Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

"I'm not telling you who's right and who's wrong. This isn't dividing the spoils."

"..."

She paused, opened her mouth but no sound came out.

"I'm almost certain that you're missing something."

"..."

"There are people in the shelter who have changed from atheists to believers in order to pray for peace."

“I’ve also heard that some people suddenly become violent while doing work, smashing things or even harming themselves.”

"I think they behave like this because they complain about their situation and feel dissatisfied, desperate and disappointed."

“If you want to be disappointed, you must first have hope.”

"I should have thought about it earlier. There are probably a lot of clues all the time. For example, you were the only one who didn't ask me what happened after I went out, and you didn't prepare for me going out like you did when we first met. You actively asked if there were any clues about the situation."

Su Ming sighed, "Live every day as if it were your last. If you don't have expectations for the future, you won't suffer. In the morning, think about what to eat for lunch and what good things can happen. After eating at noon, think about whether you should check the vegetables in the afternoon." Think about the program in the evening. I will explain some knowledge to my sister when I have time, but these are not enough to make up for the vacancy caused by you no longer looking forward to the future. "

"And I happened to show up, and I became your biggest show. Your biggest dream."

"..."

Her eyes gradually blurred and her lips trembled.

He paused for a while before speaking with tears in his eyes, "If you treat every day as the last, you can stop thinking about many things... and become more relaxed. Isn't this... wrong?"

"..."

"Why……"

She suddenly stood up, her eyes red, "If Mr. Su Ming has to find a way out, can it be someone else...? If someone else dies, I can still sympathize and be grateful... But if you die, I... will I don’t know how to survive!”

"You have a sister, so of course you want to find your only family, but I hope you can stay here forever!"

"Pregnancy test...two lines. Do you know what it means?"

"……you are pregnant?"

Su Ming was stunned. He really didn't know about this.

"I want to share this with you right away... But will you really be happy about it? I won't be happy either, I just... wonder if you will stay and take care of me in the future, no go out."

"Actually, I am... so despicable..."

Perhaps he was on the verge of an emotional breakdown, his body was shaking and his face was extremely pale.

"Do you know how happy I am that you were willing to stay with me for a long time every day?"

“Always thinking how nice it would be to be like that forever.”

"I... must be very strange. I know that even in order to survive, you have to go out. I really thought about overcoming and enduring... but I couldn't bear it for ten minutes, one minute, or one second!"

"...An Shiyao?"

Watching her pick up the fruit knife, she was like a child crying.

He didn't harm himself, he didn't hold it firmly at all...it landed with a 'clang' before Su Ming grabbed it.

"I was wondering...if you were seriously injured and would not stay."

"..."

"Then, I immediately knew that this was wrong. I couldn't do it... I didn't want to be a dragster."

"Ha... But you have already discovered... that it is already a burden, right?"

"Rather than doing this, wouldn't it be better to die?"

"But... ugh... I can't do it, and I know it's wrong. It will only cause trouble for you... My sister also needs me... What should I do? I already... don't understand at all."

She choked up until she was out of breath and burst into tears.

"Please... tell me."

"How can I not be in such pain... I really... have reached my limit. Please... ugh..."

That should be a look of help and pleading. Even if it is covered by tears, I can still feel it clearly.

【Favourability: 176】

[Description: A girl who has extreme love for you. But due to excessive paranoia, his mind was close to collapse. 】

Too much of anything will do no good.

do you mean this?

"Now, don't think about anything."

Su Ming sighed and caressed her cheek. My nose is sticky due to snot and tears.

"You're just sick."

"I'll be here until... you heal."

No matter how real it is to you, it is still a game. At most, it’s because of the level issues.

It's different for her. Therefore, she will be extreme.

After all, even if he knew the reason for her collapse... Su Ming couldn't get enough chicken soup.

In fact, it is really simple, it is nothing more than a multiple-choice question.

Ignore her or treat her as a person?

Choose the latter.

What about the mission to get her out of here?

At least, put it aside until she calms down. Whether time really heals everything... I don't know.

Chapter 34 Just love till the end

3 month 15 day.

An Shiyao reluctantly fell asleep near dawn. When she got up a little later, Su Ming had already prepared breakfast.

"...Sorry, I need you to come."

"It's not bad to try my master's crafts occasionally."

I plan to use a normal chatting attitude to relax.

"..."

It didn't work, she was still very negative.

"Is sister sick?"

"...No, Xiaoxi, have you finished the exercises?"

Faced with her sister's confusion, she could only respond reluctantly.

"Just sick."

Su Ming took over the conversation, "So you can't disturb sister. I will tutor you during this time."

"……it is good."

An Xiaoxi asked worriedly later, but Su Ming brushed it off.

3 month 20 day.

The way of getting along with An Shiyao was a bit awkward.

"I...only by doing this can I not think about anything."

Meaning, do it with her.

Let her mind go blank.

But that’s not okay, right?

After it was over, even though she was very tired, she still couldn't fall asleep with her eyes open.

"It's okay. Whatever you want, just say it."

"What you want now is too simple, and I'm already greedy for your body. Is this a gift?"

No.

My waist is so sore, and it turns out that my legs are really weak if I have too much weight.

3 month 25 day.

It rained for three consecutive days and the temperature dropped significantly. It's cold even wearing a down jacket indoors during the day.

Most of the potted plants on the roof were moved into the house in advance, but they still withered. Looks like my desire to devour fresh vegetables is about to come to nothing again.

3 month 27 day.

Vegetables aside, there are bigger things to worry about.

It's getting foggy.

Although it's only available from 5 to 7 o'clock.

"..."

An Shiyao's teeth trembled occasionally as she completely retracted her head into the quilt and hugged her. Added another quilt.

This weather... is not as good as the ice and snow 150 kilometers away, but it is comparable to the area about 100 kilometers away.

Could it be a sign? Island City is surrounded by fog, and that fog will shrink.

From a player's perspective, it's very possible.

Su Ming thought a lot about how to get out, but without practice it was just empty talk.

"...Mr. Su Ming, I think..."

"Ok?"

"Listen from your own words, what it feels like to be served by me..."

"You have surpassed me and become a pervert who is only slightly worse than me."

"……May I?"

Not a hobby.

She might just do what she said... just say what she wants, but is this a bit perverted, infected by herself?

"...I didn't say it. You should also say it when you accompany me."

"..."

"I feel... you have changed again, very warm."

She was in better spirits than before.

【Favourability: 176】

The numbers are still high, but it’s good news that they haven’t gone up any further due to rounding off.

Want to tell me your guess? As soon as he saw that she was feeling better, he immediately said the things that irritated her... Say goodbye.

30 days, about 10 minutes in reality.

If there are no restrictions on the rules of the game, 50 years can be converted into real time.

50*365天，18250天。30天=10分钟，3天=1分钟。1天大约=0.3分钟。18250*0.3=5475，5475÷60=90.25。

In other words, these 50 years are equivalent to more than 3 days in the past. When I go back, I just take a break and miss another day of work.

Of course, I won’t really stay for 50 years. I just say that it would be okay to stay longer if conditions permit.

I have this idea...

If the fog really gets thicker and thicker, there's definitely no way to avoid it... we'll talk about it then.

3 month 29 day.