The man who got into the cute daily show

I have been working hard to do it.

But he couldn't do it, he failed.

There are many traces of this notebook being repaired, which proves that it is very likely that this is not the first time that Yan Baying, in a complex, angry and helpless mood, took this notebook as an object of catharsis and threw it down. It's a mess.

However?

After the fall, he bent over to pick it up again without dignity, and continued to repeat the same thing.

……

"Yataka..., Yataka..., I'm sorry..., I really don't know, you have been carrying such pain all this time."

Xiaoqing's tears couldn't stop dripping down.

that moment.

She seemed to be able to see the painful and lonely figure of Yan Baying from time to time, but what made her feel the most uncomfortable was that she had finally pushed the door open until now, peeking at the man who would never open to the outside world. Inner world of it.

The Cthulhu, the Girl with the Second Sickness of the Kitchen, and the Bad King Yan Baying: Chapter 640 Mission and Karma

There was no doubt about the note in his hand, which gave Xiaoqing a huge shock.

She felt it for the first time.

I really saw the man's tightly sealed heart, that fragile heart, Xiaoqing also seemed to know..., that one has always seemed to be the strongest, and can talk and laugh happily in the face of any difficulties , a man with ease.

It also has weaknesses.

He will also blush and curse some bastard and things like a normal person.

There will also be times when he wants to rely on others.

He also has times of fear, even fear.

He would also curl up alone in a dark corner like that, silently enduring all the pain that was imposed on him.

……

"Understood, now I understand everything."

Tears are uncontrollable.

Sitting alone in this dusty, crumbling former residence that has almost become a dilapidated building, Xiaoqing is filled with countless memories of the past.

On the dilapidated steps at the door.

It seemed that Yan Baying could still be seen squatting there with a smile, feeding rice to the chickens.

On the dilapidated wooden lazy chair in the house.

It seems that Yan Baying can still see the arrogant figure who used to be shirtless, holding the fan with one hand, and yelling at her with the other, asking her to serve him with tea and water.

The broken hearth front in the kitchen.

It seems that Yan Baying once lit the fire herself, and her face was blackened by the smoke, while she herself was amused by the laughter, and the two could not help but taunt and scold each other.

And finally the last...

On this dusty wooden table and bowls and chopsticks in front of me.

Xiaoqing seemed to be able to clearly see that on the last night at that time, she had prepared a large table full of fragrant and delicious food, but she never saw the lonely figure when the other party came back for a long time.

After waiting until all the meals have cooled down.

She at that time.

Sitting alone and silently at the table, she didn't say anything, but the crystal tears dripping on the table still revealed her mood at that time.

After knowing clearly that Yan Baying has gone and will never come back.

In her heart, except for the sadness that will never be wiped away...

The only one left.

It may be the resentment and incomprehension that evolved from this.

Because she didn't know why Yan Baying had to leave, she couldn't understand this, so Xiaoqing knew that at that time, in her heart, she had already become half sad and half resentful, and she really wanted to grab her face to face Looking at the collar of the other party, ask carefully.

It's just a pity...

Since.

Yan Baying really never appeared in front of her again.

Just like the other party had warned her.

will suddenly leave.

And will be gone forever.

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it's good now.

I don't know how many years have passed, but now that she came back here again, she finally figured out everything by herself.

And she also clearly realized one thing.

That is after the separation.

She is not the only one who suffers, that man also suffers more than her.

【That night】

Xiaoqing cleaned the former bedroom. She lay there, fantasizing and deceiving, feeling that Yan Baying was still lying beside her as before, smiling at her, stroking her skin, embracing her Body.

He pressed close to her ear, exhaling warm breath.

The bright moonlight from the moon shone in generously from the window.

Xiaoqing looked at the starry sky and bright moon that remained unchanged, and the unrealistic fantasy just now was instantly shattered under a ray of longing.

Yan Baying was no longer by her side.

And beside the other party, she was no longer there.

In a trance.

Bai Heling's smiling face seemed to suddenly appear in her mind, making her more silent, revealing a trace of envy and pain.

however……

In fact, what Xiaoqing is most worried about now is that he is afraid that the other party will forget her, and that in the long river of time, he will never remember all the memories of the two of them together.

"Yataka, I'm sorry, I still miss you, I really miss you..."

With a slight trembling voice.

Xiaoqing stretched her hands to the bright white moon above the night sky, stroking the outline of the other party, as if she was stroking the face of a man she was familiar with in the past.

Presumably at this time.

The one lying next to him must be that young girl.

That human girl named Lily Ling.

She is a good girl.

Xiaoqing can see it from the other person's eyes, but why, her chest is always so tingling and uncomfortable, is it because she is jealous of the happiness that the other person is enjoying now?

Yataka would leave.

He never stays in the same place all the time.

In an instant.

Xiaoqing's pupils shrank, she stood up abruptly, and took out the worn-out notebook in her hand, and began to flip through it desperately, looking for something non-stop.

In her heart, a worry and fear suddenly arose.

Everything.

They all seem to be following a looming pattern and outline.

The girl named Baiheling, her smile, her happiness, and her enviable sincere eyes...

These! ——

All of these! ——

Aren't they all things that Xiaoqing herself once owned? ——

Isn't it something she has experienced herself before! ——

"Damn it, wait a minute."

"Wait a moment."

"Wait for me!"

In a trance.

Xiaoqing seemed to have a vague feeling that she was about to discover something.

She became tense and short of breath.

If it is said that Yataka will never stay in any world, then there is no doubt that he will leave in the end, and will leave the girl named Lily Ling again suddenly like he left her.

The girl who was immersed in unimaginable happiness at this time.

I'm afraid the future...

It is bound to follow the same old path as her.

this, this-

A trace of fear rose in Xiaoqing's heart, and the words of that mysterious man in the past seemed to suddenly reappear in her heart.

……

【He has his mission, but the karma between him and you is over, you can't change it, and you can't bear it. 】

……

His mission?

What is his mission!

What does it mean that karma is over!

Xiaoqing forced herself to calm down, and then took a good look at the note in her hand, and took a look at everything recorded on it, the beginning and end of each world.

cause?

Wait a minute, is Yataka leaving because the karma is over?

Does mission mean that Yataka has something he has to do?

So if you calculate it like this.

Xiaoqing's face gradually turned pale in the silence, and an indescribable coolness rose from the bottom of her heart.

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"Does it mean that when Yataka has inadvertently accomplished what he wanted to do, it's time to leave?"

The worlds that Yataka was sent to.

Not random behavior without any meaning.

It's the same as deliberately arranged!

It's like a special mission.

When the task is done.

Is it time to leave? At the moment when the karma ends, Yataka will disappear in this world in an instant, and then appear in another brand new world, to continue to carry out the so-called mission and connect the so-called karma in the invisible ?

This cycle goes on and on, repeating the cycle forever!

And the karma in this world.

Is it...