Dad, please let me push alone!
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But before she continued to think, Chu Yuanqing had already stood up. She obviously didn't think about anything, but just out of convenience, she walked in front of Tang Liuli and said to Yayoi Kirimami:
"Yayoi, the grading will be done tomorrow, you should go back to training first."
"I won't bother you anymore, just let Liuli take me back."
Yayoi Wujian was startled, but did not refute, and nodded in agreement.
Tang Liuli was dizzy from hearing this, and her mind was full of choosing between the two and choosing my happiness.
I've won so much!
In the eyes of the little girl, Sakura no longer existed, and the inferiority complex, shyness, and even the sharp jealousy in her heart were successfully defeated by the invincible piety.
Yayoi Kirimi looked at the backs of the two who were leaving together and gradually moved away, standing there motionless.
Something seemed to be cracking deep in her chest, and the strange emotions continued to expand as if nourished, giving rise to strong anxiety and depression.
What does it feel like?
Why did I become so strange just watching Xiaoqing leave with the others?
Yayoi Kirimi clenched the fabric on her chest, her thoughts drifted, and she suddenly realized something.
Is it because... She has never had any friends?
From elementary school to junior high school, from signing to debut.
In the past ten years of her life, she has always been a lonely and strange child in the eyes of outsiders.
When I was in elementary school, I was bullied because of my hobbies.
He made his debut in junior high school, and he has to rush to practice every time after class. No one wants to get close to such a self.
The seniors or contemporaries in the girl group, because she is too serious about training and dancing, not only dislike her, but even do some excessive "pranks".
Therefore, she has never had a heart-to-heart friend, and has always relied on the support of her parents, using her dreams as firewood, and using the pitiful number of fans as the driving force to support her life until now.
And Chu Yuanqing was her first real friend.
Yayoi Kirimi looked at the warm towel in her hand, and gradually realized.
It turned out to be like this, I was jealous, or I hated it, I hated my friend being snatched away?
No, more precisely, it should be the desire for monopoly, like a marble held tightly in a child's hand, like a treasure that he does not want to share with others.
But if it is monopoly, why doesn't Xiao Wangshu make her feel bored?
When Chu Yuanqing interacted with the other party, she only felt warm, harmonious and natural, but when Tang Liuli appeared, those negative emotions suddenly grew, like a poisonous snake gnawing at the heart.
It was like instinctively realizing that Chu Wangshu was as harmless as a pet and would not interfere with her relationship with Xiaoqing.
But Tang Liuli is different, she is a threat waiting for an opportunity to steal food, a pest that will interfere with their friendship, and a beast that must be expelled and killed.
Yayoi Kirimi couldn't figure it out.
Because these are the answers that are sniffed out by instinct.
But she completely understood one thing, and murmured:
"It would be great if... Xiaoqing had only me in her eyes."
The girl's confused mood was propped up by the chilly atmosphere. She stuffed the towel into her bag casually, and the focus of her pupils slowly solidified, as if there was black air lingering. Before she herself realized it, she whispered very softly:
"The others are in the way."
...
...
dorm room.
Xie Qingxuan and Liang Xiaoxiao were still not indoors, obviously they were working hard and did not want to waste any training time.
Chu Yuanqing washed and changed his clothes, and slowly dried his hair half dry.
She sat alone by the bed in a daze, with hidden golden arcs rising and falling at the bottom of her drooping pupils, and a few strands of pure white seemed to be hidden in the soft, black hair scattered on her back. It was obvious that she was exhausted to the extreme, and she couldn't even disguise her magic power.
This is a natural thing.
For Chu Yuanqing, concentration and spirit are limited blue bars, they are all the margins squeezed out from the curse of the sea of truth, and once they are all used up, it will cause very troublesome consequences.
The girl's expression was rare and lazy. She drooped her eyelids and looked into the sky. There was an atmosphere as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves.
Tang Liuli wanted to go crazy, but felt that it was too abnormal, so she held back and gave up.
The little girl's eyes quietly wandered to Chu Yuanqing's legs.
Her height is obviously not prominent, but the proportion of her legs is extremely coordinated, almost perfectly following the golden ratio, resulting in a great overall visual effect.
And if you look closely, this is really an eye-catching creation.
The thighs are plump and round, the inner lines are naturally inward, the calves are slender and fair, and the outer lines are outward, forming a proper curve with them, even the lines at the knees are extremely smooth and not abrupt.
Even if it is just randomly placed on the bed, the most suitable whiteness makes it particularly eye-catching.
——Want to pinch.
This idea popped up.
Tang Liuli asked in a strange way:
"Would you like me to massage your legs?"
And as soon as she said this, she wanted to slap herself in the face.
It's bad, isn't this more abnormal than the symptom of wanting to go crazy just now? !
Chu Yuanqing didn't think too much, but was thinking seriously.
Although I stretched before running, my leg muscles are really sore now, I must press it before going to bed, otherwise I will suffer for the second rating tomorrow, and...she is really sleepy now.
The girl blinked and said hesitantly:
"If you don't mind the trouble, I don't care."
Tang Liuli answered immediately:
"I don't mind the trouble!"
Strange to say.
Tang Liuli originally thought that after touching her legs, she would use Internet literature to explain, and the following psychological activities would probably occur.
——Hehehe, Qingqing's legs are so soft and white???
——I want to drizzle ice cream on these legs and lick them hard???.
——Haha, it will be very dangerous if you don’t wash your hands in this life!
But in fact, after touching it, the filth in the head seemed to be baptized again.
Tang Liuli saw the blue sky reflected in Walden Pond, the bells of the Catholic church echoed in his ears, and what he touched in his hand was the medium through which God had sent down the code.
Majestic, sacred, stalwart, pure.
——Qingmen???.
With great willpower, Tang Liuli suppressed the instinct of clasping her hands together, and there were no distracting thoughts in her mind.
She was like a little maid from a landlord's house, and she pressed it for half an hour earnestly. During this period, Chu Yuanqing felt embarrassed many times and wanted to stop the other party from continuing to pinch her legs, but she was blocked by the pious gaze and forced her to go back.
So that night, in return.
Chu Yuanqing also resisted the sleepiness and read "Autumn Leaves Collection" to the insomnia child for a while.
For a long time, she looked at Tang Liuli, who was sleeping deeply, with a slightly restless sleeping face. She touched the frowning eyebrows with her delicate fingers and smoothed them gently.
These children, whether they are awake or sleeping, always feel stressed.
My lovely daughter is more resistant to stress, self-disciplined and lively, and loves to laugh, very sunny and cheerful!
Chu Yuanqing thought about it, feeling a little proud for no reason.
She lay back on the bed silently, feeling the burnout all over her body, only feeling relaxed and happy, and looking forward to it.
Tomorrow is the second rating, and counting the time, the first episode of the program should also be broadcast.
In other words, the bad news of her collapsed personality must have spread all over the Internet. I don't know how many fans hate this hypocrisy, so they abandon the pit and go back, making her notorious, and the whole Internet is angry!
Chu Yuanqing fell into a beautiful fantasy, but after thinking about it, he felt that he couldn't be so optimistic.
Maybe that interview will be cut, and we have to work hard on the second rating.
As long as they are successfully relegated, with the "Flash Dance" competition system, they will definitely not be able to climb up later!
But that doesn't seem to be anything to worry about either.
You know, even Xie Qingxuan has not returned yet.
This is the first A contestant, even if she does this, the rest of the contestants will only roll harder and work harder. Under such circumstances, how can anyone dance worse than me?
Chu Yuanqing was not an idiot. She had watched the other C-level trainees, and even Yayoi, Xiaoshu, Tang Liuli, and Liang Xiaoxiao's theme song levels beforehand, and measured her true strength.
Therefore, she is already [-]% sure that she will be relegated tomorrow!
59. If you want me, grab it yourself. 5K2
And when a certain player was dreaming of a sudden relegation,
Kiromi Yayoi was still standing in the corridor of the C-level training room, as if she was trapped in a nightmare from which she could not escape.
The girl's pure and innocent brows were downcast, but the hollow pupils showed a penetrating paranoia, and the truth that she uttered in a daze not long ago was echoing in her ears repeatedly.
At that moment, she even had the vile idea of eliminating the other party in order to make Chu Yuanqing's surroundings clean. The emotions contained in it were too unreasonable, full of aggressiveness, jealousy, possessiveness, and arrogance.
But... no, it can't, and it shouldn't be like this.
She has no friends and doesn't know how to communicate with friends.
But she understands that it is very wrong to feel possessive after a week of acquaintance with Chu Yuanqing, and the idea of expulsing the other party's relationship circle and leaving her alone is too bad, even ugly.
Yayoi Kirimi wants to be an idol more like an idol than any other idol.
This is the dark will tempered from seven years of bitterness, despair, unwillingness, longing, and love.
In her philosophy, the brilliance that she wants to bloom on the stage should never be mixed with such impurities, let alone mixed with emotions that are not at all aesthetically pleasing.
Friendship is a precious treasure.
Jealousy is a poisonous snake that devours people.
Chu Yuanqing is like a gem surrounded by snakes, once you try to touch it, you will be bitten by the snakes, infected with the poison of greed and jealousy, making yourself no longer pure.
— or stay away.
— or possess.
Yayoi Kirimi is a paranoid person.
In other words, it is impossible for her to get here without paranoia as a source of support for her without abandoning the persistence and pride of being an idol in that environment.
The girl's definition of an idol is so perfect and so harsh that she almost has a mental cleanliness. Because of this, she even created a perfect interpretation method enough to enter "heart flow", which shows the degree of her paranoia.
Therefore, after fully realizing the "dirtyness" in her heart, she had a self-doubt like a stress, wandering around for an hour, tangled in the way forward.
If you stay away, she will be alone again, without friends.
If she gets close to or even takes possession of her, she will gradually become less like herself, and even hurt Chu Yuanqing.
This strange circle of thinking that looks ridiculous to outsiders, to Yayoi Kirami, who lives by this idea, can be called a prison and a cage in the true sense, and it is difficult to find an answer no matter how you think.
until...
"Miss Yayoi?"
"Are you also looking for Qingqing?"
As Chu Wangshu said, he looked at the little cherry blossom in front of him in confusion, secretly vigilant in his heart.
She had just finished training and took a shower, and the reason why she dragged her tired body quietly to the C-level practice room was because she wanted to bond with someone and replenish the missing energy of maternal love.
As a result, before entering the door, I met the enemy!
Wujian Yayoi reacted slowly, looked at Chu Wangshu, and asked in a daze:
"Xiao Shu, do you think...idols should be possessive of their friends?"
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