Young people with light music will not encounter lonely rock music

The unique dogma of the East also makes such things common.

Kotobuki Mitsuru doesn't have a deep understanding of his father. The most obvious thing is that he doesn't even know that his father once formed a band with Goto Naoki.

He also knows nothing about what his father was like when he was young, what happened at that time, and who his important friends were.

When she was young, she received overly strict discipline from her father, which led Kotobuki to develop the idea of ​​fighting against it at a very young age.

Of course, looking back now, my so-called resistance at that time was so ridiculous. In fact, it was just escaping from reality.

People will eventually be trapped by the things they can't get when they are young. In the past, I just wanted to go against my father.

Maybe I just wanted to hear him say, 'Well done. 'Such a common compliment.

But lately...

The strong resistance in Qinbukiguang's heart was gradually erased.

It would be better to say that he could somewhat understand the man who always had a serious face in his impression.

In his memory, his father had no friends, and most of the people he knew could only be business partners. Growing up, the only person who could laugh, drink and chat with his father was Naoki Goto.

In the past, if Kotobuki Hikaru was asked to evaluate his father, there would definitely be only one answer.

'A terrible father. '

But as he gradually got to know him more deeply, Kotobuki Mitsuru's evaluation of his father gradually changed.

Maybe... In fact, he is a man who takes all the responsibility on himself.

And I, who only knows how to escape, cannot compare with him at all...

Therefore, when Goto Naoki said that he was very similar to his father, Kotobuki Mitsuru was just confused.

"I'm... very similar to my father?"

Kotobuki Hikari pointed at herself in surprise, not knowing why.

"Yes." Goto Naoki nodded.

"I can't feel it at all..." Kotobuki said awkwardly. "Actually, I don't know my father very well... I even had a bad relationship with him before..."

Kotobuki Hikaru stared at Goto Naoki in front of him and asked the question that he had wanted to ask for a long time.

"What kind of person was my father before?"

Want to get to know him...

I know my father's past.

What kind of person he was.

What kind of shocking things have you done?

Goto Naoki pondered for a long time, perhaps organizing words, or perhaps reminiscing.

"That guy Kotobuki, don't look at his serious look now. In fact, when he was young, he was a bad guy. He didn't say a word all day long. The surroundings seemed to be exuding black energy all the time. Even girls didn't like him. He was willing to get close to him, and his mind was filled with music all day long. When he played, he seemed to go crazy. His nickname at the time was the 'Piano Demon'."

"Eh......"

Listening to Goto Naoki's impression of his father, Kotobuki Hikaru felt that it was a bit unrealistic, was shocked, and made a dumbfounded sound.

His description was completely inconsistent with the father in his impression... He even had some doubts. Is the guy he was talking about really the old man?

Moreover, he said that he is very similar to his father. Does Naoki Goto also think that he is such a strange guy?

"Speaking of which, I don't have a good relationship with my father... I heard Kotobuki say before that he and his father often quarreled. You are really similar in this respect." Goto Naoki said with a smile.

"Ah, I'm not saying that Xiaoguang's bad aspects are very similar to Kotobuki... I mean, you and Kotobuki are both kind, with delicate thoughts and gentleness."

exquisite?

gentle?

What are these things!

"So...your father is a very reliable man."

"Are you really talking about my father..." Kotobuki said speechlessly. "Obviously I think he is just a serious, old-fashioned and incomprehensible old antique..."

Although this negative impression has faded a little now.

"Haha, is this how you treat him? If Kotobuki knew that his son treated him like this, he would definitely be furious!"

"Please don't tell him about this..."

Goto Naoki kept a straight face, hiding the funny smile on his face.

"Ahem...Actually, Qinbuki is the kind of...arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant type."

Goto Naoki kept saying the word 'arrogant' in such a long way that even Kotobuki Mitsuru couldn't tell how many times he said it.

"Although it's not visible on the surface, he actually cares about everyone around him and takes it upon himself to solve problems when he encounters them. Although he seems indifferent on the surface, he secretly keeps everyone's birthday in mind, even mine. When I was unrequitedly in love with Michiko, he was the one who encouraged me to pursue it boldly..."

As if falling into the happy memories of the past, Goto Naoki showed a nostalgic smile on his face as he talked about the past.

When people get older, they always think about the past.

"At that time... we were still thinking about being able to go to the martial arts gym one day..."

When I was young, I always liked to imagine the future.

Failure to realize the dream of youth is a pity for everyone.

"Your father really likes the band, more than anyone else. When we formed the band together in the past, he always worked the hardest to compose and play."

"..."

Kotobukiko was a little stunned.

"Obviously... when I first wanted to form a band, my father was very opposed to it... and he even scolded me severely."

Although when I think about it now, I was wearing a riveted leather jacket, my hair was permed into American curls, I could wear three rings on one finger, and I looked like I was filled with a murderous aura. It was indeed very stupid.

But at that time, I did have unprecedented enthusiasm for the band.

"That must be because he attaches too much importance to the band. He thinks that not being aware of it and just having fun is an insult to the band. That's why he did that."

"is it?"

"Of course, isn't Xiaoguang now recognized by him? It's precisely because of the awareness Xiaoguang has shown now that he understands it."

"..."

I was slightly moved.

"At that time... we had produced an album, and Kobuki was responsible for all the composition and lyrics."

"My father's band even released an album?!"

Kotobuki Mitsuru made a surprised sound.

"Well... I just made it."

Goto Naoki sighed.

Just...made it.

What does it mean?

"Before I had time to take it out and sell it to fans during the show... As a result, Kotobuki suddenly disappeared."

hum...

Kotobuki Hikaru's heart suddenly beat for a moment.

"That guy is really irresponsible. He clearly promised to make the album a big hit, but he left without saying a word. He didn't leave a word and disappeared suddenly, as if he had disappeared from the world."

Goto Naoki said these words of blame with a smile.

These were obviously very sad words, but he still maintained a smile that made people feel a little distressed.

Suddenly disappeared...

This is an act of complete betrayal.

Normally, you would definitely be very angry.

"Yes... sorry."

"Xiaoguang, what are you apologizing for?"

"..."

Kotobuki Hikaru felt a little guilty inexplicably and said. "Aren't the members of Uncle's band... angry?"

"If you're angry...actually, I was still very angry at the time."

"really..."

"However, we all know that Kotobuki is definitely not the kind of person who disappears suddenly for no reason. He left definitely because of something very important... Moreover, he is the person who has contributed the most in the band, whether it is composing lyrics or not. He did all the composing and producing the music, we just followed him, and we didn’t complain when he left.”

It seemed that he really had no complaints. After saying these words hidden in his heart, Goto Naoki seemed to feel much more comfortable, and he let out a long sigh, as if his heart had been opened.

"So... I'm really happy to see Kotobuki again. It makes me feel more at ease to see that he is safe and has such an excellent son."

"But...but, because of father's departure...uncle, your band couldn't fulfill its dream..."

"What are you talking about! There are many bands who dream of being in the Budokan and want to be famous, and we are just one of them. After all, when I think about it now, it is more important to form a band than to become a famous band. Being happy at all times is the most important thing.”

Goto Naoki nodded as if he was sure of himself. "When I formed the band with Kotobuki, I was very happy every day... So, no matter what, the thing I want to say to him the most is thank you."

Seeing Kotobuki Hikaru's somewhat sad expression, Goto Naoki suddenly changed the topic.

"Besides, even if our dream doesn't come true, I'm better now, and Kotobuki also has you."

"So, although it is a bit too difficult to let your children realize their dreams, we do... hope that you can fulfill our dreams."

Kotobuki Hikaru felt a heavy pressure on his heart.

But not only that, along with the pressure comes the motivation to move forward.

"My dream now is that I hope Yili and you can realize your dreams together."

Goto Naoki looked directly into Kotobuki Hikaru's eyes. "so......"

The man was silent for a moment before finally saying the second half of the sentence.

"Xiaoguang, you won't... disappear suddenly like Kotobuki."

"?!"

Qin Chuiguang's heart skipped a beat.

I felt a strange irritability in my heart, my throat was speechless, and my head became dizzy.

I feel scared...

"That child in Yili is very innocent. Now she has given everything to you... If you suddenly disappear and run away like that guy, I will never forgive you!"

The man's angry words were extremely clear in the silent night, and they hit Qin Chuiguang's heart like a heavy hammer.

These words of venting anger seemed to be spoken to oneself, but they also seemed to be spoken to the man who suddenly disappeared and escaped from the battlefield.

I have escaped enough and escaped too much.

so...

From now on, I will never run away again, and I don’t want to run away anymore.

"I won't, don't worry."

Qin Chuiguang's voice was not high-pitched, but it was not timid at all.

Face to face with Goto Naoki's angry words.

"No matter what happens, I will never leave...I will definitely work with Yili to fulfill our dreams."

After receiving a positive answer, Goto Naoki seemed relieved.

The originally exciting and high emotions gradually calmed down.

"In that case, let's just believe you."

Kotobuki Hikaru was patted on the shoulder by Goto Naoki.

Then, after saying everything in his heart, the man who felt extremely relaxed stood up from the tatami.

"It's already very late, Xiaoguang, please have a good rest."