I also want to stick with Kinomoto even if I am sick

But in fact, her already somewhat cold heart melted again under this warmth.Even this sick and weak body in this world, under their care, miraculously survived and did not continue to weaken.

As time passed day by day, Kyoko also gradually became intoxicated, immersed in this beautiful time like a dream, although she still looked indifferent on the surface, but in her heart she hoped that this time could last forever go down.

However, the good times didn't last long, and an incident made Kyoko wake up again.

Kyoko's body did not deteriorate further under Nadeko's careful care, but Nadeko's body has deteriorated step by step since giving birth to Kyoko and Sakura.

Kyoko didn't notice this at first, until Nadeko couldn't restrain her physical discomfort anymore, showed her uncomfortable side in front of everyone, and went directly to the hospital, Kyoko suddenly remembered a message in the animation.

Nadeko will die when Sakura is three years old.

The thought of this information was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Kyoko, and it woke her up from her beautiful dream.

But it was too late when she remembered the situation, Nadeko's body had deteriorated irreversibly, and the hospital concluded that ordinary treatment methods were useless, and she could only do as much as possible. delay.

But at this time, Kyoko and Sakura are just two years old, and they are still far behind when they died at the age of three in the original book. Why is there a problem at this time.

This question couldn't help appearing in Kyoko's mind, and she quickly thought of the source of all these changes—that was herself.

It was her existence that caused Nadeko to spend more effort to take care of herself; it was her that made Sakura's three-year love from Nadeko abruptly decrease by one-third.

This makes Kyoko can't help but believe that she is just an existence that brings misfortune to others, why should she be allowed to live again.

At this time, she can only hope that she can find a way to save Nadeko from the inexplicable magic knowledge in her mind.

However, what made her desperate was that, according to the information she knew, all magic needed the corresponding magic power to use, not to mention the participation of the soul.

As for the current Kyoko, not only her soul is weakened, but her body is also weakened. How can such a body produce magic power, or even use magic?

But knowing this situation, she didn't want to give up. Since it is magic, there is a solution, isn't it?There must be a way to achieve it.

So she spent sleepless nights searching for the information in her mind, trying to find a solution.

Fortunately, the information in my mind also gave an answer.

If you don't have enough magic power and want to use magic, you can use magic forcefully by depleting your soul, but correspondingly, your soul will be damaged, and if you want to use magic power in the future, you will have to suffer the pain of soul tearing, and If you still want to mobilize the ether from the outside world, you will further damage your soul.

The price mentioned in this message was not taken seriously by her, on the contrary, it made her ecstatic because she finally found a feasible method.

But just when she found this method, she was told that Nadeko was dying in the hospital, and she was asked to see Nadeko for the last time.

At this last moment, Kyoko naturally hurried to the hospital, intending to use the method she just found to save her mother.

When Kyoko came to the hospital bed, Nadeko was already lying on the bed dying and watching them.

Seeing Nadeko's appearance, Kyoko couldn't help the corners of her eyes sore, and then held Nadeko's hand: "Mom, don't worry, you will be fine!"

Nadeko looked at Kyoko beside her kindly, and didn't respond to Kyoko's words, but instead said, "Don't worry about me too much. After I leave, you must live happily."

"Stop talking, you will definitely get better!" Seeing her talking like this, Kyoko couldn't help becoming anxious, and hurriedly prepared to use magic according to the method she found.

"I have already felt happiness, but you are different, Kyoko, you and Sakura have just come into this world, I hope you can live a good life and find your own happiness." Nadeko stretched out her hand, and shed tears on Kyoko. Rubbing on his face.

At this time, Kyoko mobilized her soul jerkyly, trying to use the so-called magic.

"You are Sakura's older sister, and you are very sensible. I hope you can take care of Sakura more in the future and help her achieve happiness, okay?" Nadeko continued.

"Stop talking, you'll be fine!" The mobilization of the soul was very difficult. This was the first time she used magic, and she didn't know how to do it, so she could only cast it stumblingly.

"This is a small wish of mine, I hope Kyoko can promise me, okay?"

After Nadeko finished saying this, Kyoko couldn't help but feel a shock in her heart, and the magic immediately failed.

Suppressing the discomfort from her soul, Kyoko cried and said, "I don't want you, I don't want you to go!"

Nadeko didn't reply her, but continued to caress Kyoko's face, and then said softly, please, mother is just such a request, I hope you can agree to me.

Kyoko buried her head in Nadeko's arm, the sheets were soaked with tears, she was speechless.

After finally restraining her emotions a little bit, Kyoko raised her head and looked at Nadeshiko again: "Just wait a little longer, you'll be fine after a while..."

However, Nadeko had already closed her eyes at this time, with a serene smile still on the corners of her mouth.

"Ah!" Kyoko couldn't control her emotions anymore, and burst into tears.

Is there any point in living?

Kyoko couldn't help thinking this way at this moment.

At this time, Tenglong and Taoya, who were on the side, saw that Kyoko was so sad, they also stepped forward and patted her on the back, wanting her to vent her emotions.

And the young Sakura walked to Kyoko's side slowly, and said in a whisper: "Sister...Sister...don't, don't cry..."

Feeling the concern from her family, Kyoko's face was full of tears, she looked up and looked around, and saw Sakura who was as big as herself, she couldn't help hugging her hard, and silently swore in her heart: "I will definitely fulfill my mother's wish, not only As a big sister, she has to replace my mother!"

From then on, in Kyoko's view, not only as a sister, she has to take good care of Sakura, but also as a good mother.

But it is completely impossible to fulfill Nadeko's last wish with his current body alone.

Therefore, in order to protect Sakura all the way and make Sakura happy, she must accompany Sakura to the end.

Thinking of this, a plan appeared in Kyoko's mind.

......

As she lost Nadeko's care, Kyoko's physical condition began to decline as expected, and Teng Long, who had been paying attention to her condition, naturally took her to the hospital soon.

And this is exactly what Kyoko expected.

She obediently followed Teng Long to the hospital, and then used her magic on the doctor who treated her as she planned.

Although I'm sorry for her, but this magic at the cost of depleting my soul has directly worked, and this doctor will absolutely obey his orders.

Generally speaking, it is difficult for such magic to take effect on a magician, but fortunately, Kyoko paid a heavy price this time, and the target was an ordinary person, so the magic succeeded directly.

The doctor controlled by Xingzi told Tenglong that he could cure Xingzi's strange disease according to Xingzi's request. Although Tenglong was dubious, but not long after, the doctor configured a drug that could cure Xingzi according to Xingzi's request. After taking the potion for his physical condition, Teng Long finally chose to believe, and let this doctor named Fucheng Xiangori become Kyoko's attending doctor.

All of this is naturally in Kyoko's plan.

It is naturally very difficult to configure expensive potions by yourself, but if you can get an absolutely reliable person to help you, then this kind of thing will be much easier.

But this person must not be her own family. She is atoning for her actions. If Teng Long helps her, how can she make up for the pain her mother has suffered.

In this way, under Kyoko's control, the doctor made potions according to Kyoko's instructions and tried his best to heal his dying soul and body. A lot of money subsidizes the cost of making potions.

However, to Kyoko's surprise, after she controlled the doctor, although the doctor showed resistance at first, after she showed that she was treating her illness, her resistance disappeared unexpectedly. And he took care of himself inexplicably.

This kind of inexplicable kindness in Kyoko's eyes made Kyoko very puzzled, but after she cooperated with her plan very well and implemented it for a long time, Kyoko gradually believed her, because Kyoko saw the caress in her eyes. The way she looks at her...

In this way, after a long time away from home for treatment, Kyoko finally got the possibility to continue to live.

But when she returned home, intending to play her role well and lead Xiao Ying to grow up, she found that there was very little she could do.

At this time, although she has no worries about her life for the time being, she has the hope that she will gradually get better as time goes by.

But at the end of the day, she was a child who had trouble walking.

So when she got home, Kyoko was actually taken care of by her little sister, Sakura.

Washing, changing clothes, walking, every moment of life has her by his side, saying that it is Kyoko who wants to take care of Sakura, but in the end she takes care of her.

But Kyoko also has nothing to do with this, who knows that she is really powerless to do all this by herself now.

Fortunately, apart from daily care, she can provide enough help to Sakura in other aspects.

In terms of studies, the direction of life, and inner troubles... She tried to make herself a guide to guide Sakura in all aspects.

In this way, the days passed, and she and Sakura grew up slowly.

But gradually, she found that she had a strange feeling for her sister. She wanted to protect her, love her, and didn't want her to suffer any harm.

This kind of feeling is different from the feeling for her father and brother. It took her a long time to understand that this might be liking, the kind of liking among lovers.

Discovering her own feelings, Kyoko was terrified for a moment. She actually developed this forbidden feeling for her own sister? !

During that time, she even subconsciously alienated Sakura, and she hoped that she could bury this feeling in her heart, and she couldn't cause trouble to Sakura because of this.

But she failed, she couldn't control, she couldn't control her feelings for Sakura in her heart, and that feeling intensified in the process of growing up with her, occupying her heart.

But can this really work?Can such a self really fulfill the last wish of Nadeshiko who has passed away?

What should Sakura do if she is troubled by my feelings? Will she not be able to obtain happiness because of this trouble?

This problem has always troubled Kyoko's heart, so she can only suppress her feelings, control her behavior within the scope of sisters, and dare not go beyond the thunder.

Thinking this way in her heart, Kyoko saw a different scene.

She seemed to see Xiao Sakura throwing herself into someone else's arms, it seemed to be a girl, and Kyoko felt very familiar with her figure.

But no matter what, Sakura had already left her at this time.

"Sakura, don't leave me..." Unable to accept Sakura's departure, Kyoko cried out in her heart.

"Sister, sister? What's wrong with you, sister~"

Suddenly, the voice of the person she cared about seemed to ring in her ears, Kyoko stretched out her hand hard, trying to catch her, not wanting to be abandoned again.

In a daze, Kyoko opened her eyes, and she saw Sakura in front of her, looking at her anxiously, and calling her.

After seeing Kyoko open her eyes, Sakura also smiled happily: "Great, big sister, you finally woke up!"

"Little...Sakura?" Kyoko called out in disbelief, then immediately grabbed her hand beside her, choked up and said, "It's great, you're still by my side, you haven't left I!"

"Eh...eh?" Sakura stiffly faced Kyoko's movements, puzzled, "Sister, what are you talking about? How could I leave you?"

Chapter 76 Those who are immersed in the past cannot have a future

Kyoko didn't answer, just hugged Sakura blindly, feeling the feeling that Sakura was beside her at this moment.

After a long time, Kyoko finally woke up from the dream. She also realized her gaffe just now, and quickly apologized to Sakura: "Sorry, I had a dream just now, and I lost control of my emotions... .”

"Dream?" Sakura couldn't help asking, "What kind of dream did you have?"

"I...I dreamed that you left, Sakura..." Kyoko said, watching Sakura's face.

"Leave?" Sakura was even more puzzled when she heard this, and even laughed, "How could it be, how could I leave my sister."

Kyoko, on the other hand, looked at Sakura's smile and remained silent.

After Xiaoying laughed twice, seeing Kyoko's silence, her smile froze immediately, and then she subconsciously looked away, scratching her head a little at a loss, not knowing what to say at this time.

"By the way!" Xiaoying suddenly remembered what her father said to her, "Dad specially made soup for us in the morning, and we all drank it, but sister, you didn't wake up in the morning, so we left some for you, sister, you Do you want to drink now?"

After Xiaoying mentioned this, Kyoko also felt that her throat was extremely dry, as if it was about to smoke.It is estimated that he has not drunk a drop of water since last night.

So she nodded and agreed, and seeing that Kyoko agreed, Xiao Ying also set off immediately, ran out of the room quickly, and ran downstairs: "Sister, wait for me in the room, I will serve the soup after it is warmed up." .”

As for Kyoko, watching Sakura leave the room, she also wanted to get up and change her clothes.

And when she got up, she left and felt something was wrong with her body.

Powerless...not listening...that long-lost feeling reappeared in my body again.

Xingzi stared blankly at the trembling hands in front of her, with many thoughts in her heart.

It's just that I didn't train well for a few days... By the way, I didn't seem to take medicine yesterday... But it's just a few days already...

Xingzi once again clearly recognized the results of these several times of squeezing her soul. If the dosage of the medicine hadn't been improved, she might have returned to her previous state.

Thinking of this, Kyoko tried several times before finally sitting up from the bed.

She walked to the mirror somewhat unsteadily, picked up the clothes that Xiao Ying had carefully folded and put aside, and began to change.

Soon, after changing clothes, Kyoko looked at herself in the mirror again, only to find that her eyes showed a sense of depression, as if she hadn't rested for a long time.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Kyoko couldn't help thinking of the scene in her dream, and then couldn't help wanting to tidy up her appearance and make herself look more energetic.

But when she tidied up her messy temple hair, Kyoko couldn't help thinking of her mother in her dream.

She picked up her hair, stroked it in her hands, and then held it tightly in front of her chest again, turning her head to look at herself in the mirror.

Looking at her long hair that had grown since Nadeko's death, Kyoko couldn't help asking, "Mom... am I doing the right thing now... Can I really make Sakura happy?"

Just like that, Kyoko stared blankly at herself in the mirror and fell into deep thought, while the room fell into silence again, just like when Kyoko fell asleep before.

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of a door opening broke the silent atmosphere.

"Eh? Sister, are you already up?" Sakura at the door looked at Kyoko standing in front of the mirror in surprise.

Hearing Sakura's voice, Kyoko came back to her senses, then subconsciously rubbed her stiff face, and smiled: "Well, I just woke up."