The arrogant Li Jiayu would not be so cute

My thoughts... your thoughts...

"Just as the pear blossoms are blooming all over the world, the gentle veil is floating on the river..."

With the beginning of this song, the first stage of the stage performance will officially end. At this time, it is almost evening, and with the melodious and peaceful background music, the audience who were watching in front of the stage began to leave the stage, while the people who were wandering around the outer circle were completely unaffected, and they were still doing what they should do.

The so-called performance itself is actually not important, what is important is that it can create a festival-like atmosphere, with music, and it feels quite lively, which is enough for most people.

In view of this, the performance of the celebration was also divided into three parts. The first stage of the program was mainly biased towards those old songs praising heroes. It was regarded as the official specialty. It didn't last long, but it took on the responsibility of commemorating the unsung heroes.

The second stage is a large piece of pure music time, which also occupies the main part of the celebration, so that people will not be bored when they start playing, and the third stage is the final finishing work, where a hundred schools of thought contend. There are no taboos in performing anything.

Programs such as rock and rap have been placed in the third stage, which is a carnival of new culture.

In short, for the vast majority of people, the real entertainment time starts with the sound of background music.

"Singing sounds like a bright spring..."

After hearing the last line of the lyrics, Xiao Wanqing got up. In fact, it wasn't that she liked this type of song, but that she liked the band's adaptation, so when the show was about to start, she took Bai Jiayu to find a Listen from the heights of man.

Fortunately, the sound amplification effect of magic is very good, so even in this remote corner, they can still hear the music completely.

"ended……"

"Yes, but this is the beginning of our evening~~"

"Is it the end, but also the beginning? I didn't expect Jiayu to have some philosophical skills."

"Ah - I didn't think about it that much. It's Miss Wan Qing, you've been too distracted lately. Don't worry about it. There's only one task for you tonight, and that's to have fun with me!"

Li Jiayu only found out in the morning that Xiao Wanqing was a little restless recently, but even Xiao Wanqing herself didn't know what was going on, and of course she didn't know, but she only needed to concentrate on one thing.

"Okay, this is what I promised you..."

In fact, there is no need for any exchange at all, as long as Li Jiayu acts coquettishly to her, there is no way Xiao Wanqing can refuse to be with her.

Thinking about it carefully, how many people are left in this world who really cares about her, Xiao Wanqing?

There are grades in love, even if her goal is to love the world, she deeply understands this truth.

How important is Li Jiayu in her heart? Maybe it needs to be compared to find out, is it better than Ran Hongxia, better than Xie Qingmei, or better than Xie Wenyuan... In a flash of her mind, she found that even if she didn't He hesitated a little.

So, is there anyone else she cares about?

Of course she still cares about everyone, but if this cheap and widespread love is removed, there are only a few people with whom she can really establish a close connection.

The philanthropist is actually the person who lacks the most friends. They dedicate a large part of their sincerity to the empty majority, but they have no spare energy to love the specific people around them.

So, why is Li Jiayu's status in my heart so high that I can make judgments without thinking? When exactly...

The bloody battle between Sogang University NO.13 downstairs and female wisteria?

Was the Sacred Armored Centipede King willing to give up his rescue during the earthquake?

Or when do you step into yourself step by step?

I'm afraid, it's not a sudden moment...

But...

She didn't intend to deceive herself anymore, she knew that her feeling was love, but she really didn't quite understand what kind of love it was.

"Let's go, let's go..."

Bai Jiayu dragged her tone, and it was only then that Xiao Wanqing realized that she had been thinking for a long time unconsciously.

But these thoughts not only did not calm her down, but made her eager to solve it. However, there is still an unbreakable agreement tonight.

"Okay, let's go, let's see the thriving city under the governance of classmate Li Jiayu~"

"Well, Principal Xiao must have never imagined that one day his students could make it this far."

For some reason, Xiao Wanqing used her classmate's address again, so she went ahead and called her the principal. It seems that there is something interesting?

"Before the end of the world, my impression of you was limited to one performance on stage... Well, you were still a young boy at that time. Indeed, I never imagined that you would still be here today."

"Sister Wanqing, have you ever thought that maybe in your eyes I suddenly changed in a few days, but to me, it's like five or ten years?"

"That's right, indeed, if you can grow to where you are now after five years before the doomsday, you are already making rapid progress, our prophet classmate."

"So, did you see the future five years from now, or did you have a five-year dream? By the way, did you ever dream that you were completely transformed into a girl?"

"Dream..." Li Jiayu laughed at herself. The memories that were once unforgettable are now a little dull. If it weren't for the darkness that still remained in her heart, there would be no evidence to prove that she had really experienced those things.

And these darkness, with the hatred of this life gradually let go, retreated to the side, and it is no longer the whole of her life like it used to be, just because now, she still has her own light.

That was Xiao Wanqing, Platycodon grandiflorum, Dye Hongxia, Li Banyue, Yan Zisu, Li Donglin... These extremely important people gave her strength and made her completely unlike the lunatic in her previous life.

In other words, just in the past few months, the self at the beginning of the end of the world is far from the present self.

"Sister Qing should be more courageous that night, guess if this is a dream, or there is some other possibility."

Li Jiayu smiled, even if it seemed like a dream, it didn't hinder the real happiness in front of her at all, so why bother if it was a dream or not.

"Well!"

Xiao Wanqing suddenly opened her eyes wide, and her reaction was far beyond Li Jiayu's imagination.

No way, is Miss Wanqing the roundworm in her stomach?

"Don't think that I don't know the rumors that are raging among your classmates. Maybe they are just guessing casually, but as I get to know you better, this curious seed can always grow and germinate..."

"Shh...let me talk about my thoughts, don't rush to answer!"

Chapter 68

Should have known deceit ain't forever

It's broken, so the other people around me can't guess it...

Kikyo should be able to guess a lot. Although Ran Hongxia may not have thought too much, she is not stupid. If she reveals a little information, she can probably guess it.

And his own cousin, Yan Zisu, has a close relationship with Xiao Wanqing, as if they are close friends in the boudoir, this matter could not be discussed by the two of them.

For a moment, many thoughts flashed through Li Jiayu's mind, but before she could put these conjectures to the ground, she heard Xiao Wanqing's answer:

"I'm afraid Jiayu came from another parallel universe. First of all, Jiayu knows a lot of things, but most of them seem to be extracted from someone's end-time experience. Except for things related to this person, she doesn't know much."

"But why is it not rebirth, but time travel? It's because you have experienced many unexpected things. The most typical one is when Xijiang University fought against female wisteria. It was the beginning of the end of the world. Even if there is a butterfly effect, you should It’s small, and theoretically you can be as good as it gets.”

Xiao Wanqing imitated the detective's appearance, and pushed her eyes in the void. She observed Li Jiayu's reaction, but found that Bai Jiayu's face that was always smiling gradually became serious. She affirmed her thoughts and continued:

"But this is not the case. The combination of the two means that you came from a similar but slightly different time and space before... and this can also explain the earth-shaking changes in your personality. This is what your cousin said for sure."

"Well, am I right?"

"Traveling? No..."

Li Jiayu originally wanted to continue talking, but she stopped suddenly. She wanted to say that she was reborn, but she couldn't say it. She always thought so, but is this really the case?

is that so!

It's dark under the lights, Li, Jia, Yu!

Her throat squirmed, but she couldn't utter a single word, followed by a dark riot engraved in her soul, a dark riot in her heart that had been suppressed for a long time——

If it's really a time-travel, doesn't it mean that the wrong things I have done are really irreparable, and the people I love have already been killed by me once?

The salvation that I thought I had obtained, turned out to be half false...

They can no longer be resurrected, even if they try their best to do their best in this life.

But what's the use, they died, died in another time and space where they could no longer do anything.

Are the mistakes of the past completely irreversible after all?

yes……

Because of my stupidity, because of my childishness...

They use death to let themselves grow, but what is the growth for? The later self has no strength, but nothing can be redeemed!

If you don't grow up, you can't keep the beauty, but the price of growth is that all the beauty you should have is destroyed, so how to break this cycle...

It is destined to usher in the end of family ruin and death, and it is destined to self-destruct the self who has fallen into darkness. Even if it is really possible to reincarnate thousands of times, it will only usher in such a destined ending.

And now that I have repented, no matter how hard I try, I can't make up for the big mistakes of the past.

In fact, she should have realized it earlier, but it was too late now. The bitter fruit of self-deception in the past exploded at the moment the truth was revealed, and the sadness in her heart surged like a tsunami, which was hard to suppress.

Boundless hatred and unwillingness swept her heart again, but she didn't know who to hate, heaven, earth, or fate?Or... yourself?

At the last moment when she was still able to maintain her sanity, she exhausted her last strength and showed a pale smile to Xiao Wanqing:

"It's not like this... I'm a reborn..."

At some point, her hands were tightly clenched into fists, and her nails were deeply embedded in her palms.

Seeing the body of the lovely child beside her suddenly become weak, Xiao Wanqing became anxious all of a sudden, she put her arms around Bai Jiayu's waist in a hurry, so as not to let her fall to the ground.

And when she looked at Bai Jiayu again, Bai Jiayu's golden eyes, which can shine even in the dark, have become extremely gray now. They are the light of Jiayu's soul. When the situation has reached this level, where is she? Impossible to realize the seriousness of the problem!

"Jiayu! Did I say something wrong? Sorry, I take back my words, can you forgive me..."

Xiao Wanqing was so anxious that she didn't know what to do. It seemed that she could only say something wrong that caused this state. She became incoherent for a while, damn it, why did she self-righteously expose the so-called truth!

"Jiayu, cheer up..."

Following Bai Jiayu's tendency to lean weakly in her arms, Xiao Wanqing gently patted Bai Jiayu's head and sat down, like holding a weak doll, gently placed her buttocks on her thighs, head Putting it on her chest, she followed her long platinum hair over and over again.

Cold tears rolled down her cheeks. Seeing that Bai Jiayu was still silent, Xiao Wanqing felt more remorse in her heart, making Li Jiayu so sad. Where did she come from and what qualifications did she have? Dare to say that Li Jiayu is the one she loves the most ?

She can heal the soldiers who fought for Yongcheng, take good care of young and impulsive students, and arrange the big and small events in Yongcheng so that nearly tens of millions of people can live a stable life, but she can only heal the sadness of the person she should care most!

Even, she didn't even know what Li Jiayu was sad about!

It's ridiculous...

Li Jiayu's tears fell down her cheeks and sprinkled on her hands. At this moment, she felt extremely cold.

Silent sobbing... Li Jiayu's body twitched in her arms, as if trying to endure something, but she never made a sound, was she afraid that she would be sad because of her...

the first time.

It was the first time she saw Li Jiayu cry.

Such a girl who has always been extremely strong and has a mind like steel, is like a homeless little beast in her arms, and can only grieve alone.

Even in the moment of extreme sadness, she still cried extremely restrained, but the more restrained she was, the more pain Xiao Wanqing felt in her heart.

She really wanted to fill the void in this lovable girl's heart in the next second, and give happiness to a person who should have been loved all the time, but she couldn't do anything - a high-ranking judge seemed to be torturing her heart: you , Do you really understand this girl?

Xiao Wanqing's heart was trembling with fear, but she was unable to respond in the slightest.

Chapter 69

She will never turn back, in exchange for you to return to the light

Punishment.

The moment she realized this problem, her heart seemed to be tightly held by invisible hands, and the moment it relaxed, what greeted her was a huge sense of tearing.

I, what an idiot.

Li Jiayu's real pain has torn away the hypocritical fig leaf of what I have always said is fraternal love for the world.

In fact, even the person she should love the most cannot resolve her pain, nor can she love her with a pious heart. In this case, she has used her achievements countless times in her heart and called it love to satisfy her self-contradictory wishes.

In fact, she should have figured it out a few days ago, that kind of helpless hesitation and bewilderment was the result of her going the wrong way!

The reason why she begged Li Jiayu to take over for her the night before was because she hoped to see someone affirming herself and being happy because of herself, and then she could obtain spiritual strength from them to support her to continue living.

If she had known this earlier, understood her sincerity earlier, had broken through the limitations of the world earlier, understood Li Jiayu's heart earlier, and hadn't let Li Jiayu's mind hang in the air, wouldn't it be possible to avoid the desperate situation where two people are facing great pain at the same time and are powerless at this moment?

It's a pity, why didn't she wake up until now?

Although she hugged Li Jiayu, the two of them were physically very close, but their hearts were far apart.

The huge sense of tearing made her at a loss, she knew she was wrong, she was extremely eager to comfort the lover in her arms, but she didn't know what to do at all.