Honkai Simulator, I'm really not Seele!

It is obvious that all the pain and suffering up to now has been borne by myself alone!

But why could Xier, who had never experienced any pain from beginning to end, choose to commit suicide so fragilely just because she was forced to marry a beast she didn't like?

At the last moment when her consciousness was about to disappear, "Blood-Eyed Xier" developed a terrible obsession!

That is to let everyone in the world experience firsthand all the pain that you have ever endured!

After all, why should I be the only one who has to bear the pain?

Since I am in so much pain, isn't it fair to let people all over the world share with me this torture that is more horrible than death?

Even if there is a chance, I must let that irresponsible coward who chose to commit suicide taste the pain that I have always endured on her behalf!

I cannot die before I make this coward pay the price, before I make this world that has brought me endless pain pay the price!

Absolutely not!!!

With such a terrible obsession, "Blood-Eyed Xier" even withstood the double impact of the forces of the end and the sea on the space of consciousness.

But...the "culprit" who caused me so much pain is standing right in front of me.

but why?

Why was it that this guy just took the initiative to shake my hand...

My originally firm determination for revenge would actually be shaken so much!

hateful!

Damn it!!! (〃＞皿＜)

At this moment, "Blood Eyed Xier" wanted to angrily shake off Lin Xi's touch, and then slap him in the face!

I'll ask Lin Xi again why she could abandon me so easily without any conscience...

But why are these hands holding mine so damn warm!

If you, a damn idiot, could be so nice to me from the beginning, I... How could I...

However, just when "Blood-eyed Xier"'s determination for revenge was seriously shaken, she even began to think of some random things.

"Xi'er! Actually, there is something I have always wanted to tell you!

And I always feel that if I don’t speak out now...I’m afraid I won’t have another chance in the future!”

Lin Xi tightly grasped the little hand of "Blood-Eyed Xier". When he thought of what he was going to say next, his sincere and clear sea-blue eyes could not help but show a little shyness and worry.

Lin Xi's sudden shyness and timidity made "Blood-Eyed Xier", who was gradually awakening some normal emotions, stare in amazement.

This...this Xier, why does she suddenly look so damn delicious!

But at this moment, Lin Xi thought that if he didn't say it now, he would probably die completely at the end of this simulation and there would be no second chance!

Lin Xi, who was originally hesitant and worried about being rejected, was so nervous that he closed his eyes and dared not look. Then, for the first time, he mustered up the courage to face the girl he liked.

"Xier!!! I...I...I like you!!!"

Blood-eyed Xier: “Eh??????o(*////｀Д′////*)q!!”

Chapter 43: The Honest Nanny Xixi

[How dare Xier, this damn idiot, confess his feelings to me?

this...

this...

This is awesome too!!!!

Great! ! !

Xierer, my Xierer, pinch hehe (ˉ﹃ˉ)]

In an instant, the delicate face of "Blood-eyed Xier", which was originally somewhat sickly pale, turned as red as her blood-like enchanting eyes because of extreme shyness.

Faced with Lin Xi's extremely shy yet serious confession, at this moment "Blood Eyed Xier" was obviously heartbroken by Lin Xi's overly straightforward and powerful operation.

“You…you…what on earth are you talking about, you idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you think you can write off the mistakes you made with just a few empty words? "

But the somewhat tsundere "Blood-eyed Xier" still forced herself to speak with a red face.

However, the stuttering tone of "Blood Eyed Xier" at this moment, which was obviously lacking in confidence, made it sound as if as long as Lin Xi came up with some "substantial" rewards, "Blood Eyed Xier" would be merciful and choose to forgive Lin Xi.

At this moment, "Blood-Eyed Xier" was obviously completely unaware that her originally illusory and transparent body seemed to have been completely condensed into a spiritual entity under Lin Xi's touch without her knowing it.

Even now, "Blood-Eyed Xier" obviously has her own little thoughts and "human" emotions that only a complete individual can possess!

"Then...then I can help Xier share the pain in your heart, is that okay?"

Hearing that things seemed to be taking a turn for the better, Lin Xi, who was so nervous that he didn't dare to open his eyes to look at Xier's wife, decisively brought up the thing that Xier most wanted him to help do, which he had learned from previous simulation.

After all, Lin Xi had experienced this painful memory torture twice, and this simulation was a real last-ditch effort.

Lin Xi was naturally fully aware of the situation this time. After all, the worst that could happen was that he would risk his life. And when he thought that he was actually taking the blame for his wife, Xier'er, for Lin Xi, a husband who doted on his wife, taking the blame for his wife was naturally not something that was unacceptable!

However, Lin Xi, who thought that his proposal would surely satisfy his wife, never expected that after hearing Lin Xi's suggestion, the chubby face of "Blood Eyed Xier" suddenly puffed up, which made it obvious that she was a little unhappy!

"Ah? Okay...Okay!!!

Since you are so eager to atone for your sins, I will satisfy you!"

At this moment, "Blood-eyed Xier" was still very tough in what she said, even though she was shy and quibbling before.

But after Lin Xi's straightforward confession, the heart of "Blood-eyed Xier" had already softened to the point of almost melting on the spot!

If Lin Xi hadn't chosen to bring up this matter for no reason, the "Blood-eyed Xier" might have been immersed in Lin Xi's sweet confession and completely forgot about the obsession of "revenge on Xier" on the spot!

And since Lin Xi himself brought up this matter on his own initiative, then even if "Blood Eyed Xier" just wants to vent her anger at this moment, she will definitely "satisfy" Lin Xi's suicidal proposal.

So with a slight revengeful mentality, Blood-eyed Xier once again "viciously" bit Lin Xidi's face even though she didn't resist at all.

But compared to the last time when Blood-Eyed Xier really bit Lin Xi's mouth with a vicious bite, this time she was somewhat reluctant to use real force, and was obviously a little worried that she would hurt Lin Xi.

After all, in the eyes of "Blood-eyed Xier" at this moment, if he took the opportunity to take revenge and bit "his own wife", then wouldn't he have nothing to eat when they had sex in the future?

So Lin Xi, who was clearly prepared to be viciously indoctrinated with tormenting memories by his own wife, found strangely that after being kissed by Xier's wife again, the memories were still those same painful things.

But how to describe it...?

I just feel that the aggressiveness that these disgusting memories bring to me seems to have dropped by more than one level!

If Lin Xi didn't have a masochistic tendency, I'm afraid he would have been unable to help but sneer, "What a waste of effort!"

But no matter what, Lin Xi has experienced torture twice.

So when he faced it for the third time, he felt that the difficulty was greatly reduced, and Lin Xi just thought that it was because he had become accustomed to this kind of pain.

However, although there is a reason why "Blood-Eyed Xier" has a revengeful mentality that is not as strong as it used to be.

However, "Blood-Eyed Xier" felt that Lin Xi, who she originally thought was extremely fragile and could not withstand any blow, was actually able to maintain a pure and flawless mentality throughout the whole process and bear all the painful memories she had to bear.

"Blood-eyed Xier" also looked a little melancholy and let go of Lin Xi, who seemed to be still reluctant to leave. At this moment, "Blood-eyed Xier" felt an unprecedented shock in her heart.

[This idiot...actually managed to bear it! So now I have lost the value of my existence? ]

When he thought that Xier in front of him might no longer need a monster like him to help bear the negative emotions in her heart in the future, "Blood-Eyed Xier" suddenly doubted the necessity of his own existence.

Perhaps feeling that the test from his first wife Xier seemed to be over, Lin Xi slowly opened his eyes nervously.

Looking at Xier's wife in front of him with her back to him and looking a little lonely, Lin Xi encouraged himself in his heart. Then he mustered up a little courage and took the initiative to ask Xier's wife weakly.

"Xi'er? Have I passed your test?"

After the straightforward confession just now, Lin Xi was clearly just asking a simple question at this moment, but when it fell into the ears of "Blood Eyed Xier", it aroused "Blood Eyed Xier" and made her feel a little itchy.

【What a fairy! 】

"Yes, yes, you have passed my test~

So, for a “trash can” like me that can only hold negative emotions, I’d better disappear as soon as possible and not get in your way! ”

Resisting the urge to pounce on Lin Xi, "Blood-Eyed Xier", who felt that it was no longer reasonable for her to appear in front of Lin Xi, was also saying bad things about herself in a self-destructive manner.

After all, according to the experience of "Blood-Eyed Xier", she has always had the opportunity to have some contact with Xier only when Xier had negative emotions that she didn't want to bear and needed her help.

After all, this is the only thing she has been able to do for Xier, but now Lin Xi can take on everything on her own.

So naturally, for "Blood-Eyed Xier", he couldn't think of any other reasonable reason to contact Xier.

Fortunately, as an experienced person, Lin Xi naturally understands the character of Nai Xixi's first wife.

"Xi'er looks depressed right now... Is there something troubling you?"

So when he saw his wife Nai Xi being in a bad mood and having a tantrum, Lin Xi smiled and took the initiative to step forward and gently hugged Nai Xixi, who had completely turned into a physical consciousness, from behind.

"Oops! You...you idiot! You're too close!!!"

I felt myself being hugged tightly by my beloved Xier.

Although "Blood Eyed Xier" was extremely happy at the moment, and even her face couldn't help but blush like a steam girl, she still cursed Lin Xi as a big fool in a stubborn and unconfident manner.

However, Nai Xixi's wife was very honest and secretly shrank into Lin Xi's arms.

This kind of person may be very tough in words, but his body is surprisingly honest.

I guess what you are talking about is how cute Naixixi's wife is, right? (ˉ﹃ˉ)

Chapter 44 Nai Xixi: Don’t leave me alone again!

"So Xier...you want me to stay away from you?"

Realizing the arrogance of his grandmother Xier, the eldest wife, Lin Xi quickly revealed a pitiful and sad expression, and his tone also carried a hint of humility.

"Well... okay then..."

Although Lin Xi was very reluctant to let go, she still resisted the temptation to get close to Xi'er's wife and let go of the hug before her grandmother Xixi's wife could even speak.

After all, knowing his own wife Nai Xixi's personality well, Lin Xi naturally knew that he should take some of Nai Xixi's arrogant and angry words seriously so that he could more easily control his own wife Nai Xixi.

And the development of things was exactly as Lin Xi expected.

Lin Xi had just let go of Nai Xixi, but almost in the next second Lin Xi clearly felt a soft and delicate body with a well-developed figure like the one wearing the "Xi'er'er" vest suddenly came up from behind Lin Xi!

"You idiot! When did I ever tell you to stay away from me? Do you...want to abandon me again!?"

However, when I heard what Nai Xixi's wife said, her voice couldn't help but tremble and she even cried!

"Ah! I'm sorry, Xier! I accidentally took your angry words seriously..."

Lin Xi, who originally just wanted to make a little joke, suddenly panicked.

Lin Xi also never expected that his own wife, Grandma Xixi, was so stubborn and hypocritical, but she couldn't take a joke in front of "Xier".

But when he thought of his grandmother Xixi's love for him, and how she only showed her true feelings when she was with Xier, Lin Xi inexplicably felt a little sour and envious at this moment.

At this moment, Lin Xi also had this thought for the first time:

After all, if I hadn't met Nai Xixi as Xier's wife, would my Nai Xixi wife still be completely dependent on me like she is now?

"Idiot! Idiot Xier! Don't leave me alone again, do you hear me!!!"

Looking at Lin Xi who took the initiative to surrender in front of her, Nai Xixi was now angrily curled up in Lin Xi's arms and kept hitting the stupid "Xier" who dared to take her angry words seriously with her pink little fists.

"Okay, okay, from now on I will never leave you alone, Xier. After all, I love Xier the most!"

“Hmpho(*////｀Д′////*)q!!”

[Maybe...it would be nice if I were really Xi'er! ]

When I think that if I were really Xier, maybe I could naturally be together with my favorite wife, Xixi.

Lin Xi, who has been emphasizing "I am really not Xier" ever since she traveled to this world, felt for the first time that it might be a good thing if she was really Xier'er's first wife.

[Alas... this is just a role-playing simulation under the guise of Seele's wife. Am I getting too deep into the role? ]

After a brief moment of daze, Lin Xi quickly put an end to his somewhat unrealistic fantasy.