I also want to stick with Kinomoto even if I am sick

After doing all this, Xingzi only felt a huge force coming from in front of him, and then he felt the world spinning for a while, and then he fell to the ground, his eyes were blood red.

Consciousness immediately blurred, and the obsession in his heart forced him to take a breath, struggled to sit up from the ground, and checked the situation.

Not far away, the child's parents were lying motionless in a pool of blood, unconscious.

Seeing this scene, Kyoko couldn't help panicking. He frantically searched for the child, looking around, trying to find the figure of the child.

But fortunately, he quickly found the child.I saw him sitting on the ground not far away looking at himself with a blank face. At this time, he still didn't know what happened.

Seeing that the child was fine, the anger in Xingzi's heart dissipated immediately.He fell powerlessly to the ground, and his consciousness began to sink into darkness.

I'm sorry, it's all me...it's all my fault for making you this way...

Xingzi felt regretful in her heart, if it hadn't been for his arrival, the family would have passed through this place long ago, and would not have encountered this catastrophe.

If it wasn't for him, the former students would not have come to that training institution because of him, and finally embarked on the path of ending their own lives.

Just like that, Kyoko lost consciousness full of remorse.

Chapter 74 Kyoko's Past (3)

The consciousness is chaotic, the senses are in chaos, the surroundings seem to have lost the concept of time and space, and everything is so empty.

Kyoko's consciousness just wandered in this empty space, drifting aimlessly.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly discovered that there seemed to be a light source in front of him.This light source is particularly dazzling in this space where everything is nothingness, maybe it is yearning for change, the unconscious Kyoko soul subconsciously moves towards that light source.

With the final contact with that light source, Kyoko's soul instantly merged into that light source, and then he disappeared into this void.

And when he woke up again, he had become her, to be precise, she was in the mother's womb.

"Madam, there seems to be some problem with your two children." A voice came from outside.

"Question? What's wrong with my child?" A gentle female voice came.

"One child's development is normal, but...the other child's development seems to be...slower, but it's okay, there is only a slight tendency, there shouldn't be any major problems, I hope you can take good care of yourself, madam , to provide adequate nutrition for the child.”

"Okay, I will definitely prepare well..."

Neon language?I....where am I now?Xingzi in the mother's womb was immediately confused, her memory was still stuck in the family lying in a pool of blood, and she hadn't recovered from the fragmented memory at this time.

"Nadeko, how are you?" A gentle male voice suddenly came.

"Hmm~ The doctor said I don't have any major problems, they just want me to pay more attention to nutrition." The woman who was suspected to be called Nadeko said so.

And just as strange voices continued to be heard outside, Kyoko couldn't wait to understand her situation, and when she had this idea, she suddenly had a strange perspective.

She saw it, saw herself.Even though the surroundings are now completely dark, she is not affected at all, and all the surrounding situations are clearly displayed in front of her "eyes".

I became a fetus? !Kyoko was surprised to discover this fact.

Although this fact is unbelievable, after repeated tests, she finally confirmed this conclusion, and Kyoko could only finally choose to accept it.

what is this?Give me a chance to do it all over again?Forget it, no one cares about me, they just see my value... Even those who really care about me will end up being unlucky because of me...

Kyoko thought so sadly.

"Nadeko, giving birth to these twins is still too much burden on your body..." The male voice from outside came again.

The sound from the outside world sounded again, and Kyoko realized at this moment that she is now a fetus whose organs have not yet fully developed, how could she hear the sound, and even see her own condition?

Thinking about it like this, Kyoko subconsciously wants to check the outside world, and as her thought arises, her perspective suddenly expands, from the scope of her mother's womb to the outside world, and she immediately sees her parents in this world .

This is! ! !Kyoko was shocked when she saw her parents' appearance.

"Even so, I still want to give birth to them." Nadeko said to the worried Tenglong in this way, "I can feel their desire to be born in this world, they want to see this world wonderful world."

"Don't worry, I will definitely support you." Teng Long gently hugged Nadeshiko, who was full of maternal brilliance, and whispered in her ear.

"It's been really hard for you during this time." Nadeko also replied, "After I got pregnant, I relied on you alone to support the family, whether it was work or housework, I depended on you."

"Don't worry, this matter is nothing." Tenglong looked at Nadeko affectionately in front of him, "And Taoya is also very sensible, and offered to help me with some housework. I believe we will be able to get through this smoothly. off."

"Hmm~" Hearing Teng Long's voice, Nadeko leaned on him very reassuringly, and took a nap.

Looking at the two familiar figures in front of her, Kyoko couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

"What's going on, Tenglong Kinomoto and Nadeko Kinomoto? I have come to the world of magic cards?!" Kyoko thought in disbelief.

"Then... the one who is in Nadeshiko's stomach with me...is Sakura?" Thinking of this, Kyoko quickly regained her senses and checked the situation in the mother's womb.

This time she investigated carefully, and immediately understood the situation in the mother's womb clearly.

A weak soul and a vigorous soul correspond to a fetus whose development has stopped halfway and a fetus that is fully developed.

soul? !Such a word suddenly appeared in her mind, Kyoko couldn't help being a little surprised, and then a series of information appeared in her mind out of thin air.

The soul is the source of life. If the soul weakens, it will reduce the ability to control the body. After a long time, the body will continue to weaken. The aptitude of the soul will also affect the use of magic......

magic? !Another new word appeared in my mind, and then a series of information appeared for no reason...

That's it... After digesting a lot of information in her mind, Kyoko looked at Sakura who was still a fetus beside her, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Is there a god who takes pity on me and wants me to live a happy life?Kyoko couldn't help thinking this way, but after this thought arose in her mind, she couldn't help feeling angry.

"That's why I was given the ability to understand magic, and then..." Such a conjecture could not help but come to mind.

"So let me destroy and take away other people's happy life?!" Kyoko thought angrily, "No, absolutely not, I can't let others become unlucky because of me!"

Thinking of this, Kyoko pondered for a while, then made a decision...

So be it, I don't deserve this opportunity.Kyoko thought so, and then let her mind sink into darkness.

......

After an unknown amount of time, Kyoko regained consciousness from the darkness again.

As she regained consciousness, she felt rhythmic vibrations around her.

But at this time, the first thought that came to her heart was - why am I not dead yet?

Thinking of this, Kyoko explored the surrounding situation again.

In the mother's womb, two souls, one strong and one weak, were particularly conspicuous, and Kyoko quickly understood the situation.

Are you still alive... Kyoko sighed, looking at Sakura next to her, you didn't take everything from me, did you even take the initiative to leave some for me... .

Knowing the situation, Kyoko couldn't help being silent, she didn't know why.A soul with only instincts took the initiative to protect her, but the relatives in the previous life only used her as a tool, which made him confused for a while.

But... you kindly let me live, but this put you in danger... Kyoko thought painfully.

......

"Congratulations sir, madam successfully completed the delivery." The doctor outside the operating room said this to Teng Long who was waiting anxiously outside.

Hearing the news from the doctor, Teng Long also heaved a sigh of relief, and then hurriedly asked: "What about the child? How is the child?"

"Emmm...this..." Hearing Teng Long ask this question, the doctor hesitated and didn't speak for a while.

Seeing the doctor's hesitant expression, Teng Long couldn't help becoming nervous again: "What's the matter, is something wrong with the children?"

"Actually, the twins were born, but..." the doctor organized his words, and then said, "But my sister may have a little problem."

what is the problem?Teng Long asked quickly.

Please come with me.After the doctor said such a sentence, he walked towards the side of the ward.

Walking to a glass window, the doctor pointed to an incubator and said, "The one inside is your eldest daughter."

When Teng Long heard the sound, his pupils shrank immediately.

I saw a dark red baby lying in the incubator, lying there upright. If it wasn't for the nurse at the side nursing her, the baby would have some reactions. Teng Long almost thought it was a dead baby.

What's going on... Teng Long asked in disbelief.

"I'm sorry, when your wife gave birth, she encountered a situation different from the prenatal checkup, and then suffered from dystocia."

"After a lot of hard work, we were going to give up the normal delivery and have a caesarean section, but your eldest daughter was born again suddenly for some reason, and then you still held your youngest daughter tightly in your hands, pulling her along with you. out."

"So, why did my eldest daughter become like this?" Teng Long was still puzzled.

"We have checked both your daughters. Your younger daughter is very healthy, even better than a normal one-year-old baby. However, your elder daughter is extremely weak all over. We can only give her Taking some emergency measures temporarily kept her alive, but we don't know what will happen afterwards."

The doctor said these words in one breath, and looked at Teng Long in front of him with some regret.

"How did this happen? Why is there such a big difference in the physical condition of the two people under the same conditions?" Teng Long was very puzzled.

"We don't know very well, but the most important thing right now is your daughter's physical problems, but...we actually suggest that you give up that sister, because her health is really bad, even if she survives this time, the future Life is afraid..."

And the doctor bowed slightly after saying this, and said again: "Sorry, we did our best, please think carefully."

After speaking, the doctor walked away.

And when Teng Long saw the doctor walk away, he also stared blankly at the glass window, at the baby who was still lying in the incubator.

......

one year later

Kinomoto's family, living room.

Sakura, come here, we are about to go~ Teng Long stood in the corridor and recruited Sakura who was lying on the floor and playing with toys.

"Hi...Hi~" Sakura heard Teng Long's call, and responded to Teng Long with a little vocabulary she had just learned, then immediately stood up and ran to Teng Long's side.

Correspondingly, Kyoko was sitting on the sofa at this time, staring intently at the book in her hand, showing no signs of leaving.

Seeing Xingzi still sitting on the sofa, Nadeko who was beside Tenglong smiled and said, "Xingzi, we are leaving~"

"Well, you guys go, I won't go." Xingzi said this without turning her head, and continued to read the book silently.

To this, Teng Long smiled, and then said: "Taoya, hurry up and pick up my sister."

After Taoya heard Tenglong's words, she immediately walked to Xingzi's side, squatted down with her back to Xingzi, raised her hands in gestures and said, "Come up quickly."

Kyoko was taken aback when she saw Taoya's actions, then turned her head away again, and said in a muffled voice: "No! You go, I said I won't go."

Taoya was taken aback for a moment, and then said very firmly: "If you don't come, I will stay here and wait for you."

Kyoko couldn't help trembling when she heard Taoya's words, then resisted the impulse in her heart, and continued: "If you don't go, you don't go!"

But just after Xingzi finished speaking, a pair of warm hands hugged Xingzi from behind: "Okay, okay, mom knows that Xingzi wants to be hugged by mom, let me do it."

"Hey!!" Kyoko was suddenly attacked, she didn't realize it, she came back to her senses after being hugged in Nadeko's arms and said, "No, you are not in good health, so you can't hug me!"

And Nadeko just smiled: "It's okay, Kyoko is very light, this matter is still very simple for mother."

So Nadeko ignored Kyoko's "desperate struggle" and directly hugged her to Teng Long's side.

Teng Long looked at Nadeko worriedly: "No problem, you just took a rest last night."

"Yeah, no problem." Nadeko smiled gently, and then looked at Kyoko who was in her arms with a displeased face, "Kyoko is not in good health, she needs me, this is what a mother should do."

After hearing these words, Kyoko stopped struggling immediately, clutched Nadeko's sleeve with a gloomy look in her eyes, and remained silent.

"Okay, okay, Dad finally found time to go out with our family for an outing. You, Kyoko, are coming too. If there is any problem, we can solve it together. Don't worry." Nadeko said in Kyoko's ear.

Kyoko remained silent, she looked at the people around her.Father, mother, older brother, younger sister...everyone showed her a sincere smile, and each one treated her sincerely, but she always felt that she was out of place here.

Her appearance brought countless hardships to this supposedly happy family.

Her father and mother spent a lot of money to take care of her naturally weak body as much as possible, which added a lot of burden to this fledgling family.

The mother and father work outside for a long time every day, but even so, they still think of ways to accompany their three children every time they go home, hoping that they will not lack their own care.

Why is her life so hard in this life?She didn't die in the mother's womb, and she survived tenaciously after birth. Now, she can only drag them down and enjoy the happiness that doesn't belong to her.

Chapter 75 Kyoko's Past (End)

In this way, Kyoko felt the warmth of home again and again under the care of her mother and father.

But she always thinks that she is a drag on the family, and hopes that they can give up on herself and let her fend for herself.

Therefore, she remained unmoved and indifferent to Nadeko and Tenglong's daily care.