I, the first son, became a woman

Xia Juan regained consciousness and stood up.

Although she didn't sleep all night, it was nothing to her.

It was just mental torture and a whole night of racking my brains and wrestling with myself.

Xia Juan was exhausted and very tired.

After wringing out the towel, Xia Juan sighed and covered her somewhat red and swollen face with it.

The hot temperature seemed to engulf his body in an instant, bringing a thorough warmth.

Xia Juan just covered himself with a towel and stood there for an unknown amount of time.

After a while, she took off the towel embarrassingly, and washed it thoroughly.

In fact, Xia Juan himself discovered it too.

She has always been vigorous and resolute, striding like a meteor, and she pays attention to speed in everything.

After that night, it started to slow down.

No matter what he did, Xia Juan seemed to be trying to delay for a few more minutes.

It seems that as long as I do things slowly.

At that time, the passage of time will be correspondingly slower...

Xia Juan didn't know that this was actually the fear in his heart, fear, and fear to face.

She also did not know.

This is deliberately procrastinating, trying to create the illusion that I still have a lot of free time.

But all of this is just a lie after all.

It's just... even if it's false.

This is the last she can do.

In two months, she will have to be forced to join another family.

with another man...

Close your eyes and take a deep breath.

Xia Juan rubbed her dizzy head, breathed evenly for a while, and finally walked out of the room.

Now I want to get married... Now that it has become a fact.

The problem is...

How should I do something about getting married? !

such as……

Like deliberately looking for a useless man like me who can't have sex? !

The eyeballs rolled around.

While meditating, Xia Juan walked towards the lobby while making the last struggle.

If you find a good-for-nothing husband.

Then I... really don't have to worry about being treated by others...

But the problem is that some places can't use it, and some places can still use it!

Just like she is now.

There is more than one hole in the hornet's nest!

Thinking of being crushed under her body, she panted softly and rosy.

Xia Juan only felt that he was short of breath, it was extremely difficult, and he was almost suffocating.

The ultimate humiliation felt from beginning to end.

It made her feel ashamed and humiliated!

Especially the parents, and the three older sisters all know that they used to be a man.

A man being raped by another man... and so on.

Would not it be……

For a while, he sighed again.

Xia Juan felt that he should stop thinking about it for the time being.

Otherwise, if you continue to think this way, you won't need two months.

It only takes a few days, and I'm afraid I will...

"I'm simply crazy...!"

He rubbed his eyelids on either side of his nose.

Xia Juan finally opened his eyes and stepped into the lobby.

"Father, mother..."

Some call it without confidence.

Xia Juan raised his head.

It was found that Xia Yuanpo and Mrs. Zhou were sitting together, holding a stack of thick papers in their hands, discussing something.

"Juan'er?!"

As soon as she heard Xia Juan's voice, Mrs. Zhou came back to her senses immediately.

After seeing Xia Juan's eye sockets were red and swollen, he was completely sleepless, and his eyes were red from crying.

Mrs. Zhou couldn't help feeling distressed for a moment, and hurried to Xia Juan.

"Juan'er, good boy... tell mother, are you okay?!"

Madam Zhou walked to Xia Juan's side, and hugged Xia Juan gently.

She kissed Xia Juan's eyes swollen from crying, tears were about to burst out of her eyes.

"Mom, I'm fine..."

The somewhat hoarse voice hesitated for a while because of not sleeping all night and crying.

Xia Juan looked at Mrs. Zhou, and then met Xia Yuanpo who was opposite her.

She panicked for a moment, and quickly looked away again.

"Mom, I'm really fine..."

"Anyway... there is no other way..."

A stiff and awkward dry smile bloomed in the cold winter air.

It is also fleeting like fireworks, passing by in a flash.

"Really?"

Raising her head, Madam Zhou reached out and touched Xia Juan's face.

"Juan'er, mother knows that you are in pain, and it's also very hard."

"But Juan'er...father and mother also..."

"Mom, there's no need to say anything."

Shaking her head, Xia Juan stretched out her hand to stop Mrs. Zhou's words.

She took a deep breath.

After a while, he finally raised his head and looked at Xia Yuanpo.

"Father... I've already figured it out."

"I marry... I, Xia Juan, can marry!"

"Juan'er, you..."

As soon as the words finished, Mrs. Zhou's eyes widened when she heard Xia Juan's words, looking at her daughter in disbelief.

As Xia Juan's mother, she naturally understood her child.

As a child Xia Juan, she would never give in, nor would she bow her head.

she……

"Juan'er, you really..."

"Mmm... mother..."

He lowered his head and smiled slightly at Mrs. Zhou.

Xia Juan's pale lips trembled a few times before looking at Xia Yuanpo.

"But Dad—"

"This matter, I have to choose myself!"

His eyes fell firmly on Xia Juan.

Xia Yuanpo's old hands pinched the thick stack of paper vigorously.

After a long time, he smiled wryly.

"This matter, father can find a way..."

Want to marry someone else, make your own choice...

On this point, we can think of a way.

So Xia Yuanpo hesitated and nodded.

"Juan'er, being in the Xia family... I have wronged you."

"No, it should be said that it is Juan'er's honor to have parents like father and mother."

There seemed to be no pain and struggle on that face at all.

Xia Juanyun smiled lightly, as if she didn't care anymore.

She is like a worn-out rag doll that has long been abandoned and lost hope.

At this moment, he was being thrown in a desolate corner, laughing to himself.

"Well... with your filial piety, parents' life is not in vain."

Nodding his head, Xia Yuanpo naturally understood what Xia Juan's true emotions and psychology were like.

But now...

Everyone is pretending, everyone is acting.

Because once the layer of false lies was pierced, the mask worn on the face was pierced.

At that time, it will only bring more heart-piercing pain.

"Juan'er, good boy, mother is very happy that you think so."

With a smile, Mrs. Zhou kept touching Xia Juan's face.

As if she never knew her child, her eyes widened and she kept watching.

Xia Yuanpo watched the mother and daughter silently reluctant to let go in front of his eyes.

He also looked at the smile Xia Juan was feigning on his face.

Those fists were clenched even tighter.

but……

Juaner, as a parent, I hope that my children can be happy and live a good life.

Dad doesn't want you to live in the entanglement and struggle between men and women all the time.

perhaps……

Perhaps only under this kind of oppression and persecution can your mentality be truly changed.