How can my simulation be a real love?

Gao Songdeng looked at his hands and seemed to suddenly wake up from a dream.

There was no 'Wisteria Bird' in my room.

The things in your mouth don’t exist either.

She seemed to be still immersed in an illusory dream.

What exactly is going on?

She just seemed to have woken up from a dream that was so real.

It was a very long dream, so long that she felt as if she had spent her entire life in the dream.

From meeting the 'him' she depended on, to being invited by him with a smile to form a band, and then following him step by step onto the stage, a large number of memory fragments made her brain confused.

But even with such confusing memories, the emotions they brought to her were absolutely real.

It was as if it was another parallel world, and these things really happened!

……

Gao Songdeng and Feng Jianming only met each other once.

Even though it was just a few casual words, it was an inseparable memory for her.

Especially after experiencing the sad 'dream' that made her emotional last night, Gao Songdeng's view of him became even more different, and she was suppressing countless thoughts in her heart that she wanted to ask him.

However, the difficulty in expressing herself and her inner self is a major problem she cannot solve.

I was just having an illusory dream, and it is possible that everything was just Gao Songdeng's own wild fantasy.

If you tell him these messy things without his permission, it will cause trouble to him.

Gao Songdeng didn't want to be hated by him.

"..."

The girl sat in the classroom, holding a notebook tightly against her chest with both hands, as if she was protecting her precious treasure.

This notebook is very ordinary, with standard simple horizontal lines and pure white paper style that can be easily seen in supermarkets.

There is only a bunch of beautiful wisteria flowers and the elegant characters "Takamatsu Deng" on the cover.

This seemingly ordinary and inconspicuous notebook contains a lot of fragmented memory fragments of Takamatsu Deng. This is the lamp from last night, and on it are written a lot of thoughts and hidden emotions that he had at that time.

Although these words are very confusing and nonsensical, in Takamatsu Deng's eyes they are like various puzzle pieces, which can complete a picture in a dream as long as they are pieced together.

She thinks these affirmations make sense and are meaningful.

"Ah~ It's Deng-chan! Good morning, you're so cute today too!"

"Good morning."

The red-haired girl who suddenly walked into the class seemed to be born with full of energy and greeted Takamatsu Deng with a bright smile.

The red ponytail draped over the shoulders is as passionate as a flame and naturally makes people feel good about it.

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but Gao Songdeng seems to be able to see bursts of dazzling "light" like the sun emanating from her side!

Her name is Kita Ikuyo, and she is currently the person that Takamatsu Deng envies the most in his class.

She looks really cute, with bright red hair and a bright and lovely smile. She is like a little sun surrounded by countless planets in the class, always shining on everyone.

I can quickly build relationships with everyone, and I perform very well in both study and sports.

With her kind, cheerful and energetic personality, she is 'naturally' popular among the people around her, and is the most popular No. 1 contestant among both men and women.

Gao Songdeng really envied her because she could be said to be the strongest 'ordinary person' in her mind.

She can easily make friends with everyone around her, as if she was born with strong social skills.

If I let this little sun replace the weak self in the dream who only knows how to reap the fruits of others' labor, there would definitely be a completely different ending, right?

Thinking of this, Gao Songdeng lowered her head again in disappointment, and she suddenly felt a pang of pain in her nose.

An indescribable feeling of sadness suddenly surged up from the bottom of her heart, making her want to cry out loud on the spot.

But if she cried here, it would definitely cause trouble for everyone. Thinking of this, the girl hugged the notebook tightly in her arms and suppressed her emotions.

"Um, Deng-chan?"

"Ah, yes."

Takamatsu Deng was a little flattered by Kita Ikuyo who suddenly came over to ask questions. She saw that Kita Ikuyo's expression in front of her was a little conflicted and nervous.

This was the first time she saw the little sunshine of the class with an expression that was not like her.

"Well... Actually, I wanted to ask, how did you get to talk to classmate Feng Jian yesterday?"

Chapter 30 Kita can't stand that kind of

Feng Jianming is just an ordinary person with excellent academic performance.

Normally, he doesn't do anything particularly eye-catching, his grades aren't particularly outstanding, and he doesn't even join any clubs. His behavior is very ordinary.

What was unusual was that he didn't interact with other people in the class at all, and looked like a very lonely 'weirdo'.

But even such a person is a hidden and popular character within Yugaoka High School.

The first thing that comes to mind is his outstanding appearance and gentle temperament. His pure physical charm can even make people ignore his twisted and abstract personality. Then there is the young genius pianist who is rumored on the Internet.

Just relying on these things, he has always occupied the top spot on the "I want to do it with him○" list.

It is said that every day when he opens his shoe cabinet at school, he receives envelopes from unknown sources.

Some were wrapped in love hearts and sprayed with perfume, some looked plain and ordinary, and there were even strange envelopes made of words cut out from newspapers.

very scary.

Of course, the rankings of Yugaoka High School are far more than that. For example, he has also been on strange lists such as "The Top Ten Legends of Yugaoka Schools" and "The One I Most Want to Defeate".

All in all, he is indeed very popular.

"Kita-san, why are you asking me this question?"

Faced with the question, Takamatsu Deng obviously stopped to think for a while, frowned slightly with some doubts, and slowly asked Kita Ikuyo in front of him.

"Um--I mean, I've always wanted to talk to Kazami-san, but I never had the chance, so I was curious about how you talked to him?"

"Why do you want to talk to him?"

Just such a calm sentence made Kita Ikuyo freeze in an instant.

This was also the first time that Gao Songdeng saw this social expert showing such an embarrassed expression. She could usually handle any topic with ease, but this time her slightly blushing face seemed to be hiding something.

Deng's innocent and doubtful look made it difficult for Kita to say anything to deceive her.

"Do I even need to ask? Of course Kita-san has a crush on Kazami-san~"

"She can't stand the androgynous style—"

The girl in the class who was sitting at the back and started to tease her had not yet finished her words when Ms. Guilaiquxi, who rushed back like the wind, covered her mouth.

This high-speed synchronization-like speed frightened Goto Ichiri, who had just walked into the classroom, so much that he shrank back.

Pochi, who walked into the classroom with a guitar on his back, was so frightened that his face turned pale.

Kita flashed by in front of Pochi's eyes, and Pochi almost thought that she was an eyesore, so he decided to pull her out with his own hands!

"Anyway, anyway! I just 'purely' want to make friends with Feng Jian's classmates!"

"So please, Deng-chan, can you tell me?"

After blocking her friend's mouth with the candy she brought with her, Kita Ikuyo came back panting.

Kita explained with a sincere look on her face, and even put her hands together and begged Takamatsu Deng, who had an innocent face, making it difficult to refuse her request.

Eh? Make friends with Feng Jianming?

Upon hearing this, Goto Ichiri was obviously stunned.

She really didn't expect that the class's most popular girl, Kita Ikuyo, was actually worried about not being able to talk to Kazemimura! ?

Even she can do this kind of thing!

You know, even a slug like her can occasionally talk to Feng Jianming in a dark corner.

Could it be that I have surpassed Kita Ikuyo without knowing it? !

Thinking of this, Pochi-chan, who was a little too proud of herself, couldn't help but chuckle. She sat back in her seat with her guitar on her back, feeling a little smug, and gradually immersed in the fantasy of embarking on the road of super real life.

Gao Songdeng opened her mouth, as if she recalled some memories that made her heart shrink, and spoke in a low voice with a slightly pessimistic look in her eyes -

"I don't have a very good relationship with Ming..."

"Ming?"

Kita Ikuyo tilted her head, as if doubting whether she had heard something wrong.

In Neon, calling someone by their name directly is an extremely intimate act!

In Sakura, a community that pays the most attention to etiquette and socializing, even same-sex Sakura girls only call each other by their names if they are good friends, let alone the opposite sex.

Kita, who originally had a bright smile on his face, became a little stunned by what Deng said.

Now even Takamatsu Deng, who was a little slow to react, realized that he had said the wrong thing, and for some reason he called out his name very naturally.

Just as I was about to explain, the classroom door was opened.

"..."

Feng Jianming lifted his schoolbag onto his shoulder with one hand and walked towards his seat while yawning sleepily.

Seeing him suddenly appear, Kita Ikuyo, who was about to ask more questions, quickly retreated from Takamatsu Deng's seat, and then pretended to be indifferent and continued chatting with her other friends.

Such a quick change of expression made Goto Ichiri secretly amazed in his heart.

As a result, Xiao Deng was left sitting there without having time to explain anything.

I seem to have said something wrong.

Shaking his head gently to get rid of the confused thoughts in his mind, Gao Songdeng looked at the pencil case in front of him.

From the beginning, she had spread out her azure pencil case in front of her and placed her collection of various penguin Band-Aids on the table. This childish and funny behavior seemed to be just to attract someone's attention.

But Feng Jianming just glanced at him and left without looking back.

He was sitting in the back row by the window, still bathed in the sunlight, and a fragment of memory seemed to flash through Deng's mind.

Gao Songdeng felt a pang of pain in her heart, and she covered her chest tightly with her hands.

He is still the same person, but he is no longer the lamp.

But even if Feng Jianming has no memory of her, Gao Songdeng believes that the emotions and "memories" in his heart must not be false, and are not his own wild imagination!

Everything she experienced in her dream must have really happened in some parallel universe.

Therefore, she will not be as cowardly as before.

Chapter 31 Then show it with actions

[Increase in the number of objects that can be simulated - Ikuyo Kita]

Feng Jianming:?

How come I suddenly got a new simulation object as soon as I walked into the classroom, and it happened to be Kita Kita who had taken a leave yesterday.

When the simulator just appeared yesterday, his classmate Kita Ikuyo was not included in the simulation objects. How come she immediately became the new simulation object as soon as she came today?

Could it be that Miss Kita fell in love with him at first sight?

He could probably tell from the fact that Toyokawa Shoko had become a simulation object that if a simulator wanted other people to become simulation objects, it more or less needed to make the other party have some favorable impression on itself.

Then there must be 'special women'.