My sick girlfriend can't be my wife Yuno

Teenager with plugged ears in a birdcage

fighting an invisible enemy

Don Quixote in a room the size of six tatami mats

The end is just as ugly anyway.”

Don Quixote...?

Kasuga Tsubaki finally understood another sentence.

She had heard her father read Don Quixote to her.

This is an absurd hero. Riding a little donkey, he never knows whether he will declare war on the windmill in the next second, or whether he will run to the end of the world facing the rising sun.

But the absurd life of Don Quixote did not leave a deep impression on Tsubaki Kasuga.

She only remembered that even this absurd hero regretted his life when he was sick and was about to die, and warned his niece not to marry someone who had read knight novels.

She was thinking when she was a child, such unruly and absurd heroes have lost to reality, how terrifying is reality?

Until now, Kasuga Yetsubaki understands that reality is a thing that is only worthy of being destroyed.

In Kasugano Tsubaki's understanding, this line of lyrics is about the terrible reality.

"Heh, even Amano-kun thinks reality is worthless." She sneered on her teary face.

Not only Kasugano Tsubaki, but also my wife Yuno and Toyoyo Reisuke, when they heard this, they also felt that this was a song of pure despair.

The song is full of despair, awakening the pain in their hearts that they don't want to recall.

But just here, the chords of Amano Kazuki's subordinates turned and became eager.

His voice was no longer deep, and the pitch was raised in vain, becoming transparent and passionate.

The song goes into the real second part.

"I've thought about it a hundred times

because of your bright smile

thinking about death

Must be from taking life too seriously

I've thought about it once

because I haven't met you yet

Because someone like you was born into this world

I started to feel a little better about the world

Because there are people like you in this world

I started to look forward to this world a little bit.”

In the last part of the song, the emotions completely exploded, but it was no longer the previous despair, no longer the previous depression.

But live to die.

It is the cicada that has been buried underground for more than a dozen springs and autumns, and finally comes out to release the beauty of life.

It is the hyacinth that blooms beautiful flowers again after cutting off the dead branches.

Kazuki Amano's singing voice slowly fell after the highest loudness, and the tail of the guitar was still trembling slightly.

The three people listening to the song were already stunned.

Their emotions fluctuated with the singing, and they suppressed the time of half the song, thinking that the end would be the silence of death, but the result was the bursting of life.

In their minds, the last lyrics are still echoing.

——Because I saw "you"'s bright smile, I thought of my scars and embarrassment, so I wanted to get rid of it.

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So even though "I" is full of dead thoughts, I can't help but have a little expectation for the changed world.

It turns out that the reason why the lyrics are "I once wanted to get rid of everything" is because the people in the song have come out now, and it is because the strong young man straightened his back from loss and despair.

What this song wants to talk about is actually not the reason for wanting to die at all, but the reason for wanting to live.

The three looked at Kazuki Amano.

At this time, the sun had already set, and the lights in the villa were not turned on. The boy's face was hidden in the darkness, but his eyes were shining brightly, and his smile was as bright as he sang in his song.

They didn't know who Kazuki Amano was thinking of when he wrote this song.

But for them, Kazuki Amano at this time is the "you" in the song.

They thought that Kazuki Amano wrote the song, so he was the one who stood up again from the corner abandoned by the world.

With his existence, the three of them couldn't help but have a little expectation for this terrible world.

but.

"It's too late...it's already too late." Chunga Yetsubaki whispered to himself.

She has lost everything, and has no nostalgia for this world, good or bad, what does it have to do with her, anyway, she has no place for herself.

The same is true for the fake Toyo Ryou Reisuke, she looked at Kazuki Amano with complicated eyes.

She was moved by the song sung by Kazuki Amano, and she became more determined in her goal.

But her goal is to become a god, and then revive Toyo Rang Liyou.

To achieve this goal, it is necessary to be the enemy of Kazuki Amano, so her mood became complicated for a while.

Only my wife Yuno was touched purely.

"Amano-san~!" She threw herself on Kazuki Amano, wrapping her arms around the boy's neck.

She looked into Amano Kazuki's eyes: "It sounds good! It sounds good! Sing it to me later, okay?"

Because of Kazuki Amano, she found a reason to live.

Because of Kazuki Amano, she has expectations for tomorrow, and she has a good impression of the world again.

This song is almost as if Amano-san wrote it especially for her.

My wife Yuno's cheeks were as red as her heart was burning right now.

"Huh?" Kazuki Amano was taken aback, in his imagination, my wife Yuno should be crying now, why is she blushing and smiling so brightly?

After listening to such a sad song, how can you laugh, give me a good cry, hey!

He pulled my wife Yuno away from him suspiciously, only to find that the other two didn't look sad either.

in his perspective.

Kasuga Tsubaki had a dull expression on his face, as if he was thinking about something difficult to make a decision.

As for Toyo Ryou, when he looked over, he immediately put on a smiling face, smiling heartlessly.

Well, play the piano to the cow.

Kazuki Amano thought.

Someone in my previous life said, "I once thought about it too." People who didn't feel it after listening to the song, either lived a very happy life, or were completely depressed and completely hopeless.

What about these three people, are they happy?

Of course it's impossible. I don't have any parents. How can I be happy?

But it can't be completely hopeless.

Kazuki Amano didn't understand.

Could it be that they weren't listening at all, because he was so devoted to playing and singing in vain.

"Amano-san, why did you write so many reasons for wanting to die earlier? This song is obviously about the hope of living hard." My wife Yuno asked at this time.

Very good, at least Yuno listened well!

Amano Kazuki clenched his fist quietly.

Then explain: "Because, in order to describe the strong hope, you must first describe the deep darkness, and the same is true of life."

These are the original words of former singer Mika Nakashima.

My wife Yuno was stunned for a moment: "Is it darkness first, and then hope..."

"After darkness comes hope, and so is life. Well said, boy."

At this time, a deep male voice suddenly came from outside the villa.

The beginning of the first volume of reincarnation: Chapter 53 No. 4, Keigo Kurasu

The voice came out of nowhere, perfectly playing the role of an uninvited guest.

——It directly broke the relatively harmonious atmosphere in the villa, and made several people instantly vigilant after a brief moment of surprise.

"Who is it!" Kazuki Amano shouted subconsciously.

In the exciting battlefield, meeting other people is like meeting two hunters prowling in the black forest. Once they meet, shooting is always the top priority.

But before the people in the room could fully react, a few dark things were thrown in by people outside.

It was a few pieces of lacquered red tubes, dyed into an unknown ferocity by the night, they were thrown into the room and rolled to a stop on the ground.

"Get down!" Amano Kazuki immediately thought of the bomb, and he quickly threw my wife Yuno beside him.

After hearing the sound, the pseudo-rich Liyou squatted under the table in panic.

Only Kasuga Tsubaki can sit at the table in leisure time.

She knew from the sound that the person outside was her ally, No. 4, Keigo Kurasu.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and after waiting for three hours, she was almost numb from anxiety.

Fortunately, now that the ally has arrived, she can finally relax.

She simply believed that the promised allies would not hurt her.

So things on the ground, even bombs, won't detonate.

However, at the beginning, the battle plan she and Keigo Raisu agreed on was to pinch Amano Kazuki.

The opponent attacked from the front, and she stabbed from the back.

just now...

Kasuga Tsubaki looked at Amano Kazuki who was protecting my wife Yuno, and hesitated.

She was suddenly less willing to kill No. 1.

Obviously No. 1 was the biggest obstacle for her to become a god, but for some reason, she felt a bit of resistance to the backstab plan.

Is it because of that song?maybe.

On the other side, Kazuki Amano waited nervously for a few seconds, but the explosion he was worried about did not happen.

He raised his head and saw a red detonator explosive package, lying less than one meter away from him, quietly waiting for detonation.

There is also an electronic device tied to the explosive package, with characters beating on it, it is unknown whether it is a timing device or a remote control device.

Kazuki Amano is very familiar with this kind of explosive bag.

Tonight, he had just watched Yuliu Miyayin tie this thing to him with his own eyes.

He even had a close look at the power of this thing after it exploded.

He is sure.

If he was allowed to explode in front of his face, he and Yuno would have absolutely no chance of surviving.

Kazuki Amano looked left and right again, and there were five explosive packs near the dining table, and the explosion range was enough to cover the entire room after detonation.

Therefore, it is impossible to quickly escape from the villa before the other party reacts.

But since the person who threw the bomb did not directly detonate it, it means that they still have a chance to negotiate and resist.