Talk about a pure love in the illustrated book world

After Neil swallowed the potato chips, he continued to speak.

"It's nothing more than whether I can think and experience from the same perspective as you locals, will I have the idea of ​​being superior and treating the whole world and the people around me as a child's play, right?"

Neil couldn't help but sighed when he saw Mary's face being said.

"Well, it's better to say that your thinking is normal."

"However, I can only say that I was an ordinary enthusiastic citizen in my previous life. Naturally, I am no different from you in terms of emotions, but..."

"In terms of way of thinking, it should be impossible for me to be the same as you."

His words also caused Mary's brows to frown immediately.

"why?"

Neil didn't speak, but raised his head slightly, looking at the bright moonlight in the sky.

After a few seconds, he said with some emotion.

"I know why the moon turns red first when you Lilim appear, your silver hair is a reflector..."

"Stop joking around at times like this."

Mary frowned and said, making Neil shake his head helplessly.

"You see, this is also the difference in the way of thinking between us, but in fact, even if it wasn't for me, he would probably think the same way if he pulled an ordinary civilian out of Loharin."

"Originally, everyone's way of thinking is different. Is it really meaningful for you to plan a range?"

"Even if it is the high priest of the religious order, how can he persist in his previous beliefs after being transformed into a monster, can he change the fact that he is already a monster and cannot turn back into a human?"

Neil's rhetorical question brought a trace of doubt to Mary's face.

"Does that have anything to do with the question I asked you?"

Seeing that she still looked confused, Neil couldn't help but rolled his eyes, and then explained.

"I mean, whether it's big or small, people who have experienced something and people who haven't experienced it can't think exactly the same."

Neil was lying on the backrest, with a slight look of nostalgia on his face.

"Do you know? When I first came to this world, I actually fell into self-doubt for a while."

"Are you the one who doubts yourself?"

Mary's words that blurted out made Neilton look at her uncomfortably.

"Of course, I'm also a human being, why wouldn't I have doubts, and don't interrupt, I'm just putting aside my memories of youth."

"It's not your past experience that I want to ask."

"Then I'll answer you directly. I like this world very much. It's great. I like staying here so much. Will you obediently listen to it?"

Neil asked back with an uneasy face, and Mary couldn't help but froze.

If he really said something he likes or hates directly, I don't seem to really believe it, but I think this guy is lying...

"Oh, then tell me..."

Seeing Mary's honestly restored appearance, Neil couldn't help but touch his forehead.

Being interrupted by her like this, I felt that all the emotions I was brewing were completely gone...

"In short, there was no such thing as magic and magical power in my previous world, and it was only mentioned in fictional works."

"Maybe it is because our world is almost not ideal at all, so in various works, there are quite a lot of brain holes. It seems that the routines I often talk about are actually those Some plots that appear in the work and so on.”

"You monsters almost want to die, so maybe you don't understand the feeling of too clear distinction between illusion and reality."

"Reality is reality. No matter how vivid and reasonable the works are, when you look up, you will eventually return to reality. Even if most people want to explore the so-called world, they often have insufficient ability and can only rely on In my heart, 'it should be like this', 'it might be like this' so that I can look forward to it."

"In our world, there are no gods, no magic power, and no monsters that can pop up after a little prayer in the heart. Regarding resources, population, and entropy increase, it is considered almost impossible to solve the problems at present."

Neil sighed and smiled helplessly at Mary.

"So when I really traveled through the world, saw a completely different scene, and felt a completely different life, the impact and possibility almost made me faint."

"After all, my mind was still a baby at the time. Thinking about so many things at once, I passed out five or six times a day on average. My father and mother almost thought that there was something wrong with me and worried for a long time. .”

"Should it be thanks to the soul and magic power in your world? Although the situation is not good, at least there are no serious problems other than coma."

Neil paused for a moment, took a sip of coffee, and Mary also asked suspiciously.

"Since that's the case, you just need to stop thinking about those problems and just stay quiet, wouldn't it be good?"

"If that's true, it would have been easier for me at the time."

Neil turned his head while talking, looking at the lights that had gradually become sparse in the distance.

Under that gentle halo, the magic stone at the top of the street lamp gradually began to overlap with the electronic light tube in memory.

"But I can't help it..."

He murmured, and there was an inexplicable look in his eyes that Mary couldn't understand.

"If this world is real, isn't it possible that other worlds are also real?"

"If time travel is real, then reincarnation and reincarnation may also be real?"

"If even I can be pulled over by the Lord God, what about other people? How many of them were really hit by a big truck and sent into another world?"

"In the real world of my previous life, will there really be gods, the world after death, and the existence of souls?"

"How does the world work? If the main god can pull me from that world, then wouldn't the bosses in other works also be able to pull out batch after batch of people?"

"Will the multiverse-level villains in those works who can travel through time and space suddenly break through the dimension wall and completely mess up my former world?"

"Will those world views in the background of terror spread to other worlds? If Mr. Ke really comes over to give out candy, who can stop it?"

"For this world, maybe the main god and your mother are at the end, but what about going up? How does it work in a place that the author didn't even think of?"

"Besides chaos, what else will this world encounter?"

Volume Four Brave Performance Competition: Chapter 340 Chapter 338 Self-Doubt

"I don't understand."

Mary shook her head slightly.

"I don't need to think about those things that are completely uncertain. I would rather spend my time on the painting in front of me."

"If you had traveled to my world, maybe you would have adapted faster."

Neil put his head back, looked at Mary's indifferent look, and said helplessly.

"After all, for you, opening a different world is just like playing. The so-called world wall has no impact on you at all."

After all, he also grinned.

"Speaking of it, it seems that the so-called time travel is nothing to your world."

"Monsters only want to find a husband, the cult only wants to be a monster, and other nobles only want to fight for power. From this point of view, it seems that I, a time traveler, really have nothing to hide. Running over from a different space, I know a little bit about the future, nothing special, just unlucky."

"On the contrary, I subconsciously specialized this identity at the beginning, and only realized this fact after being directly exposed by my father."

Neil scratched his head, and then he sighed and said with some wistfulness.

"But for me at the time, it really directly reshaped all my three views."

"It's not just the world's problem, it's my own problem."

He showed three fingers and waved towards Mary.

"Who am I, where am I, and what am I going to do. These are called the three philosophical questions in my world."

"I know this is the world of illustrated books. I must have a purpose in this world, so what is this purpose? And more importantly..."

Pointing at himself, Neil asked calmly.

"Why did I come into this world and not someone else?"

"If I'm watching the protagonist of a novel, I can take all these things as the needs of the plot, and then scold the author for talking about it. Can you hurry up and ask the protagonist to push the girl?"

"But when I became this so-called time traveler myself, I had to think about these issues."

"Did I really cross the world? Or, I just thought I crossed the world. In fact, this place and the previous life are considered a world. I just exist in the same world as the characters in the novels I have seen before." In the same novel world, and when I have the ability to leave this world and come outside, is it actually a complete world when the outside world is added up?"

"It's like a set of boxes, it's very complicated, right, I haven't added the parallel world yet."

Seeing the obvious puzzled expression on Mary's face, Neil also spread his hands and said helplessly.

"Okay, let's put this aside for a while, and let's talk about the previous question, what am I doing in this world?"

"I just came here to be a stallion protagonist to push girls to make a large number of people outside happy? Or should I feel that my fate is up to me, and just kill and kill to vent my grievances? Or, in the future, I Are you going to save the world and save the common people?"

"I can't help it. I have seen too many works with the theme of traveling through different worlds. There are all kinds of possibilities. Even I don't know which one I am. If the script is written by Urobuchi Gen Just kill yourself."

"Who is Xu Yuanxuan?"

Mary asked while picking up the potato chips and putting them in her mouth.

Before she knew it, she was already listening to Neil's words quietly, as if she was listening to a story.

"In my original world, I was a screenwriter who liked to make the characters of the story miserable."

Neil also took a sip of coffee and explained to Mary.

"Many people think that it is a good thing to have too much experience, but when they experience it personally, it is easier to be in a hurry, because there are too many possibilities to judge, and you don't know which direction to choose."

"It's like me, I don't know if I will have a golden finger, I don't know when I will get a golden finger, what should I do before I get it, and what tasks I have to complete."

Recalling the situation when his mind was in a mess, his expression also became distressed.

"After all, which novel will completely tell the story of the protagonist from birth to the present? Either it will be written as an adult or 5 years of cultivation will pass in a blink of an eye. Before the so-called key plot of the story arrives, I can't be sure about myself. What are you going to do?"

"And this is just one of the possibilities. What if this is a world where no one cares about it, and everything develops freely instead of being guided by people behind it? Do I have to wait for the golden finger all the time, and do nothing if I don't have it?" ?”

After Neil licked off the seasoning residue on his fingers, he also drew a circle in midair.

"Going back to the previous question, why would someone like me travel through time?"

"In terms of farming and infrastructure, I am a liberal arts student who hasn't studied hard for four years in college. In terms of killing and decisiveness, I usually step on a bug that would jump up and bite me. In terms of fighting talent, I could have one in my previous life." Fart fighting talent."

"No matter how you look at it, it's impossible for the candidate for time travel to fall on my head, right?"

"This knowledge, as well as the power left by the Lord God, whether it is given to Grace, even directly to my father or even Litton, I am afraid that the achievements are far better than that of me who hang around all day long and have no knowledge and skills. higher?"

"In the end, why would someone like me travel through time and be chosen again?"

There was a trace of self-mockery on Neil's face, as if he was laughing at his original thoughts.

"I think there should be some kind of conspiracy, or some kind of mechanism. As a result..."

He burst out laughing, and that palm also patted the table.

"As a result, haha..."

"The previous Lord God, he was really desperate. He just picked a random person and pulled him over. Isn't it interesting?"

"The answer to the question that drove me into self-doubt when I was first reborn was really just that simplicity just happened to be thrown."

The coffee table trembled slightly when he patted it with his palm, causing Mary to lift the coffee cup up involuntarily to prevent the liquid inside from spilling out.

It's just that she didn't speak to stop her, she just quietly looked at Neil who was smiling at the selfie table in front of him, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

"Can you imagine how funny I felt when Elvis told me that?"

After a while, he calmed down a little, wiped the moisture from the corners of his eyes, and said with a smile.

"Although a month after I was reborn, I got out of self-doubt, decided not to think so much, and took one step at a time, but ah, when I knew the truth, I was a little relieved on the one hand, and on the other hand felt that I It's really stupid to think so much."

"It's the same as me talking about my past life every day, looking forward to a day when someone on the road will look at me in shock and ask me why you know these things, it's pretty stupid."

Volume IV Brave Performance Competition: Chapter 341 Chapter 339 A Happy Encounter

"In this case, why keep those things from the previous life?"

After being silent for a while, Mary also asked.

"You've come here, it's good to just throw away all the things that bothered you before."

"Why keep these all the time and make yourself uncomfortable."

"I actually thought about what you said."