People in the original god, the innkeeper, oppressing his sister

As a result, Yura's tone became unhappy in an instant, and she turned around in a fit of anger, leaving only the back view of the other party.

After talking so much, it was clearly agreed that she would cook, but now that the water is boiling, there is no response.

Amber thought for a while, it seemed that Yula just went to look for Gu Bai and wanted to ask him what he would like for dinner, but since he came back, he kept his head down and sat beside him without saying a word.

"The water has been boiling for a while."

Thinking of this, Amber urged again, Yura just raised her head, glanced at herself, and then lowered her face again.

"What happened to your eyes?" Amber was startled when he saw this. "Why are you crying?"

She hurriedly put the pot down, stroked Yula's back lightly, and asked softly:

"What happened, did you fight?"

"I... I did something wrong again."

"Tell me what's going on first, okay?"

"I lost my temper with him. Morning."

Was it because of this that I was unhappy at that time?

At that time, the two walked out of the tent. Although it is not clear what happened inside, they have not spoken since then, and it is basically certain that there was an awkward situation.

It's just because based on my understanding of Yula, she belongs to the type of temper that comes and goes quickly, and after that, I was still discussing dinner as if nothing had happened, so I was only worried for a while, but then I didn't take it to heart.

I thought it was just a small conflict, but I didn't expect that since I really lost my temper.

"But you were so worried about him yesterday, why did you suddenly do this?" Amber asked again.

"I don't know why, but when I saw him, I suddenly couldn't control it..."

Yura lowered her red eyes:

"But I really never thought of being angry with him. He almost died because of me. How could I blame him again? In fact, I was blaming myself...I was losing my temper with myself."

"Really, I hated myself for dragging him down. At that time, I saw him lying there smiling at me, obviously covered in injuries... I have never hated myself so much like that moment, if I wasn't by my side , he wouldn’t have been running around with my back behind his back, and almost died in the end…”

Yura covered her face with her hands, but she had already regretted it when she came out of the tent.

She understood everything Gu Bai said, that was the most correct choice, but it was precisely because she understood that she felt powerless.

In the face of the cruel reality, she couldn't change anything, she could only watch him disappear from sight, and she could remember the heartache to the point of suffocation for the rest of her life, and it was just like this that she hated herself even more for being unable to do anything.

She has never been angry because Gu Bai left her behind, but every time she thinks of this, she can't wait to hug him tightly and never let go, fearing that he will disappear from now on, but the emotions that are born after that are guilt and anger. blame yourself.

When she saw him, she really wanted to hug him, but the moment she spoke, the cold tone in it surprised even herself.

Afterwards, the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were out of control. At that time, the thoughts in her mind were almost out of her control, and all the words were blurted out without thinking. Seeing his smile shrinking little by little, she felt uncomfortable in her heart. Trembling, but even so, she gritted her teeth and finished the sentence.

Even, in the end, she didn't know what she was talking about.

It was only later that she gradually realized that the original coldness and anger were not aimed at Gu Bai, but made him become like himself.

But she didn't know why, but she took all her anger on Gu Bai, even though her original intention was definitely not like that.

Yura bit her lip, traces of blood seeped from her lips:

"I'm a complete bastard, he almost died..."

At that time, she didn't realize this, and she didn't realize how much what she said was too much. She came out of the tent, although she regretted it, she still thought she was blaming him for disregarding his safety.

She naively thought that, like the two of them usually quarreling, they were struggling with how to get things back.

Although I wanted to apologize to him, but because I was too impulsive at the time, I didn't know how to open my mouth, which is why the subsequent scenes happened.

The childish actions she made were not intended to provoke him deliberately, but to attract his attention, so as to get an opportunity to confess her mistake.

But it doesn't matter what she does, whether she walks in front of him specifically, or takes out his blanket, this time Gu Bai is not like usual, but stays in place for a while, then shakes his head and walks away.

In the beginning, she still made these prank-like actions, but when Gu Bai returned to the tent and walked out without saying a word, she felt a strong sense of uneasiness, and found that things were not as she thought. like that.

So she let go of the entanglement in her heart, wanted to find him, and used what she had for dinner as an excuse to seriously apologize to him.

However, when she saw the figure on the rock and was still organizing her words, he just glanced at her, then turned and walked away.

There is no helpless and doting smile, not even impatience, as if looking at a stranger, looking over lightly, and then walking away lightly.

The distance between the two suddenly widened.

At that moment, she realized how annoying her self-willedness was. Yula didn't know how long she was in a daze at that time, and when she realized it, she realized that her nose was sore.

Sometimes, in front of the person you care about, just a small move by the other person can make your mood fall to the bottom.

On the way back, she kept thinking about why the relationship between the two had developed to this point. She broke it with her own hands, but she clearly cherished it very much.

Everyone is fine, and it stands to reason that they should be happy, and why did she say so many hurtful things at that time regardless.

At this time, she suddenly understood that the reason she found out for losing her temper, that is, worrying about Gu Bai, was actually just a layer of hypocritical lies.

It's not that the worry is fake, she really wanted Gu Bai to understand the seriousness of the matter and stop taking any risks, but this was not an excuse to get angry, and the real reason was that she couldn't control her emotions for no reason. It was because she hated the powerless self.

With this thought in mind, she silently walked back to the camp, then fell into self-blame and restlessness, and has been sitting until now.

"I..." She looked at Amber helplessly, and said the whole thing in a broken voice, "Actually, it's all my fault, but, but I really don't want to..."

That kind of dishonesty character seems to be engraved into her bone marrow and has become a part of her. Even if she intends to change it, she often finds that things are developing in an uncontrollable direction.

In fact, not only this matter is the case, but in her daily dealings with people, she often messes up all kinds of things.

"Okay, okay...it's not as serious as you think." Amber hurriedly hugged her, gently stroking her short hair, "It's not like we'll never see each other again, Gu Bai is still there, go talk to him Just say no."

"But, he has already started to hate me..."

"How could it be?" Amber looked at her dumbfounded. Although she knew that Yula was a very sensitive character, she was too sensitive, more like panicked because of anxiety. Man, he risked his life for you, but he stopped talking to you because of this?"

"Don't worry." Amber slowly comforted Yula: "He cares about you very much, what you have to do now is to walk over, apologize earnestly, and then explain your thoughts clearly. Everything will be fine."

"Um……"

"And then..." Amber's expression also became serious: "I can't say such hurtful words in the future, think about it in another way, if I were him, I'm afraid I would come out when you were angry in the tent So don’t worry about what he thinks, the most important thing is to clear up the misunderstanding, and then don’t do it again.”

"Even if people care about you, they won't tolerate you all the time."

"Am I disgusting? It's obviously because I'm angry, but I still have to find an excuse to worry about him..."

Yura became sad again.

"It's just too easy for you to think about things pessimistically. It's not as serious as what you said, and who can explain this kind of thing clearly. In my opinion, there are actually two kinds of thinking."

Amber patted Yura on the back again:

"You are worried about him, and you are also blaming yourself, which is why you can't control your emotions. I know you don't want to be like this, but it will be difficult to change your personality for a while, and you have to seriously correct it in the future."

"As for the others..." Amber thought hard, and then smiled embarrassedly:

"I don't know much about emotional matters. It is said in the novel that people will lose their minds, but I don't know if it is true. In short, this is your first time. You will definitely make mistakes, but you must discover and correct them in time. , can’t let the mistakes continue, that’s really self-inflicted.”

"Also, you said that you hated yourself for hurting him, which is actually not right. If you really want to follow this statement, then we should all blame Abedo's master. There is no need to blame yourself too much for the accident at that time, because it was really just It was an accident, and everyone was almost cheated."

"What you should really blame yourself is whether you have said anything unreasonable to him."

Yula was silent for a moment, then said in a muffled voice, "I don't remember too well, I said whatever I thought of at that time... I must have said a lot of hurtful things."

"Oh... I hope I didn't say too much."

Amber sighed a little, although she has been swearing to comfort Yula that nothing will happen, in fact, her heart is also beating:

"Anyway, I'll cook, and now you just sit aside and think carefully about how to apologize. After eating, I will pull Ying and Kaiya away, and you take the opportunity to walk to him. If you can't, just hug him He's fine."

"Now go wash your face, go back to the tent and clean it up, like a little cat..." Seeing Yula nodding obediently, walking towards the tent, and looking at Gu Bai's figure from time to time, Amber waited for her to leave Far, also stood up.

Not for anything else, just to make sure that my guess is right or not;

It can't be that she comforted Yula for a long time, but in the end she was completely wrong about Gu Bai's thoughts.

Thinking of this, she saw Gu Bai standing up from Ying, hesitated for a moment, Amber walked quickly to Ying's side, and asked in a low voice:

"Ying, that, I..."

"Do you want to ask about Gu Bai and Yula?"

"Yeah. Please give me some news, please, Yura knows she's wrong, and she's going to apologize after dinner."

"You asked me..." Ying paused, wondering why: "I don't know either."

"what?"

"I asked him just now, but he didn't tell me." Ying pointed to Gu Bai's figure: "Then he left."

"Then...is he still angry with Yura?"

"No." Ying held her chin worriedly, "If it was before, I'm sure I didn't, but now I'm not sure."

"Look at this—" Ying pointed to a pile of broken vegetable leaves at her hand, "It was originally a cabbage, and he helped me choose it just now."

"Now it's cabbage rolls."

Long Qitan under the Moon: Chapter 158 Admitting My Immature

"So... Gu Bai is very angry?"

Amber looked at the unrecognizable cabbage, and his heart skipped a beat.

It seems that I guessed wrong? !

Just now, in order to comfort Yula, without thinking too much, she said a lot based on her own understanding of feelings, and adding that the comforting person would definitely not go in a pessimistic direction, and then came to Yula, "As long as you Apologize seriously, and he will forgive you" conclusion.

From the analysis of various things in the past, on the one hand, she feels that her point of view is not wrong - Gu Bai cares about Yula very much, this is something that anyone can see.

But on the other hand, because the matter is very important, she was very disturbed while talking.

Now that he has found his girlfriend to confirm Gu Bai's true thoughts, Amber finds that the anxiety in his heart seems to have come true.

broken!

You know, although I told Yula to apologize after dinner, but with her temperament, seeing Gu Bai leave alone, it might not be impossible to follow directly.

And now Gu Bai's mood is too good, or in other words, judging from that field of cabbage, it should be very bad.

If the two meet at this time, it is really uncertain what will happen;

So, before you find out more clearly, you have to grab Yura quickly!

Thinking of this, Amber turned around quickly, and just said, "I'm sorry, Ying, I'm going to check on the situation." He was about to run towards the tent.

Ying held her back dumbfounded: "Wait a minute, listen to me, it's not as serious as you think."

Amber stopped again, but kept looking at Yula's tent. The warm yellow light inside indicated that she hadn't gone out for the time being. It was a good thing.

"The two of them are not children anymore, so many things can't happen." Seeing Amber's relieved look, Ying had to repeat again: "Listen to me first, Yula still depends on you." , if you are more nervous than her."

"Oh, oh, sorry..."

"It's not what you think. If he's really angry, he won't vent his anger with that cabbage, right?" Ying moved to the side to make room for Amber, "I don't think he's angry, more Seems a little annoyed."

"Irritable?" Amber thought for a while, then said weakly, "But I don't think it's much different from being angry."

"Not to that point, how should I put it, let me think about it..."

Bored, aggrieved, unhappy, wronged?

It doesn't seem to be very accurate.

Words flashed through my mind one by one, but I still couldn't find the right one.

After thinking hard for a long time, finally, a flash of inspiration: "Yes!"

"Actually... I seem to understand Ying, so I don't need you to explain it..."

"Eh?" Ying was taken aback, but she didn't say anything.

Amber silently pointed to her hand, Ying followed the trend and saw that it was a cabbage.

To be precise, I was holding a cabbage not long ago, but now it has unknowingly turned into a pile of vegetable leaves.

"I see, really." Amber nodded seriously.

Ying was silent for a few seconds, and put away a pile of vegetable leaves: "...It's good that you understand."

"But in order to prevent you from misunderstanding, I think it is necessary for me to explain again."

By now, she has confirmed that the conflict between the two was caused by the lack of communication.

Ying paused: "Just now I thought of a...very vivid metaphor."