Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

"No..." and replied.

It would be a lie to say that there is no such thing. There must be some worries about La Servier, which can be seen from Goloy's attitude in the past.

Think about Monstein and La Servier at the beginning. At that time, La Servier did not seem to have a lot of power, and was responsible for leading the border guards stationed on the border.And Monstein is in charge of the elite Demon Lord Guard.

As a result, once Monstein died, the power would naturally be more inclined to... Lasevier. For this reason, Goloy quickly transferred Pedroy to serve as the commander of the Demon King's Guard.

It is to maintain a state of balance.

Why didn't Kumxia be killed in the first place.

Is it really cherishing talents, or is it because Kumsha has also become a force, which has a certain degree of restraint on La Servier?

I do not know.

These things are not something an angel should consider, but they must be considered by the devil. I don’t know how many nights, Goloy lay alone in bed thinking about these things. How to guard against people who are loyal to him, this is also a very difficult problem for the devil.

"Don't talk about others, aren't we talking, talk about you and me." Goloy said.

"Is it about you and me... um..."

"Lipatia hated me at the time, so when did she first have feelings for me?"

Chapter 5. Homesick Demon King (Lipatia)

Goloy's question made me want to laugh, but also felt absurd. The devil asked me when I first had feelings for him. As an angel, I don't think I should have to answer this kind of question.

"Don't you think so, Goloy?"

"what?"

"Even in the human world, demons are always very small. Even the traditional pagan beliefs are far higher than people's beliefs in you demons."

Goloy was a little at a loss. He didn't expect that I would suddenly bring up this topic, and it was true. I just wanted to satirize this devil king who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth on a whim.It is a pity that human beings were indeed deceived by Satan and betrayed God's will. However, although human beings living on the earth today have committed different sins, few of them have subjective beliefs in demons.

"You survive only on people's betrayal of morality, not on your own beliefs."

"That's right." Goloy said with a smile, he didn't seem to care. "So when did Lipatia start feeling for me?"

"After Monstein died."

"Is it that early?"

"Seeing that you are more pitiful, there is no other reason."

"Obviously you're gnashing your teeth with hatred for me?"

"Hmm... that's a good question. By the way, do you remember that heretic? The man named Socrates."

"What's wrong with him? That guy seems to have quite a problem with the king's administrative methods."

"I have also talked with him, I have talked with these pagans, some of his views are quite interesting to me...for example...things that are opposite to each other are dependent on each other, if there is no one, the other will not exist, and sometimes, things will often transform into another thing in the process of movement, regardless of the influence of God, but just from the perspective of human philosophy...It is precisely because I hate you so much, and think that the devil attacking heaven is too powerful. When you show your weak side, it is easier to provoke Angelic compassion."

"Ah, I thought of a good idea."

"what?"

"In the process of dating many girls, I discovered that... some people like to be passive and some like to take the initiative. To put it another way, some people like to abuse and some like to be abused. It seems that the two are opposites, but they are actually the same thing. For example, people who like to be abused are actually people who like to abuse, but the object of abuse is themselves... Maybe it can be understood in this way."

"Can you think of anything else besides these things in your mind..."

"Other than that, you're the only thing on my mind."

"you really are……"

"romantic?"

"Dirty."

But even I find it inconceivable why I had a certain affection for Goloy at that time.But at that time, it was not so much a good impression as a kind of pity. It was incredible that the powerful demon king who had been opposing him had a vulnerable side.

Is the feeling I have for him an active choice of mine?

This kind of feeling is undoubtedly related to my being a woman. Is it because I have become a woman that I have undue kindness and cowardice?

In other words, my nature is that I don't like evil things like violence and killing, and it's easy to show a softer side.

"What happens next..."

"There doesn't seem to be much to say after that," I said.

"Huh?" Goloy opened his eyes. "It's just the beginning, isn't it?"

"Then what do you want to say, is it the battle with Agadina or the battle with Leviathan? I don't have any more attitude to express in this, and to be honest, in the battle with Agadina and Leviathan, I had less contact with you, didn't I? I went to the front line alone, and I went to Enwei alone, and you weren't there either, right?"

"That's it...but...but even so, at the end of the Leviathan incident, didn't you still ask this king..."

"That was just a whim." This time I closed my eyes and said with some displeasure, frowning.

"On a whim, confess your love to a demon with the determination to die? You really have a strange taste...Master Angel."

"I want you to manage."

"I don't dare to care about you, I'm just surprised, because even I didn't expect that Lord Angel already has such deep feelings for me."

Goloy is right, the emergence of my feelings is a bit weird, why this happens, even I don’t quite understand it, I always feel that I am a little too frivolous, so easily moved by a demon, but on the other hand... This is not my own choice, if I can choose, I want to keep my hatred for demons forever.

But I didn't hold on, because I felt that feeling, and it must be the same feeling that Agadina and Minocaya felt.

A sense of dependence.

"It's not a whim..." I whispered.

"Well, I know, I understand very well... Lipatia, I took away your freedom... And in another sense... Your freedom, just like your virginity, symbolizes strong feelings, so when I take it away, there will be such a reaction..."

In an extremely harsh and brutal environment like hell, strength is conspicuous, and weakness is also conspicuous. In this state, in this state of not knowing how to continue to survive, a strong individual is always by his side, which naturally creates a feeling of compulsive dependence.

This is probably the source of my feelings for Goloy. There is no place in hell that can make me feel relaxed and comfortable. On the contrary, I can feel familiar with the demon king’s side, especially when I am transformed into a female in a specific form... Just like Goloy said, it is precisely because he took away my freedom, and freedom has an extremely strong symbolic meaning for me...

And having been to Gabriel City and Envi, I have seen the cruel side of hell, which made the angel's nature of longing for comfort stronger, and I became more dependent on Goloy.

Unknown state, unknown environment, under all these conditions, it is helpless to have a sense of dependence on the Demon King...

"After that, I went to the hell of the past."

Goloy didn't continue to talk about Agadina and Leviathan, as if he wanted to bring the unpleasant memories with him, because that was the most painful time for me.The relationship with Goloy wasn't fully formed, and the others were constantly trying to trample and trample on me mentally and physically.

It can be seen that the tyranny of other people to me and the cruelty of hell to me, on the contrary, further set off the gentleness of Goloy as an individual existence.

It could also be argued that other demons shaped my liking for Goloy.

"Where is the hell in the past..." Saying this, I put a hand on my chest. "It's such a delicate feeling."

"I didn't expect that the seven great demons are all female."

"Do you miss them?"

"Of course I want to. To be honest, I really like the hell in the past. I feel that the relationship between the seven demons...is pretty good. There is no such kind of fight between each other. Although there are conflicts between them, they are more like conflicts with themselves, rather than conflicts with outsiders. Although they are usually noisy, they will still unite at critical times."

I couldn't help laughing out at Goloy's words, maybe because I felt that I interrupted his atmosphere, Goloy immediately pouted and muttered.

"What... what I said is wrong."

"It's nothing, I just think you are suitable for the Mammon family, and I like the feeling of the unity of hell."

"Maybe I feel more tired... I really envy the relationship between the seven sinful demons, don't you think, the seven are like sisters, and when they are unhappy, they just quarrel... Unlike today's hell, it is too cold."

"Goloi..."

That's it, is it so?

Unknowingly, Goloy's consciousness sank again, recalling the time in hell in ancient times.

I get it, Goloy, I get what you want, and you're showing me your vulnerability again.

I moved away, and Goloy's head, which was resting on my thigh, was pressed on the bed after I moved away. He was stunned for a moment, and before he could react, I turned around and leaned against him, holding his upper body in my arms.

The Demon King is homesick.

"Mom looks so beautiful..."

Leaning against my arms, Goloy's side face pressed against my chest, feeling the violent beating of my heart. It was the vitality of Lucifer. Compared to a low-level angel, the power of this heart...is indeed very strong and full of vitality, but it is not as firm as I imagined. I always feel that like Goloy, there is a trace of fragile emotion hidden under the strong appearance...

"Yeah, I didn't expect Lucifer to be so curvaceous...I didn't even think Lucifer was a woman."

"Lipatia..."

"Ok?"

"Thank you……"

"Ah."

Just now I said that I have experienced the helplessness and fragility of Goloy, why is this so, why does the majestic devil miss the hell of the post-ancient era so much, and is so envious of the relationship between the seven great demons.

The reason is also very simple, because I can understand it very well.

That's Goloy homesick.

Chapter 6. Breaking Up the Marriage Contract (Lipatia)

Homesickness does not refer to missing Praed, but a more sensual feeling of nostalgia.

People may think that I am a selfish angel. I don’t doubt that there are people in this world who really believe in demons. They really look at things from the perspective of the devil, and they really sympathize with the devil. After this kind of people understand my thoughts, they will sigh and say how pitiful the devil is. There are no people who understand him. Angels just feel helpless for themselves, the devil’s sister, and the females who have been played by the devil, but they don’t see that the devil himself is also pitiful.

In this way, I became a willful woman instead, while Goloy became a brave man who was suffering. Momo kept the sad things in his heart and never showed them, thus forming a contrast. In front of the Demon King, how insignificant am I, an angel.

However, all of this can only exist in the fantasy of some people.

Because I know exactly what Goloy wants.

Love, this is something Goloy never got.

"After returning from hell in ancient times... I proposed to you, but you agreed... Well, but you still remember, you at that time... was a different personality, always smiling, and very gentle to me. You accepted the marriage proposal in that state... So to be honest... I actually..."

"I still have lingering fears, thinking about whether this marriage contract counts?"

"You really understand me." Goloy said with a wry smile.

Does Goloy have family affection? It's a pity that he doesn't. As a devil, Goloy has a handsome appearance and strong strength, but this may be God's will. Although he has such outstanding strength, he still cannot get anyone's care and care.

Due to family reasons, Goloy was not favored since he was a child. In fact, the position of the lord of the Lucifer family has never been with him. I don't know much about this aspect, but I have learned a little bit.

Goloy's father is not the lord of the family, but Goloy's cousin should have inherited the lordship, and because Goloy's uncle likes Agadina, Goloy's parents also dress up and train Agadina, hoping to get more benefits...

In this way, Goloy became a dispensable existence.

Why is Melika so afraid of Goloy? As a descendant of Asmodeus and also Goloy's mother, Melika is actually quite afraid of Goloy.

Because she knew what her son lacked, the lack of people's care and love for him, Melika knew that when Goloy was a child, she spent all her thoughts on Agadina and did not take good care of her son.

So Melika was very scared, afraid that her son would recall that humiliation one day, and couldn't help but shoot her.

"Lipatia...I really don't want you to leave me...that marriage contract...this contract between us...is really for me..."

"Well, I understand. It's a lot of pressure. I haven't got a clear answer, have I?"

"I'm sorry... I'm really..." Goloy curled up like a child, leaning into my arms as much as possible, and his voice trembled a little.

I did not reject Goloy, as I have always said, I understand the atmosphere, and I understand Goloy, I will not reject him at this time, it will only drive him crazy.

In this way, I feel like a bad woman, taking advantage of the weakness in Goloy's heart to control him bit by bit.

Maybe, for the benefit of heaven, I really have to control this demon king, but I don't want to desecrate this feeling, after all, this is also a creation of God.

Goloy rubbed his head against my body, and I hugged his generous body as hard as I could. His breathing became heavy, and the source of the demon became a bit disordered. At this time, the demon king fell into an extremely fragile state, which could be easily destroyed.

And he showed this vulnerability in front of me, because Goloy trusted me, not only that, he loved me, and he couldn't refuse to show his vulnerability in front of me.

Because he lacks affection.

While holding Goloy in my arms and stroking his body like a child, I couldn't help thinking about Goloy's past again.

Goloy, who has never been cared about, until everything broke out, he killed his father, his cousin and uncle, and killed all the people around him who flowed with Lucifer's blood.

The reason why Melika and Agadina survived may be because the three of them have the blood of Asmodeus. After all, no matter how indifferent Melika is to Goloy, she is Goloy's mother. Maternity is what Goloy desires.

But even if he killed his own family, Goloy still didn't get love, instead he shouldered the fate of his sister and the entire Lucifer family.

Maybe Goloy doesn't want to be a king, maybe he wants to be the one who is favored by the king.