Yukinoshita Yukino has 3 minutes to die

She complained about such a life.

She also wanted to give up, to fail completely, and to become a guy who was raised by others.

That totally give up, lose it all attitude.

She really wants it.

So, she gave such an answer.

"Whether it's fighting or giving up—this is your own life."

"No matter what you choose, it takes courage."

"I want you to work hard."

Chapter 49 Small talk

Yosuke Koyama interviewed Megumi Kato.

I want to find a solution from Megumi Kato.

Megumi Kato said a lot, but he didn't say anything.

The only result he got was about Kato Megumi herself, who was once as confused as he was. Although she barely broke through the cage, she was not satisfied with the status quo.

In ancient Greece, one day, Socrates led several disciples to a field full of wheat ears, and said to his disciples: "Go to the wheat field to pick the biggest ear of wheat, you are only allowed to go in, and you are not allowed to retreat." .” The disciples walked into the wheat field, looked at this one, and shook their heads; looked at that one, and shook their heads again.Although the disciples also tried to pick a few fringes, they were not satisfied, so they threw them away.They always think that the biggest ear of wheat is still ahead.They always think that there are still many opportunities, and there is no need to decide prematurely.It wasn't until Socrates yelled: "You are at the end!" The disciples woke up like a dream.

Socrates asked: "Is there an ear in the field that is the biggest?" The disciples said: "There must be."

Socrates nodded: "Yes, but you may not be able to touch it. - Even if you do, you may not be able to make an accurate judgment."

Yosuke Koyama thought of this story inexplicably.

For him, he is standing on the edge of the wheat field, a traveler who is about to cross the wheat field, and wants to pick the biggest ear of wheat - and Kato Megumi is the one who has already crossed the wheat field and cannot turn back, although her hand The ears of wheat may be very big, but she still wants to turn around and pick the biggest ear of wheat.

Looking at the back of the girl going away, Koyama Yosuke sighed a little.

Those who have have nostalgia for the past.

Those who haven't had it hesitate in the future.

He does intend to help Kato Megumi, but he doesn't dare to use the ability of the dream. The ghost knows what unpredictable things will happen in the dream, and whether Kato Megumi will like him.

He can no longer bear the love of others now.

If Kato Megumi fell in love with him again, he might as well go to Tianchao—he now feels the same way about himself before he lost his memory, and seems to understand something.

Why would I actively choose to lose my memory.

"go home."

After Koyama Yosuke got home, he took off his shoes at the entrance.

The entrance is still the same as it was when we left in the morning - the shoe racks are empty, but the entrance is full of men's shoes, very messy, and no one tidies them up.

The faucet in the house did not seem to be closed tightly, and the sound of ticking was heard from the kitchen to the door. If the water pipe freezes and bursts in winter, the whole house will be flooded, and he may not know until he returns home.

That's what living alone is all about.

No one cares, no one asks, no one answers.

Those who can help him manage have left the apartment.

I don't know why, but I suddenly feel a little lonely.

He suddenly wanted to have a private conversation with a certain girl.

Is the emotion of loneliness born out of thin air? It often comes quietly, and a light footstep can easily completely change a person's heart.

Makes a person miserable and lonely.

——to the point of screaming.

——Fortunately, Koyama Yosuke doesn’t live alone in the strict sense. He knows quite a few girls, or quite a few girls like him. If he wants to make a phone call, he still has a lot of people to call.

only……

Who should I call?

Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu?

Yukinoshita Yoshino?

Yukino Yukino?

English pear?

The man was a little hesitant, it was not appropriate to call anyone in his current state.When there is a gap in his heart that needs to be filled by someone, subconsciously calling someone is enough to prove that person's position in his heart.

But it won't work if you don't fight.

He needs a girl to soothe his impoverished heart.

I called Yinglili first.

With two beeps, the call was connected quickly

Ying Lili: "Why did you suddenly remember to call me?"

The girl's tone seemed a little lazy, she was different from Koyama Yosuke.Yosuke Koyama invited Kato Megumi to dinner when he got home. She had been home for a while, and she had just finished taking a shower. The water droplets were still hanging on her snow-white skin and hadn't been wiped clean. The pajamas were tightly attached to her body, which gave people A hazy beauty.

Koyama Yosuke: "It's nothing, I just feel that the place where I live is a bit too deserted, I just want to call someone, if you are not happy, I can hang up the phone."

The man's words were dry, and he didn't know what to say.So he quickly retreated, ready to hang up.But the girl became anxious.

Ying Lili: "I'm not unhappy, how could I be unhappy...I'm really happy that you can take the initiative to call me."

Her voice trembled a little.

Hearing that Yosuke Koyama was going to hang up the phone, she was a little anxious.Although she can be seen every day in the school, there are many people watching in the school, and she has some heart-wrenching words that she can't say at all, and this time is just right.

More important things are.

She missed Yosuke Koyama.

Koyama Yosuke: "How is your life recently? Are you happy with Kasumigaoka Shiwa at your house?"

Ying Lili: "Of course it's impossible to be happy. There is a fat and big woman in the house out of thin air. This kind of fat and big woman eats a lot. My parents want to help her prepare pig food-oh my god , no wonder she grew so fat."

She said these words with a bit of yin and yang, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu is now taking a bath next door.Ever since this woman lived in her home, her parents seemed to be a bit lost.Isn't he just a light novelist who has sold a few books?

Why do my parents value it so much?

Not only did this woman want to rob her of a man, but her parents' affection was also taken away.

She is really unhappy.

Koyama Yosuke couldn't help laughing when he heard her strange tone:

"Is it fat? It's plump."

full?

Ying Lili sneered.

After all, that woman was nothing but fat under her skin.After eating so much fat all day, she will have high blood pressure, high blood clots, and high blood fat and high blood sugar. When the middle-aged and elderly diseases frequently occur in the future, she will know what regret is.

but.

It is the person I like who says this.

Does he like plump?

Ying Lili: "Plump? Tell me, do you prefer this plump one?"

Ying Lili was a little apprehensive.

She was really a little apprehensive.

Koyama Yosuke: "Do you want to hear the truth or lie?"

The man felt a little caring for the girl, and didn't say the words that hit the other person's heart - but Ying Lili understood immediately.

She became whining.

Ying Lili: "I understand."

Koyama Yosuke: "What do you know?"

you understood.

You know shit.

People often pretend to understand and misunderstand what others mean—but this time, Ying Lili obviously did not misunderstand what Yosuke Koyama meant.

Ying Lili: "I will... work hard to drink milk and drink... papaya soup."

She usually checks on the Internet how to make her fragile body a bit plumper. Although her legs are slender, Yosuke Koyama also likes to play with her legs in her dream-but the legs are only a part of the body, more important What's more is the two lumps of meat.

Although she didn't feel anything, if Yosuke Koyama was interested, she would work hard.

"What, what are you trying to do?"

Koyama Yosuke thought it was funny when he thought of Yinglili's tablet, which was holding a pair of slightly trembling things.

Involuntarily laughed out loud.

Ying Lili: "What are you laughing at?"

Koyama Yosuke: "I think of happy things."

He grinned.

Really had a good laugh.

Like a monkey.

Ying Lili: "Are you secretly laughing at me?"

Koyama Yosuke: "I dare not."

Ying Lili: "Don't you dare?"

Ying Lili was a little angry when she heard this sentence, what else is this guy afraid of?You already have real girlfriends, why do you come here from another city to provoke me?

She also heard Kasumigaoka Shiyu's story about Yukinoshita Yono, and after knowing that another woman liked him, she became even more angry with Koyama Yosuke.

Scum! !

Scumbag! !

But what can a scumbag do.

Who made her like Yosuke Koyama?

Ying Lili: "If you don't dare, just accept me obediently. When I'm my househusband, how can there be a guy who says he doesn't dare, and then goes around promiscuously?"

Ying Lili expressed her heart.

She really wanted Koyama Yosuke to cut through the mess quickly, sort out everything in front of her, and make herself feel better. She had been in a daze for too long.

However, Yosuke Koyama changed the subject.

"You are so enthusiastic, I can't use you now to compare with the first time I saw you - when I first saw you, you were cold to me, even if I helped you, it would be of no use. Patience, what is it that made you like this?"

Ying Lili was silent.

She has some regrets.

Sorry to touch on this topic.

Whenever we talk about this topic, there is always a hurdle in my heart that I can't get around.

"I don't need to tell you the reason for this."

"Because I've always felt guilty towards you in my heart - I'm guilty of what I did to you in my dreams. Before I atone for my sins, I will be paralyzed when I think of losing you."

"The whole body seemed to lose all its strength, and it was as if someone had tightly choked the throat and couldn't breathe at all."

This is indeed Ying Lili's heart-now Koyama Yosuke still can't recall the memory of Ying Lili's incarnation as a demon during that time, but Ying Lili clearly remembers the sins of everything she did, the reason why she stagnated at the critical moment Part of the reason for Yosuke Koyama's own indecision.

Another part was the reason why Ying Lili didn't dare to take a step.

Koyama Yosuke chuckled: "Don't pay too much attention to it, the things in the dream are always just the things in the dream-those don't exist in the real world, so the things you did to me in the dream are actually no big deal of."

Really?