Dad, please let me push alone!

"I feel like I'm not myself anymore."

After Chu Wangshu was suddenly asked this question, he realized that the innocent little Sakura in front of him looked a little lost.

The girl was greatly shocked, she filled her mind with a lot of plots in an instant, and in an instant she had a hallucination of the cherry blossom girl from a foreign country, who was taken advantage of by Da Xia's neodymium and copper, ruthlessly captured and then ruthlessly abandoned the pitiful plot, and she felt pity in her heart.

Although Yayoi always fights with me, but she is a good person, who on earth cheated on her? !

It's too much, it must be those bad women who like to bind CP to suck blood!

Chu Wangshu was filled with righteous indignation. Because of her blind spot in her thinking, she didn't feel that it had anything to do with Chu Yuanqing. Now she answered seriously:

"Of course, idols are human beings too, and being possessive is normal."

"My father said that the essence of possessiveness is the desire for emotional exclusivity, which is a manifestation of insecurity."

"Everyone is afraid of loneliness and being alone."

"Because I'm alone, I'm lonely."

"Because I'm lonely, I'm uneasy."

"Because I'm uneasy, I will become possessive of certain people."

Chu Wangshu talked about the chicken soup skillfully, and the more she talked, the more she talked, as if she had realized Chu Yuanqing's happiness, and continued to pour:

"But on the other hand, as long as you tear off the label that represents [the only], and make more friends, your anxiety will be dispersed, as long as no one is your only, you will not be CPU! "

"How is it? Doesn't it make sense?"

Yayoi Kirimi realized:

"I see."

It turns out there is a third way!

As long as you make more friends and spread out the psychological anxiety, the source of possessiveness will dissipate. Even if you don't stay away from Xiaoqing, you won't have any wrong emotions towards her!

Rather, controlling and distributing possessiveness to others is actually a kind of practice just like controlling emotions.

If you can do this perfectly, it might also help on stage.

Xiao Wangshu, perhaps surprisingly, is a genius!

Yayoi Kirimian's confusion was dispelled for the time being, and she bowed earnestly to express her gratitude. Before Chu Wangshu could panic say that she didn't need to perform this great gift, she hastily branded "Xiaoqing has returned to the dormitory", and walked towards the A-level room. Go to the practice room.

Tomorrow is the second rating!

Although she is sure to maintain her current rating in the areas she is good at, as an idol, she should not be careless about the stage. She must try her best to completely remember the dance itself in the limited time and present the best effect. .

Chu Wangshu couldn't be a thief of mother's love, and was swept up by the first A's little cherry blossom, which can be described as extremely sad.

The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became. After thinking about it, she still felt that she couldn't lose to the other party even in her efforts, so she walked firmly towards her practice room.

——The B-level practice room also has a separate bedroom and bathroom, so I won't go back to the dormitory today!

At the same time, similar things are still happening in many places.

Especially the large practice rooms on the D and F levels.

You know, there are 41 D-level and F-level up to 48.

Although usually, most of the people inside have obtained the permission to use the A-level practice room due to the PUA of Weaving Dream Rabbit, so they will not be crowded in the public practice room.

But this situation has been greatly changed after the exposure of one incident.

That is - according to the arrangement of the program group, a certain assistant randomly went to C-level, D-level, and F-level for three raids, filmed materials, and interviewed the players present at a random time point.

The trainees all realized from this that the program did not give low-rated contestants the authority to conduct free live broadcasts and attract exposure, but it did not mean that there would not be other ways to provide cameras.

Compared with immediacy, the live broadcast footage that may not be available yet, the materials and interviews of surprise shooting, but there is a high probability of being edited into the program, its value and its value are completely different concepts.

As long as there are a few scenes with memorable points in the program, even if the second evaluation does not get a good result, it can stay for a few more rounds to absorb more popularity and fame.

It can only be said that the Dream Weaver Rabbit knows how to carry water.

It first morally kidnapped the first A player, and then tricked the remaining players who chose to borrow donkeys to go downhill. It also rewarded the players who trained the hardest in the original practice room, maintaining a delicate balance of rewards and punishments.

Many viewers who watched the first episode had to complain about the value of super AI.

And now, too,

Even though the first episode of the program has already been aired by the outside world, for the trainees in a closed environment, this news can only be guessed.

This lack of information made many D-level and F-level players feel lucky, and chose to work hard in the practice rooms of their respective levels, hoping to win a program scene like the lucky ones before.

Therefore, these people are competing in secret. Rather than doing assault training, they are trying to make each other suffer. They must not give up until daylight.

On the other hand, the pressure on the first A players is even greater.

Even if you don't mention the deliberate firefighting in the show, from a matter-of-fact perspective, if you can still be rolled in with A-level treatment, it is easy to be regarded as just a good stage design for the first rating, not working hard enough, and a bit of luck Element.

Not to mention that the label of a powerful group has been taken off, there will be no chance to counterattack in the future. The best they can do is to avenge their shame through subsequent performances.

And even if they succeed, they are far less inspiring than those players who jumped from F level to B level or A level.

In disguise, there is too little flexibility to give emotional arcs, making people lose their sense of expectation to continue watching.

Therefore, among the first A players, there are basically few people who have finished training.

Xie Qingxuan is an exception.

This man who has attracted much attention from the outside world is meditating quietly.

The virtual reality system simulates a bamboo garden standing in the middle of the lake.

The sky is blue with long white clouds.

The strong wind blew by, and the bamboo leaves crisscrossed and rustled, and the sound of the rippling water mixed with fine murmurs, enveloping the quiet and distant atmosphere.

There is a sentence in "Zazen Rituals": "When you want to sit in meditation, in a quiet place, cover the sitting object thickly, loosen the clothes belt, so that the dignity is neat, and then sit in lotus.-"

The girl sits in the center of the bamboo garden, surrounded by ancient ink paintings or papers drawn with wild grass. She is dressed in pure white loose single clothes, as if blending in with the surrounding environment, her eyes are gently closed, and her breathing is natural , as if in rhythm with heaven and earth.

This kind of environment and style seems to be very suitable for meditation.

And because of this,

Even if the facial features are mixed with European three-dimensional, and the platinum hair color is hazy and shining in the light, when she appears in the same scene as Da Xia's ancient style, she doesn't seem to have any sense of disobedience.

——Meditation.

This retreat has ancient origins.

What Xie Qingxuan learned came from an artist in Daxia.

For the old man, the purpose of meditation is nothing more than self-cultivation, calming down the spirit and disposition, and being more inspired when creating works.

But for her, it is a means to restrain, devour, suppress her own emotions, and even... to replace [heart flow].

Xie Qingxuan is always indifferent and calm, even after the conflict with her family reaches its peak, it seems like a flame burning quietly in a lake, holding back the temperature of her body, waiting for the moment when it bursts out.

Girls are talented in meditation, or it may be because their temperament is relatively pure.

Her progress is very fast, from meditation to sitting meditation, from sitting meditation to meditation at any time, from a lot of distracting thoughts in a day to being in a state of being mostly empty throughout the day.

In the end, Xie Qingxuan gradually felt that the ego when the spirit is clear can make the consciousness gradually sharpen, and even see the subtleties, and the perception of everything is clearer.

Although this state is not as good as [heart flow], it is better than [heart flow].

And now, Xie Qingxuan no longer needs to practice dancing.

She is using meditation to relieve the emptiness and allow herself to completely "fall into the world". She is preparing to perform the theme song "candy" perfectly in an emotionally immersed way in secondary ratings and performances without detaching herself from herself. .

...

...

A virtual reality system covers the stage.

The virtual light and shadow created by combining super AI with global data calculations and matching the user's personal situation is moving with Chen Yining's dancing posture.

The girl's raspberry-red hair sparkles in the light, and her pure white skirt rotates with light force. Her rich beauty, modified by her clothing and makeup, becomes softer and more in line with the style of "candy". The whole person interprets the meaning of the song title in the rhythm of the music.

The young lady of Yunlan Entertainment showed sharpness and sharpness on stage, which made the outside world think that she didn't get along well with the theme song.

But now it has been proved that she can completely change her temperament and style by herself, devote herself wholeheartedly to this sweet dance, and even put her efforts into every detail, presenting a great stage effect, completely worthy of the first A evaluation.

After a long time, the music ended.

The smile on Chen Yining's face slowly disappeared, as if she had been taken out once, her emotional state was a little empty, and even when she looked at the data on the screen in front of her, she showed a little gloom and anxiety.

【Dance duration: 3 minutes and 31 seconds】

[Dance completion: 98.9%]

【Dance Infection: A Level】

【Dance Expressiveness: Grade A】

【Singing and dancing evaluation: A grade】

In addition, there are strings of data bursting out, combined with countless direct-shooting images, and live video clips, and one-to-one correspondence with the perfect AI silhouette, with a dazzling and extremely detailed posture, All the scores of the stage just now are presented.

Chen Yining snapped her fingers, the screen projections in the audience, and even the false stage created by the virtual reality, suddenly collapsed into streamers, leaving behind a bright and empty dance room.

The girl stood there feeling lost, not feeling happy about the previous stage.

In other words, the more excellent the stage just now, the more emotions and concentration you put into it, the more serious the frustration you will feel.

because……

Even so, I still haven't been able to touch the realm of [heart flow].

In the past ten years, as the eldest daughter of Yunlan Entertainment, she has abandoned actors and singers with brighter paths, and has always been aiming for the stage and idols because of the promise she made with Ji Shuzhu when she was young.

Namely—becoming a world-class idol together, presenting a shining stage that even if you are remembered by hyperamnesia, you will never get tired of it in your life.

And if you want to achieve this dream, [Flow] is the pass you must hold!

Today, Ji Shuzhu, relying on the talent of hypermemory and his accomplishments in the field of choreography, has almost surpassed his peers in the world. Even the choreographer in the show——Chen Baijiu—talks with him on an equal footing.

In comparison, Chen Yining is not Ji Shuzhu, nor is she like Xie Qingxuan.

She has no congenitally superior talents, or in other words, her talents in all aspects are average, and they can all reach the level of excellence, but none of them can be called amazing.

Although she has never slacked off for many years and accepted the best educational resources and conditions, she only won a few domestic singing and dancing awards, and her reputation is mediocre.

Even though there are reasons why I have been cultivating the foundation and never made a debut, the sense of gap is still inevitable.

Chen Yining must prove herself and prove that she is qualified to fulfill the agreement between the two.

Ji Shuzhu remained silent, she had single eyelids or red phoenix eyes, she didn't look easy to provoke, and she always gave people a sharp feeling when she looked down upon her.

Mostly due to the debuff imposed by hyperamnesia, this beautiful girl with a slim figure always has a cold expression, full of morbid and world-weary beauty.

But only Chen Yining knew that the former Ji Shuzhu could laugh.

At that time, she had not lost weight as much as before. She had a little more baby fat on her face, and her side face was still cool. When she was ridiculous, she would look cute and cute. She looked like a sweet girl with great contrast.

only……

Ji Shuzhu suffers from hyperamnesia, which is a bit special. The memories and emotions carried in it will occasionally be like an avalanche as she grows older, crushing her emotions and self to pieces.

Over time, her temperament became more and more depressed.

She couldn't even smile after that accident at the music festival.

Therefore, the agreement between the two of them when they were young gradually changed at that point.

For Chen Yining, this is mixed with a sense of mission to give Fa Xiao redemption.

For Ji Shuzhu, this agreement became a shackle of shackles, and she needed to stop for it.

Ji Shuzhu stepped forward and handed over a towel, and praised softly:

"Xiao Ning, the stage just now was great."

Chen Yining's anxiety melted away in this sentence, and she showed a lovely smile on her face, burying the worries in her heart deep.

Yes, haste makes waste.

The more eager you want to touch [heart flow], the farther you get away from it.

What am I afraid of?There is no pressure on the second rating. Even if you can't compete for the C position on the performance stage, you can try to move the C position to the least competitive player.

Afterwards, it was time for group performances.

According to the previous promotion of "Flashdance", there is a high probability that the initial group performances will be free to choose, or there will be a rule that gives priority to A-level players.