bells in Shimizu Sakiren's mind rang out, danger, danger!
Even though his hands and feet were weak, Shimizu Sakiren quickly covered his mouth to prevent any sound from leaking out of this mouth.
The room suddenly became quiet, only the sound of Shimizu Sakiren's breathing was particularly clear.
Her heart was beating so fast that she was about to fly out uncontrollably.
"Ha, I lied to you. I have already shut down your mobile phone. Let's postpone today's recording~"
Shimizu Sakiren let out a long sigh of relief, but at the first thought, she felt that something was wrong. Her eyes were covered by black veil, and she realized two things.
One is that there is no need to play songs, and the other is that it cannot be over yet...
This time I really suffered from being weak.
At this moment, the night is still dark and the sun is not rising, and the number on the phone stays at 4:48.
The soft hand finally untied the black veil that bound the eyes, and what came into view was a floor-to-ceiling mirror with a gold frame that resembled a birdcage. In the mirror, he was sitting on a chair, with a slight blush on his fair skin.
Shimizu Sakiren's eyes had nowhere to escape, and it was no choice to go anywhere, so he simply closed his eyes and froze.
Aoi Ayase sat on her lap, wrapped her right hand around her slender neck, bit her shoulder, and threatened:
"Open your eyes."
Seeing Shimizu Sakurei turning her face away and eyes darting and dodging, Aoi Ayase suddenly thought of herself when she was slammed by the wall not long ago.
She made a sneer, then straightened her head maliciously, stroked her slightly flushed cheeks,
"Remember this moment..."
……
Shimizu Sakiren felt himself undulating in the turbulent sea waves, and the tides came one after another. He either fell into the dark seabed and drowned, or floated in the painful waves.
And she felt that she was a dying whale, lost and falling in the deep sea, waiting for the moment of the end of life.
Suffocated, as if being pinched by the neck, boundless darkness and turbulent tides rushed in from all directions, she struggled and shouted for help, but the only response to herself was always a death-like silence.
When there is a single log floating in the sea, the drowning person can regain his life only if he hugs her tightly.
……
Human beings are complex and tend to show different forms at different times.
In front of the camera representing the public, Aoi Ayase is a smart and perfect young lady, an all-around entertainer who never makes mistakes.
And when she is alone, she will become a cold and selfish chess player who looks down on all living beings.
There are many people who have seen these two forms, but only Shimizu Sakiren can see her humble appearance in the dust, giving and asking, but this kind of appearance has never been seen since the end of today.
Change might be a good thing.
Volume 7: Chapter 5 Chapter [-] Hollow
When Aoi Ayase woke up, she found that Sakiko Shimizu had left, and the room was a little dark. She leaned on the head of the bed blankly and looked at the place beside her where Sakiko Shimizu had fallen asleep, in a daze for a while.
It's finally over...
Shimizu Sakirei is like a dream butterfly with colorful wings, no matter how much you hug her, she will eventually flap her wings and fly.
Aoi Ayase raised her eyes and looked out the window, the night was dark and the stars were twinkling.The city of night in Tokyo has started to operate again, the whole city is surrounded by never-ending neon lights, and the bustling scene is just like yesterday.
The electronic screen on the building in the distance played dazzling advertisements, and the face of Shimizu Sakiren suddenly appeared as the screen scrolled. On the screen, she smiled like a flower, and her eyes were gentle and healing.
Aoi Ayase's face turned pale in an instant, she stumbled out of bed, and hurriedly closed the curtains, fearing that a trace of hot light would leak and burn herself.
She turned on the light in the dark, leaning against the wall and struggling to breathe calmly, like someone who was rescued after drowning.
The room was in a mess, with randomly discarded clothes and props everywhere on the ground, showing the absurdity of last night.
She opened the closet to change out of her crumpled pajamas, but saw Saki Koi and her clothes neatly stacked in the closet.
She opened the refrigerator to drink some beer to soothe her thirsty throat, but saw that the freezer that was once full of beer was filled with fruit juices of different colors.
She even forgot that Shimizu Sakiren doesn't like wine but only likes to drink sweet things. Whenever she comes here, she always chatters and buys a large box of juice.
She went into the bathroom to wash up, but saw two people's toothbrushes clinging to each other on the clean white porcelain sink.
Every time, Aoi Ayase waits for Saki Koi Shimizu to wake up, brush her teeth and wash her face, because then she can secretly put her toothbrush against Saki Koi, just like a real intimate lover.
Once, she had a bad idea while holding the toothbrush, and shook Sakikoi's arm around her to brush her teeth for a long time.
Saki Koi pushed herself out the door with a straight face.But she is very talkative, as long as she pretends to be a puppy soaked in the rain and stares at Saki Koi with wet, pitiful eyes, she will helplessly compromise.
The thick brush head is gentle, and Sakulian lowered her head to carefully clean her mouth, while she watched her fan-like eyelashes brush on the tip of her heart in a daze.
When Saki Koi left, she didn't even take the toiletries, but it seemed like she took everything with her.
Aoi Ayase closed the closet, closed the refrigerator, fled from the bathroom, and fled in a panic to the dome floor-to-ceiling mirror in the shape of a golden birdcage in the living room.
In the mirror, I have disheveled hair and disheveled clothes, and the deep dark circles under my eyes are particularly conspicuous. There is no trace of life in my eyes, and my body is full of fatigue and depression.
It's like a canary whose wings have been pulled out and cannot fly, and whose throat is strangled and cannot sing anymore.
Shimizu Misaki didn't need herself in the past, and she doesn't need herself in the future.
She is surrounded by love and thousands of light sticks waving, and someone is willing to cross mountains, rivers and seas to see those beautiful scenery with her. Her future is shining like a rising golden sun.
The imprisoned person was not her from the beginning.
This golden cage was not built for Saki, but for herself.
Bitterness overflowed in her mouth, and Aoi Ayase wanted to cry in grievance, but found that she couldn't cry at all.
Once again, she experienced the urge to slap her friend with a slap in the face that day, the urge to smash everything and destroy herself.
She looked around for a week, lifted the chair that Shimizu Mizuki had sat with her yesterday, and shattered herself in the mirror without hesitation.
again and again.
For a moment, the shattered lenses scattered in the air, like pieces of finely shattered bird bones.
I don't know which lens scratched her arm. Aoi Ayase watched the dark red blood flow down her elbow and onto the broken mirrors of different sizes on the ground. Her lifeless and colorless pupils in the mirror Dizzy with a touch of bright red.
At this moment, she understood that the canary in the cage was now completely dead.
……
Shimizu Sakiren was sitting on the edge of the top floor of the TV station with the night breeze blowing, her slender legs were swinging back and forth in the air, her heart was complicated and depressed.
If she hadn't been selected by the system and forced to push the plot, she wouldn't have been able to treat Aoi Ayase so cruelly.
I am just an ordinary person, like ordinary people, I like warm sunshine, cute kittens, sweets, hate overtime, and treat people kindly.
Stabbing someone's heart like this one after another, it's better to let her be tortured by the other heroines until she can't get out of bed, at least there is no burden in her heart.
In all fairness, although Aoi Ayase is selfish and cruel in all the routes, she has never really hurt herself.
Aoi Ayase is just a poor person who can't love her.
At certain moments, Shimizu Sakiren occasionally showed emotions beyond human design because of pity for her.
Is it possible that I really like the characters in the gal?Shimizu Sakiren shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.
But if there is no system, if it continues like this, maybe I will really fall in love with Aoi Ayase.
There is only one word difference between pitiful and cute. When this kind of positive emotion reaches the extreme, who can 100% guarantee that it is sympathy or love?
The mood of boredom and anxiety increased again, and she tentatively asked the system again: "Can't you overdraw tomorrow's cigarette inventory?"
The system responded coldly: "Remaining inventory: 0. You can continue to exchange after daily refresh."
"Okay then." Aoi Ayase's plot had too much stamina, Shimizu Sakiren had smoked three but still couldn't slow down.
So how do you relieve the pain in front of you?Shimizu Sakiren just looked straight down, and had already made a decision in his heart.
The off-duty social animals under the TV station building carried their briefcases and moved slowly and alone like stray ants.
The population density of Tokyo is 7000 people per square kilometer.In such a small space, there are obviously so many people, why do people always feel lonely?
Shimizu Sakiren thought of Aoi Ayase again. She ran to herself desperately to escape loneliness, but in the end she found that loneliness was the best choice to protect herself.
If this game is really realistic, for Aoi Ayase, now might be the best ending.
Well, in reality, everyone will be happy.
"System, has the evaluation come out?" Shimizu Sakiren finished thinking, stood up and spread out his hands, playing a balance game with the independent posture of a golden rooster.
The familiar mechanical voice sounded again, "The death of Canary, the overall evaluation is: Mostly positive. It has met the standard and can advance to collect the last ending."
"There is another question. If I die or leave the world line of Canary's death, I will disappear, right?"
"Yes."
That's great, and Xiaokui won't be sad because of it.
Shimizu Sakiren showed joy, "I will end the world this time, you don't have to do anything with the system."
Shimizu Sakiren turned around, two meters ahead was the iron gate connecting the roof and the building, and behind was the evening wind that embraced not being gentle.
This is the way she came up with to ease the pain in her heart.Buddhism says that there are eight sufferings in life, and using this death suffering to heal Aoi Aoi's undesired suffering should be regarded as atonement.
She wouldn't die anyway.
Close your eyes and focus on the back, and then make an action like lying on your back on the bed, and you can end this world.
"Wait a minute, don't jump!" There was a hoarse call in my ear.
Shimizu Sakiren opened her eyes, and in the falling air she saw——the owner of the voice reached out and tried to grab her but missed, her long straight black hair was messed up by the wind, and her amber eyes were full of tears. Regret and unbelievable horror.
This person has never met but feels inexplicably familiar.
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