I participated in the development of EVA

Ikari Fumihiko simply replied.

[Don't be too excited yet, focus on finishing the work at hand as soon as possible, and don't let anything delay you. ]

【receive! 】

There was no movement from Naoko Akagi's side.

Fumihiko Ikari hesitated for a moment, and after dinner, he sent Rei Ayanami to the Unit 00 project team, and then went straight to find Naoko Akagi.

"Didn't you read the text?"

"Looked."

Fumihiko Ikari was a little surprised. He thought Naoko Akagi was too busy to notice the text message, but he didn't expect that the other party read it but didn't reply.

"Then why don't you reply?"

In response to Fumihiko Ikari's questioning, Naoko Akagi answered very straightforwardly.

“I didn’t know what to reply, so I didn’t reply.”

"Next time if you don't know what to reply, just say 'got it'."

"Oh."

Fumihiko Ikari came to check on the situation, mainly because he was worried that the situation had changed.

Although Naoko Akagi doesn't seem to be very interested now, the other party has not explicitly refused, which shows that Naoko Akagi is willing to improve the mother-daughter relationship.

This made him feel somewhat relieved, but then he said something with some concern.

"Have you ever thought about what to do when you go camping?"

“Study the data.”

"..."

Are you camping? You're just changing your work location!

Fumihiko Ikari was a little overwhelmed.

After thinking about it, I finally said it out loud.

"Prepare a swimsuit and teach Ritsuko how to swim. Um... you should be able to swim, right?"

"She seems to be able to, but I am not."

"Uh--"

Only then did Fumihiko Ikari realize that he had set too high expectations for Naoko Akagi, a scholar who was like a otaku.

"Then turn it around and ask her to teach you how to swim."

"No, that's too embarrassing."

"We always have to interact, right? Um...how's your cooking?"

Naoko Akagi blushed slightly and said hesitantly.

"No one can die."

"So it's possible that someone will be eaten alive?"

"Uh, probably... probably not..."

Ikari Fumihiko really didn't know what to do, so he just gave up struggling.

"Forget it, let's talk about it then."

Naoko Akagi hesitated for a moment before speaking.

"I can play the piano, and when she was little she loved hearing me play Für Elise."

"Uh--"

At first glance, Fumihiko Ikari felt that playing the piano and camping were a bit incompatible, but on second thought, it was not impossible.

It's a waste of seele resources anyway.

"Then teach her to play the piano, or play a song for her."

"Ah."

163.Untitled

Fearing that he would be taken to a meeting by Ikari Yui again, Ikari Fumihiko stayed with Akagi Naoko and looked through the information on the Three Sages. He did not return to the Unit-0 project team until the time when Rei Ayanami finished her training. He then sneaked back to the Rei Ayanami project team like a thief, waited for Rei Ayanami to finish her training, and then sent her back to the project team to rest.

I returned to the dormitory and originally wanted to continue signing in with my girlfriend, but it was only then that I noticed something.

Kana Fuyutsuki hasn't sent any welfare photos for five consecutive days.

Could something happen?

I immediately sent a message with a nervous mood.

【Wife? 】

Just when he was thinking about whether to call directly, he received a message from Fuyutsuki Kana.

[Sorry, I've been a bit busy lately. ]

Upon receiving the news, Fumihiko Ikari breathed a sigh of relief.

[No, I should apologize. I was busy with work these days and neglected you.]

Kana Fuyutsuki looked at the phone screen with a complicated expression, not knowing what message to reply to for a moment.

Reality is not like a movie story. Things may change along the way, but the main plot will not change.

But the reality is that plans often cannot keep up with changes.

She was still looking for an opportunity, but her father's appearance disrupted her plans.

It was not the emotional attachment brought by her father that made her give up her persistence in pursuing the truth. Her father's appearance did shake her heart, making her worry whether continuing with the plan would involve her father. Before she could make up her mind, her father contacted the mysterious organization and brought out the truth he had investigated.

The expedition team that the mysterious organization sent to Antarctica did discover the culprit of the second impact.

But unlike what she had imagined, the culprit was not a conspiracy from other people, but a mysterious life form like a mythical giant.

The awakening of this mysterious life caused a second shock.

In fact, when she met her father and her father mentioned the Giant of Light, she had a similar guess, but she thought it was too outrageous and did not think about it in this direction. Compared with such truth, she would rather believe that this so-called Giant of Light was a phantom created by the second impact caused by some mysterious weapon.

But now, some of the information her father brought out from the mysterious organization forced her to accept this fact.

She wanted revenge, but her father told her.

The giant caused the second impact by self-destructing.

This confused her.

I don’t know if my father said this because he didn’t want me to live in hatred, or if this is the truth.

That's why I severed my connection with Fumihiko Ikari.

It was not until Ikari Fumihiko sent her a message that she remembered him again and how she had implemented her general plan. Now she didn't know how to face him.

I originally restrained my inner thoughts in order to investigate the truth, but now there is no need to do so anymore.

I feel very confused.

I want to discuss it with my father, but I don’t want him to worry about me anymore.

But apart from her father, she really didn't know who to look for.

friend?

Everyone she knew was related to Fumihiko Ikari, and she didn't know how to say it.

After being confused for a while, the answer came to my mind.

Her love experience is not complicated. She has known her boyfriend since childhood and they have been together smoothly until the end. However, she is no longer a child and knows very well that there will be no result if they continue. Unless she can let go of the past, or completely deceive herself like a secondary personality and regard Fumihiko Ikari as her ex-boyfriend.

Ok……

People are selfish, and the first thing she thought of was to give up taking medicine, give up resistance and let the secondary personality take over her body.

But her previous experience made her realize that this idea was unrealistic.

After all, the secondary personality is a secondary personality. Even if the main personality is asleep, it can still clearly feel everything in the outside world.

and--

This behavior is so selfish and ugly.

Fumihiko Ikari did nothing wrong, and there is no hatred between the two.

She really couldn't do such a thing.

Such thoughts popping up in her mind made her feel unfamiliar. She doubted whether she was still a human being and how could she be so dirty.

【Let’s separate. 】

After hesitating for a long time, she finally sent the message. She did not feel relieved as expected, but instead felt pain. This feeling was not because she fell in love with Ikari Fumihiko and could not give up this feeling, but... it came from the suppressed secondary personality. This text message was tantamount to revealing the secondary personality's self-deceptive disguise.

She felt the pain but had no regrets.

Since she was young, her father taught her not to inflict her pain on others.

Continuing to maintain a relationship with Ikari Fumihiko would mean transferring the pain that I should bear to Ikari Fumihiko.

At the same time, an idea emerged in her mind.

Source, I will never agree!

You know he loves us just as much as we love him.

When her fiancé's name appeared in her mind, she knew that the thought came from her secondary personality.

"He is not the source. The source is dead...let him go."

Do not!

You lied--

The source is still alive.

She did not reply to her secondary personality, but Ninja edited another text message with pain in his heart.

When Fumihiko Ikari saw the sudden breakup text message, his first reaction was not sadness but relief, as if the mountain that had been weighing on his heart had been removed. Then he felt confused and didn't know how to respond to this message, whether to accept the breakup or continue to insist.

Breaking up right away would seem like such a scumbag. What he could not accept the most was being treated as a scumbag, a drunkard, or a gambler by others.

At this moment, I received the second message from Fuyutsuki Kana.

[When I approached you, I was looking for the shadow of my fiancé in you and seeking comfort. I don’t want to deceive you anymore.

Wen Yan, you are a good person.

I was also very gentle, and I tried to love you in the past, but I couldn’t let go of the past and walk out of the memories. 】

Fumihiko Ikari didn't know how to reply. After hesitating for a long time, he edited a message and replied.

[In fact, I already knew from the beginning that you have been chasing someone else's shadow in me, but I think everyone has a past that they can't let go of, so I always felt that I could help you get out of it. ]

After a pause, he edited another text message.

What are you going to do next?

[My experiences during this period have made me think clearly that I can’t go on like this. I should just want to inherit my fiancé’s will and use my medical skills to save more people.]

[Just by understanding this wish, I can feel that he was a kind person when he was alive. If it weren't for what happened, he would have become a great doctor in the future.]

[Yes, he is kind and gentle just like you, which is why I see his shadow in you.]

164. I don't understand

If he truly loved the other person, Ikari Fumihiko would definitely feel uncomfortable hearing these words.

however……