On the occasion of collapse

"Fu Ling, it wasn't until that day that I understood what the previous generation Honkai meant when she looked at me. She didn't say it clearly, but I don't want you to walk the same path I did."

An walked to Fu Ling's side, her body floating in the air, and reached out to touch Fu Ling's head.

"I'll tell you everything, it's up to you to decide."

"Should I give up, or should I choose to walk the same path again, even if it only brings disappointment in the end?"

"Fu Ling, the choice is yours. This is all I can tell you."

After saying this, An picked up the Coke on the table and drank the last sip.

"Let's go. It's up to you to decide. I have to go to Wu's side first." After waving his hand, An's clothes quickly turned into a purple skirt. She didn't wait for Fuling's response and just went to work. Then he disappeared into the room.

"........."

"Haha." When An left, Fuling sighed.

She looked at the little soul particles in her hand, but the bitterness in her heart continued to spread.

According to An, the fastest way to collect soul particles is undoubtedly to find the creature with Alicia's soul particles and then kill him.

But if this happens, Alicia will definitely be sad, right?

But if not, she would have spent an unknown amount of time searching and waiting, but the one who came back in the end would still not be Alicia.

Then what should she do?

'They can be infinitely similar, but they can never be her. '

This sentence is so cruel. I know the result in advance before I even start.

Want to give up?Want to let it go?Even if you know it's not her who comes back in the end, do you still want to go your own way?

Poria doesn't know, she really doesn't know.

According to what An said, very few lives can leave their own color on the soul particles. You see, Alicia is so kind, so how can the new life with her soul particles be a bad person.

This asked her how to start.

Looking at the particles in his hand, Poria felt so confused for the first time since he became a god.

"Alicia, what should I do? What should I do?"

The particles in her hand flickered weakly a few times, as if responding to her.

But Fu Ling knew that this was not a response.

Holding the energy ball in her arms, Fu Ling closed her eyes and slowly digested the sadness in her heart.

how should I do?what should I do?What can I do?

Fu Ling didn't want to think about this anymore. She was told that there was no hope for something that hadn't started yet. How could she have the courage to do something that was destined to have no results?

Unable to change, helpless, Fu Ling, who was already a god, knew for the first time that she was still so powerless when facing some things.

There was no one else in the room. Fu Ling held the energy ball in her arms and remained silent.

For a moment, it was completely quiet here.

If she could, she would rather she had not grown up. If she could, she would rather she was still the little girl who didn't understand anything.

In this way, someone can tell her what she should do.

But there are no ifs in the world. What has happened cannot be changed. The past is destined to be the past, and it cannot become the future.

Time passed little by little, and I don’t know how long it took before Fuling finally stood up.

"Alicia, will you accompany me this time?" Fu Ling looked at the energy ball in her hand and said slowly.

She imagined she could hear that sound.

'Of course, I will always be with Xiaoling~'

but.

Karen's memories

"My name is Kallen, Kallen Kaslana. My father is Kaslana's contemporary head of the family and the captain of the Valkyrie of Destiny. He is also the user of the Heavenly Fire Holy Judgment."

"I have never met my mother and my father rarely talks about her in front of me."

"There is no mother in my memory, only Sister Fuling who has taken care of me since I was a child."

"It's strange to say. My father respects Sister Fuling very much, but Sister Fuling obviously looks very young. I have never understood why my father respects Sister Fuling so much. It is obvious that my father does not pay so much attention to the Bishop."

"I asked my father, but my father just said that Sister Fuling is very powerful. I asked him, 'Is Sister Fuling more powerful than my father?' My father answered me, yes."

"Later, I learned from Sister Fuling that my mother passed away due to heavy bleeding when she gave birth to me."

.........

"Time passed little by little, and I grew up quickly. When I was ten years old, my father asked me to train with Sister Fuling. He said that Sister Fuling's education would help me grow better."

"But Sister Fuling clearly said that her training method is no different from her father's, but the facts prove that there is a big difference."

"Sister Fu Ling's training is a little weirder. She always takes into account some weird aspects, such as how to change the bullets of two guns when you can only use one hand, how to hide yourself when you can't move, etc. of."

"Although it felt a little strange, I still worked hard to complete these trainings."

"Training is very hard, and Sister Fuling is not merciful at all during training, but every time when training ends, Sister Fuling will take me to many places to play and buy me a lot of delicious food."

"Thinking of this, I can persist in training every day."

"Later, I took Sister Fuling to my treasure house. I hid many, many things there, including gun tips and some fragments emitting purple light. My most precious one is a particularly beautiful one. dagger."

"But before I could share the treasure with Sister Fuling, I saw something particularly powerful flying out of the wall on one side."

"It flew so high, as if it was about to reach the clouds. But after flying for a while, it suddenly broke and fell to the ground."

"But luckily I caught it. It looked broken and one of its wings was broken off. I watched it run to Sister Fuling and wanted her to see this thing, but Sister Fuling kept looking over there. wall, so I ran over to find its owner."

"Although Sister Fuling told me to be careful, I am still very good at climbing walls! I am Kaslana, a knight!"

"Then, it was my first meeting with him."

"He loved to cry at that time. When I saw him, he seemed to be frightened by my sudden appearance. He sat down on the ground, and there were still unwiped tears at the corners of his eyes."

"I asked him, 'Did you do this?' He just nodded stupidly and said yes. It was really stupid when I think about it now."

"But what he can do is really amazing, so I say he will definitely become a great inventor in the future. He was so shy at that time, and his silly look looked so cute."

"Later I said it was a pity that the toy was broken, and he also said that he would help me make another one. Although neither of us thought about it later, he helped me make many, many things."

"We became friends that day, and he said his name was Otto, Otto. Apokalis. And I answered him."

"That day, Otto Apokalis and Karen Kaslana became friends."

.........

"Later, Otto's father, the archbishop, visited my father in person. Although I don't know what they said, in the end, Otto and I made an engagement in a daze."

"The engagement doesn't say when it will be fulfilled, but it does exist."

"This actually doesn't matter to me. I believe that if I don't want to fulfill the engagement for the time being, Otto will not force me. Because... that is my great inventor."

.......

"Later, I encountered the first separation in my life involving life and death."

"My father, Francis Kaslana, in order to protect Otto and me, activated the Holy Fire Judgment and died together with the emperor-level Honkai Beast."

"Although my father often told me that Sister Fuling was much more powerful than her. But I had never seen Sister Fuling take action, so in my heart, I always felt that my father was the most powerful. However, I never thought at that time that I I think the most powerful man, my father, will die in front of me one day."

"How did I go back? How did I faint? I can't remember. I only remember that I had a nightmare for a long time. And when I was about to wake up from the nightmare, a warm current comforted me and made me feel comfortable. I fell into a deep sleep."

"When I woke up again, Sister Poria and Otto were sitting by the bed with me, letting me know that there are still people who love me and that I have not become an orphan."

"I didn't want Otto to see my weakness, so I asked him to go out first. Then, I asked Sister Fuling a very stupid question."

"Is my father really dead? I actually have the answer in my heart. My father died in front of me. There is no need to question it."

"Kaslana's people are knights, and it is honor for a knight to die to protect others. My father taught me this, so my father died with the honor of a knight."

"I got the answer from Sister Fuling, the answer I already knew."

"That night, I cried in Sister Fuling's arms for a long time. In the end, I felt as if I had cried all my tears."

"Then, the next day, at my father's funeral, Otto did something that really pissed me off."

"He said he didn't want to see me cry and that he was told he could trade his life for his father."

"I didn't feel happy when I heard Otto's words."

"I gave him a slap, not only because the honor of the Kaslana family cannot be tarnished like this. But also because Otto does not cherish his own life."

"Life is not something that can be given up casually. Otto's words made me very angry, so I beat him hard that day."

........

"Later, Sister Fuling and I moved away from the home where my father and I had lived for more than ten years, and we bought a small house to live in not far away."

"Well, although Otto shamelessly moved in later, it was actually quite good. Otto made this house warmer."

"I have two families. When I was very young, my father supported my first family. After my father died, Sister Fuling supported my second family."

Otto's memories

"My name is Otto, Otto Apokalis. My father is the current head of the Apokalis family and the current Archbishop of Destiny. And I am just the least outstanding of my father's children."

"When I was born, my body was very weak due to congenital deficiencies, and I needed medicine all year round to maintain my health."

"So, my father and brothers rarely let me go out, fearing that I would be exposed to something that would cause my body to overpower."

"I don't have many friends either. Growing up, I always played with myself or made some toys by myself."

"No one will praise me. Even if I show my father the toys I have made for a long time, I will not get any praise from him."

"He knew I was making some toys myself, and he just blamed the servant who was looking at me, saying what if I got worse because of the dust and sawdust."

"Then the next day, I didn't see the servant again. I heard that he was driven away by his father."

"Although my father said that I was forbidden to enter the basement again, I could still sneak in secretly from time to time."

"I still make some small toys by myself, but I can't do them often."

..........

"Then one day, I spent more than a month making a particularly powerful toy. I wanted to try flying it in the yard. If it succeeded, I would show it to my father."

"But, as if due to my negligence, it suddenly shattered when it flew into the air, fell right in front of me, and disappeared on the other side of the wall."

"My brother said it was pointless for me to do these things and that I was in good health and still alive."

"I know he is right. My health is indeed very poor. The doctor said that I am lucky to be alive."

"But that day, something happened that I had never imagined."

"It was an afternoon when she and I met for the first time."

"I still remember that I was sad because I lost the toy I had worked so hard to make, and she suddenly appeared from the other side of the wall like an elf."

"'Did you do this? It just flew so high,' she said before I could react."

"'Really? If you are so good, you will definitely become a great inventor in the future!' I still remember that it was the first time in my life that someone was so sure that I could do something."

"She said it was a pity that the toy was broken. For a moment, I forgot to be sad that the toy I had worked so hard to make was broken. I hoped that I could be recognized by others. So I said, 'I can help you again. Make one'."

"I still remember how happy she was at that time, and I will never forget it in my life."

"Although I haven't been able to make another exact one for her, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to make one for her again."

"We became friends that day, and she said her name was Kallen, Kallen Kaslana. I also answered her."

"That day, Kallen Kaslana and Otto Apokalis became friends."

..........

"After knowing that Kallen and I had become friends, my father went to find Kallen's father, the current head of the Kaslana family. I don't know what they said, but when my father came back, he just told me, Kallen and I have made an engagement, and Kallen will be my fiancée from now on."

"The engagement does not specify when it will be fulfilled, but it does exist."

"This engagement is very important to me because I think it is a symbol of the emotions between me and Karen. But if Karen doesn't want to do it for the time being, or even never wants to, I won't force her. Because... that's My salvation."

.........