The arrogant Li Jiayu would not be so cute

Because she doesn't know how to truly love someone, she can only give cheap comfort, she can only follow Li Jiayu's long platinum hair over and over again, but she can't say any useful words.

She should have known, she should have woken up earlier, but missed the opportunity because of her own hesitation, and did not learn to truly love someone because of her immaturity.

She also has to eat the bitter fruit she planted.

However, sadness is useless. Is there any way to stop Li Jiayu from being sad?

If she could know the cause of Li Jiayu's pain, then everything would be solved, but this is precisely the crux of the problem - it was because of her mistake that she didn't understand Li Jiayu at all.

Could she still pry something out of Li Jiayu, who is now heartbroken? This is no longer possible. Now Li Jiayu only has the ability to whimper, how can she still have the ability to respond to herself?

Xiao Wanqing didn't even dare to speak anymore, because she was afraid that Li Jiayu would remember the painful things again when she heard her voice, making the situation worse.

sorry Sorry……

But what's the use of saying sorry in my heart... She is so incompetent, she can only let the person she loves cry alone in her arms, and she can't even share the pain with herself...

Li Jiayu once told her that light is hypocritical, but at this moment, it cannot be more compatible. The so-called light cannot illuminate the mourning heart, cannot expel sadness and hatred, and cannot give warmth to the soul.

Powerless...

There are thousands of words in her heart that she wants to say. When Xiao Wanqing found out that she was sincere, she realized that she had so much love for Li Jiayu that she wanted to say, but now, isn't it too late!

If you want to talk, tears will flow first.

"Jiayu..."

At some point, her eyes were already filled with tears, silently falling on Bai Jiayu's hair.

No matter how many chaotic thoughts she has in her heart, she can't back down, she must do something, anyway, the situation can't get any worse, can it?

She decided to gently turn Bai Jiayu's body at a small angle, so that Bai Jiayu's body leaned on her right arm, so that she could free her left hand and see Bai Jiayu's face clearly.

Bai Jiayu had already closed her eyes.

She couldn't tell what it was like, but she was greatly relieved in her heart. She couldn't see Bai Jiayu's eyes that had lost her spirit, which made her shrink back a lot.

"Jiayu..."

Second call.

It's as if the prince is trying to wake Sleeping Beauty, but this prince is just another lonely person.

Xiao Wanqing approached Bai Jiayu little by little, her fair and smooth skin was already close in front of her eyes.

'If there was anything else I could do...'

'I hope I do the right thing, if I do something wrong, then let God punish me...'

"Jiayu...!"

The third call.

She took a deep breath and used her last courage to call out to the soul of her loved one as gently as possible, but the trembling of sadness in the words was very clear.

The eyelashes of the person in front of her eyes were all in sight. This was the last attempt she could make with all her strength.

If I can't get Li Jiayu's forgiveness, and I can't let her get out of the boundless sorrow, then I would rather run away, to a world where she can never find me again, so that she will never be sad because of me again, right? .

"My own existence has always been a pain that cannot be loved for Jiayu. If I can't let her get love, at least in the future, I can make her no longer suffer. '

'This is the best way I can think of in the endless guilt and self-blame...'

"I, want to love you."

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The great sense of consternation dilutes the boundless sadness. Although the heart has been riddled with holes, the blood and tears from the past are still flowing. At this moment, it seems that it is no longer important.

what happened?

Sister Wanqing, why did you forcefully kiss yourself?

She wanted to try to move her body, but found that she seemed to be entangled by an octopus. Xiao Wanqing exerted all her strength, making it impossible for her to break free at all. Only the hand that was still clenched tightly could be loosened. When she pulled out her nails, the blocked blood in her palm immediately flowed out.

How could Xiao Wanqing, who was so close, not notice that Bai Jiayu opened her eyes, but when she found that Bai Jiayu's eyes were no longer as radiant as before, her heart still couldn't help but sink.

She used her free left hand to support Bai Jiayu's head a little further, so that Li Jiayu could only see her own face.

Xiao Wanqing stared at Li Jiayu stubbornly, if this was useful, if this could make the person in front of her feel her heart, she would look at him for eternity!

Until you use your own mind to rescue them from the abyss of pain together!

If anyone wants to stop her, she will cut off all the chains!

Chapter 70

determined to move forward

"..."

Having just woken up from the painful world, the sadness in Li Jiayu's heart has not been diminished much, but she was shocked by Xiao Wanqing's sudden action, which made her soul float back to the real world.

But she doesn't want to come back.

Just let her stay in that dark corner a little longer, until she reabsorbs all the darkness and returns to this wonderful world with bright hope.

She didn't want to hurt those who cared about her. If she didn't digest these things, she would definitely vent them out and destroy the happiness she had created.

She can't bet.

Maybe so, or maybe, it's more about escaping for the time being.

Until Xiao Wanqing called her back.

Now, Xiao Wanqing was looking at her with tears in her eyes. She had an urge to close her eyes again, because she was unable to bear Xiao Wanqing's expectations.

But she didn't want to look scared either...

what to do?Li Jiayu's brain turned sharply, but she still couldn't figure out what to do. She could only maintain the posture just now, not even daring to blink her eyes, and could only squint around unconsciously.

But Xiao Wanqing's actions would not stop because she didn't do anything. On the contrary, after seeing her still in a daze, Xiao Wanqing's actions became more aggressive, making her even more powerless to resist.

However, when Xiao Wanqing's other free hand pressed her head and stopped her from looking around, leaving only Xiao Wanqing's face in her eyes, she had nowhere to escape.

!

A different kind of charm...

This is the first time for Li Jiayu to see Xiao Wanqing being so radical, with such desperate determination, the emotion in Xiao Wanqing's eyes is now unprecedentedly hot, which is far from the indifference she has always had, even if she was forced to marry Yang An in her previous life At that time, Li Jiayu could only see a touch of sadness in her eyes.

Xiao Wanqing is not a person who is good at expressing her emotions, she has always known it.

Unlike Ran Hongxia who puts her mind on her expression, unlike Kikyo who becomes lively and playful when she is alone, Xiao Wanqing has always played a steady elder, even if she likes Li Jiayu, she will not show this emotion.

The unprecedented firm will was the only thing she could read from Xiao Wanqing's eyes. As for the others, she didn't dare to look any further, for fear that the hidden flame would burn herself.

But that's out of her hands.

The eyelashes of the two were getting closer and closer, Li Jiayu could only let Xiao Wanqing do what she wanted, her mental collapse almost made her control over her body completely ineffective.

She was forced to see Xiao Wanqing's heart, looked at the pupils that reflected her own figure, and saw the...love that was almost materialized!

Really, is it love?

Obviously it shouldn't be, but I just collapsed my faith in an ordinary way, so I can win her love by virtue of this weakness?

She has never felt this kind of fiery love from Xiao Wanqing, because Xiao Wanqing has always kept a distance from her deliberately, and always maintains obvious restraint between actions, and this level of love is at most caring.

So, she was also lying to herself.

If it wasn't for this love in my heart before, how could it suddenly erupt? I obviously like myself, why do I have to reject myself time and time again, and be close to myself...

Regardless of everything, when Xiao Wanqing's strong will meets Li Jiayu who dare not face her, the outcome has already been decided.

In the duel of wills, the weaker family will always be the loser.

Xiao Wanqing completely suppressed all the darkness that hadn't disappeared, as well as her own will, and her heart was only left with complicated feelings for this love, half joy and half sadness.

The sad thing is Xiao Wanqing's countless invisible rejections and clear boundaries in the past, but the joy is that her greatest wish of being a human being in two lives has been fulfilled today. If time can be frozen at this moment, then let the world become eternal .

She chose to take the initiative to respond to Xiao Wanqing. Li Jiayu, who has two girlfriends, has much more experience than Xiao Wanqing. Compared with Xiao Wanqing's clumsy tongue, she immediately gained the initiative under the initiative.

Being attacked suddenly, Xiao Wanqing's body trembled slightly, and then a smile appeared on her face, and the look in her eyes softened again, no longer as aggressive as when she suppressed Li Jiayu just now.

With the passing of the most critical moment, Xiao Wanqing's boundless enthusiasm seemed to fade away all of a sudden, but both of them knew that this was just a kind of restraint, once this emotion was revealed, it would pierce the ambiguous window paper , everything will never go back to the past.

This is a good thing.

Gently opening and stroking the left hand on the back of Bai Jiayu's head, Xiao Wanqing pulled away, her breathing had already started to be a little difficult, and she needed to take a big mouthful of oxygen.

And Bai Jiayu is still leaning on her right arm, her eyes are blurred, but from the eyes that are almost bent into crescent moons, it can be seen that she will not be angry.

It was great that Jiayu was fine.

She rubbed her eyes, and a tear dropped from the corner of her eyes, which were already full of tears, but this time, it was not sad.

She was happy, and even her body felt lighter than ever.

Ever since she faced her own will and acted boldly, her spirit has been sublimated. She has found someone she can rely on in this world, and she will never suffer from confusion and loss again.

Gently wiped away the two glistening tear stains on her face for Bai Jiayu, she watched Bai Jiayu's every move without saying a word.

There is no need to say anything.

No matter what grief or pain Li Jiayu has suffered, she already knows that Xiao Wanqing will always be by her side, that Xiao Wanqing has sworn that her heart belongs to her, and Xiao Wanqing also knows that Li Jiayu will overcome all sorrows because of her and face all the dangers...

When Bai Jiayu opened her eyes again to look at Xiao Wanqing, her eyes had regained their golden brilliance, as gentle and brilliant as ever, but this time, they were colored with determination because of Xiao Wanqing's existence.

But she remembered the agreement between the two. How could such a beautiful day be replaced by crying helplessly?

Xiao Wanqing's holy light has been covering the two of them, not only cleaning away the dust nearby, but also keeping their bodies warm.

Xiao Wanqing was still combing her hair with her fingers, and she didn't even want to leave because of the special comfort, but she still had to move on.

"Miss Wanqing..."

"uh-huh?"

smile.

"Let's go and see the bustling together."

Chapter 71

night out

When Bai Jiayu's mental power fluctuated greatly, Hei Jiayu noticed it immediately, but Bai Jiayu took the lead in cutting off her synchronous perception authority, which made it impossible for her to find out what happened.

She originally wanted to ask Ling what happened, but before she could ask, Ling reassured her that she didn't have to disturb Bai Jiayu.

Even if she cuts off the connection, she can faintly feel the sadness that goes deep into the soul. Although she is very worried about her other self, she still chooses to believe in herself. If Bai Jiayu can't hold on, it will not cause any harm, but she herself But it's different.

Maybe it's because she hasn't used the power of darkness for a long time, and hasn't summoned any summoned beasts of the dark department, so that her image has gradually improved, but in fact, she is still such a tyrannical great dark summoner.

If she ran away, the situation would be unimaginable.

After thinking about it carefully, she let go of her worries. With Sister Wanqing by her side, nothing major would happen... right?

Fortunately, not long after, Bai Jiayu's mental state completely recovered, which also made her feel relieved.

"Look, Jiayu, in front are Chu Xiang and Lan Xiaoyue..."

Kikyo pointed out to her two old acquaintances in front of her. After Chu Xiang was promoted to the third level, he could change from a large dragon figure back to a normal human form. Although he was still tall and big, at least he was no longer as ferocious as a dragon figure.

Otherwise, it's not good to scare people when you go out shopping.

The square is huge, and they can be found among the tens of thousands of people, thanks to Chu Xiang's big man.

"I saw it too..."

However, Hei Jiayu didn't intend to meet them, and it was rare for him to pretend that he could come out normally, and when he met acquaintances, he lost the sense of mystery.

……