Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

What should I say, should I say it to such a young child, because I have a desire for sex, I feel agitated when my Majesty says that, but I don't know what to do...

"That's why I want to ask Lady Lipatia for some advice. How can I say such things?"

"Master Lasevier...do you have any needs in that regard?"

"Eh?"

Pedeo looked at me a little nervously, she has been easily nervous since the beginning.

Lipatia-sama looked at me puzzled.

but me……

"Oops! Accidentally said it!"

What the hell am I doing!Why would you do such a thing by accident!

My cheeks are getting hotter than before, and I just feel like digging a hole in the ground right now.

If only it hadn't come in the first place.

Maybe earlier, maybe it would be better not to come to Satan City.

No, make some more, if it doesn't become a woman...

It's not good at all, I want to be a woman, I'm tired of being treated as a monster, I also want to have a feminine shape and beauty, and I want to be cared for by others...

I am not a monster...

Pedeo's position and rank are lower than mine, but she is of noble blood, and her appearance is so cute. It's really useless for me to embarrass her like this.

She must be scolding me in her heart. A mere monster dares to have such thoughts.

And she must not know what to do to get rid of me.

I lowered my head and blushed, trying to hide my expression as much as possible.

Stepping forward, I intend to leave here. Since I have made Lady Lipatia and Pedeo so difficult, I decided that it would be better to leave as soon as possible wisely.

I was gloomy with my ugly heart, and walked with my head down, but when I passed by the two of them, my hand was grabbed by the other hand.

It was a petite and delicate hand, and I didn't even feel any strength when I held my hand.

Looking back, I saw that the person holding my hand was none other than Lipatia-sama.

"La Servillier, are you going?"

"Master Lipatia, I..."

Lady Lipatia showed a displeased expression... I don't know, it seems to be a sad and wronged expression. I'm not very good at describing human expressions, because I couldn't make any expressions before, so I'm weak in this aspect...

Anyway, Lipatia-sama doesn't look very happy.

"Didn't you say you have something to tell me, then why did you leave, can't you stay with Lipa?"

"Of course! Lady Lipatia, if Lady Lipatia needs me, I will come to you anytime and anywhere." I bent down and said excitedly.

Seeing me like this, after a few seconds, Lady Lipatia finally smiled happily again.

"Then stay and play together."

"Yes……"

Lady Lipatia... Sure enough, no matter when, no matter what she becomes, Lady Lipatia will always be so gentle and considerate...

In comparison, I'm just too ugly, vulgar and incompetent.

"Yeah, it just so happens that Finicely is not here, and I'm not very good at taking care of children. If Lord Lasevier can come, I will be much more relaxed." Pedro said, wagging his tail. "Ah, of course I don't think Lipatia-sama is a burden, but I'm not very good at such things..."

"oh, I understand now."

"Also, Mr. Lasevier, don't look at me like this, I'm a woman anyway."

Pedeo didn't know what she wanted to show. She raised her arm and clenched her fist, as if she was showing the muscles in her arm.

"So Mr. Lasevier has any difficulties in this regard, and I will try my best to help you."

"Pedeolo... thank you."

"Narrasevier, let's hurry up and enter the room." Lady Lipatia said while holding the hands of me and Pedeolo respectively.

"Yes."

Sure enough, Lipatia-sama is always so gentle and willing to accept me who is ugly.

Chapter 52. What the Queen of Martial Arts Cares About

Lady Lipatia's room is my paradise. This is just an inconspicuous small room in the Demon King's Palace. Although the decoration and furniture are very delicate, there is really nothing that attracts attention. Li Lady Patia lived in such a room.

The great angel who guides me lives in such an inconspicuous small room.

I was sitting on the chair, while Pedeo was sitting on the bed with Lady Lipatia in his arms. Pedeo was obviously a little nervous. I was her boss, and I was higher than her in terms of official rank and status. She might be nervous about what she should do when she was alone with me at a time like this.

Of course, it’s not very obvious. If it’s not too sensitive, it’s hard to notice Pedeo’s slight nervousness, but being able to notice it also shows that I am very nervous and my nerves are very tense.

"La Servier, let's play something." Lady Lipatia sat on Pedeolo's lap, looked at me and said.

"Yes, Lady Lipatia." I lowered my head slightly, and looked up at Lady Lipatia.

"Pedeolo, what do you think we should play?"

Lady Lipatia has now turned into a child, and her personality has completely changed. Although I don’t want to say this, it’s all His Majesty’s fault. Your Majesty changed Lady Lipatia into this appearance for her own sake. Although I didn’t offend Her Majesty, the indescribable pain and sadness that filled my heart when Lady Lipatia became like this...

"Master Lipatia, Master Lasevier has something to tell you."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"Ah... well, it's okay..." I said.

After I regained my composure, I understood that the current Lady Lipatia just has the skin of her young body, maybe she is as pure as Lady Lipatia herself, but after all, the current Lady Lipatia is not the original angel who guided me.

To admit this is more unbearable for me than subjecting me to gender and appearance insults.

Lady Lipatia is the only one who supports me, understands me, and is willing to listen to me. Everyone thinks that my appearance is ugly, so my heart must be the same as my appearance.

Even His Majesty is the same.

But only Lipatia-sama, she didn't abandon me, she didn't regard me as a simple monster.

Now, I can't do without Lady Lipatia. Without Lady Lipatia's support and understanding, I will be thrown into the abyss called "loneliness" again.

Inadvertently, I saw my own reflection reflected through the glass on the other side of the bed.

Is Lasevier's expression so tired? When did I become so sentimental?

"I'm sorry, Lady Lasevier, Lady Lipatia... may not be able to discuss difficult matters with you right now, but if there is anything, you can just say it."

I can choose not to talk, and I can stay alone in my room and struggle.

What I like to do most now, I am a little shy to say, but stand naked in front of the mirror and admire my appearance.

Besides Lipatia-sama, the only one who understands me is myself.

Although I am ugly, I am beautiful in the mirror, as if I am another person at all, so I often stand or sit in front of the mirror and talk to myself.

"What is the matter with you, La Servillier?"

Lady Lipatia jumped off Pedeolo's lap at some point, walked up to me, and looked at me curiously.

"Miss Lipatia..."

"Huh? What's the matter, Lasevier has something to tell me."

Such a pure appearance, if only Lipatia-sama like this can understand me.

"Is there something to do with Dad?" Lady Lipatia asked suddenly

"You, do you know?"

"Well, it feels like that."

Could it be that Lipatia-sama can understand my thoughts and heart even though she has become such a child.

"It has something to do with His Majesty...but it's actually my own business."

"Well, if I can be of any help to La Servillier, I shall be."

I think I saw a little hope, maybe I misunderstood, maybe Lady Lipatia just changed her appearance, the essence of her soul has not changed at all, she is still so pure, still so gentle and considerate.

"Although I'm embarrassed...but I still want to talk to Lipatia-sama..."

"Well, let's talk." The child in front of him said in a slightly mature tone.

I said everything I said in my heart, not just about the matter between His Majesty and me in the back garden just now, but more importantly, in my heart, I always feel that my heart still cannot be in a harmonious state with my body. Now that I have become like this, what do I feel about men? Do I need to become more feminine in my heart?

Fear, restlessness, self-doubt, desire to be more feminine, these feelings, I have all said it out in one go.

After I finished speaking my heart, I felt much more comfortable, but also more nervous. I don't know what kind of thoughts and reactions Lady Lipatia and Pedeolo will have, whether I will be regarded as an idiot or a fool, and then be hated by Lady Lipatia.

"That is to say, Master Lasevier feels that he is still somewhat masculine in his heart, doesn't he?" Pedro asked.

"What does it mean to be masculine?" Lady Lipatia asked.

"It means that there is a part of Mr. Lasevier's heart that is a man."

"Have it?"

Lady Lipatia turned her head to look at me, and stared at Lipatia like this, and I became even more embarrassed.

"I think Lasevier looks very beautiful, like an angel." Lady Lipatia said with a smile.

This sentence deeply touched my heart. It was just a pure compliment to my appearance, which seemed very superficial, but just such a superficial compliment...is already very rare for me.

"I, I'm like an angel or something... There's no such thing."

"Really. La Servillier, you have pretty hair and pretty green eyes."

In the past, Lady Lipatia was full of romance, and used different words to describe different things, but now Lady Lipatia can describe everything with "beautiful", very childish.

However, it is such a child-style language that makes me feel the warmth, thoughtfulness and purity.

"Thank you..." I whispered.

I didn't expect that I would still be compared to an "angel" in my life. I knew I didn't have the qualifications, but I was still very happy to be called that by Lady Lipatia.

Chapter 53. What the Queen of Martial Arts Cares About

After chatting with Lipatia-sama and Pedeolo for a while, the originally restrained atmosphere also let go. If I think about it carefully, this may be because the same sex has a common right to speak.

If we go back to the initial moment, God did not create the two sexes to stand in opposition to each other, but now the two sexes, at least the two sexes in hell, stand in opposition to each other.

If you think about it, this may be why I used to be seen as a man of few words. I couldn't find any common language with men of the same sex, and there were no women around me.

"Sounds ridiculous, but the great general of the Demon King Legion would not have a woman beside him..."

"Is it true that Monsieur de La Servillier has never looked for a woman?" Pedeo asked curiously.

It's no wonder she was curious, because no one would believe that the general of the Demon King would look like a virgin, how could there be such a guy in hell.

"Actually, if I want to find a woman, it's not difficult. As long as I think about it, there will be many beautiful girls around me, who will give everything for me."

but……

"But these girls, can they really understand my heart? Can I really say anything to them? If they know that the general has a girl's heart, they will feel very disgusted."

"I don't think La Servier is disgusting, La Servier is very beautiful." Lady Lipatia sat beside me, and I could feel her impulse to express her feelings, but because I was a child, my vocabulary was too small, and I didn't know how to say it.

It's really gentle, this kind of gentleness is unique in hell.

"So I'm really happy to be able to chat like this."

As if seeing something extraordinary, Pedeo's expression immediately changed.

And when I saw my expression reflected on the glass over there, I realized that I inadvertently showed a heartfelt smile that didn't fit my identity at all.

My face "swiped" and turned red.

"How lovely, Monsieur de La Servillier."

"Cute or something..."