Use My Life For Your Happiness

Mom went to see the house. We are going to buy a house near the French school. In this way, classes will be more convenient. Moreover, renting a house is not a long-term solution. It is always not a solution.

Besides, life in China has always been good. My mother has a lot of real estate. She doesn't like to rent a house, so I go to class. There is something wrong with my mother's mobile phone, so I put it in my room. After watching the house, she goes to pick me up after class, tells me that the house is good, and pays some deposit. Then I will take some money from my card and go through some procedures.

As soon as I went back to see the door wide open, there was nothing but a few clothes and some daily necessities.

I didn't have much money on me. When I went to check the bank account, I was told that it had been frozen.

I've been using my little money to make phone calls. I hope someone can help us tide over our sadness. It's a little sad. When my father was a high-ranking official, there were so many cars in Royal Washington that he could almost call the wind and rain. When he was down, he avoided us like ghosts and snakes.

My mother's intention is to get back the deposit. I can't afford to buy a house in France, but the landlord doesn't give us the money. If I'm not familiar with my life and land, I'll cheat you. How about you.

No money to pay rent, temporary place also let people out.

Holding a few clothes in the street to find, in the phone booth, she is still reluctant to call, and even some crazy, very crazy, crazy, call someone else's phone to smash.

I've never seen my mother like this before. I hugged her and said, "Mom, it's OK, and me."

She looked at me and cried, saying nothing.

The first time I called Qiao Dongcheng, I heard chungong Huan. I had the cheek to call Qiao Dongcheng again. It was Lin Jing who answered. She said, "OK, he's busy now. I'll ask him to call you back later."

In order to save some international telephone charges, I waited until the evening in the morning. I made a lot of calls, but none of them were about me.

I had to call again. The reply was that I couldn't get through.

At that moment, it was a bit of a breakdown.

We're going to suffer. We're going to suffer a lot.

Lin Duan said that I was a child who had never suffered. When I went to France, even if I had money, I was still a third-class citizen. Still have to suffer a lot.

Now, it's more than third class.

I pawned the famous brand clothes and reported the case, but the chance to get back is very slim. I told my mother not to be sad. We have no father, we want to live. Now we have no money, we also want to live.

When I went to wash dishes, I used to be a young lady who didn't touch yangchunshui. When I did this kind of rough work, I not only suffered a lot of abuse, but I couldn't do it. I broke a lot of dishes and cut my hands so that I didn't get a cent. They drove them away.

When it's very low, there's nothing you can't live. You can wash the dishes, sweep the floor, and wash the toilet. As long as you are willing to suffer and not afraid of being dirty, you can earn money for food and clothing. There's no time to go to school again. My mother's health is very bad. We have no place to live here for a few days, and there's no air ticket to return home.

I go to lap dance, with all my self-esteem, all my face, just for life.

For the first time, I clenched my teeth and didn't flinch. I wore a skirt that could see my butt under the Chinese lamp and twisted with women from Japan, Korea and Russia. I painted my face white. I don't think I can recognize who I am.

Although it's very hard psychologically, I get more money. I have money to rent a small place to live, and I'm no longer afraid of the wind and rain. But my mother's situation is very bad. She ran out in the rain and came back to tell me, "Chihiro, we have money, we have money."

"Mom." I hugged her: "we will survive, yes, mom, listen to me, Lin Duan will come to France to find us, that is, people all over the world can look down on us, afraid of our drag, Lin Duan will not."

Mother cried: "baby, mother is really rich, we set you in Switzerland, there are real estate in the lawyer's office, there are still a few years to mature, baby mother love you, love you."

"Mom, I love you too. It doesn't matter, mom. As long as you are in good health, our mother and daughter are better than anything. We are not afraid of anything after this."

She was proud all her life. She had never suffered these hardships. Her mother also tried to cheer up and do something to help people sell things. But on the first day, she let the ugly old man tease her and asked her mother to go to bed with him.

It's not a pity to lose such a job. It's a pity that it's really dark in France. I don't know when such a day will be the first.

I can see that she suffered a lot. She knew what I was going to do. She knew that I went to thigh dance every day with heavy makeup. She also found a role in the circus and let people smash the ball around every day.

She wept as she watched.

The weather in France has made her feel better all the time. She has to take medicine every day. She really can't stand it any more.

I'm writing to Beijing. I'm looking forward to Lin Duan's coming soon.

Now I can't believe anything, now I have nothing. Lin Duan, my only belief, can I still believe you?

At five in the morning, the loud noise still woke me up.

I turned around and didn't see my mother. There was breakfast made by my mother on the table and all my mother's things. They were packed very well.

I can't stop my tears.

I ran out and saw that there were already a lot of people around. Someone jumped down the stairs.

I nest in the corner, so watching, quietly watching, quietly bleeding, my mother fell bloody, such as rag doll.

At that moment, I thought she left me forever.

I went over and held her hand full of blood. I wanted to be with her.

Ambulance car with us to the hospital, a turn of the rescue told my mother is still alive, but to have many operations, and admission to pay.

All the money has been given, a few blood to my mother, she lay on the white bed, if the angel, so quiet and beautiful.

Cry, I can't even cry.

I tried to find a job. I even ate a loaf of bread three times. In the morning, middle and evening, I cut my long hair and sold it. I asked the doctor in poor French if anyone needed a kidney or cornea. I need money. Without money, mom will die.

I have no father, I don't want my mother to die, she still has life, she will look at me smile, watch me bleed.

I can't give up on her. If I didn't fall down, I wouldn't give up on me. I can sell anything.

A lot of thigh dances are taken care of by people. They are prostitutes who sell their bodies.

I went to the master dance miss m, she knows my things very sigh, but I need too much money, really want to accompany men to make money, have to go to the nightclub.

Thanks to her introduction, I began to accompany wine in the nightclub, let people touch the body, drink vomit blood and drink, my stomach is bad, I vomit everything I eat.

It's not enough to send the money to the hospital.

I went to the foreman and said that I wanted to sell my body.

"Jessica, are you really going to do this? But I heard that you are a virgin. The price of a virgin is very high. "

"Yes." I said.

I'm not human any more. I can't be pure any more.

French nightmare, has been continuing, I gave up all hope, no one will come to me, no one will care about me and my mother.

If you want my life, I will change my mother.

The foreman told me that there will be an auction for a luxury ferry in a few nights. The auctions are all women's first time. They are all rich people, so the price will be high.

We don't have clothes to wear. All the women are naked. In order to cater to some evil tastes, we will tie fine iron chains around our hands, feet and neck.

Where are we? It's not as good as dogs. Dogs can bark twice, but we are not allowed.

When the painter paints all kinds of paintings on our bodies, he will take advantage of them maliciously. He grabs my chest and I watch him quietly.

But he scolded me in French: "they're all bitches, but they're not for people to play with."

Self esteem, lost, proud, lost.

The people who are hidden in the dark hold up their brands to bid. The highest bidder will leave one by one and throw them into the arms of men.

When I arrived, the host said: "Jessica, a charming girl from a mysterious country in the East, is only 19 years old. The skeleton of the Oriental beauty is small and graceful. The price of the first night of this lady Jessica is 100000 euro. The minimum increase is one thousand euros. "

The outcry is quite fierce. The French like Chinese women.

From 100000 to 200000, even if I give half to the ship's main emissary and introducer, I can get 100000. With 100000, my mother can operate.

A cold voice said, "I'll pay half a million."

This price is the highest for all women, even the most eye-catching Russian girl is not so high.

That French with some Chinese accent, I guess it may be a Chinese.

"Half a million. Is there anything higher?"

"Five hundred and one thousand." Someone raised the price.

The cold voice was very cold: "600000."

This time, no one argued. When the hammer came down, the waiter took me down with a chain. Half of the checks sent to me and half to them.

A woman came with a pill: "Jessica, it's a must."

It's an aphrodisiac. To make the gold owner have a good time, I understand that when I come here to sell myself, I have no way back.

After taking the medicine, my whole body began to heat up and put on a light gauze. They blindfolded me and sent me to a dark private room.

He must do whatever he wants.

"What's your name?" He asked me in Chinese.

That voice is really light, with a sharp cut into the skin, I'm afraid of him, maybe I'm afraid of the next thing.

I'm sorry, Lin Duan. I know you gave up on me, and I can't keep my body. No matter what the cost, I won't give up my mother. The last glimmer of hope will come.

I touched my face with both hands and said something I couldn't hear in French. My cold fingers slid down my clavicle and stroked every part of my body.

The medicine works in the body. He puts it on the bed and kisses my lips.

I was numb not to think too much, those memories are very confused, only know that the first time is very painful, pain I clenched my teeth.