How can my simulation be a real love?

Didn't you see him going to the martial arts hall? He was playing so happily on the stage, but why did his legs become weak as soon as he came down? Isn't it just tenosynovitis caused by excessive strain on his fingers and wrists?

Could it also make my brain inflamed?

[You were rushed to the hospital for an examination. In fact, you had frequent tonsillitis and sore throat in the past two years. You didn’t care much about this occasional illness, but you didn’t expect that after a careful examination, you found that it was not that simple.]

[The bifurcation of the common carotid artery in the deep upper neck was disturbed by the virus and turned into a malignant tumor that spread in all directions. It is no longer in the state that was easy to treat at the beginning. The virus has completely spread.]

[You already know the disease when you hear it, because you know that the most iconic disease with this symptom is throat cancer.]

[Doctors believe that this is a symptom accumulated from long-term drinking of scalding coffee and overwork, which has led to excessive decrease in immunity. Before this, your body was also full of holes under the pressure of being supported. This may just be caused by your own inaction.]

Seeing the words constantly displayed on the simulator, Feng Jianming looked silently at the cup of cappuccino on the table that he had already drunk half of, and his expression became increasingly stiff.

From now on, I’ll drink the MAX iced coffee recommended by Dead Fish Eyes.

It seems that the options that appeared during the previous illness were not that simple.

It seemed that ever since that option was chosen, there were already signs of problems with myself.

He chose to hold on in the simulation, which naturally caused Feng Jianming's thinking in the simulation to change according to his choice. As long as there was no major problem with his body, he would not care too much.

[Because you don’t have any family members to contact urgently, the doctor can only inform your band members about your problem]

[Everyone was in a state of disbelief. Shiina Riki, who you always thought was the coldest, turned out to be the most extreme one. She grabbed the doctor's collar in disbelief and shouted at the top of her lungs, saying that it was impossible.]

[You were sent to the ICU for 24-hour care. The band members came to visit you almost every day, and everyone had the warmest smile on their face.]

[Everyone just told you that it was just a minor illness and that you would be discharged soon as you actively cooperate with the treatment, but Aine, who was usually the best at reading the atmosphere and smiling, looked more tired than anyone else.]

[Of course you know it in your heart, but you still smile and chat with them as usual]

[The treatment process is not easy. Even if you actively cooperate, your body is destined to weaken day by day. Over-stretching and overindulging yourself in the past few years will also bring bad consequences. You are very clear about this.]

[You are only one step away from realizing your and her dream. You are not panicking because you know very well that she can still lead everyone to that stage even without you.]

[You even secretly feel lucky that Deng didn't agree with your confession.]

[Takamatsu Deng, I came to your ward]

Chapter 28 You Have Become a Human

"Ah~ You cute little Deng are free to come to me today? Don't you have to train with everyone else?"

The handsome black-haired boy smiled and waved gently in the direction of the girl, but his once jet-black shoulder-length hair had lost its luster.

The slightly hoarse voice was like a sharp hacksaw, cutting her heart bit by bit.

The girl sat down next to Feng Jianming in silence, stretched out her hands and grabbed his already thin and pale hands, but the strength quickly weakened.

It was as if he realized that he might hurt the already weak boy.

His illness made it impossible for him to swallow food, and he could only rely on the most basic energy supplies to sustain his needs, so he was now extremely thin, but the boy still had the same gentle smile on his face as he had at the beginning.

The slender hands that once galloped across the keyboard are now too weak to hit the keys again.

"… Ming, I'm sorry."

She had never felt such a sharp pain in her heart. She thought she could hold back the sadness in her heart when she saw him again, but the moment she walked into the ward, her soul began to tremble uncontrollably.

Emotions forced restraint on her body.

Her speech was restrained, and she seemed to be the same as before.

never change.

"Why can't I say important things?"

tick...

Drops of warm and crystal clear tears fell from the corners of her eyes at some point, and the girl named Takamatsu Deng's body reacted automatically without any control over herself.

Eh...tears?

This shouldn't be the case.

I must have done something wrong.

It's always the case.

"It's all my fault. I made Ming become like this! Whether it's forming a band or composing music, I always let Ming help. No matter what problems arise, Ming always solves them perfectly. Only someone as bad as me sits back and reaps the benefits!"

"In fact, I rejected Ming's confession before because of my wishful thinking. I didn't think that way at all! I just always thought that Xiao Ai was better and loved Ming more than a guy like me who was not human!"

"So I said no, but I actually—"

Hot tears kept flowing from her beautiful amber eyes. The girl was constantly pursuing the "treasure" that could make her cry.

Now that I have finally realized this moment, I cannot catch it again.

At first, she just wanted to be like an ordinary person and understand what "it's natural" meant.

But rather than going through the most painful separation, it would be better for her not to become a "human" from the beginning.

The boy's left hand gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Seeing her express her true feelings and try her best to say the words that were difficult to express in her heart, a happy smile appeared on his face that Deng had never seen before.

"lamp--"

"In fact, you have already become a 'human'."

……

[Your body, riddled with holes, could not naturally overcome the erosion of the terminal illness. You, suffering from heart failure, finally passed away with a smile when the warm spring arrived.]

[The wisteria crown outside the window looks like a flying butterfly. The moment spring arrives, the flowers bloom like thousands of purple butterflies flying in the sky]

[Wisteria simply means 'born for love, died for love']

[And the first song you left for her, "Wisteria Bird", only expressed the most ordinary emotion in the literal sense]

[You who passed away were buried in the wisteria garden designated by the Toyokawa family. From time to time, you are worshipped by others. Chihaya Aine and the cold-looking Shiina Tatsuki always come here frequently. From time to time, you will also meet Nagasaki Motoyo who came secretly.]

[And the lonely girl chose to spend the rest of her life with the 'Wisteria' you gave her]

[After completing your and her dreams, I will be buried together with you]

[End of simulation]

Feng Jianming slowly closed his eyes and his thoughts fell into the depths of his memories.

After a long time, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

This simulation had a profound impact on him, and until now he still couldn't suppress his inner emotions.

The memory of Gao Songdeng, where he finally cried to vent his emotions, left him with a lasting impression.

The simulator clearly said that the simulation would not affect him in reality, but who would have thought that before he even entered the most realistic virtual reality simulation, just seeing the memories made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Fortunately, it's just a simulation.

Feng Jianming took a deep breath and adjusted his mentality. He put aside all the emotions in the simulation and focused his attention on the settlement page of the system.

[End of simulation]

[Rating: 68 [Good]]

[Evaluation: Who wakes up first from the dream? I know it all myself! Your life is undoubtedly a magnificent one. You have experienced ups and downs for the sake of your emotions, but you are still firm in yourself. You climbed the mountain that blocked your life path with perseverance that ordinary people cannot match. But at the same time, you seem to be a fleeting bubble, and it is difficult to chase the final light.]

[Although love is wonderful, you cannot control the direction of your destiny. Even if you and she are attached to each other and love each other, you cannot be together. It's like two parallel lines that cross each other but are far apart. Perhaps being more decisive at a conservative time will lead to completely different results.]

[You received a rating of [Good], received a settlement reward of [Guitar LV1], and can choose two of the following three simulation rewards]

[1. Track "Wisteria Bird" [This simulation is the first song written for Takamatsu Tomori]]

【2. Strengthen your physical health [The body is the capital of revolution]】

[3. Love Cooking Level 2 [Cooking skills given by Chihaya Aine with the love of a girl]]

I worked so hard this time, but I only got 68 points?

Since the simulation was so difficult, how did he get an excellent score of 82 from Miss Liang in the first place?

Is it simply because Miss Liang is different from ordinary people? !

But if you think about it carefully, it seems normal. After all, in this simulation, he didn't really get together with Takamatsu Tomori until the end, and he even almost got married with Ano-chan.

This situation is even off topic for this dating simulation.

The reason he was able to get the passing score of 60 points was probably because he worked hard enough in the simulation and he and Deng were in love with each other.

"So, what about the reward?"

This time the rating is just 'good', and you can only choose two out of three rewards.

These three options are all very attractive to Feng Jianming, especially after he had just experienced a simulation of death due to a decrease in his immunity. Strengthening his physical health is even more indispensable to him.

Then the question is the remaining two items, should we choose Ano-chan’s cooking skills or Deng’s music score.

If we think rationally, cooking skills are obviously more useful than music scores.

Music scores do have a strong collection value for him, but after all, they are just songs he created for the lights in his simulation.

No matter how much emotion he has for Deng, it is just a simulation of him.

It was not of much use to Feng Jianming who had escaped from the simulation and returned to reality.

However, Ano-chan's cooking skills are completely different. For Feng Jianming now, it is a very practical skill. Once he learns this skill, he can cook for himself and save a lot of money.

"I had to reluctantly reject Ano's confession in the simulation, so I'll choose Ano here."

After careful consideration, Feng Jianming decided to choose cooking.

Chapter 29: Dreamlike Wisteria

"Deng, what are you looking for?"

The mother's voice came from outside the door, but Gao Songdeng was now completely immersed in his own world and could not hear other people's voices at all.

The room that she had originally kept in good order was now in a mess with her own hands. All the rare notebooks and penguin-shaped Band-Aids that she had collected bit by bit were now scattered all over the floor.

This was the first time Gao Songguang saw his daughter become so abnormal.

Mingming, on ordinary days, Xiao Deng is like a little squirrel that would take pine cones home and hide them. He puts all his collections together, looking well-behaved and lovable.

Today's situation is completely different.

The abnormal behavior of the light made the mother feel a little confused. Could something have happened to her daughter?

But he clearly just came back and took a nap, and he was fine before that?

"I can't find it. Why can't I find it?"

"A notebook with 'Wisteria Bird' written on it—"

Gao Songdeng opened the last notebook and searched for it but to no avail. He then slumped down on the bed in a daze. His distraught and pitiful look was enough to make people feel pity for him.

A blank notebook is like an uncontaminated white snowflake.

There was no color of the lamp, nor any trace of him on it.

"Wisteria bird? Is there such a bird in the world?"

The mother Gao Songguang's puzzled words made the little penguin, who was originally distraught and about to die, visibly stunned.

She suddenly realized something, and hurriedly went to the desk, picked up a gel pen, and wrote a few words, as if she was worried that she would forget the idea in her mind the next moment.

Afraid of losing, she quickly wrote a bunch of scattered words with the tip of her pen.

"Light, are you okay?"

"Are you feeling unwell?"

"There seem to be traces of tears on your face... Have you actually cried? What happened? Tell mom, okay?"

Gao Songguang's worried words gradually brought Xiao Deng back to her senses. She quickly ran to the bathroom and looked at her reflected face in the smooth mirror.

The slightly red and swollen eye sockets were obviously not an illusion, and there were some traces of dried tears on her delicate and fair face, which were the marks left by tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes without her knowing.