Honkai Simulator, I'm really not Seele!

In addition, the Temple-level Honkai Beast made such a big noise, and the scattered zombies and some Honkai Beasts around were naturally attracted by the noise, and gradually surrounded the half-remaining residential building with three layers inside and three layers outside, making it impossible to get in or out.

There is no doubt that in this almost desperate situation, if the Herrscher of Thunder cannot awaken at this moment, Kiana, the Herrscher who is temporarily without a battery, may still have a chance to survive.

But for Lin Xi, whose adaptability to Honkai energy is simply higher than that of ordinary people, this situation is definitely a dead end!

Even though Lin Xi's speed of becoming stronger can actually be called terrifying.

However, compared with the terrible degree of the crisis encountered by following the protagonist group, it is still obviously far beyond the limit that this fragile little cutie Lin Xi can bear.

Chapter 41 Nai Xier: How could I be shy! ?

"Cough cough..."

Lin Xi, who was knocked over on the spot by the strong air wave generated by the head-on collision between Bronya and Honkai Beast, now slowly opened her clear sea-blue eyes, which were so beautiful that they seemed unreal, with great difficulty.

At this moment, when Lin Xi opened his eyes, he saw that his wife Mei, who was not far away from him, had once again locked onto the Temple-level Honkai Beast in front of her as her target of attack, just as described in the comics.

The Honkai Beast's lance was raised again and transformed into the Honkai giant sword that had previously cut the floor in half.

"Tsk...If the plot develops according to the rules, what I can do next is to watch this monster target Mei's wife, and then watch Qibao block the knife for Mei's wife.

Finally, I just had to crawl as far as possible, and then hope that my current Honkai adaptability would allow me to survive the residual power of the Herrscher of Thunder's awakening. "

When Lin Xi thought about the current situation, which was overwhelmingly unfavorable to himself, he felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

At this moment, Lin Xi couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if he hadn't been captured so accurately by the three powerful families.

Perhaps now I can still cautiously hide in some corner of Changkong City and secretly grow stronger.

Those days might not be like they are now, when there are several beautiful wives coming up to me every day to show me affection and give me benefits.

It may even be extremely dull and boring.

But at least it won't be like this...

All I can do is watch what happens!!!

[It is because of this situation that I don’t want to be associated with the protagonists so early! ]

At this moment, Qibao had already pounced on the stunned Mei.

If the plot does not deviate, the subsequent development should be the same as Lin Xi expected.

The giant sword of the Honkai Beast will tear through Qibao's back skin like a tornado.

Then, Meiyi broke down when she saw Qibao seriously injured and unconscious...

In the end, the Ruler of Thunder also awakened in response to the stress!

"Alas... If I had known that opening my eyes like this would mean I would feel powerless, I might as well have just pretended to faint... But..."

Lin Xi muttered something as if in self-mockery, then Lin Xi took a deep breath and slowly closed his eyes.

It seemed that he didn't want to see the bloody scene that was about to happen to him.

boom! ! !

The terrifying giant sword slashed down fiercely.

Click! ! !

Suddenly...there was a sound of bones being cut and breaking.

The sharp sword edge carried a terrifying density of Honkai energy, which almost instantly tore through the thin nightgown and the crystal clear, flawless skin.

"Sure enough...I still can't do it...

Watching my wife get hurt in front of me..."

The moment she felt her body being severely wounded by the giant sword, she, who had always been most afraid of pain and taking risks, did not show any negative emotions because of the pain in her body.

With so much blood lost, it would not be surprising if Lin Xi died in the next second.

And at this moment when his life was about to come to an end, Lin Xi seemed to have finally figured something out, and suddenly there was something he must try no matter what the result was.

And if he can't give it a try, Lin Xi feels that he won't be able to rest in peace even if he dies, right?

Just before he was about to lose consciousness due to excessive blood loss, Lin Xi finally succeeded in communicating with the simulator in his mind.

"Xiao Xi, can I still start the simulation now?"

[Simulation cooling has been completed. Would you like to start the simulation? ]

"Turn it on!"

[Received host's command, simulation started. 】

Just before Lin Xi was about to lose consciousness completely, Lin Xi's consciousness returned to the simulation space again as the simulation was restarted.

It can be said that if Lin Xi did not gain enough from this simulation to solve the current dilemma.

Thinking of the broken body that had lost severe blood in the real world, Lin Xi had no doubt that once the simulation ended and his consciousness was forcibly sent back to his body, he might really die this time.

But looking at the familiar simulation space, Lin Xi seemed unusually quiet at this moment.

Or for Lin Xi now, such a small matter as whether he lives or dies is actually completely unimportant.

The reason why Lin Xi forced himself to start this simulation when he was dying was just to see his beloved wife Xier for the last time before he died, and to try his best not to let his life end with regrets.

The familiar simulation process continued as Lin Xi expected.

When the power of "annihilation" originating from the end and the power of "creation" activated for himself with the assistance of the sea were bound to Lin Xi again.

This time, Lin Xi unexpectedly sensed the authority of "creation" that had been dormant in previous simulations. In this simulation, Lin Xi actually felt a vague connection.

Perhaps it was because an ordinary guy like me had a rare opportunity to do something that I had to try no matter what, so I finally aroused a little resonance from the Authority of Creation?

But as I said, these are no longer important to Lin Xi now.

After completing the infusion of authority again, Lin Xi, who was now in the simulation, slowly sank into his own simulated consciousness space, and then asked himself a series of questions.

"Xi'er, I know that you have residual consciousness in my consciousness space. If possible, can you come out and talk to me?"

"Oh? Didn't expect you to find me so soon? You are indeed the real "Xi'er"!

Since you know that I, whom you hate the most, still exist, do you want to come and eliminate all the disgusting past that you don't want to face?"

In response to Lin Xi's straightforward question, the "Blood-Eyed Xier" who was originally waiting for an opportunity reappeared in Lin Xi's consciousness, revealing an illusory figure that was exactly the same as Xier.

"Xi'er, if you think I am that, then I am..."

When Lin Xi heard the voice of "Blood-Eyed Xier", he just smiled slightly from beginning to end.

Even facing the sarcastic and sneering tone of "Blood-Eyed Xier", Lin Xi did not have a single negative emotion in his heart at this moment.

[I must have touched the pain point that she least wanted to face. Even if it was Xier who originally threw all her negative emotions to me, she would never be as pure and flawless as this guy in front of me.

Is this guy really not Xier? 】

He stared at Lin Xi's clear, clean and flawless eyes without a trace of evil thoughts.

After discovering that Lin Xi had been looking at her so calmly and gently from beginning to end, "Xier", who was born from negative emotions, felt a deep fear for no reason!

After all, as Xier's former "trash can" for negative emotions, what she hates most are naturally these overly pure and beautiful things.

If "Blood-Eyed Xier" has too much contact with a being like Lin Xi, she will seriously suspect that she may no longer be herself!

After all, although filth can defile purity, purity that is high enough can also purify filth itself!

Thinking of this, the usually strong and crazy "Blood-eyed Xier" was actually influenced by Lin Xi's gentle temperament, and for the first time in her life she had a strong urge to flee!

However, influenced by the obsession of urgently wanting to take revenge on Xier, "Blood-Eyed Xier" would never allow himself to show weakness in front of Xier.

And at this moment, Lin Xi probably would never have dreamed that, because she behaved so pure and innocently, people would suspect for the first time that she was not Xier?

After all, for Lin Xi now, there are things that are countless times more important than clarifying that she is not Xier!

So just when "Blood Eyed Xier" was struggling over whether or not to flee in front of Lin Xi, Lin Xi took the initiative to step forward and tightly held "Blood Eyed Xier"'s little hand.

"Ah!!! You...what are you doing coming over here all of a sudden? Are you looking for death?"

However, when faced with Lin Xi's sudden approach, "Blood-Eyed Xier" was like a kitten with its fur standing on end. She suddenly reacted extremely strongly and screamed loudly!

The originally evil and crazy charming little face now uncontrollably flushed with a hint of shyness because of Lin Xi's sudden touch!

[Hmm? How could I possibly...

I'll be shy! ? ? ? 】

Chapter 42 Xier! I like you!

【Something's wrong! 】

[No matter how I think about it, it doesn’t seem right! ]

[Isn't my existence the remnant of Xi'er's negative emotions? Obviously, there should only be negative emotions in my heart forever!

But how could I...how could I have such a change of mood just because of my contact with Xi'er!? 】

I suddenly realized that I, who was a "trash can" for negative emotions, was so strangely affected by Lin Xi's touch that I felt "shy", an emotion that was completely impossible to have.

Even at the moment when Lin Xi held her little hand, "Blood-Eyed Xier" suddenly realized that her originally illusory figure was also gradually becoming solid because of Lin Xi's touch!

[Could it be that even the nature of my own existence is changing? ! ! ! ]

After realizing this, "Blood-Eyed Xier" was completely overwhelmed by Lin Xi's unpredictable methods!

As the remnant of Xier's past negative emotions, the reason why "Blood-Eyed Xier" can still exist here in a special way is actually relying on a strong obsession.

The main target of this obsession is naturally the real "Seele" of the civilization before the Collapse!

Born in the civilization before the Collapse, Xier had to endure countless unimaginable hardships at a young age.

However, due to her humble status, Xier from the pre-civilization had to force herself to be a "good guy" at a very young age, who would bury all negative emotions deep in her heart no matter how others targeted or made things difficult for her.

However, the strong negative emotions that arise in a person's heart are obviously not something that can be thrown away or forgotten just because one wants to!

And those negative emotions that seemed to have been discarded and buried by Xier have accumulated over time.

Eventually, a special collection of negative emotions called "Blood-Eyed Xier" was formed.

Because it truly carries all of Xi'er Fule's inner painful experiences and memories.

Therefore, the existence of "Blood-Eyed Xier" is not so much a collection of negative emotions, but more like a "true Xier" who is more real than the original "good guy" Xier!

It is even perfectly fine to directly regard it as the dark second personality of the former civilization Xier.

"Blood-Eyed Xier", Xier's second personality, is irritable and easily angered.

However, "Blood-Eyed Xier" has never tried to use the authority of his second personality to compete with Xier for control of the body.

It's just because "Blood-Eyed Xier" was born from negative emotions, and it seems that only when facing Xier as the main consciousness can he vaguely feel a trace of warm feeling that makes him extremely close.

And this one and only ray of warmth has always been the only thing that "Blood-Eyed Xier" can feel as a collection of negative emotions. It is a special feeling that is different from negative emotions!

So even though she was cursing all the time, "Blood-Eyed Xier"'s body was very honest and continued to help "Xier" bear all the responsibilities of negative emotions.

Because in the heart of "Blood-eyed Xier", Xier has always been her only salvation.

As long as she can still get that warmth from Xier, no matter how painful and torturous the negative emotions are, Blood-eyed Xier will be able to grit her teeth and endure them.

But he clearly just longed for this bit of gentleness from "Blood-Eyed Xier" and he never expected that there would come a day when Xier would irresponsibly abandon him!

Because Xier actually chose to commit suicide!

why...

It is obvious that all those painful past events that Xier was unable to bear and all the bleak realities that Xier could not accept should have been borne by herself!

Obviously I have already done this!!!

But why did that coward who had never really felt the pain still have the nerve to choose to commit suicide! ! ?

Why? ! ! !

When the power from the end completely washed away and destroyed the remaining consciousness of Xier.

"Blood-eyed Xier", who has always regarded Xier as her only salvation, has completely turned evil!

Why! ?