The decent group was surprised to sit up and the villain was myself

"Immortality does not seem to be a good thing. I have witnessed the departure of relatives and friends one after another. In the end, I was left alone. Whenever I walked out of the shadows and socialized again, I had a group of people. Friends, but the ending is also the same, I maintain an eternal posture, their lives are reduced day by day, I have participated in many funerals, experienced the sadness of parting many times, and gradually become numb at the end."

Shuyao let go of the petals in her hand, let it fall into the water, and let it be carried away by the current.

Many people's life is like that, petals are life, flowing water is time, until the end, that is death.

But she is different, she is an eternal wooden boat, even if it is taken anywhere by the current, it will not be damaged, and it will always move forward along the current, even falling into the boundless sea.

Yexing blinked.

"How old are you now?"

"It's impolite to ask a girl's age. If I asked you how old you are, would you say it?"

"I'm 23 now, ready to be 24."

"Liar."

Shuyao looked at the petite and cute loli beside her in disbelief, it was hard to imagine that she was already an adult.

"I'm not lying, I'm a genuine and legal loli, believe it or not."

Shu Yao fell silent, suddenly didn't know what to say.

It can be said that the sudden appearance of this loli in front of her interrupted her thinking about life.

Now she suddenly has a lot of things she wants to ask her, such as about the future.

At this time, Ye Xing continued, "What are your plans for the future?"

"I don't know, I'm just a little tired of living the life now. My future is very long, and I don't want to suffer from parting again. At that time... I may find a way to let myself die."

Hearing this, Ye Xing finally understood.

This period of time is the first time that Shuyao has the idea of ​​death, which is the rudiment of obsession. Once this obsession is formed, it will continue to deepen in the future, until the only choice left in the whole life is "death".

Yexing thought about it, and told Shuyao one thing.

"Shuyao, do you know? In fact, I have a magical ability, which is no worse than your immortality."

"really?"

"Well, it's true. In fact, I can fulfill any wish. It's because you in the future made a wish to me that I came here to see you."

Shu Yao blinked suspiciously.

"What wish?"

"Give you a reason to live."

Hearing this, Shuyao quickly thought of something and couldn't help but smile helplessly.

"It turned out to be like this. At that time, I couldn't hold on anymore? Thinking about it carefully, my future is really dark. My personality is destined to make me alone. This kind of life has no meaning at all."

"It's meaningful!" Ye Xing suddenly shouted out.

"Look, isn't the meaning of your existence just to meet me?"

"Ah this?" Shuyao was taken aback by Ye Xing's words.

Ye Xing felt very ashamed to say such a thing, but she insisted on saying it.

"As long as you meet me, you can realize any wish, and I can help you solve any troubles. This is what I should do as your friend. It is not a problem to stay by your side forever!"

"Stay by my side forever... Does such a friend really exist?"

"Well, I am!"

"You also have eternal life?"

"None, but I can replace the infinite you don't need with the finite."

Shu Yao couldn't help laughing.

"What is that, let me shorten my life? It seems to be a good choice."

Shuyao couldn't help lying on the grass, looking at the blue sky.

"But what I need most now is the company of my friends. I want someone to comfort me when I'm down, someone to accompany me and talk to me when I feel lonely, and someone to talk to me when I think I'm useless to this world. When someone comes out and says they need me, that's what I want."

"In that case, I will help you realize it, and I will become the person you said." Ye Xing said seriously.

Shu Yao turned her head to look at her, her eyes were much gentler.

Even if it was absurd, she was willing to believe in such a miracle.

"Thank you, future friend. If you can do it, I will only live for you. Because of your appearance, my heart seems to have a little expectation for the future."

next second.

Time and space are broken again.

The scene in front of Ye Xing's eyes changed, and he appeared in a strange place again.

"Hmm... what happened?"

It seems that Xingchen sent her to where again?

But Xingchen must have a serious illness for doing this... Ah no, deep meaning.

In short, Yexing continued to observe the new environment.

Chapter 68

Yexing found that this seemed to be the place where she and Shuyao met for the first time.

It was the suburb just now.

The time span seems to be very large, and a lot of changes have taken place here, and even the trees have become a little rarer.

Ye Xing looked around and came to a nearby stream, successfully seeing a slender figure.

She still didn't seem to have changed in any way, but she changed her clothes, and she was still sitting by the stream in a daze.

Seeing this, Ye Xing went up and sat beside her.

"Well... long time no see?"

Hearing the familiar voice in the distant memory, the girl froze, and then gradually relaxed.

"Yeah, it's been a long time. I didn't expect you to be the same when I remain the same. You are still so cute."

Shuyao lay down, dragged Yexing down by the way, buried her head in her arms, and did not speak.

"Eh?"

Yexing was caught off guard, but she didn't resist and let her act.

"Did something happen?"

"Another friend of mine passed away and I just got back from her funeral."

"Well, sorry."

"Hey, Yexing, do you think it's better for me to stay away from human society? For example, I live in seclusion and don't get close to anyone, because I'm easy to get, as long as I give a little sincerity, I can get my sincerity." Every time I am the only one who bears the sadness of parting in the end, it makes me a little tired." Shu Yao said softly, as if she took Ye Xing as a confidant.

Only this person was there when she needed it most.

Ye Xing gently stroked her hair to comfort her.

"Does Shuyao like to make friends?"

"Well, I like pure friendship, even knowing that I am special will not reject me, I want to be friends with such a person, it can also bring me satisfaction, but it doesn't last long for me, in the end You just keep losing important things."

"Since you like it, you don't have to avoid it. Isn't it good to face it calmly? At least this is a happy memory for both of you. Your friend will because you have a close friend like you who can accompany her to the end And feel satisfied, and leave without regret in the end, although you will be sad because of her departure, but do you regret being friends with her?"

"I will not regret it, this is a memory worth cherishing, and I will always remember every close friend."

Yexing smiled slightly.

"Look, in fact, this matter is easy to figure out. If you don't regret it, it is meaningful. Your sadness is the proof of cherishing friendship, and I will accept your sadness and appear by your side when you are lost. Just like this time, you still have me, and I can be your best friend until the end."

Shu Yao let out a laugh.

"Accompany me to the end...does it mean that you will change my infinity into finiteness, and die naturally together at the end of my life?"

"Well, you can understand that."

"If that's the case, I am willing, because of you, my long life seems to have a pillar, and it is no longer easy to collapse."

Time passed slowly, and Shuyao fell asleep in Yexing's arms contentedly.

They are obviously adults who don't know how old they are, but they still look like a young girl.

Perhaps what remains unchanged is not only the appearance, but also the youthful attitude.

Now she still has light in her eyes, which represents her love and expectation for life.

Ye Xing didn't know if it was brought by herself, she just wanted to be by her side when she needed it, and give her the courage to live.

This is more reliable than any wish directly fulfilled by any mysterious force.

A gust of wind blew, Ye Xing closed his eyes.

Time and space were dislocated again, and the silver-haired figure disappeared.

When Yexing opened his eyes again, he found that the environment had changed again.

Not surprisingly, now is the moment when someone needs her.

She will appear at such a moment to heal Shuyao's inner wounds, like a séance.

Ye Xing stepped forward without hesitation, and found someone's back after walking for a while.

Shuyao stood by the creek, looked back after hearing the movement, and smiled helplessly.

"Sorry, I seem to... need company again, can you talk to me for a while? My best friend."

"Well, anytime is fine."

Ye Xing stepped forward and didn't feel impatient.

Shuyao began to confide in her, speaking out what was in her heart, and the pressure in her heart was finally vented.

Negative emotions can often destroy a person.

And Shuyao has accumulated more negative emotions than ordinary people. Because of her personality, she has few real friends and can't confide in others. Whenever a close friend dies, she will be extremely sad.

Ye Xing could see this, which might be the reason for her obsession with death.

Time passed slowly, and after half a day with Shuyao in this time period, Ye Xing's figure disappeared again, and came to an unknown time period again.

It is still a familiar place, whenever there is a big crack in Shuyao's heart, she will wait here for a close friend.

And Yexing also came to her side as promised, appearing when she needed it most.

"Excuse me, dear friend, can you lend me your shoulder? I want to take a break."

"Ah."

Shuyao leaned on Yexing's shoulder, even if it wasn't spacious, it could bring her a lot of peace of mind.

There is no need to say much this time, just enjoy this company quietly.

Many people have no one to accompany them when they are sad and can only bear it alone.

Shuyao is fortunate to have such a special friend in the future, so she can get this kind of treatment.

If one day she doesn't show up again, maybe I will feel very disappointed in my heart.

That kind of gap will definitely make people collapse.

After half a day, Yexing and Shuyao stayed here for a long time.

The wind blows.

Time and space stood still again.

Yexing didn't know how many times this kind of thing had happened, but she only knew that whenever Shuyao needed her, she would always appear by her side.

again and again.

This made Yexing realize.

It turns out how long Shuyao has experienced, and how many times she has felt lonely.

In the time without her, Shuyao may have come here like this, enduring pain and sorrow again and again, and being alone with her until her heart gradually became numb.