I, the first son, became a woman

because……

Because it is simply impossible!

How is this possible? !

Or……

Is it...

Could it be me in the past.

Always……

are all...

wrong?

Chapter 657 Darkness and Light

"You mean to say..."

"Everything has two sides..."

He hesitated for a long time.

Xia Juan raised his head and spoke slowly.

"Yes, you are really smart."

Ye Ning knew Xia Juan's character well, so he nodded approvingly and praised Xia Juan.

"Xia Juan, actually..."

"In fact, everyone will encounter setbacks and difficulties in life."

"But mentality is often the most important thing."

"If a person abandons himself or even degrades himself, he thinks that everyone in this world is against him and is unfair to him."

"The result will only get worse."

Ye Ning shrugged his shoulders and shook his head bitterly.

"what do you mean……"

Again a musing.

Xia Juan pursed her lips and raised her head suspiciously.

"No matter what difficulties you encounter, don't be afraid!"

"Smile and face him!"

"The best way to get rid of fear is to get rid of fear!"

"Persistence—is victory!"

"Come on! Ollie!!!"

A roar suddenly came from outside the windy and snowy window, interrupting Xia Juan's conversation.

Xia Juan and Ye Ning stopped the time abruptly and looked at each other.

After a while, Ye Ning stood up unhurriedly and opened the window.

In the wind and snow, a naked man was shouting while running into the distance.

Then he swam across the river in winter and disappeared.

"It should be the nearby villagers."

Ye Ning and Xia Juan disagree.

The two didn't care, shook, Ye Ning closed the window, and sat down again.

"continue."

He looked at Xia Juan, like a quiet and reassuring listener.

"I forgot what I wanted to say."

He rubbed his head.

Xia Juan looked like he was having a headache and couldn't help sighing.

"Let me tell you that life requires faith, perseverance and an upward spirit."

"Oh, right."

As soon as Ye Ning reminded her, Xia Juan nodded and came back to her senses.

But for a moment, she suddenly smiled and looked at Ye Ning with disdain.

"But the surname is Ye."

"Do I know what happened to me? Do you know what I've been through?"

With a sneer, Xia Juan sat up and leaned against the wall.

"You have been very good-looking since you were a child, smart and loved."

"Do you know the feeling of inferiority that gets into your bones when countless people laugh at you?"

"Do you know the feeling of loneliness when a person doesn't even dare to look at others, and just bows his head?"

"Ye, you really don't understand."

"For me...for some people, this so-called inspiration is simply ridiculous!"

"That's the way life is."

With a sigh, Ye Ning lowered his head.

"Xia Juan, there will always be bad things in life."

"But if we have been brooding over those bad things, clinging to compassion and blaming others."

"Those beautiful things, you will also miss them unknowingly."

"Even lost."

Between the words, it seems that there is something in the words.

Ye Ning raised his head and glanced at Xia Juan, then smiled warmly and raised his head.

"Actually, Xia Juan, sometimes, you will find that life is beautiful."

"In other words... it's taking pleasure in suffering, seeking suffering in pleasure."

"If you think about it carefully, is there a certain moment of time freeze that made you nostalgic, happy, and joyful?"

"Maybe it's the warmth of being with family, or maybe it's the scene of fighting with friends."

"Or maybe... it's because I ate a delicious candy, or drank a glass of delicious wine."

"I……"

Mouth hesitated to speak.

Xia Juan swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

In my mind, I really thought of many pictures at once.

After being assassinated, he was seriously injured.

When you wake up, Mom and Dad.

Even the second and third sisters who had left sat next to each other, watching him closely.

Because of his physical disability, he was lonely and deserted, hiding in the room all the time.

There are also Uncle Yin, parents, and sisters who often accompany me and persuade me.

Every time I meet myself.

The third sister... always plays tricks and jokes on purpose, trying to arouse my excitement.

At the time of the leader meeting.

Also because someone laughed at her, the second sister immediately made a move and abolished others in full view!

When I was wounded by Marquis Qian Yu, I was on the verge of death.

The third sister led the disciples from Zhiyue Palace to leave in a hurry.

The second sister also flew over in an instant.

and also……

The thoughts in my mind stopped abruptly.

Xia Juan closed her eyes and finally nodded.

Yes... and Ye Ning... surnamed Ye...

He...in fact, he treats me...why is it not good?

When Qi Changping was trapped in the mansion.

He was the first to notice and rushed over to save me.

When being entangled by the second prince Qi Xunran.

It was also him... who came out to deal with it for me and retired the other party.

even……

Ha ha……

In fact, this plan of my own fake marriage seems to have never been realized.

Or... simply impossible.

No man would be willing to agree to such a thankless thing.

But he……

Agreed too.

Couldn't help but took a deep breath.

Xia Juan gritted her teeth, feeling a soreness in her eyes.

When you travel by yourself, your parents care about and remember you.

When I got married, my parents' reluctance and joy for me.

And usually.

The care and care of every bit and every drop.

in fact……

by my side.

seems really...

And people who care about me... care about me... take care of me.

It's just that I have always only cared about those abuses, those ridicules, and those targeting.

But I still have my parents, my sisters...

In fact, why should I envy others to have a happy family?

I myself, am I also the Xia family, the apple of my eye?

Can……

But how could I be wrong?

I……

There seemed to be something vaguely breaking through the shackles in his thinking.

Xia Juan let out the deep breath, nodded, and finally opened his eyes slowly.