i was my mistake

"what?"

"I told you to come in..." Ye Chen licked his lips, turned and turned to the other side, "It's very warm inside..."

After hesitating for a few seconds, Wan Qing took off her jacket and crawled into Ye Chenquan's hot blanket wearing only her underwear.

"And stick to me back to back."

"Huh? Like this?"

"That's right..." Ye Chen felt obviously relieved, "You don't have to look into each other's eyes, and you don't have to keep your aura all the time. It will make communication easier, right?"

"probably?"

"What kind of girl does Wan Qing like? You can tell me everything from appearance to character or other characteristics."

"Me? Hehe... I've liked quite a few anime characters, but if you really want me to name one, I'm afraid it's not that easy."

"Think about it now?"

"Let me think about it..." Wan Qing covered the quilt, looked at the ceiling, and let the picture slowly emerge in her mind, "You don't need to be too tall, you don't need to be particularly good-looking, just be sweet, and a round face is the best. Well, she is soft and lovely on weekdays, gentle and virtuous when she needs her help, able to understand and help each other, where she needs me, and where I need her, she is considerate, has the same hobbies as me, can be intense Discussing with each other but not getting angry with each other, can accept all my shortcomings, and I can accept her shortcomings..."

"It sounds like a low requirement, but it seems to be very high."

"Perhaps so."

"I can be such a girl willingly for you." Ye Chen said quickly, subconsciously retracted his legs, and hugged his knees with his hands.

"You don't have to become anyone for someone else, you just have to be what you want to be yourself."

"In order to make you fall in love with me... aren't you moved by this?"

"Not only did I not feel moved, but also felt horrible." Wan Qing smiled faintly, "I don't remember that I was so stubborn before? Give up the form of self-existence, and completely become the appearance that other people want for the sake of other people's preferences. man, is he really a whole man?"

"Oh..." Ye Chen scratched his ears and cheeks with his back to her, and then said cautiously, "I... I like the look in your eyes when you are serious, the way you scold reality and yourself straight to the point, and the most calm and true expression of you I also like the way you insist on finding reasons, I think, I think it is very cute, very real, much more real than anyone I am familiar with."

"Do you like me? Or do you want to be such a person?"

"...But I don't want to become that kind of person, because that kind of person will hurt many other people. If I really want to say it, I just envy your nonchalant demeanor and unrestrained soul."

"I don't have any of the things you said. I'm just a person who is used to breaking the cans. Because it doesn't matter anymore, I just don't hide it."

"It's great to be able to do nothing."

"I really don't understand you."

"That's right, it means I'm not you."

"Oh...?" Wan Qing was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, "Yeah, you are not me, and I am not you, we are different."

Immediately afterwards, there was another long silence that was suffocating.

"Can we have a relationship? Even if it's just for a try."

"Why are you obsessed with love?"

"...Because I don't want to see you dating other people."

"What a horrible possessiveness."

"Cough! I... um... I..."

"Then if it fails, what about breaking up? Others can stay away from each other forever, what about the two of us? Did you run away from home or should I go far away?"

"Just pretend nothing happened."

"How can something that has happened in this world be treated as if it never happened?"

"Uh... ah—"

"He's really a tough and stubborn little kid. If that's the case, then it's better to talk about it, explain it clearly, and explain it thoroughly. This is the best."

"……Um?"

"I can fall in love with you, but first of all, I will not fall in love, after all, I have never been in love, and secondly, once you find out that it is not love, stop it yourself, don't say anything, just give me a little love Just a hint, such as... Silently distance yourself."

"Oh……"

"Also, if I feel that falling in love with you is too boring, and I don't feel the feeling of 'love' at all, then it will be terminated. You are not allowed to cry like a child. Be clear, I agree this time Falling in love with you... In my opinion, it is actually a bit like a simulation of playing house, it is based on the premise of failure, so you just acquiesce, this is a love that is bound to fail."

"Why do you always talk about things so pessimistically..."

"In this way, the mood will not be affected by pessimistic things."

"...Then what if you fall in love with me, but I find out that I don't like you?"

"Hahaha, how could such a thing happen?"

"Cut... don't talk too much, but when the time comes, I will try to like you again, from the perspective of a lover."

"Okay, okay, up to you." Wan Qing shook her head lightly, "That's how it is? Don't make trouble anymore?"

"...I always feel like you're just teasing me."

"It's true."

"Then, then we are in love now?"

"right."

"What is this...it feels weird." Ye Chen rolled his eyes, "I don't feel like being in love at all!"

"Didn't you expect it to end just at the beginning? Or should I give you a French kiss to let you feel the existence of love?"

"...then...you come."

"Haha, are you really here?"

"No, wait a minute, why am I playing the girl's side? You lie down, I want to take the initiative!"

"Oh?" Wan Qing had a playful smile in her eyes, "Then you come."

Ye Chen suddenly turned over, quickly pecked Wan Qing's small mouth, and then turned his back in a panic, wrapping himself in the quilt.

"Hey, the quilt has been swept away by you."

"The kiss is here!"

"...for your pleasure." Wan Qing patted her forehead lightly, and cursed with a smile, "Excellent!"

……

117. Childish games

"Hurry up! Bring your things, go downstairs and set up a stall!" At the door of the apartment, a girl wearing cotton shoes stood on tiptoe and put them down, as if she had ADHD and couldn't stand quietly. Wait a while.

"Here we come..." Another tall girl walked towards the door carrying a black plastic bag. She was wearing a knitted hat with two white fluffy balls on both sides, following her walking And it looks very cute when it is swayed.

There is another girl squatting behind her. She is carefully putting a collar that doesn't particularly strangle the neck on Xiao Bai's body, buckle it lightly with the rope, and then stand up: "Xiao Bai? Try it and see how it goes." Sample?"

Xiaobai, who was wearing shoes, took two steps forward clumsily, swaying like a big white goose with four legs.

"It doesn't look like it can walk anymore..." Ye Chen couldn't help laughing, "Is it really okay to go out like this?"

"It shouldn't be a problem, right? If it's really inconvenient, just take off your shoes? Mainly because you think it will be cleaner?" Zhao Jinyu gently rubbed Xiaobai's head, and the latter stumbled to the ground, It seems that I still can't get used to the small shoes specially for dogs.

"This one is too delicate... did you buy it?"

"No, I made it myself. It still doesn't look right." Zhao Jinyu smiled and took off the four little shoes on Xiao Bai's feet. She walked towards the door.

Today is the Lantern Festival on the 15th day of the first lunar month, and it is also the day when Zhao Jinyu came back from S city.

When she came back in the afternoon, she brought back a lot of New Year's gifts in big and small bags, including food and useful things, and she had just unpacked them all for everyone to appreciate.

Not all of them were given to Ye Chen and Wan Qing, but some were given to her classmates and friends. Of course, some were also prepared for teachers she knew.

The reason why they didn't have much time to continue watching it was because Wan Qing and the others were going to set up a stall right now.

On the Lantern Festival on the 15th of the first lunar month, there is a lantern night market, and it is a day when even the emperor will not come to drive away the vendors.

Not downstairs of the apartment, but in the spacious square in front of the supermarket.

Anyone can set up a stall, so naturally you have to go early to get a good spot.

"Hey~! Qing'er, pick it up, I'm wearing shoes!" Ye Chen stuffed the black bag full of tape players and radios into Wan Qing's arms, as if he was about to crash into her arms.

"Why did you bump into me?" Wan Qing held the black bag with both hands, and took half a step back somewhat staggeringly.

"Have it?"

"do not have it?"

Zhao Jinyu looked back and forth between the two bickering, and suddenly covered his mouth and laughed lightly: "Why do you feel that the relationship between the two of you has changed after a New Year's disappearance?"

"What's changed? Is it better or worse?" Ye Chen asked nervously and expectantly, but he wanted to show a nonchalant expression on his face.

"I don't know if it's getting better or worse. In short, there are some subtle feelings... I can't tell what it is, just take it as my intuition~"

"Hey...cough!" Ye Chen coughed hard, suppressing the smile on his face.

Wan Qing, who was standing outside the door, rolled her eyes: "The children's play house is still going on..."

"What, I'm serious!"

"Alright alright."

It has been almost a week since the two confessed themselves to each other, and then decided to try to fall in love like a child playing house.

The relationship between the two is still the same, and it seems that there are not many changes. Sometimes it makes people feel in a trance, as if that incident never happened at all, and that agreement was never made at all. The state of thinking that you know the other person very well but still not understanding the other person.

But in fact, some things have been quietly changing.

When he arrived downstairs, his father was already waiting. He was leaning against the side of the tricycle, smoking a cigarette leisurely. At this moment, there was a huge lantern car moving slowly on the not-so-spacious road. drive by.

I don't know whether it was spontaneously organized by the people or organized by the government, but the lantern car is really beautiful. Even if it is not at night, even if there is no light on, it still makes people marvel at its exquisite production.

A large group of people crowded around the lantern car, making the road somewhat congested.

The driver who was in a hurry to do something was honking his horn at the back, but the lantern car driving in front was still not in a hurry.

In a sense, it can be regarded as making this place more lively.

"Father." Wan Qing nodded slightly to her father, as a greeting.

"It's all down? Let's go slowly, I don't know what kind of position we can occupy."

"Uncle~ Happy New Year."

"Oh—when did Jinyu come here?" Her father recognized her, "Haha, I haven't seen her in a new year, and she has become white and chubby. She is a lot cuter."

"I, I got fat?" Zhao Jinyu was not only not happy, but covered his little face in horror, "Where is the fat? Is, is it the face? Or... It really is the stomach? Or the thighs?"

Wan Qing looked at her father with drooping eyelids, implying that he would solve the problem by himself.

"Ah ha ha... No, I don't mean that I am fatter, but a little plump and more feminine..."

"Doesn't that mean you're getting fat..." Ye Chen muttered softly, and was immediately glared at by his father.

Wan Qing couldn't help but gloated and laughed.

"Chen'er, tell me, is it the stomach? Or the thighs? Or the face? It seems that I really need to lose weight...Eat less..."

"No, no, my dad just wanted to say hello, saying that you look good again...cough...you can ignore the rest, the older generation likes to say that others are fat for nothing, because they can't get enough to eat at that time , you can’t be fat for nothing, can you, Dad?”

"Correct!"

"Really?"

"Really, really—" Ye Chen pushed Zhao Jinyu forward, "It's so easy to get fat."

"But I ate a lot during the New Year. I ate a lot of meat every day, and I also ate a lot of snacks. I must be fat."

"...It's just a little bit more, and you'll lose weight after a few days."

"So you're still fat?"

"...Ah." Ye Chen covered his cheeks.

"Does Jinyu think we are fat?" Wan Qing asked jokingly.

"No, it's still the same."

"That's the same. We also ate a lot of delicious food during the Chinese New Year, and we didn't gain weight. You are similar."

"That's right, do you also eat several chicken legs, hooves and a lot of puffed snacks a day?"