Young people with light music will not encounter lonely rock music

"Yes..."

There was still a trace of heaviness in Qinbukiguang's heart.

Hula...

The door of the room was pulled open.

Goto Naoki's figure disappeared into the dark room filled with moonlight.

Boom...boom...boom....

The footsteps in the corridor outside the door were extremely clear and gradually moved away.

After a long time, the only sound left in the room was Kotobuki Hikaru's breathing.

"Leave...?"

What kind of mood did my father feel when he left?

It's definitely painful to be forced to give up on your dreams, right...

It was so painful that even when I once pursued my dreams, I never told my children about it.

wow...

It's been a long time.

Inside the room, the closet was pushed open from the inside.

Goto Ichiri slowly crawled out of the closet.

Just now...

While she was in the closet, she heard the conversation between Kotobuki Hikaru and her father outside, word for word.

I didn't expect...Dad has such a past.

I also didn’t expect that Guang’s father would have such a past.

However, what concerned her the most was what her father said when he asked Guang whether he would disappear suddenly...

If light suddenly disappears from your own world one day, you might as well just die.

Now I... can no longer live without him...

Just imagining a world without light made Ichiri Goto so sad that he wanted to cry.

"Ah... Yili, you've been in there for so long, are you okay..."

thump--!

As soon as Qinbukiguang finished speaking, a figure suddenly fell on him.

"Light......"

In his arms was a girl dressed in extremely seductive attire.

Ichiri spoke slowly in Qinbukiguang's arms.

"do not leave Me..."

The words that seemed to be a prayer and the pitiful tone deeply penetrated the young man's heart.

"An Xin, how could I possibly leave Yili?"

Kotobuki Hikaru stroked Ichiri's head and smelled the fragrance emanating from Ichiri's body.

A mile like this...how could I be willing to leave.

"Uh-huh..."

The two of them tacitly gave each other a kiss, like a kiss that proved their vows.

......

ps: Then I had a great time.

Chapter 198: Back pain greeting the morning

The ramp on the way home from school.

The setting sun, which was about to sink to the bottom, cast a long shadow on Gotou Ichiri's shadow, which seemed to reach the end along the slope.

The street lights on the side of the road have been turned on, and the dim lights cut the street into sections.

"Guang, it's a good thing you didn't stay to end the band, otherwise, we would have delayed you for the rest of our lives."

Under the dim and sometimes flickering street lights, the boy who had become completely accustomed to him in his own world got into a taxi.

Even though Goto Kazuri said so many words of reluctance and prayed in tears, he just had no words.

The blurred cheeks prevented the girl from seeing his current expression.

The only thing that was certain was that when he prayed, he didn't look at him, as if he didn't care.

"You have to be happy when we see you again, okay? You have to be happy, okay."

Goto Ichiri was lying in front of the window, blocking the window from rising with his hands, but the boy in the car just gave him a polite smile and nodded silently.

He opened his mouth and said something to the taxi driver in front of him.

The next moment, regardless of myself still holding on to the edge of the window, the taxi drove on by itself.

The scenery ahead was blurred.

Ichiri Goto tried his best to chase the car downhill, but even with all his strength, he was almost out of breath, and he could only watch the scenery in front of him gradually blurred by tears.

"I will practice my guitar hard...I will also try my best to write lyrics, so...don't leave, okay!"

Until he could no longer hear the roar of the car engine. Halfway through the mile, Goto accidentally missed his stride and fell to the ground.

He didn't even hear a word of apology. He left nothing behind and just disappeared into his own world suddenly.

Goto Kazuri knelt on the cold road, with stones remaining on the road beneath his feet.

My heart felt like it was blocked by a stone, and I couldn't even breathe.

I felt a strong sense of suffocation from the inside out, and was so sad that I even wanted to vomit.

"Why...why is this happening..."

Gotou Ichiri muttered to himself.

Tears dripped on the road, leaving two traces of water.

"For the first time, I have someone I like. I have someone I can be a lifelong friend with. Two happy things coincided together. And these two joys brought me more happiness. What I got was what I should have been like. A happy time like a dream...but why did it become like this..."

I was on my way home again, but this time I was the only one left.

It was obviously something that I had already become accustomed to, but now I felt a little uncomfortable.

He was not used to the familiar figure no longer appearing on his left.

I don’t know when the clothes on my body turned into that old-fashioned pink sportswear again, and my figure on the road became alone again.

"Sure enough, it can't work without light..."

"What I want is a world filled with light..."

Also disappearing was the guitar behind him.

It has been with him for so many years, and it can almost be said to be the most important thing to him now, but Goto Kazuri has no nostalgia for it.

If it wasn't with Hikaru, there would be no point in continuing to play guitar...

It was as if he had been beaten back to his original shape, and he became the same person he hated before.

......

...

When Goto Ichiri woke up, he realized that his pillow was wet with tears.

"Ah..."

As soon as he sat up from the bed, Gotou made a painful sound.

"My waist...my waist hurts..."

It seemed as if it was about to be broken.

In fact, not only my waist, but my whole body felt a little sore.

Especially...butt.

But such pain did not make Goto Kazuri show an ugly expression.

Instead, it made her feel...

happy.

The pain that remains in my body now proves that what happened before is real.

"Sure enough, the scene just now was just a dream..."

what...

Gotou Ichisato let out a long sigh.

Great, it's all just a dream.

But why do I suddenly have such a dream...

Goto Ichiri couldn't help but recall the memory of last night.

It wasn't what happened when Wakko was alone at night, but before that.

"At that time... we had produced an album, and Kobuki was responsible for all the composition and lyrics."

"It's just that before I could take it out and sell it to fans during the show... As a result, Kotobuki suddenly disappeared."

Yesterday, I hid in the closet and heard what my father said to the light in the darkness...

These words made Goto Ichiri feel a little uneasy.

Perhaps it was because of this uneasiness that Ichiri Goto felt scared...

That's why...

Even at such an inappropriate time last night, he still chose to agree to Guang's excessive demands...

It would be nice if I hadn't been so bold to go for a night attack last night. In that case, I wouldn't have heard these crazy thoughts.

"No...don't worry, Guang promised me that he won't leave..."

He never deceived himself.

As long as it's just said...I can believe it unconditionally.

Goto Kazuri believed in him so much.

"Ah...it's already this time——!"

Goto Ichiri looked at the phone on his side. The time displayed on it was already time to get up.

I was at home on leave these days, so I didn't set the alarm clock and accidentally overslept.

Goto Ichiri quickly got up and changed into clothes.

In front of the mirror, look at your face.

Already have dark circles under my eyes.

Sure enough... maybe it's because I went to bed too late.

......

...

"Good morning."

After Kotobuki got up and went downstairs, he heard a familiar voice.

Michiko Goto just walked from the kitchen to the living room carrying the prepared breakfast.

"Xiaoguang got up so early. You can rest a little longer. Breakfast will have to wait a little longer."