Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

However, the sweetness I like is only manifested in things, and it is completely different from the sweet things written in the book-it can be said that there is no similarity at all.

I like cakes covered with cream, but I hate sharing them with people outside my family. I like to stay alone in the corner and eat chocolate chip cookies. I also like to drink MAX when I am alone, and enjoy my own snacks in the family restaurant. time.All in all, the so-called sweetness, I only like to fill my mouth with that kind of taste, not the kind that I am willing to share with others. Of course, this is not out of selfishness or exclusive desire, but pure, I want to stay somewhere alone and enjoy the feeling of sweetness.

Therefore, apart from the sweetness of food, I don't expect anything in my life to be linked to "sweetness". Although it sounds cruel, it is also true.

The reason why reality is reality is that it is often not as perfect as people imagine.And the reason why imagination is imagination is precisely because it will always be in opposition to reality.

Perhaps, there are some lucky ones who can make one of their many imaginations come true through certain coincidences, accidents, hard work and other factors at certain times. It is certainly something to be happy about, but obviously, Most people are not in the category of "lucky ones". After experiencing dreamy imaginations, longings for the future, and planning for life, people who face all kinds of ups and downs in reality and finally fall and never get up again, are in this Most people in the world... Cruel but true, this is the main body of this world. The most taste that most people in this world can taste is bitterness.

Sweetness is always short-lived, while bitterness is very long-lasting.

...Even so, there are still people who pursue that brief moment in a bitter reality—a short, fleeting sweet moment.

I have seen such people, and I have heard of such people, but generally speaking, they can only be regarded as a minority, and I also know clearly that I cannot make that level of effort. Of course, I have an attitude of liking the sweet things, but I will not deliberately change my actions or habits to pursue those things. In my opinion, the most important thing is to recognize reality and live in the moment.Instead of pursuing those ethereal things, it is better to try to slowly get used to this bitter world.

Therefore, besides the sweetness of food, I neither pursue nor long for it, but rather look at it from a third-party perspective.There may be occasional moments of longing or... jealousy, but I will not make any changes and actions because of this, I am still me.

Learning how to control yourself is an important skill to survive in this world.I don't want to cause irreparable consequences because of a momentary impulse, and I don't want to be a person controlled by emotions.

Because, no matter what kind of feelings you want to change your actions at will, it will eventually bring a bitter taste of regret. Those who can face all this calmly just bury that bitter taste in their hearts. .In a certain period of time, when the bitterness buried in the bottom of my heart bursts out, what tastes are better than bitterness?

I don't know. I don't want to know.

But the only thing that is certain is that in order to obtain something sweet, one must pay a price corresponding to it, or on top of it. After the sweetness dissipates, there must be endless bitterness.

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Two weeks have passed since the two of them suddenly visited my house. It is considered to be in the middle of February, and the severe cold in winter still shows no signs of abating. Every time I pass by the corridor of the school, I feel I shivered at the erosion of the draft.

I am not on duty this week, but I have to continue to stay in this cold school because of club activities, and what is very unfortunate is that when I changed my seat last time, I got a seat near the window, here It seems to be one of the few positions in this class where the heating cannot be felt. Thanks to it, the cold wind leaking from the window makes me shiver every time.

Although looking out of the window, the sun can be glimpsed from the dense clouds, and the daytime is indeed beginning to lengthen, but the temperature does not see any increase... Well, the sun will be lazy too.. ....perhaps.

It's about to enter the spring period, but I feel the temperature of winter. It's really... people can't help but worry about whether this year's spring will be late.

However, there will also be some sayings like "spring may be late, but it will come" to be encouraged.It is also like this that very few girls in this school have begun to wear summer school uniforms...but it is also because of this that people feel more and more cold.

After school, except for me, most of the people in the class were full of energy and began to relax because of the exhaustion and dullness accumulated in the classroom, especially the people in the row near the corridor, who can get enough rest. The heating supply makes it extra warm even in this kind of weather, and it is those people who have the most energy at this time.

"Hey—Hayato, do you have a reservation for this afternoon?"

A super-loud voice that could silence the whole class came from there, and Tobu sat on the chair backwards with an excited face for some reason, looking at Hayama who was packing his schoolbag and asked.

Perhaps it was true that after two years of classmate, he still couldn't adapt to the Hubu's loud voice, Ha Shan showed a slightly helpless smile, and stopped the movement of his hands

"No...how? Is there anything I can do for you?"

Because of the weather, it seems that the activities of the football club will start a little later, so in the past two weeks, Hayama went home directly after school, and of course, the household department also.

At this time, the other two idiots in this class - Ooka and Yamato also gathered around and stood in front of Hayama's desk

"Please!"

"Come to the study session with us!"

The three of them looked at Hayama with very pious eyes, as if he would cry if Hayama said a word... Well, after all, the placement test is coming soon... Hayama chooses Liberal arts, Ooka and household department should be science... As for Yamato... I don't know, and it doesn't matter. Probably after the official start of this spring, there will be most of the staff changes in this class Bar.

However, at this moment, a voice more piercing than the cold wind came from behind Hayama, it was Miura who had already put on his summer uniform.

"Huh? Hubu, what are you doing?"

"Well......"

After Miura's voice, the other three low hums sounded, and the idiot trio instantly lost the excitement they had before, and each shrank their necks, not daring to look at Miura at all, feeling a bit like a tamed little boy What about dogs and stuff...

"Ah... Speaking of which, the exam is coming soon, right?"

As usual, Hayama also turned the atmosphere around very well, and Hube also nodded vigorously.

"That's right... I still want to work hard because I still have a little time."

"Uh-huh"

"That's right!"

The other two also agreed.

No, wait a minute, can these three people really come up with such words and reasons? !Unexpectedly, it was a serious reason. Hey... I can't believe it because it's too serious.

Before I could think too much, Miura looked at Ooka with sharp eyes.

"I said, Ooka, I don't care how you called Tobe and Yamato to lie with you, but don't bring Hayato in. I heard that you are planning to go to other grades in the name of Hayato. The girls hold a study session?"

Now the truth is revealed, um, this is the truth.

Maybe the truth was exposed, so the three of them didn't intend to hide anything anymore, they simply looked at Hayama with a pitiful look, and started to play the emotional card from Hubu

"No, look, isn't it almost time to eat chocolate?"

"Hayato's words must be fine. Although you basically don't accept any chocolates, someone will always send them... right?"

"But we just..."

The other two continued to talk about what the Ministry of Finance said, and slowly smiled wryly.

That's it, let's just say it's a serious reason, but...February NO.14...There are only about three days left...In such a short time Let the relationship between the two reach the level where they can give each other chocolates...not at all...no, it is still very possible, for example, Hayama...this person, I guess Most girls will be willing to give it, right?Even the ones who have only met a few times.

However, the girls' camp was not polite. Although Miura didn't continue to say anything, Ebina, who had just packed her schoolbag, spoke very seriously.

"That's right, many boys now hope to receive the winning chocolates before they are divided into classes, right?"

"Yes, yes, Ebina-san, this idea is indeed correct!"

Hube suddenly became more active again, as if he had seen the dawn.Then, I found that Ebina suddenly showed a serious face, and raised his chin with his hand

"Wait! If you put it this way, then this year's Hayato will probably receive chocolates. Compared with Goya X Hayato, chocolates that surpass friendship... ahhhhhhhhhh!"

At the moment when a series of strange noises came out, Yuigahama who came from behind gave him a light pat on the shoulder.

...Just pretend you didn't hear those words...It's rare to show a serious face...What the hell are you talking about...This woman. ..... Absolutely impossible to send it!

Miura looked at her worriedly, and handed her a tissue too.

"Ebina, paper."

"Yeah, thank you...Fufu...Maybe it's better than Goya. Ah, Hayato will be very gentle, right?"

It's really normal to still have this weird laugh even though my nose is bleeding.

At this time, Miura finally showed a gentle smile, the tense atmosphere of the whole small group was relieved enough, and it was enough to make people feel relieved.

At this time, Ye Shan's voice sounded suddenly, although it was very quiet, he heard it clearly

"By the way, Yui, is there anyone who is planning to give chocolates this year?"

After this question, everything became quiet, that's right...all the people around that group became quiet, but my side...was very quiet.

Yuigahama, who was asked suddenly, had a rare flustered expression on his face, but then covered it up with quick head shaking and loud laughter

"Ahaha... In my words, it's the same as in previous years, nothing special. Family and friendship chocolates."

"Is that so? ... Also, sorry for asking you this question suddenly."

Hayama smiled apologetically.

"No, it's all right"

"That......"

Miura looked at Hayama strangely, hesitant to speak, but before that, Hayama had already packed his desk and stood up, looking at the three of Tobe

"Let's stop here today, see you tomorrow, everyone."

"Well, well, yes, it's changed back."

"Yes oh yes oh."

"...What about the study session?"

Ooka seemed a little unwilling to ask.

"The focus is not on learning anyway, is it?"

Miura told the truth mercilessly, and the latter shrank his neck instantly. Hayama just smiled helplessly and didn't continue to say anything.So, of course the study session was cancelled.

Each carried their schoolbags on their backs and walked towards the outside of the classroom. It seemed that they were about to go back. Yuigahama quickly said something to everyone at the door, probably saying goodbye, and then ran into the classroom again. Instead of going back to my seat, I came directly to my table.

...That's right, we still have club activities to come...But, there's no need to be together...It's impossible to escape...Aha. .....

Chapter 150 Five Yukinoshita Yonoshita's Boyfriend Cultivation·The Future Is Gradually Lost

Today's activity room is also very quiet, as always, it is a good place to read. If there is any comfort in this noisy campus, it is probably that there is such a quiet place where people can relax and read.. ...until the end of club activities, I will spend time reading books...that's what I thought.

I don't know when, there was a crisp "pop", and then there was the sound of Yukinoshita closing the book

"Yubahama-san?"

Following the guidance of the voice, I raised my head slightly to look at the two people who were sitting in the previous positions.

"Ah, um? What's the matter? Xiaoxue?"

Yuigahama responded to Yukinoshita's words absent-mindedly, and slowly raised his head from the schoolbag that was used as a pillow.

"...I feel that the atmosphere is a little bit of a concern...Did something happen?"

For some reason, when Yukinoshita said that, she squinted towards me.

...Are you blaming me?No, I don't know about the atmosphere... By the way, isn't it the same as usual?Thinking of this, my eyes met Yukinoshita's, and then, I suddenly noticed something different from usual.

Yuigahama's hands were not playing with the mobile phone, but were hidden in the schoolbag as if hidden.

"No, it's nothing, Koyuki"

After saying this, I lay down again softly... It seems that I am very disappointed... But why?Have you been hit hard by something?

"Is it......"

Apparently Yukinoshita, who didn't really believe Yuigahama's statement, turned his gaze to me, with a little...horrifying cold stare.

"Mr. Biqigu, it really is your responsibility."

"Huh? Wait a minute! I say."

"What? Isn't it right? People who spread lonely bacteria everywhere are regarded as plagues in this kind of festival...Do you want me to remind you of this common sense?"

"Don't bring everything up on me, okay?! I just stay here and read!"

It seems that my rebellious opinions have aroused Yukinoshita's evil taste even more... She stood up from the chair with a frown, walked to the window and turned to face me, holding her hands in her arms. arms, a smug smile

"Allah? Am I wrong? Today is Valentine's Day, right? Ordinary boys don't hide in this kind of place to read quietly. I understand that I didn't receive chocolates, but please pay attention to this place too. How's the atmosphere here? The whole province exudes a pitiful smell. Even though it's this kind of festival, you can't even receive a piece of chocolate."

"Damn...do you want to fight..."

Are you bored under the snow today? !Although I don't care about this fact, it still hurts to be said so bluntly!Hateful Kanto Plain!

"Hmph... This is really a pity, I still have a little..."

Before I finished speaking, Yukinoshita has already snatched it up, looking at me with pity

"With all due respect, the chocolate given by my family at this time is not something worth showing off."

Dismiss the foreword!Sure enough, I still really hate this kind of festival!Fuck me all the chocolate!

"So, to keep you from spoiling the holiday spirit..."

While saying this, Yukinoshita has already fiddled with his schoolbag quickly, and finally took out a rectangular gift box with lace, and handed it to me with a caring smile

"After predicting this situation a long time ago, I specially prepared this yesterday for now, please accept it with gratitude."

...The chocolates I received for this reason...I'm not happy at all...I just don't want to accept them at all...

At this time, Yuigahama, who was originally soft into a ball, suddenly became angry, stood up from the chair all of a sudden, and handed another box in front of me with a "huh", but his eyes glanced away, so he couldn't see the expression or look. Know why this is the case.

"Also, and me! This, this is for Xiaoqi! Here it is!"

"Oh, oh oh."

Ahh... I was taken aback... What should I do?

I looked at the things the two of them handed over...it's not good to refuse...at least it was given by someone else, right?Although the reason is not very good...

"Then, then...thank you."

I carefully accepted the chocolates from the two of them, placed them on the front and back of the table, and thanked them again