On the occasion of collapse

"Later, Kallen and I went out to exercise with her father. Originally, it was without me, but I had to follow."

"However, none of us thought that the strongest person in our hearts at that time, a person as powerful as a god, would also die."

"Karen's father, Francis Kaslana, used the Skyfire Holy Judgment to kill both of us with the Imperial-level Honkaiju in order to protect us."

"He turned into charcoal right in front of us, together with the Honkai Beast."

"I can't imagine a godlike man falling."

"Perhaps it was because the powerful impact of the death of a loved one was difficult for Kallen to accept, so Kallen fainted."

"I didn't. I forced myself to stay awake, because we need someone here to wait for the rescue team of destiny."

"Finally we waited."

"Back in Tianming, I was taken to be bandaged for my injuries, and Kallen was also taken to have a physical examination. I saw Sister Fuling, and she still had no expression on her face. She just grabbed a doctor and asked Ka Lian. The room where Lian is.”

"After the bandaging was finished, I refused the nurse and doctor's advice to rest and went to find Karen's room."

"I knocked on the door gently, and then I saw Sister Fuling raising her index finger towards me, signaling me to be quiet."

"I did as I was told and walked quietly to Sister Fuling. I saw Kallen who was still sleeping."

"There were still faint tears in the corners of her eyes. It looked like she had just had a nightmare."

"I felt that everything was my fault at the time. It was my insistence on following that led to the death of Kallen's father and the emperor-level Honkaiju. If I had not followed, could Uncle Francis have taken Kallen with him? Ran away?"

"I kept asking myself, asking myself, and the answer I finally got..."

"It's because of me."

"Kallen woke up not long after. She saw me, but asked me to go out first. I did so and stood outside the door listening to the conversation between Kallen and Sister Fuling, and listening to Kallen's cry. .”

"Everything is my fault. Once this thought comes up, I can't stop it. I thought of the Apocalis family's treasure. If it is that thing, there must be a way to save Uncle Francis."

"I found it, and it said, I need to trade my life for it."

"I promise."

........

"The next day was Uncle Francis's funeral. After everyone left, I told Kallen that I could save Uncle Francis in exchange for my life. I thought Kallen would be happy, but Kallen didn't. , she slapped me hard."

"She said that if I did this, wouldn't everything her father did be meaningless? She said that she had lost her father and she didn't want to see anyone die in front of her anymore."

.........

"Soon after, Kallen and Sister Fuling moved out of the original manor and bought a small house to live in outside."

"After a period of time, it was confirmed that they would not move away again, so I had a particularly lame excuse to move over and live with them."

"I know that both Sister Fuling and Kallen know it was a lie on my part, but they both accepted me."

"There, I felt a warmth I had never felt before. For the first time, I knew what a home should be like. It's not big there, but it has the atmosphere of home."

"My first home didn't have a warm atmosphere or care between family members. It only contained people with different identities. It was supported by my father, my mother, my sister and Composed of brothers.”

"As for my second home, although it is not big, life is full of family affection. It is supported by Sister Fuling, Kallen, and me..."

Chapter 377: Can’t get it, can’t quit, can’t forget

In the silent room, I don't know how much time passed, and Fuling slowly stood up.

Looking at the energy ball in his hand, Fuling raised his hand and used Honkai energy to create a gem that could store particles.

Carefully shattering the energy mass, Poria cocos channeled the few soul particles into the gems and stored them bit by bit.

After doing all this, Fuling looked at the pink particles floating in the transparent gem in her hand, and a touch of tenderness appeared in the corner of her eyes.

She didn't speak, just gently caressed the surface of the gem.

"I'm probably really stupid."

After a long time, Fu Ling slowly said this sentence, as if she was laughing at herself, but also as if she was helpless.

A thin line appeared on both sides of the gem. Fuling raised her hand and put this unique necklace on her neck.

"It's time to go find An. I think I've made my decision."

"I couldn't get it, I couldn't quit, and I couldn't forget it."

"What a failure."

..........

Quantum Sea.

An, who was sitting on a soft chair eating and drinking, noticed the Honkai energy coming from the distance, and her originally careless expression suddenly fell.

"What, that little guy, have you thought about it? There's still a long way to go. Do you mind telling me?" Wu, who was drinking tea, looked at An's expression and immediately guessed that it was related to Poria.

"Don't say anything if you don't mind." Looking at Wu playing tricks, An knew that he wanted to relax.

"Well, yes. I told her it was impossible, so why are she still so stupid?" An said helplessly as she put down the cake in her hand.

"I think you're actually quite happy, right? Even if you know it's impossible, you still refuse to let go. Doesn't this also mean that her human side is still strong?" An said slowly, as if she didn't know how to live. After so many years as the Supreme God, they know only too well what the Supreme God will become if he loses his humanity.

At least, most of the supreme gods they know today have retained some of their humanity.

"Although this is a good thing, what she wants to do is not a good thing." An rarely was not provoked by Wu's words. He sighed and lay on the table.

"No, no one knows better than me what I will get after doing all this." After saying this, An's aura became obviously depressed.

"For so many years, while fulfilling my duties as a Honkai God, I kept searching, killing, and waiting. I did it all, but what happened in the end? I found her, but I only got one sentence: 'Excuse me, who are you?' ."

"Who knows what I was thinking at that time? Who knows what my mood was at that time? Maybe the previous generation Honkai knew it, but He had left long ago." Speaking of this, a hint of worry appeared on the corner of An's mouth. wry smile.

"I still remember what I forced myself to say at the time. 'Ah, it's nothing, you just fainted on the side of the road. Just sleep for a while and I will take you back.'"

"I sent her to a peaceful and warm world and made up an identity for her. I watched her get her own home and spend the rest of her life happily."

"No, mortals can pray to gods. What about gods? Who can gods pray to when they are desperate?"

"But maybe it's because my memory of her has become blurred over more than 20 years. I'm not desperate, I just feel sad and aggrieved."

"So I'm thinking, is it her that I'm looking for, or is it my obsession?" As she said that, An's face showed no expression, but there was a hint of vicissitudes brought about by age.

"Nothing, I don't know, I really don't know. She is my obsession. If I find her, isn't that my obsession? I convinced myself so, but I soon discovered that this is just It’s just an excuse based on my wishful thinking.”

"The person I'm looking for is not her. Over the past 20 years, my memory of her has long faded. Now, I can no longer remember her appearance. I even forgot her name." ”

"It's been too long, I've lived too long." An said sadly, looking at her hands that had not left any traces of time.

"Finally, I figured it out. What I was looking for was just the obsession that I didn't want to let go of. Once I found it and knew the truth, I stopped thinking about it."

Wu did not speak, but quietly listened to An talk about these past events that he had never understood.

Ann was rarely like this in His presence, no matter what happened.In front of Him, An always acted as if he was not afraid of anything, God was second and I was first.

Well, maybe a little stupid.

But now, Wuya saw An at her most vulnerable.

Standing up and walking to An's side, Wu stretched out his hand and gently took An's hand.

"Isn't it beautiful? It's a small one." An's hand was very small, slightly smaller than Wu's.

Feeling the warmth from Wu's palm, An raised her head and looked at Wu with some confusion.

"An, look at me, do you still feel that it has been too long?" He said softly. He didn't know what An was thinking about him, but he never responded.

Looking at Wu squatting next to him, An was stunned for a moment, and it took him a while to react.

Without speaking, An awkwardly looked away, hoping to calm down.

Seeing An's actions, Wuya knew why.

"Then, let's put it another way." Wu gently used his own fingers to spread An's fingers and let their fingers interlock.

"I will accompany you in the years to come. Will it still feel long to you?"

After saying this, Wu looked at An, waiting for his response.

An, whose brain was shut down by Wu's sudden words, turned his head stupidly and looked at Wu who was smiling softly.

An could swear that no matter how long it took, he would never forget this moment.

"Yes, are you asking me?" An blinked and said with some uncertainty.

"Otherwise, there is no one here except us." Looking at An's silly look, Wu smiled even brighter.

If the atmosphere didn't allow it, he would definitely take a photo of An's appearance with his camera.

"I...you, I..." After getting the answer, An's hand, which was not held by Wu, seemed to have no place to put it, waving randomly in the air.

Wu was not anxious and just looked at An quietly.

They have known each other for so long, and they don't care about this little moment.

"So, what's An's answer?" He gently shook his and An's intertwined hands and asked impatiently.

After being reminded by Wu, An finally calmed down, and he tried hard to calm down his mood.

Then he looked at Wu who was smiling in front of him.

"An..." Wu looked at An's look and thought he was too anxious and scared An. Just when he was about to say that he would wait for An's answer, his lips were blocked by another pair of lips.

He didn't close his eyes, and neither did Ann. They could see each other's eyes from each other's eyes.

He felt that the intertwined hands of himself and An slowly closed and turned into interlocking fingers.

On the other hand, a warm little hand came over and assumed the same posture.

It was not the first time that he felt An's weight in person. He had guessed it many, many times before.

It must be very light for such a small one, right?

And now He knows.

Really very light.

An put the weight of his body completely on Wu, and as long as Wu couldn't support them, they would fall to the ground like fools.

But nothing will happen.

Looking at An in front of him, a smile burst out from the corners of Wu's eyes.

An caught it immediately, and in response, he bit Wu's lips in retaliation.

At this moment, in this small space, the two supreme gods became each other's partners until the last moment.

Chapter 378 How many years will this take?Neither you nor I will know

I don't know how long it took, but An finally let go of Wu's lips, got up from Wu and sat back on the chair.

Looking at An's slightly red cheeks, Wu stood up amusedly and looked at An's cute look.

Although Ann is usually cute, looking at her now, she seems to be even cuter.

"What are you looking at? Do you want to kiss me back? I'm telling you, Xiao Fu Ling is coming, please pay attention!" Noticing Wu's gaze, An Nai said fiercely, while raising her hand symbolically his little fist.

Well, not the least bit of a deterrent.

"But what if I just want to kiss him back?" Looking at An, Wu suddenly wanted to tease him.

"Then kiss me. When little Fuling comes, your dignity and dignity as a senior will be gone!" Faced with Wu's threat, An was not afraid at all. Anyway, he had no dignity at all in front of Fuling. He I don’t mind letting Wu’s image collapse.

"But she seems to have known it for a long time. After all, your eyes are too revealing." Looking at An with a smile, Wu said these things that he had discovered a long time ago.

"What!?" After learning the cruel truth, An's big eyes widened, filled with shock.

Isn’t He well hidden? !

"Well, she noticed it when you brought her to my place." Wu raised his eyebrows, very satisfied with An's reaction.

"...Forget it, just know it if you know it." Knowing the truth of the matter, our Honkai God, well... It should be the previous generation Honkai God who chose to destroy it.

Looking at An, he looked like a dead pig that was not afraid of boiling water, so what else could he do?

"Ah, little Poria is here."

Not long after, Wu glanced at the quantum sea outside the space.

Following Wu's gaze, An not far away saw Poria cocos, wrapped in energy and rushing towards this side.