Two as One Princesses

I was taken to the mansion in Fiyanamia and for some reason I was to stay in this mansion.

But I like this mansion, so I'm a little happy to stay.

'Cause there's a beautiful garden, and there's a lot of spirits out there.

When the spirits find me - and I think it's Ain, not me - it's cute to come this way.

I guess I'm just coming on holiday to decorate my hair, but it's fun to watch, as it circles around me before it does.

Then Ayn told Fiyanamia about herself.

This is the first time you have told anyone but me, including the name Ayncel, which I had already told you.

Did you trust that much about Fiyanamia?

Or do you mean someone who needs to gain trust even after that?

The latter to be seen from Ein's words and deeds. As far as I'm concerned, I don't really want to trust anyone other than Ayn, but it's definitely not because I've been around Carol or anything.

Oh, but Carol and I never talked about it.

How can I really not afford to think about this, I fell asleep lying in a fuzzy bed.

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I woke up in the morning and remembered where I was now on the bright white ceiling. They told me to stay at the mansion in Fiyanamia.

A fuzzy bed, no less than the finest inn I've stayed in one day, makes me want to get some sleep again.

I know you say you want to sleep twice, but I wasn't actually sure I'd say sleep twice until recently.

I didn't know what time was until I left the mansion.

If I still wake up in the morning, I wake up because Ain will greet me.

So I realized.

Usually, even though I can already hear Ain, I still can't hear him today.

The matter itself is occasional.

It's not like Ain's doing magic research and not when he's focused or anything.

But I felt somewhat different from saying that today.

"Ayn, Ayn? Morning, Ein."

I put it out in my mouth and call, but there was no reply, and there was no point in calling it the same without putting it out in my mouth.

"Hey, Ayn. Einsel. Where are you?

Where have you been? You're not hearing me?

Ein, Ein "

Those who repeat Ayn's name over and over but love him will not answer, and those who wait forever will not call my name.

The back of my stomach starts to hurt queer and my heart keeps getting more and more present.

Dokundokun and my whole body feels heartbeat.

My face gets hot. It makes me breathe hard.

Ain't here. He's gone.

Oh, this has happened before.

When I don't even know Ayn's name yet. When I couldn't talk about it at all.

I was sad then. No, you didn't really understand the sentiment of sadness either, but now you're sad to think about it.

I was sad then too. But I just thought I was shocked then.

But not now. I've known a lot of emotions.

So now I think it's tougher than then.

But there's also hope that after a day like that, Ayn might come back.

That's why I'm reading today. There are a few books in the magic bag, though they are small in number.

Go to the farthest corner from the door of the room, take out the book and sit on the ground like that day and read the book.

Because the letters don't come into my mind at all, but that's why I can read them all the time.

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Always on the way to reading a book, the door was knocked.

... right. There are other people here than me.

The moment I remembered, I was kind of suddenly scared.

How should I have dealt with someone other than Ayn (...)?

Ain't been around till now. Ein was protecting me. In addition to protecting me with magic, you've always protected my heart.

So I was able to deal with people.

But there's no Ayn now.

Besides, this is someone else's mansion. Not my territory. So even if you keep your mouth shut, that door will open easily.

"Come on, don't come. Never come in."

The voice that I tried so hard to hear beyond the door is shaking pitifully.

"It's a meal, but I'll leave it in front of the door, so have it early"

After hearing such a voice, the door never opens and people's signs turn away.

Good. Now I can immerse myself in the book world again.

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When the room darkens, turn on the lights with magic props and enter the world of books again.

Try not to think about it as much as possible, so that you can forget now anyway.

That's how I kept chasing letters, and it was brighter out there.

Soon the night was dawning, apparently.

And yet, I don't feel Ain't around.

"Ayn......? Hey, Ein."

Calling my name doesn't answer.

No, no, no. I can't stand it.

"I don't like a world without Ein. I can't live without Ain.

So, Ein. Ein. Come back and call my name again. Please, Ayn... "

Something spilled over and the book crept through.

I just keep calling Ain's name, not even realizing it's my own tears.

I would expect you to call Ayn's name once. When I know I don't have the stuff to return, I lose my emotions from inside me.

Every time I call Ain's name, every time it sounds vain, it gets cold. My mind, not my body.

"I don't want a world without Ein. I don't need it."

"That's very noisy. I was wondering if you could just wait for this world to disappear or for you to disappear."

I heard voices. Voices other than Ein.

A voice that doesn't matter to me. So I don't respond. I don't care about anything but Ein.

"This sounds pretty strong. You don't even seem to be eating, and most importantly, your complexion sucks.

With that look on your face, you're gonna worry about Ayncel when she comes back, aren't you?

"Ain't got no Ayn! I don't even know if you're coming back."

I heard Ain's name, so I gave it back to him reflexively.

He raised his face and glanced at the Lord of his voice, but the Lord of his voice (Fiyanamia) opened his mouth without looking particularly concerned.

"For starters, yeah. Ayncel is here. Because the bond that protects you is alive."

"Ein's Connection?

The kingdom is alive? I mean, Ayn keeps using the junction?

Even if I manage to feel Ein's magic, I don't know if Ein's boundaries exist.

Because there's a huge difference in skill between me and Ayn.

Because Ein's connections are not something I would be aware of.

But it is. There is a way to be sure.

But chanting is annoying too.

So I waved my arms gently. As you always do toward demons.

Turn the magic of being born to me today.

A bright red flame turned to me, and I never felt the heat of the approaching flame, and I stared at it and it was inhibited by something and disappeared.

I'm not using the junction. It doesn't look like Fiyanamia used it either.

In other words, it will be Ayn who protected me from the flames.

Ain't got no problem with that.

If so, why won't you talk to me?

What is Ain doing?

Although I have my doubts, the mere fact that Ayn was there was too much for me to lose my strength from my body.

From sitting down, I was just waking up a little bit, but it's like falling to the floor without being able to support my weight.

If I thought so, now my body floated in the universe. Apparently, Fiyanamia lifted it for me.

"Yeah, yeah. It will, won't it? I'd like to talk about Einsel, but let's have some soup first. I'll tell you what's going on with Einsel then, if that's my prediction."

"... thanks"

"It's fine. You and she must be like my family."

"Family?"

"I'll talk to you later, too. You'd be more concerned about Einsel, wouldn't you?

"Except for Ayn's story, I don't need it"

I talked to him so far, and he felt strange.

I think the reason I don't feel magical is because I'm good at magic manipulation at the same level as Ein or better, but it feels different again.

I don't feel much fear for Fiyanamia. It's like when you first saw the Spirit.

Fiyanamia seems to be close to the Spirit, so is that a relationship?

"Dear Fiyanamia...... ha"

"Fi's fine. Can I call you Ciel instead?

"It's..."

I kind of hate being called Ciel besides Ayn.

I don't have to wonder if Fiyanamia would be good, but I don't like anything.

But Ein's policy was not to defy Fiyanamia, and maybe he did?

But there seemed to be no need to worry, and Fiyanamia laughed hehe and convinced him, "Right?"

"But my name is a long one, isn't it? So call me Fi.

Dear (...), It is not necessary. You can make it easier to talk. "

"Is Fi a person?

I decided to talk to him as usual because he said he was good and it should be a policy not to defy him.

Fi looked a little surprised at my question, but nodded as soon as he was convinced.

"Right, right. Can I say that I am close to the Spirit?

I'll tell you later because I'm going to talk, but I'm going to be a god.

I'm the one the Supreme God sent to earth with the Spirit King. "

"God?"

"It's not like God in the divine world again, but it's hard to explain.

I hope you think it's God's use. "

Is it a real use of God, unlike that golden wolf?

I don't know if I can believe it, but I was snorting when I saw the chilling forest spirits, so I'm going to believe it.

Besides, I don't feel bad about it from Fi. It's true that I thought I was different from people, and I think the story is right that I'm not a person from that point of view.

"Well, that's it for now, let's have something to eat.

If you don't eat properly, Ayncel will use that body, too, right?

I wondered if they even brought me to a room with lots of chairs at the long table, and I was seated in a seat in the back far from the entrance and exit. Fi's sitting in the front, and I'm a little closer to the entrance and exit.

Honestly, I don't have to eat anything. That's about it. I seem to be able to put up with a day or so today, but if they say it's for Ein, I have to eat it.