Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

I don't know at all.

As I said just now, Goloy has always been a demon king with great ideas. From killing his own family to becoming the demon king, everything was done by himself, and everything was under his control.

But it has come to this point.

I'm afraid it's not completely under Goloy's control anymore.

Perhaps both Goloy and I have a common feeling, that is, if some words are not clearly stated and this state of confusion continues, then there is no way to finish the road ahead.

I'm just guessing that Goloy probably thought so, because at least that's what I thought.

"Where do you want to start talking?" I calmed down and handed over the right to speak to the devil.

"Well... let's start with everything."

"Has some bastard devil invaded our homeland?"

"Yeah... a little later, let's start when you came to hell."

Did you just come to hell? Well, that was indeed the beginning of everything. I can still vividly recall countless scenes. At that time, I hated my body so much and was turned into a woman by the devil, but...

"What do you want to say."

"Is there nothing Lipatia wants to say?"

"Why did you turn me into a woman? I haven't quite understood. I kind of understand...and I don't understand why. You captured me and the first thing you did was turn me into a woman. It's unreasonable."

Goloy closed his eyes and pillowed on my lap, holding my tail in his arms and stroking it gently with his palm.

"That's right...it's actually very simple. If I keep looking at a male angel, I'm afraid I won't be able to help but feel murderous."

"That's all?"

"That's all." Goloy replied cleanly.

"You guy..."

"It's a fact. First of all, an angel was caught. This is an unprecedented event for hell. I definitely can't kill him immediately, but the character of an angel is so stubborn. He has a bad personality. Plus he's a man, how can I hold back my temper."

"So you just turned me into a woman..."

"After all, I have always wanted to see the beauty of female angels."

I didn’t expect this to be the beginning of everything. It seemed a bit like a child’s play. The devil forced me to become a woman just because of his weird temper and habits, and he also set up an enchantment in my body to prevent me from secretly change back...

"Thinking of it this way, you really deserve to be killed. It's you who twisted my soul."

Thinking of this, I am really angry. Yes, I have adapted to this female body now, but when I think about it carefully, I was forced to come to this day in an extreme state by a demon king who took away all the right to choose. .

"all of these……"

Perhaps in the eyes of some people, Goloy and I can get along very well today, and even got engaged, which seems a little human-like romance.

"It's really weird..." I began to notice something was wrong.

And the air froze for a moment.

romantic?No, if you look at the beginning, there is only crime and cruelty, without any positive emotions at all, because it was never my own choice.Maybe I chose to make a contract with Goloy to help him, but I didn't choose to live as a woman.

From this point of view, Goloi ruined my life. The angel originally had no fixed gender, no fixed personality, but he forced me to have a fixed gender and personality. At that moment, only the oppression of gender and Blasphemy.

I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to say.

I fell in love with this demon king. Indeed, I expressed my inner feelings to Goloy during the Leviathan incident.

I fell in love with this demon king. In this extreme environment, Goloy protected and cooperated with me to a certain extent, which gave us a sense of tacit understanding, and as my woman's personality gradually became fixed, this sense of tacit understanding also transformed into a feeling caused by sexual desire.

But isn't this kind of feeling forced to arise? If I were completely given a choice, would I still be with Goloy today?

Even I feel sad, like a slave in shackles, the master cares for this slave mercifully, everything seems to be in harmony, but... the chains around the slave's neck and the cage in which he is imprisoned are telling a more real world.

I've become a woman, but I don't want to be a woman.

"I'm sorry..." Suddenly, a hoarse voice came from my ear. "I'm really sorry... Angel."

"..."

"It's okay for you, Agadina... I'm sorry for you..."

"Agadina..."

Did Goloy realize it himself?

I think he has been aware of it for a long time, since when did he realize it?

Perhaps it was after the war with Agadina that she realized this, and recently became more aware of her own crimes. It was the last time Agadina and Melika came to Satan City, and said that she would never surrender to Goloy, she must resist to the end, and then returned to Grotney. Since then, Goloy has realized one thing more deeply.

Whether it's me today, or Agadina in the past, they are all people whose lives have been ruined by Goloy depriving them of choices.

Goloy's fingers twitched a few times, then he slowly lifted it up again, covered his eyes with his wrist, and exhaled gently with trembling lips.

"You created Agathina, you created a madman."

"it's me……"

"You forced Agadina to rely on you, and you left Agadina with no choice."

"Yes……"

"It was you who forced Agadina to fight with you."

"Yes……"

"It's as if you forced me to have feelings for you, as a woman, as a real woman, to have... feelings for you."

Goloy hesitated for a few seconds.

"it's me."

Chapter 4. Devil King Syndrome (Lipatia)

Does Goloy have any remorse, maybe, but even if I may have feelings for Goloy, it is just an unavoidable objective situation. Subjectively speaking, I have never believed in a devil, let alone a devil. I knew from the beginning what kind of devil I was facing.

Many people say that Goloy doesn't look like a demon, or that he is the devil, or that he is a descendant of Lucifer. He feels that he is not worthy of the name, especially when he sometimes acts cowardly and helpless. People think how can the devil be so incompetent?

This is where the horror lies. Now, I want to say this to every real person, whether it is heaven or hell or the world, I believe my words have a vital role.The scary thing is that when you realize this, realize the nature of the devil king, and understand all of this, and then look at his smile, his helpless, cowardly appearance, and his ordinary expression, all will be seen through the "mask" ' And saw the abyss hidden in his soul.

This is the scariest thing. You don't need to understand magic, and you don't need to have a clever personality. As long as you realize this, and look at the Demon King, he has already turned into a person who has no expression, and even his facial features have disappeared. monster.

So for such a demon king, his confession and repentance are the expression of the meaning of admitting mistakes and repenting.

I am afraid that in such a process, all the self-reflection behaviors of the Demon King have already been alienated into self-profit behaviors.

"Then Lipatia...does she really hate being a woman?"

"I just hate being forced to be a certain gender. Angels don't have a gender, but they are forcibly assigned a gender, so is this still an angel?"

"Well……"

"Okay, let's move on."

I didn't embarrass Goloy, because I have no way to tell whether the devil has any remorse, so there is no point in spending time on it. It's better to accept this premise first and go on. It's over, and it's okay to go back and discuss this premise with Goloy.

"But thinking about it carefully, I was really not used to the identity of this woman back then."

"Didn't Lipatia use a woman's body when she was in heaven?"

"Yes, there have been...but it can almost be regarded as no, because the meaning of using a human body is not in ourselves but in the other party."

"What's the meaning."

"We angels don't need gender, because we don't need it, but humans and demons need gender, and only when facing humans and demons, we will reveal our human form, thus having gender."

"Suddenly it feels so strange."

"What's so wonderful..."

"Because you think, if you didn't become a woman by me, but chose to maintain a male appearance...then would you fall in love with female demons, such as Finicely or La Serviere?"

"Do you think everyone is like you, bastard devil?"

Although I answered Goloy’s naive question like this, but at the same time I am also very clear that Goloy’s question is not a fantasy, but something that is very likely to happen. When I first became a woman, I did have a feeling of closeness to Finisely.

After all, as I once said, because the environment of hell and the world are very bad, so the love of personal opinion is important and unforgettable. If the world is not full of sin and misery, then the love of personal opinion will be insignificant up.

Because happiness and peace of mind cannot be obtained from society, happiness and peace of mind can only be obtained from a single individual.

"However, when I encountered that kind of thing when I first became a woman, it really left a big shadow on me in hell."

"Ah... the Monstein incident?"

Until now, I haven't told Goloy that besides Locador, Minojaya is behind the incident.

That poor little vampire doesn't know what's going on.

She is also very pitiful, and she is also the one who was taken away by Goloy.

"Goloi Syndrome", maybe there is such a disease, the person whose choice was taken away by the Demon King is forced to walk the same path.

"It's really pitiful for Monstein...to die so miserably."

"There are others, poor ones, besides Monstein."

"Ah, Lipatia, you are pitiful too."

And Minocaia, you idiot.

But even though I haven't talked about Minojaya with Goloy, Agadina seems to have mentioned it... But Goloy deliberately brought up the topic, I think, as the devil, Goloy It is impossible not to know that Minojiaya participated in it, but I probably think that there is no need to punish Minojiaya, and there are more or less personal feelings.

So if I don't pursue it, Goloy intends to let Minojaya go like this.

"You put me in jail then..."

"Eh~ Is there such a thing, I don't remember."

"I remember it very clearly. It was a pretty nasty prison, full of disgusting tentacles."

"There is such a thing."

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I will remember it for a lifetime anyway."

"Please forget it, Lord Angel..."

However, the Monstein incident seems to be aimed at my personal behavior. In fact, there are other deep-seated meanings, that is, the interior of the Demon King’s forces is not monolithic. Many people have the idea that the territory, army or other things are monolithic.

My coming is undoubtedly a threat to many demons, threatening the power of the old forces, so they want to get rid of me.

It doesn't matter if the Demon King's confidant general is sacrificed for this.

And it can be seen that Locador and Monstein are opposites, and both of them are high-ranking and powerful people, and they each have their own forces.

This made me worry for Mammon, whether she will encounter the same thing as me.

However, if it is the Mammon sisters, I am a little relieved. After all, they are the descendants of the Sin Devil, and they are also the descendants of that Mammon. They should be quite good at playing boring tricks.

"Monstein's death really broke your heart."

"Yeah..." Goloi sighed. "After all, the number of confidant generals who used to follow me is getting smaller and smaller, and now there is only one Lasevier left."

"You didn't kill them on purpose, did you?"

"Don't think this king is so sinister..."

Did I think Goloi was too sinister, or...

If it is Goloy, I believe he can do it.

"But are you worried about La Servier now?"

Goloy didn't open his eyes, because the topics we're talking about are sensitive, and he wanted to try not to make eye contact with me.

"What do you mean..."

"These great generals of yours are gone, and now all the military power is in the hands of La Servillier, and she must have her own loyal subordinates in the army, if La Servillier wants to oppose you... ..."

"I didn't expect Lord Angel to have such a scheming side. Are you trying to persuade me to kill Lasevier?"

"Killing Lasevier won't do me any good."

"You really dare to say anything."

"It's better to say that you brought the topic to my head to cover up your inner killing intent, Your Majesty the Demon King, in fact, you have already worried about Lasevier, right?"

Goloy hesitated for two or three seconds.