I participated in the development of EVA

I just felt a little uncomfortable inside, after all, the two of them had been together for a while.

He didn't know what to reply, but he received another message from Fuyutsuki Kana.

Before, her mind was in a mess and her thoughts were disturbed by the secondary personality, so she never paid attention to this problem. Only after she controlled the secondary personality did she start to think about this problem. However, this answer was not the result of her thinking, but she got this answer from the psychologist after she vaguely told the psychologist some things about herself and Fumihiko Ikari.

What she said was too vague at the time, so the psychologist naturally could not give an accurate conclusion directly, but instead told the psychologist about a dozen cases with similar situations.

She looked at the dozen or so cases and chose this one based on her own feelings.

[In fact, I know that the reason you accommodate me is not because of love, but because you want to have a home of your own. ]

Fumihiko Ikari subconsciously wanted to defend himself and establish the image of a good man.

However, the edited text was eventually deleted.

【right. 】

Just admit it.

Now that the other party wants to talk things out with you, you should be more calm.

【I have always hoped to build a warm family. 】

Even if it's a little distorted, it doesn't matter.

Before he traveled through time, he didn't think there was anything wrong with this idea. Most people just lived a mediocre life like this. It wasn't until he came into contact with Emi Ibuki that he began to realize that this idea was too extreme. No! He had thought about this problem, but he couldn't tell whether he had failed to withstand the confusion of the outside world or was really too extreme.

This is his sensitive point.

If I hadn't learned this from communicating with Ibuki Emi, but had realized this from a conversation with an elder, I wouldn't have had this thought.

but--

There is no if in the world. Ibuki Emi is a woman.

And she's a very attractive woman.

Kana Fuyutsuki sent a new message again.

[You are excellent, better than most people. You shouldn't wrong yourself. You will meet better choices in the future. ]

Under normal circumstances, this response would be sufficient.

but……

The relationship between the two was not normal.

Although she had never actually used Ikari Fumihiko to do anything, it was undeniable that she had had this thought. If she hadn't gotten the truth from her father, no matter how much she couldn't bear it, she would have implemented it after perfecting the plan, and this would probably... No! It would definitely lead to Ikari Fumihiko losing his life.

Therefore, she felt that she owed Ikari Fumihiko, so she felt that just explaining it like this was a bit too perfunctory, and then she added another sentence.

[We just need each other, and such a distorted relationship is not suitable for forming a family.

Love is the support of a family.

Obviously, that doesn't exist between us.

Forcing them together is just torturing each other. 】

But it was obvious that she understood clearly that this degree of damage was not enough for her to spend her whole life to make up for it. After all, the incident did not really happen. She was just planning to do so in her mind. Ikari Fumihiko did not really lose anything because of it. This matter was essentially still an ordinary emotional dispute.

Now I want to cut the Gordian knot, not only because I don't want to delay Ikari Fumihiko any longer, but also because I want to put an end to this wrong relationship.

The main thing is...

I don't want to delay it too long and let my father find out about this.

Fumihiko Ikari has a vague concept of home. He just thinks that marrying a woman is equivalent to having a home.

The sudden journey through this dangerous world made him impatient. He wanted to complete the unfinished wishes of his previous life as soon as possible, and also wanted to experience the feeling of home as soon as possible.

This crucial factor is thus ignored.

wrong--

If you don't understand, you naturally won't take it seriously.

After a moment's silence, he asked, expressing his confusion.

【What is love? 】

He doesn't understand.

I can’t figure it out either.

Isn’t it said that love grows over time?

Fuyutsuki Kana wanted to answer.

When you miss someone, that is love.

However, after editing it, I felt that this description was not accurate enough and wanted to change the way it was expressed. After thinking about it for a long time, I still couldn't come up with an accurate answer.

Finally a vague answer was given.

[Love can only be felt with the heart. No matter what others say, it is just their perception, which will only make you more confused.]

Ikari Fumihiko tried to find this feeling, and after a moment he asked in confusion.

[I want to see you now, is this love? ]

【This is just the restlessness of the flesh. 】

[Is there any difference? To put it bluntly, love at first sight is just lust at first sight, right? ]

Kana Fuyutsuki had a headache and didn't know how to explain it.

Love is sometimes simple, and sometimes too complicated.

[There is nothing wrong with this understanding. Love sometimes starts with lust, but it mainly depends on the inner feelings. It is difficult to explain it clearly.]

[It’s so complicated.]

[Don’t try to understand, just feel it with your heart. ]

Fumihiko Ikari became more and more confused, and only sent a new message after a while.

[From tomorrow on, we will be familiar strangers. 】

Kana Fuyutsuki was silent for a moment before replying to the message.

【right. 】

【I have something to say to you. 】

【What? 】

[You were so beautiful the day we first met. ]

Kana Fuyutsuki hated this atmosphere, so she made a joke.

[Do you mean during the day or at night? ]

【They are all beautiful. 】

I thought Fumihiko Ikari would say in the evening, but I didn't expect this answer. Kana Fuyutsuki was silent for a while before replying.

【Wait a moment.】

【Um. 】

After Ikari Fumihiko responded, two photos were sent to him shortly afterwards.

These were the same clothes they were wearing when they first met.

It's just that the hairstyle and dress are a little different, but it still brings back memories of that time.

After hesitating for a while, he stood up and walked to the closet, took out the clothes he wore when they first met and changed into them. Of course, this was not the same set he wore then. It was not that he was extravagant and would only wear clothes once and then throw them away, but last time, Ibuki Emi got drunk and vomited all over the closet, making that set of clothes impossible to wash.

She tidied herself up as much as possible to make herself look more energetic, then took a photo and sent it to Fuyutsuki Kana.

However, after he edited the text message and sent it, he received a prompt that it failed to send. It was obvious that the photo was captured by the employee who was monitoring his text messages.

I suddenly became furious and immediately called Akagi Eri.

"what happened?"

"Please help me ask why the message I sent was intercepted."

Akagi Eri, who was woken up, originally wanted to complain, but now she felt Ikari Fumihiko's anger and immediately completed her job honestly.

165. Received

"Is this the text message you sent to contact the outside world?"

"Correct."

"Please wait."

It was not long after that Akagi Eri replied to Ikari Fumihiko's message.

"The security department responded to your question. The information between you and Ms. Kana has been monitored by a third party."

Worried that her expression was not clear, she added another sentence.

“It’s a third party outside the security department.”

Ikari Fumihiko was stunned for a moment, feeling a little surprised, but he soon felt relieved.

Just as the top leaders released Fuyutsuki Kana most likely in order to catch the big fish Fuyutsuki Kozo, other forces that are paying attention to Fuyutsuki Kozo will inevitably also pay attention to Fuyutsuki Kana.

At the same time, I also know why the security department took down my photos. They were worried that I would be exposed to the vision of other forces.

"The security department is worried that your photos will be leaked to the outside world..."

Fumihiko Ikari interrupted what Akagi Eri was about to say.

"Okay, that's it."

"Is there anything else you need?"

"Gone."

After hanging up the phone, Fumihiko Ikari could only reply with a text message.

【I'm fine, thank you for the treat. 】

Fuyutsuki Kana was stunned for a moment.

It's not that she didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, she is not a pure girl, but she thought of what Ikari Fumihiko said before, "From tomorrow on, we will be familiar strangers."

So I was waiting—

He shook his head and smiled helplessly, then immediately put aside the burden in his heart and replied.

【Not proper.】

[No way, the temptation is too great. ]

【You are not small either. 】

[Hey, hey, hey! What's going on? You were so reserved before, why are you suddenly so unrestrained now? ]

[Of course I am pretending to be reserved, this is my nature. ]

Fumihiko Ikari was stunned. Just as he came to his senses, Kana Fuyutsuki sent another new message.

【You didn’t expect it! 】

[Indeed, I didn't expect it. I started to regret it. Can I renew my subscription for a while to unlock some new postures? ]

[Of course... no. ]

【That's really a pity. 】

[No need to regret, I think you can unlock the life assistant. ]

[Hey, hey, hey——It’s not due yet! 】

[There are only seventeen minutes left, and it will be past midnight. ]

Ikari Fumihiko glanced at the clock on the wall and then realized that the two of them had been chatting for three hours.

【All right. 】