Use My Life For Your Happiness

I hold my mother's ashes, even if Qiao Dongcheng takes them away, I will cry dizzily. I'm afraid to see people, I'm even more afraid to see the light, and I'm closed every day. If the servant doesn't ask me to eat, I won't go down. I'd rather be hungry than go to bed every night. I just wake up crying, sleep again, and get blood drenched.

I rely on Qiao Dongcheng, I told her, let's get married early, but Qiao Dongcheng didn't want to, aunt Qiao didn't want to, said we were still young.

Too many eyes, my self-esteem is very small, but after all there is, the last few quarrels, I rely on Qiao Dongcheng, rely on him, if I come back later, I will be sad, Lin Jing, I thought I had separated with him, several times called me.

She said she was busy at work and told me to pick up a child.

Later I knew that it was Qiao Dongcheng's child. The weak bottom line in my heart was broken. I couldn't continue like that. I didn't want to live in Qiao's contemptuous eyes.

No, No.

I asked Qiao Dongcheng, "would you like to marry me?"

He said, "do you know what you look like now? Do you know what you mean by what you say now? "

Even he looked down on me so much. How can I stay at Qiao's house any longer? I packed up my things and left. I want to get back all my self-esteem. I don't want to bleed any more. I don't want to let Lin Jing laugh in the dark and let Hai Chao laugh in the light.

It's not easy to find a job for the first time, but everything I do is not long-term. The Qiao family's relationship has left me nowhere to rely on.

Uncle Qiao's mother meant to ask me to break the engagement with Qiao Dongcheng, but I was so stubborn that I had to be independent.

I Miss Lin Duan more and more. Will he forgive me? Will he come back?

Lin Duan, I learn to be independent. I stand up step by step. Mo Qianxun is really not a person who can't stand the pain.

Now looking at Ji Zhixian crying in bed, isn't she the shadow of my past? She is much happier than me. I have no brothers and sisters, no home. She also, she's much cleaner than I am. Pat her gently on the shoulder: "don't indulge in the past, it will always pass."

My sufferings have come.

I now live a new life, how good, I have a lot of friends, I also have a so love me, so love my Ji Xiaobei.

All those nightmares will stay in France. I won't mention them. No one will.

"Chihiro." She cried and hugged me: "I miss him very much."

"If you miss him, he will never be in front of you again."

"I killed him."

"Ji Zhixian, many things are predestined. Really, you should not be so weak. If you are weak, no one will look up to you. Even if you have family members, they love you very much."

"I really love him. If it was me who died at that time, how nice. If I wasn't in Ji's family, how nice."

"Don't think too much. It's more than two o'clock in the morning. Go to bed. You need plenty of sleep. Don't blindly think about the past. You really love him. Then you have to live better, live for him, feel for him, be happy for him and work hard."

She nodded: "I'm going to Guizhou, I'm going to study."

"I support you and ask Ji Xiaobei to give you a sum of money so that children in poor mountainous areas can go to school."

"Will he?"

"Can I be coquettish with him?"

She broke her tears and laughed: "thank you first. Chihiro, it's very kind of you. You should love our Xiaobei. "

I'm good, he should love me well.

The next day, when I went to class, I called Ji Xiaobei. With both hardware and software, Ji Xiaobei agreed to withdraw money, but asked Ji Zhixian to return to Beijing once a month.

I came back at noon and told her that she was standing on the sofa, dancing, crying and laughing.

People who say that the wind is the rain are going to the airport immediately. Ji Xiaobei and I sent her to the airport.

Ji Xiaobei said: "this is really like her wish."

"Make her happy. It's better to do something like this."

"But I hope so." He stroked my hair with a smile: "baby, a gift for you."

"Good." Come up and give him a kiss.

He laughs: "so on road."

"Ha ha, Ji Xiaobei, give me a gift quickly."

He took my hand and said, "this is space. It's space. "

"Will you give me a ring?"

"You think so well. I'll give you a rope."

The red rope wrapped around the ring finger two times: "make a decision first."

"Play with me."

To scratch his itch: "Ji Xiaoye, you really hate it."

"Hate me, love me. It's also very nice. Here, there's a new year's banquet in Beijing on Saturday night. I'm going to spend the new year with you. You can exchange this red rope for what you want. "

"What is it?"

He pinched my face: "baby, you know, my brother talked about us at home about the things that are used to trap you. He said that anyway, my father knows now, so it's better to mention them. My father respects my brother, so he will think about them carefully. So, I think it's time to show you around and prove that I have my own name. "

Sweetly lean on his chest: "this red rope, really can exchange happiness?"

"Of course, so don't lose it."

"No, Saturday night is not, OK, I must go to dress up, my goal is not to give little Ji disgrace."

"Clothes, don't show too much. You can show it to me. No one can see it except me. "

"So overbearing."

"That's how overbearing it is."

"Ah, then I'm so stressed." I yelled.

Smile at the red rope on the ring finger, new year, I can use it for my happiness, his promise, good.

Now if you step on the cloud, you almost forget who you are.

He loves me, so seriously, so carefully, so attentively.

"Baby, you like Hummers. When the time comes, we'll let 100 Hummers pick up the bride and have a tour of Beijing.

Smile curved eyebrows: "well, then I'll squeeze toothpaste for you every morning."

"Kick my ass every day." He said.

Ji Xiaobei, your hobby is really BT. I really don't want to tell you that I love you so much now. I can bear the small shortcomings.

When I meet you in spring, autumn has already been sweet, and my happiness is always there.

I made a appointment with a beauty salon, and I was in the neighborhood. I went to the morning to do facial mask and massage.

Put on make-up, hair also dish up, holding beautiful clothes back.

Looking in the mirror, I feel very beautiful. Ha ha, I haven't gone yet, but my heart is a little floating.

The red rope on the ring finger is still so good-looking, not dazzling at all.

Ji Xiaobei is the active party. He doesn't have time to pick me up for a while. He told me to set out early, so there would be no traffic jam. He said there was a rest room over there, so he could have a rest and wait for time if his name was reported.

Just as we were about to start, the doorbell rang.

I have no choice but to smile. Ji Xiaobei can't pick me up. He always likes to surprise me.

Open the door: "Ji Xiaobei your..."

All cold, such as cold cellar.

Standing by the door is not Ji Xiaobei, but someone I never want to see again in my life. It's my nightmare in France.

"I'm pairs, and I don't think you're new to me, Jessica."

Jessica, a name I said in France, a name I wanted to bury underground.

I was in a hurry to close the door.

He was very strong and pushed the door with one hand: "so your name is mo Qianxun. I haven't seen you for a long time. I came back to find you."

"You..." I'm panting. My heart hurts.

This face with some evil, with some cold sharp gas, in fact, I have never forgotten, sometimes dream of this face, will wake up in cold sweat.

"My English name is pairs, my Chinese name is Ji Dabei, Ji Xiaobei's brother," he said

He fell down feebly, looked at his toes, and fell into those French nightmares.

I don't want to see you all my life. I don't want to.

The red rope between the fingers suddenly became dazzling.

Mobile phones, also began to clamor up.

I know it was Ji Xiaobei who came out. I know he wanted to ask me if I went out.

The devil came to me, Ji Xiaobei... Maybe our happiness is up to here.

Whether he is a man or a ghost, why is he your brother.

Why? I love you so much, Ji Xiaobei. I'm so unwilling.

Hands cover face, hot tears slide down, stabbed palm, stabbed my happiness.